Alexia

Don't know why the fuck I'm here 

[unable-to-be-loved]

I'll never give you away, 'cause I've already made that mistake

5 Seconds of Summer, Lover of Mine.

[unable-to-be-loved]

Today I called to tell you  that I'm changing but I don't think you have enough respect to see me try

5 Seconds of Summer, High. 

[unable-to-be-loved]

I’ve never been in a relationship before but it’s not because I’m scared of falling in love with someone but because I’m afraid I’ll be the only one who’d fall.

[unable-to-be-loved]

I think I’m finally getting over you, the pictures with your girlfriend doesn’t hurt as much as they did a month ago, now I’m able to see them without crying and I even feel kind of happy for you. It still hurts, I’m not gonna lie but all I want is to see you happy even if it’s not with me.

[unable-to-be-loved]

I’m here, just here, laying in my bed scrolling down a Facebook page when your face appears in my head and I have the necessity of looking at our previous conversation. It’s been a year since we talked for the last time. Now you’re in a relationship, you look happy, in love. And I can’t help it but tears are coming out of my eyes, regretting everything. Now you’re telling her how much you love her and I can only think: “that could have been me” but no. Being honest I deserve to feel this way because at the end of the day I’m the one who screwed it up but it’s just that it hurts so fucking much, it hurts knowing that you’re kissing her instead of me, knowing that you’re loving her instead of me, knowing that you’ve forgotten me when I’m thinking of you every single day, reading the same message that you sent me with the words “te quiero” over and over again because that is the only think I have left from you, messages and memories that would live in my heart forever.

[unable-to-be-loved]

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