What's my Gender? NONE, Gender is for NERDS! (╬☉д⊙)⊰⊹ฺ They/Them 21 years of age lmao This account is literally just for me to read Smut🥴/fanfiction😋that's it, nothing more🫣 ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯ also before you go into my messages saying "Y are you reading smut if ur ArOAcE" First: die (politely😃) Second: just because I like to read about sex/romance does not mean I want to have it myself 🥰😘
Yet another boring day of lying down on the warm sand of a beach begins with a gorgeous sunset, like they always do. One would think living on a what is practically a paradise island would be, well, paradise, but after the first two weeks the repeating patterns have already grown rather dull. In the end, all there is to do was watch the swooshing waves wash away small rocks and sticks from the shore.
Maybe the waves are washing away your life as well.
With a sigh you sit up in the sand, restlessly drawing patterns into the ground with your foot. Various different schemes emerge from the depths of your brilliant, strategical mind, yet a nagging voice from another corner reminds you of the consequences putting the plans into motion would have. Your eyes narrow and the leg drawing patterns into the sand comes to a halt as your resolve shakes. As much as you would like to remain civilized to keep your friends, there is simply nothing you can do, and if you have to sit here for a second longer, you will probably explode.
However, the moment you shoot up to stand and to scramble to your evil lair, (which the uncultured would refer to as a basement) you nearly run straight into a combination of shades of pink. You skid against the sand and deflate. "Hi, Amy..."
"Hello, (Name)!" She greets with a cheerful smile before crossing her arms, a smug expression overtaking her face. "That sudden burst of energy you got over there was just a bit strange... you weren't planning on doing anything mischievous or evil, were you?"
You let out an exasperated sigh. "Yeah, so? You caught me in the act. But how is it my fault when there's absolutely nothing to do here?"
"There's plenty to do here!" Amy counts the things that come to mind on her fingers. "Playing beach ball, taking care of flowers, knitting, baking, eating at Meh Burger- okay, maybe it's not responsible of me to recommend that- swimming, surfing-"
"Okay, okay, okay!" You wave your hands in front of your face to get her to stop. "I get your point. But the problem is, I've already done all of those things!"
"Well, then you know what stuff you like the best and can choose from those!"
"Yeah, but none of them bring me the same amount of entertainment as coming up with evil plots!" You cannot fight off the smallest, most childish pout from rising to your face.
"Are you sure? Knitting be very engaging in the right company-"
"You mean company that doesn't laugh at me when I fail at cross-stitching?" You deadpan.
"Okay, maybe that was a bit rude of me, but you looked so adorably frustrated then!" Amy interlaces her fingers, fawning at the memory.
"And you gotta remember, that was right after you'd decided to redeem yourself, so you looking cute instead of threatening was totally new to us!"
Your lips twist into a frown. "Just rub it in, why don't you... no one will respect me anymore..."
"That's not true!"
"Yes, it is! Instead of cowering and running away in fear, people just boo nowadays! I should just become a villain again to make them REGRET-"
"(Name)! Remember your anger management exercises!"
You glare at her at first for interrupting you, but eventually just sigh at her pleading face and breathe like she instructed you to do. Like practiced, you take deep breath in through the mouth, which you hold at the top before letting it out through the nose.
"Alright, there we go! That's perfect," she praises, "you were the best student my meditation class!"
"And the only one..."
"Don't sweat the details!" She slams a hand on your back and unintentionally knocks the wind out of your lungs. "Anyway! Even if you don't think there are any non-evil or -destructive things that are fun, I'll help you find something that sets your heart on fire!"
"My heart only burns for arson and destruction of private property." You examine your fingernails like a diva, throughly unconvinced. Then you yelp at a sudden tug forward.
Amy grabbed your hand to pull you with her as she runs. "You'll see! By the end of the day, we'll definitely have found something even you find entertaining!"
You hold back a groan and roll your eyes, this is going to be yet another long day.
And you are right, the day is shaping out to be unreasonably long. Hours upon hours have passed since Amy dragged you into trying new things, and all you gain from it is aching ears from playing the trumpet and a sore body from running among other physical activities. Yet even after all of that effort, not one activity sparks any sense of achievement or joy within you like villainy did.
"Okay, so competitive dog grooming was a bust too, but we still haven't tried cheese rolling or trampoline wall dancing! We could also try soap carving! Maybe even extreme ironing..." Amy's rambling fades out in your ears as you sigh.
With hands shoved into your pockets, you drag your feet behind her. Her desire to help may warm your chest, but that does not shake away the empty feeling of being a lost cause. Each failed attempt at finding enjoyment within hobbies considered acceptable convinces you further that the villain life is the only kind you are suited for living. You were a natural since the very beginning of your career with the schemes, the menacing laughs, the taunts and the revenge plots, mostly made against-
"Oh, hey! Look at this!" Amy's squeal snaps you out of your thoughts. "Sonic is taking sidekick applications! How amazing is that!"
"Uh, didn't he already have a sidekick or something..?"
"Oh, I'm sure Tails is fine with this! They're best friends, of course Sonic wouldn't do anything that would upset him!" She snatches the poster off from the tree. "And hey, maybe you should apply too!"
"Why?"
"Well, it could help you and Sonic get closer together as friends! You'd also get more accustomed to hero work, since it is pretty different from villain stuff. But!" Amy turns to face you dramatically. "It also has a lot of action, just like villainy!"
"I don't know, Amy. I'm not really feeling up to it," you mutter, "you can go, but I'm taking a break from all this stuff. My neck is still sore from falling off that trapeze."
"That's okay! Just come talk to me if you get any ideas or feel like doing anything!" Amy smiles with determination. "In the meantime, I'm gonna go and ace that job interview!"
She runs off to her house to get prepared, leaving you standing alone in the sand. With a breath you sit down in the sand again, back to square one, exactly where you started the day. You try to draw patterns but cannot come up with any ideas. After that you dabble in the forbidden hobby of evil schemes again, but even that leaves you with a sour taste in your mouth. All you really can do is sigh and wonder if it is an attitude problem on your part.
Maybe if you put more energy in, you could have actually found something enjoyable. The entire day you let yourself get dragged with the mindset that you possibly could not like any of those hobbies as much as you enjoyed being a villain. Even if you found something good, that probably would have prevented you from enjoying it anyway. And even though you did not find anything, you could have at least tried to have fun for Amy's sake. She tried so hard to create a fun experience for you, only for you to actively disregard all of her efforts.
You let go of your arms, which you had gripped in your frustration, and stand up. I should go apologise for being such a buzzkill.
The rational assumption to make is that she is getting interviewed. However, what you walk into is an otherwise empty shack, with the exception of three people staring at you expectantly.
"Congratulations!" Sonic rushes to shake your hand. "You're in!"
"I- what? I didn't apply-"
"Yeah, consider yourself lucky. We're employing a new policy that whoever walks in through the door next gets the spot!"
"Uhm, actually..." a beaver walks in through the door. "...it's whomever, and since I walked in through this door now, doesn't that mean I also get the job?"
"Uh, sorry buddy, but it was whomever first walks in through the door. There's only three spots available, so yeah..." Sonic trails off, feigning an apologetic tone.
"Aw..." the beaver deflates. "Well, actually, I still need to ask you if you validate parking-"
"Okay, the rules are simple!" Sonic is quick to cut him off. "To the canyon!"
Sonic proceeds to not explain the rules until all four of you have arrived at the ledge he decided to stand on top of. You made a point of dragging your feet because you do not even want to be there.
"Really, (Name)?" Sonic deadpans. "Making all of us wait like this? You really are a villain!"
Your eye twitches and a strained grin rises to your lips. "Oh, we're doing this now? For a hero, you're rather rude. What if I was having a bad day? What if that was my last straw and I went back to villainy, undoing the months, years of progress you worked so hard for to make me redeem-"
"Okay, point taken." Sonic waves his hands in surrender. "But seriously, you could've walked faster!"
"I didn't even want to be here, my dude. I'm gonna walk as slow as I feel like walking."
"Ugh. I should've accepted that beaver guy instead..."
"You called?" The beaver with a red bow tie pops out of a nearby bush.
"Wait, where did you even come from?! Why are you here?" Sonic questions.
"I still needed to ask about parking-"
"Ugh, nevermind. Let's just get started already." Sonic facepalms and waves off the beaver who slumps again, dejected.
"Alright, being my sidekick is no easy task. This competition will test your strength, stamina and endurance. The winner will be whoever-"
"Actually, it's-"
"Yeah, yeah, whomever makes it through all of the unimaginable hardships and brings me the red flag I planted atop the incredibly dangerous but inaccurately named Mount Safety," Sonic finishes.
"Now go." He points at the obstacle course with a deep frown, clearly just as done with this as you are with him. But regardless, the competition begins.
All three of candidates, Tails, Eggman and you, kick off your boards to slide down the hill. Yours is an older model you stole years ago (not that the gang needs to know that) but it still works like a charm as you zoom through the course. The fastest route was easy to spot based on the way the course was laid out in the familiar jungle. Even though you do not feel any need to take this seriously, it is because of that your chances of victory are high regardless. But perhaps you should paid more attention.
If you were not busy thinking about the events from earlier, you would have noticed the ball of swirling blades headed towards you sooner. As the slicing sound draws near, you jump off of the board and land neatly on your feet. Your trusted board, however, crashes straight into a tree. The blades on the other hand fly somewhere deeper into the forest.
You approach the broken pieces with a frown and pick one up solemnly. It was outdated, sure, but you preferred the shape to the newer models and the way it curved around obstacles.
Sonic appears next to you in a blur. "You doing alright?"
"Yeah, my board just broke." You hold up a shattered piece of it.
"Something fishy's going on. Tails is already going to check it out." Sonic taps his foot on the ground in an unusually nervous manner.
Given how urgent it seems to him, you make a decision. "You should go without me. You know I can't keep up with you on foot."
A proud smirk rises to his lips as he gets ready to speed off.
"And wipe that smug grin off your face, that didn't mean anything." You glare at him.
"Oh, sure, it didn't, snookums!" Sonic dashes off, leaving you burning with agitation at stupid reoccurring nickname. You take a deep breath to cool down and march back home with your broken board.
It took less time than you wished for you to arrive at the beach. You toss the broken pieces into your bag and drift to the shore. There is a part of you that wants to scream from how annoying and stupid everything is. You are only seconds away from sitting down on the sand to sulk for the third time in that day, a moment away from screaming when someone cuts you off.
"Hey! (Name)! I figured something out!" Amy rushes to you and pulls you up by your bicep. "Come with me!"
"How'd the... sidekick thing work out for you?" You ask, even though you know she did not get the part.
"Oh, it was a breeze! I was just a better fit for a different employer!" She giggles. "At least Knuckles can appreciate a singing and juggling pizza man!" She sings in an overly upbeat tone and juggles three balls.
"Okay, that's nice, Amy." You hold down a cringe at the display, but she seems happy at least. "But what did you figure out?"
"A cure for your boredom, of course!" She grabs your hands and pulls you with her again as she ran.
Moments later, you arrive at her hut. She swings the door open with confidence and steps in, looking proud of herself. "So! While you were away doing something, I multitasked both getting hired as a sidekick, and figuring out what would make your life less miserable! And then in a stroke of genius, I remembered what you are really known for!"
"And what would that be?" The smallest of smiles graces your features.
"For being a strategist! Making good plans, elaborate heists, ambushes and all that!" She throws her hands up to enunciate her point, only to drop them down with a deadpan glare. "Seriously, those ambushes were extremely annoying to deal with."
"Why, thank you! Only the best for my arch enemies." You bow with a grin.
Amy sighs but continues. "So, I figured, that what game a strategist could like better than..."
She turns around dramatically before revealing a pink game board. "A TURN-BASED STRATEGY GAME!"
"Amy, I'm standing right next to you, you don't need to scream." You rub your aching ears. Amy grins sheepishly and mutters an apology.
"But, a strategy game?" You tilt your head.
"Yes! A strategy game!" Amy lights up upon noticing the small spark of intrigue in your eyes. "It's a very sophisticated battle game that requires strategy, cunning and merciless aggression!"
"Intriguing..." you mutter in thought, "...what's it called?"
"It's called... Fuzzy Puppies!" She exclaims cheerfully in spite of the nervous quiver in her tone.
"Would you like to give it a try?" She asks while holding the board out, a hopeful glimmer in her eye.
"...Sure." you shrug, but intently eye the rules written on the back of the box.
And in moments, the pink board is laid out on the table. Both you and Amy have three puppies in front of you, ready to be played with.
"The goal is to eliminate all of your opponent's puppies from the board," Amy explains, "each puppy has its own unique abilities!"
"Like Charlene Sharpey, for example, has a bark that can scare a smaller dog off the table!" She holds up the mentioned piece.
You nod before pointing back to the box. "What's up those hats?"
"Oh, they're accessories that can give the puppies new abilities! Those are for more experienced players though. We should start off simple so you learn the rules."
"Okay, then."
"So! This one is called Warrior Beagle." She picks up the dog. "Usually it works well as counter for Pugnacious Pug, with a couple of rare exceptions."
Amy sets the piece down and picks up a grey dog. "Those exceptions can be dealt with by having Slobbering Sheep Dog also in your party! His ability is to mark his territory, which easily eliminates almost all, even the fiercest opponents!"
It takes a while for her to explain the rules, but you sit by patiently and absorb the information like a sponge. The moment the game starts, you have a plan prepared and ask for the combination of dogs best suited for it. However, it is your lack of experience that leads to your downfall.
"Huh? What do you mean I can't attack Goldie the Retriever?"
"Goldie is currently digging a hole. He's underground and Warrior Beagle can't reach him," Amy explains.
"Also, it's my turn now." She moves a piece and knocks down one of your dogs.
"Hey-"
"Charlene Sharpey lets out an ear piercing bark. Pugnacious Pug has sensitive hearing and rushes away from the battlefield."
"My whole plan depended on that..." you grumble and move your last piece.
"Goldie the Retriever emerges from underground. The earth collapses underneath Warrior Beagle. You have no puppies left, I win!" Amy smiles proudly.
Your eyes narrow and you whip out a notebook from your bag. Scribbles and hastily written thoughts are quick to fill the latest available page.
Amy watches from the side, a bit confused. "Uh, (Name)? What are you exactly-"
"I demand a rematch!" You point your pencil at her as aggressively as possible. "But I'm writing something down first!"
"A new plan?"
"Yes! I'm perfecting my strategy until I'm incapable of losing!"
"That's gonna take a while." She crosses her arms smugly. "Not to brag but I have been playing for a rather long time!"
"There wouldn't be a point in playing against someone who sucks." You chuck your notebook away. "Now, back to business! This time, the game's mine!"
The day fades into night as several rounds of the game pass by. After each round you passionately scribble away new observations, using trial and error to form new ideas. Even though Amy is just as enthusiastic about the game as you are, she is by now yawning consistently because of how late it is getting.
"(Name), I'm glad you're having fun, but..." she yawns again in the middle of the sentence, "...maybe now would be a reasonable time to go to bed. It's almost midnight."
"But I don't feel like sleeping. There's plans to hatch." You never even lift your face away from the paper.
"Is this how you operated back when you were a villain, too?"
"Yes. Evil doesn't sleep. Neither do I as its servant."
"You mean former servant, right?"
"Er, yeah. Sorry, old habits."
"It's fine! But you really should get some more sleep. Not getting enough has some pretty bad consequences."
"Sure, sure."
Amy sighs but then smiles tiredly. "Well, at least it looks like you liked the game."
"Obviously," you chuckle, "you said it yourself, strategy stuff is my thing."
"I really don't get why didn't you suggest this game to me as the first idea." You say while still writing down notes with no pause. "Instead of making me crack my neck on a trapeze and all that."
"Uh, well, you know..." she hesitates for a moment, scratching the back of her neck. "I was a bit worried you'd make fun of me..."
"I know the others would." Amy crosses her arms with a frown.
"People always do that." You sketch out Goldie the Retriever before pulling the pencil away. "Whether or not you let them ruin the things you love is up to you."
"Hm, I guess you're right," Amy hums, "but still, I'd prefer to avoid the unnecessary teasing if possible. I love all of my friends but if they're given something to poke fun at, they can get unbearably annoying."
"That makes sense, too."
"Yep. But we can keep playing together!" She claps her hands together in excitement. "Gosh, I'm so happy I finally have someone to play with! I've been a fan of this game for so long but it's tough to find others who like it!"
"Well, aren't you lucky! I've already come up with thirty-six different strategies I'm planning on throwing your way."
Behaviors: Silver fidgets a lot—his fingers twitch, his ears flick, and he sniffs things out of curiosity. He also has a tendency to hoard small objects he finds interesting, like a hedgehog stashing food.
Sounds: Soft little snuffling noises when he’s investigating something. When distressed, he makes a low, almost whining hum.
Mating Instincts: Silver is a nest-builder when in love. He doesn’t even realize he’s doing it at first—he just starts organizing things in a way that makes a shared space feel comfortable and safe. He’s also extremely loyal—once he bonds with someone, it’s for life.
Silver hadn’t realized what he was doing until you pointed it out.
"Silver," you started, holding up a pile of blankets, pillows, and even some of your hoodies, "are you... nesting?"
He blinked, looking at the small fort he had unknowingly created in your living room. The blankets were carefully arranged, your clothes mixed in, and—oh, Chaos, he had done it again.
His ears flattened, and he let out a nervous little chitter. "Uh… maybe?"
You laughed, plopping into the pile. It was ridiculously comfortable. "This is adorable."
Silver hesitated, then sat beside you, fidgeting. "I—I guess I just feel better when things are… ours, y’know?"
Your heart melted. You leaned into him, and he made a soft little happy chuff.
"Then I guess we better make it extra cozy," you teased, pulling another blanket over the two of you. Silver practically purred.
Behaviors: Shadow is extremely quiet when he moves, almost like a predator stalking prey. He has a habit of going still and staring intently at things before acting, like a hunter calculating a strike. He also hates being touched unexpectedly—he'll jolt like a startled animal.
Sounds: When agitated, he makes low, almost growling sounds in his throat. It’s more subconscious than intentional. When comfortable, he lets out very soft clicking noises, almost like the hedgehog equivalent of a cat’s purring.
Mating Instincts: Hedgehogs court aggressively in the wild, with males chasing females for extended periods. Shadow isn’t that direct, but when interested in someone, he becomes relentless in keeping them near, challenging them (in battles, in conversation, in little ways). He’s not overly affectionate, but he guards fiercely, sticking close even in silence.
Shadow wasn’t good at expressing things.
But his instincts? They spoke for him.
You noticed it one night when you were walking together. He was silent as always, but his ears twitched constantly, flicking toward any sound that seemed off.
A car door slammed in the distance. He tensed, stepping slightly in front of you.
A group of people laughed loudly nearby. His hand brushed yours, as if making sure you were still close.
And then, when you stopped to sit on a ledge, he did something unexpected. He clicked.
It was a low, rhythmic sound—a subconscious noise, almost like a cat’s purr, but hedgehog-like.
"You’re comfortable," you realized aloud.
Shadow blinked, looking mildly offended at being called out. "…Hmph."
But when you rested against his shoulder, he let out another quiet click-click, leaning into you just enough to let you know—
You were safe.
Behaviors: Knuckles is deeply territorial. He doesn’t like people touching his things, and when stressed, he digs—whether it’s actual burrowing or just his fingers scratching at surfaces. He also huffs up when he feels threatened, standing taller and puffing out his chest.
Sounds: Low grumbles and deep, clicking sounds in his throat. If he’s truly angry, he makes a sharp, guttural bark, a warning.
Mating Instincts: Echidnas have strong nesting instincts, and Knuckles is no different. If he’s in love, he starts building something—making a safe place for his mate, reinforcing things, claiming space for them. He gets very protective, always staying close and glaring at anyone who gets too near.
Knuckles didn’t always realize when he was being territorial.
It wasn’t just about Angel Island. It was about you.
The first time you noticed was when someone got a little too close. Knuckles didn’t growl, didn’t shove them away—he simply stood taller, his chest puffing up slightly, eyes narrowed.
The second time, it was when you went off alone. You came back to find Knuckles pacing, his fingers scratching lightly at his palms—a telltale sign of stress.
"Where’d you go?" His voice was casual, but his ears were tilted forward, tense.
"Just a walk," you assured him. "I’m fine."
He exhaled hard. Then, without warning, he reached out—gripping your wrist, then your hand, then your forearm. Almost like he was making sure you were real.
Echidnas were territorial creatures. And right now?
Knuckles’ territory wasn’t just Angel Island.
It was you.
Behaviors: Bats use echolocation, and Rouge clicks her tongue when navigating dark areas or when she’s deep in thought. She also has a habit of hanging upside down when she’s truly relaxed, even sleeping that way.
Sounds: A mix of trills and soft chirps when amused or flirty. When she’s pissed, her voice gets lower, almost like a growl, but with a sharp edge—like a bat making a warning sound.
Mating Instincts: Bats are playful courters, and Rouge is no exception. She teases, flirts, and makes direct moves to gauge reactions. However, once she chooses someone, she sticks close—very close. Bats are social, and she thrives on being around her mate, touching them frequently (sometimes just to fluster them).
Rouge was relaxed in a way most people never saw. She hung upside down from a low-hanging beam, arms crossed, watching you with a lazy smirk.
"You’re staring," she teased.
You laughed. "You’re literally hanging upside down, Rouge."
She clicked her tongue—a playful, echolocating sound—before stretching her wings and flipping down gracefully, landing right in front of you. "And?"
"And it’s adorable," you admitted.
Rouge’s eyes gleamed. "Oh, honey, you’re so lucky I like you."
Then she leaned in, nuzzling your cheek in a way that was more animalistic than flirtatious. A bat’s way of scent-marking.
Your face burned. "Did you just—"
She grinned. "Maybe."
Rouge was always a flirt, but this? This felt different.
Like she wasn’t just playing around.
Like she had claimed you.
Behaviors: Sonic is incredibly twitchy and alert, like a real hedgehog. His ears flick toward sounds before his brain even registers them. He also has an odd habit of curling up when sleeping, tucking into himself almost like he's in a protective ball.
Sounds: He makes a lot of subtle chitters and snorts when comfortable. When annoyed or startled, he lets out sharp little huffs, like an irritated hedgehog.
Mating Instincts: Hedgehogs are solitary and very picky about mates, and Sonic is the same. He’s not one for settling down easily, and he needs someone who can keep up with his need for freedom. But once he chooses someone, he gets possessive in quiet ways—running his fingers along their arm, brushing against them frequently, staying very close even if he pretends it’s casual.
Sonic didn't like staying in one place for long.
But tonight—tonight was different.
You had fallen asleep outside, resting against a tree, and instead of speeding off, Sonic had stuck around. Guarding you.
Every little sound made his ears flick—crickets, rustling leaves, the distant hum of the city. He was still, unnaturally still for someone who was always in motion.
Then, you shifted in your sleep, unconsciously curling closer to him. His breath hitched. Instinct kicked in. He curled around you, arms resting lightly over your form, shielding you from the wind.
Hedgehogs were solitary by nature, but right now? Being curled up with you felt… right.
And so, for the first time in forever, Sonic stayed put.
Behaviors: Foxes are incredibly curious, and Tails is the same. He has a habit of tilting his head when thinking, just like a fox analyzing something. He also curls his tails around himself when he sleeps, using them for warmth.
Sounds: Yips, chatters, and soft whines. When truly excited, he makes little churring noises.
Instincts: Foxes are social and stick close to their chosen people. Tails is the same—if he considers you family, he follows you everywhere. He also has burrowing instincts, meaning he builds cozy, enclosed spaces where he feels safest.
Tails had a habit—one he didn’t even realize until you pointed it out. Every time you visited his workshop, he had a space just for you.
At first, it was subtle. A chair near his desk. A blanket draped over it. Then, a small storage box—filled with things you had left behind.
But today? Today you stepped inside and found an actual little corner set up, complete with a makeshift den.
A pile of cushions, a cozy blanket nest, and even a small table with snacks.
"Tails," you called, amused. "Are you… burrowing?"
He turned, ears perking. "Huh?"
You gestured at the den.
His twin tails flicked behind him. "Oh! I, uh…" He scratched his head. "Foxes burrow, y’know? I guess I just—thought you’d like it."
Your chest warmed.
You flopped into the nest, letting out a contented sigh. "You’re the best, Tails."
He beamed, his tails wagging just a little.
Maybe he was burrowing—but it wasn’t just for himself.
Behaviors: Amy’s movements are sudden and high-energy, just like a wild hedgehog startled into action. She has sharp reflexes and can go from sitting still to sprinting in a heartbeat. She also headbutts people playfully, something hedgehogs do when interacting.
Sounds: Quick little snorts when laughing, soft chittering noises when she’s really focused on something. When mad? A sharp huff.
Mating Instincts: Hedgehogs chase their mates, and Amy definitely has that energy. But once she truly falls in love, she calms down and becomes incredibly devoted. She has nesting instincts and starts making spaces feel like home when she’s serious about someone.
You had noticed something about Amy.
She wasn’t just physical with affection—she was instinctual about it.
It started small. A quick tap of her forehead against your shoulder when she was excited. A gentle nudge when she wanted attention.
Then one day, you were both sitting on the couch when, out of nowhere—
BOP.
Amy headbutted you.
Not hard—but enough to make you stare.
She pulled back, blinking. "What?"
"You just—headbutted me."
Amy grinned. "Yeah! Hedgehogs do that when they’re comfy with someone." She nudged you again—softer this time. "Means I like you."
Your heart fluttered, and you bumped your head against hers in return.
Amy beamed. "See? Now you’re learning."
And just like that, you had officially been claimed by a hedgehog.
After surviving the worst days of his life, Ethan Winters finds quiet solace in the arms of someone who sees him for more than what he’s lost—someone who holds him like he still belongs to the world.
I just think Ethan deserves to be kissed stupid, held like a lifeline, and railed lovingly by a very patient man, okay? I don’t make the rules—I just write the smut
You met Ethan in the kind of silence that followed horror. Not the peaceful kind. The ringing kind—the kind that lives in your bones long after the screaming stops.
He was already back from Louisiana when you found him, if “back” was even the right word. He looked like he’d crawled out of hell on his hands and knees and didn’t trust the light anymore.
And who could blame him?
He didn’t talk about what happened at first. You knew the headlines. You knew what wasn’t in the reports too—the rumors, the whispers about a girl and a swamp and something that shouldn’t have existed. The mold. The Baker family. His wife. All dead, except her.
You never asked.
At first, you just fixed his injuries. Cleaned up the places no one else would. The scar across his hand that never quite healed, even with REACT tech. The jagged shrapnel wound near his ribs. The nightmares he tried to pretend didn’t happen.
“I’m fine,” he’d say, voice hoarse.
“You’re not,” you’d reply.
But you never pushed harder than that.
You learned to recognise the signs—when he needed space, when he needed silence, when he needed you to sit on the floor beside him and just be there. Sometimes he’d press the heel of his palm to his eye like he was trying to wipe something out from behind it. Sometimes he’d flinch at the creak of a floorboard, reaching for a weapon that wasn’t there anymore.
He moved in with you after two months. Said it was temporary. Said he couldn’t be in that empty apartment. Too clean. Too sterile.
He slept on the couch. Then on your bed. Then beside you.
Neither of you talked about that either.
Until the night you found him on the bathroom floor, his back against the tub, sweat-soaked and shaking. Eyes blown wide. Breathing like the air was drowning him.
He didn’t say your name. Just, “She was there.”
You crouched beside him. Pressed a hand to his chest, over his racing heart. “Who?”
“Eveline. The girl.” His voice cracked. “But not really. I know she’s dead. I know she’s—I know—” His hands curled into his hair. “But it’s like I feel her sometimes. Like she’s still in my goddamn head.”
You didn’t say it would be okay. You knew better. Instead, you leaned forward, resting your forehead to his. “You’re not alone.”
He started crying.
He didn’t sob. Just went so quiet that you almost missed it—the way his breath hitched, the tears falling soundlessly onto your collarbone as you pulled him into your arms. He clung like a man broken open, like your touch was the only thing keeping him from dissolving back into the mold.
“I’m so tired,” he whispered, and it gutted you. “I don’t know how to be human anymore.”
“You don’t have to be,” you told him, voice low and fierce. “You just have to be. And I’ll be here.”
That was the first time he kissed you.
It was clumsy. Desperate. Teeth clacking and fingers trembling. But it was real. You kissed him back with everything you had—because he needed it, and because you wanted it. Wanted him. Not as a broken man or a haunted survivor, but as Ethan. The man who still carried groceries with both hands even if one of them ached. The man who told awful jokes at 3am and cooked breakfast like it was the only sacred act left in the world.
The man who finally let himself live.
That night, you didn’t fuck. You just held each other. You undressed slowly, reverently—like every scar he’d earned was holy, like every piece of him was something to worship. You kissed his wrists. His stomach. His throat. You laid him out across the sheets and laid your hands across his heart like a benediction.
“Do you want this?” you asked him, breath shaking.
He nodded. “More than anything.”
And so you gave him everything.
He moaned under your touch—soft, needy, unguarded. Every sound he made was real. No performance. No walls. Just Ethan, raw and open, letting himself feel. You took your time. You didn’t rush. You ran your tongue along the curve of his hip and watched him fall apart, whispering your name like it was the only thing grounding him.
When you were finally inside him—slow, deep, tender—he clung to you like you were salvation. His legs wrapped around your waist. His arms wound around your shoulders. His mouth on yours, again and again, as if kissing you could save him.
And maybe it did. A little.
After, he cried again. Quieter this time. You kissed the tears from his cheeks and held him until he fell asleep, his head over your heart.
In the morning, he reached for your hand under the covers and laced your fingers together.
“I don’t think I’ll ever be okay,” he said.
You pressed a kiss to his temple. “That’s fine. You don’t have to be okay. You just have to be here.”
He turned to face you. Eyes red. Voice steady. “Then I’ll stay.”
ethan winters getting a little to obsessive over the male agent that checks up on him every week, reader trying to do his job after being instructed by chris and ethan clings to him desperate for connection and comfort and another baby
I didn't proof read this at all forgive me:
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Pairing: Ethan Winters x M!Reader
Words: 4.5k
Content Warning: Feelings of loneliness, Yandere, Drugging, Confinement, Power Imbalance, Manipulation, Psychological Control, Moral Conflict, Gaslighting, and Emotional Distress.
A/N: Not proofread at all
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You’d told yourself it was just another check-in.
Just another hour of polite conversation, of noting that Ethan was eating, sleeping, functioning.
Just another report for Chris to sign off on before the week closed out.
But the door opened before you even knocked, and Ethan stood there, the way he always did lately, like he’d been waiting for you.
“Hey,” he said softly, voice rough from disuse. “You’re early.”
You hadn’t been. If anything, you were a few minutes late. But you didn’t correct him.
Inside, the cabin smelled faintly of coffee and sawdust, and the fireplace was still burning low even though the day wasn’t cold. Ethan moved around the room with restless energy, straightening things that didn’t need it, brushing dust off an already-clean counter.
“How’ve you been holding up?” you asked, flipping open your notebook.
He looked at it, then at you. “You don’t have to write anything down.”
“Protocol,” you said quietly. “You know that.”
“Yeah, I know.” He exhaled, the corner of his mouth twitching like a smile. “You always follow the rules.”
There was something tired in his voice, and something else, something almost tender. You tried to focus on the checklist, but he came to stand too close, looking at your hands as you wrote. His warmth pressed against your sleeve.
“You don’t have to leave right away,” he murmured. “I made coffee.”
You should have said no. But there was something about the way he said it, that soft, almost pleading tone that made it sound like he’d been rehearsing the offer all week. So you stayed.
He poured two mugs —one chipped and mismatched —and sat across from you. His gaze kept finding yours, hesitant but steady.
“I know this isn’t part of your job,” Ethan said finally. “But when you’re here, the house doesn’t feel so…” He trailed off, his fingers tightening around the mug. “Empty.”
The words hit harder than you expected. For a long moment, neither of you spoke. The fire crackled. Outside, the wind brushed against the windows, soft and lonely.
When you stood to go, Ethan reached for your wrist — not to hold you there, not quite, but enough to make your pulse jump. His eyes were wide and desperate.
“Can you stay? Just… for a little longer?”
The words were so small, you almost missed them.
You should have pulled away. You knew this wasn’t part of your assignment, that your report wasn’t supposed to include this kind of quiet ache. But as his thumb brushed against the back of your hand, you realized how much weight a simple touch could carry, how much of his grief had turned into this fragile, trembling hope.
And though you didn’t say yes, you didn’t pull away either.
You told yourself you wouldn’t stay long this time.
Just an in-and-out wellness check, five minutes tops.
But when you stepped onto the porch, you saw the light already burning through the windows, and something in your chest sank. He’d been waiting again.
Ethan opened the door before you even knocked. Same as last week.
He looked better, or cleaner. His hair was damp, his shirt fresh. He’d tried.
“Didn’t think you’d actually come,” he said, smiling faintly.
“I said I would.”
“Yeah,” he murmured, voice soft, like it meant more to him than it should’ve.
Inside, the cabin had changed. The coffee table was set with two mugs already waiting, steam rising. A small plate of biscuits sat between them. It wasn’t casual, it was careful, deliberate. You’d been expected.
You hesitated in the doorway, then sat.
Ethan joined you, closer this time. Close enough that when you leaned back, your knee brushed his. He didn’t flinch; if anything, he leaned in, as if the contact steadied him.
“How’ve you been?” you asked, doing your best to sound neutral.
He shrugged, eyes flicking to yours. “It’s quiet. Too quiet.”
Then, after a pause, “I think about you sometimes. When it gets bad.”
You froze mid-note, pen hovering over the page.
“Ethan…”
“Not like that,” he said quickly. “I just… when you’re here, it feels like I remember how to breathe. When you’re gone, it’s like the air goes with you.”
You looked at him, at the exhaustion in his eyes, the longing that he was too ashamed to name. It wasn’t romantic, not really. It was something rawer. A man clawing at any scrap of warmth left in the world.
He reached for your hand again. This time, you didn’t pull away, but you didn’t close your fingers around his, either. You just let him hold it there, suspended between duty and something dangerously close to comfort.
His thumb brushed over your knuckles, slow and absent-minded. “You shouldn’t have to check on me,” he whispered. “You should want to.”
Your breath caught.
He must have seen it, because his expression softened, his voice breaking. “I know you can’t stay. I know this is your job. But when you’re gone, I still… set a place at the table. Just in case.”
You looked away then, because if you didn’t, you’d say something you couldn’t take back.
When you finally stood, Ethan didn’t stop you. He just followed you to the door, close enough that you could feel his breath on your shoulder.
“Next week?” he asked quietly.
You hesitated. “Next week.”
He smiled, small, relieved, and heartbreakingly hopeful.
You knew something was different the moment you stepped onto the porch. The air felt heavy, as if the cabin itself had been holding its breath all week.
Ethan opened the door quickly, eyes flicking over you as though to confirm you were real. He looked tired, unshaven, his voice rough.
“You’re late,” he said, not accusing, but fragile, like he’d been counting the minutes.
You checked your watch. “Only by five.”
He nodded, then stepped back to let you in. The room was too warm; the fire blazed, though it was mild outside. There were two mugs on the table again, the same mismatched pair.
You tried to smile, but it didn’t reach your eyes. The tension in the room coiled tight. Ethan stayed close as you walked through the small space, following half a step behind, his presence brushing against your shoulder. When you turned, his hand lifted, just barely touching your sleeve before dropping again.
“I know you’ve got other people to check on,” he said. “But when you’re gone… I don’t know what to do with myself.”
“Ethan,” you started carefully, “I’m here to help, but you can’t…”
He shook his head, stepping closer. “I’m not trying to make you stay. I just…” His voice cracked. “It’s easier to breathe when you’re here.”
For a moment, he looked like he might reach for you again, but instead his hand pressed flat against the doorframe beside you, close enough that you could feel the heat from him, but not touching. The nearness made your heartbeat stumble.
“I’m sorry,” he murmured, pulling back. “I didn’t mean to make this weird.”
You let out a slow breath. “You didn’t. But you need more than these visits, Ethan. You need people.”
He gave a small, humorless laugh. “People don’t come here. Just you.”
You hesitated, then put a hand on his shoulder, steady, professional, but kind. “Then we’ll find a way to change that.”
For the first time that day, some of the tension in his frame eased. He covered your hand with his for a moment, a brief weight of gratitude, then let go.
When you left, he stood in the doorway watching until your car disappeared from sight, his figure outlined by the firelight, small, waiting, and unbearably lonely.
By the time you reached the cabin, the late-autumn light was already fading. The sky was thin and gray, and the forest felt too quiet, as if even the wind had stopped to listen.
The first thing you noticed when he opened the door was the smell of something cooking —not coffee this time, but meat and spices. Ethan’s face lit up in a way that made your chest ache and your stomach tighten all at once.
“You made dinner?” you asked carefully.
He rubbed the back of his neck, sheepishly. “You said I should eat more. I thought… maybe you’d want some too.”
The table was already set. Two bowls, two spoons. A folded napkin marked the place where you usually sat, your favorite brand of tea sitting beside it.
You tried to ignore the flicker of unease. “You didn’t have to go to all this trouble.”
“It wasn’t trouble,” he said, too quickly. “It gave me something to do.”
You sat anyway, because refusing felt cruel. The food was good, warm, comforting, the kind of meal someone makes for company. Ethan watched you more than he ate, eyes tracking every movement, every word.
When you finally set down your spoon, you notice the small details: the freshly washed curtains, the new blanket on the couch, the faint scent of your brand of detergent. He’d been listening when you mentioned it last week.
“Ethan,” you said softly, “you’ve been working hard.”
He smiled faintly. “I wanted the place to look nice. For you.”
You looked at him then, really looked, and saw the tension behind the smile, the fear under the surface. He was trying to build a world around your visits, as if keeping things perfect would keep you coming back.
“Ethan,” you said again, gentler this time, “you know I come here because I want to help you. Not because…”
“I know,” he interrupted. “I know. But when you’re gone, I start thinking maybe one day you won’t come back. And I don’t… I don’t want to lose that.”
You reached across the table, laying your hand over his. The contact was light, professional — but he closed his fingers around yours before you could pull away. The touch was warm, trembling, not forceful but clinging in its quiet desperation.
“I just want things to stay the same,” he whispered.
For a moment, the two of you sat there, hands joined, the fire crackling low. Then you gently pulled free, pretending not to notice the way his shoulders sagged.
“I’ll be here next week,” you promised. “But you have to keep doing this for you, not for me.”
He nodded, but the look in his eyes told you he didn’t understand the difference.
When you left, the porch light stayed on long after your car disappeared down the road — a small, lonely beacon burning against the dark.
You knew before you reached the door.
The porch light burned in the middle of the afternoon, the curtains were drawn tight, and somewhere inside, you could hear the rhythmic scrape of a chair against the floor.
When you knocked, there was a long pause before the bolt slid back.
Ethan stood there, eyes shadowed, a week’s worth of fatigue written in the set of his shoulders. “You came,” he said, as if he hadn’t been sure.
“Of course I did.”
He stepped aside, and you entered the cabin. The place was immaculate again, but not comfortably so. Everything was lined up with mechanical precision: the table set for two, your mug waiting, the fire already lit, though the air was warm.
“Ethan,” you began carefully, “we need to talk about this.”
He turned sharply. “About what?”
“This.” You gestured around the room. “You’re spending every day getting ready for an hour I spend here. That isn’t living.”
His laugh came out cracked. “You think I don’t know that? I try to sleep, I try to work, but the only time I feel anything…anything… is when you walk through that door.”
You stayed still. “That’s not fair to either of us.”
He looked at you, and for a heartbeat, the anger drained away, replaced by raw fear. “If you stop coming, I don’t know what I’ll do.”
“You’ll survive,” you said softly. “You already did before I showed up. You can again.”
He shook his head, hands trembling. “No, that’s the problem. I wasn’t surviving. I was waiting to stop.”
The silence that followed was heavy. You crossed the small space between you and placed a steady hand on his arm. “You need more than me, Ethan. You need people, structure, help that doesn’t vanish once a week.”
He swallowed hard, jaw tight, but didn’t pull away. “Chris sent you here to keep me alive.”
“And I will,” you said. “But that means helping you find something beyond this.”
For a long time, he just stood there, breathing unevenly. Then he stepped back, rubbing a hand over his face. “You’re right,” he said hoarsely. “I just… forgot what that felt like.”
The tension eased a little. You stayed until he’d calmed, until the shaking in his hands subsided. When you finally left, he didn’t follow you to the door this time. He just nodded once, a small acknowledgment that he understood, at least for now.
Outside, the forest air felt cool against your skin, sharp with pine and the promise of rain. Behind you, the cabin light dimmed, and for the first time, you let yourself hope that maybe this was a turning point, not an ending.
The drive to Ethan’s cabin takes longer than you remember. The forest roads twist tighter, the trees growing denser as the sun begins to fade behind them. You tell yourself it’s just another visit, another check-in, another attempt to see how he’s doing after everything. Still, your stomach feels uneasy, a quiet warning humming beneath your ribs.
When you finally pull into the gravel drive, the porch light is already on. Ethan’s silhouette waits by the window, still as stone.
He opens the door before you can knock. “You made it,” he says, a faint smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. His eyes look different: brighter, sharper somehow, though there are shadows beneath them. “You must be freezing. Come in.”
The cabin smells the same as before: pine, coffee, a faint trace of old smoke. But there’s something new layered in, something herbal and sharp.
You glance toward the kitchen, where a pot simmers quietly on the stove. “You’ve been cooking again?”
He nods, closing the door behind you. “I thought it’d be nice. Something simple.”
He gestures for you to sit at the small wooden table, the same one you’ve shared late-night talks at before. A flickering candle burns between the two bowls he’s set out.
You pull off your coat and sit, rubbing your hands together as he ladles stew into your bowl. “You didn’t have to go to this much trouble,” you say.
Ethan shrugs, avoiding your gaze. “It’s nothing. I’ve been… thinking about things lately. Trying to make sense of it all.”
The spoon clinks softly as he sets it down beside your bowl. The stew smells good — hearty, spiced, though there’s a faint bitterness you can’t place.
You lift your spoon, hesitating. “You’ve been keeping to yourself?”
He nods. “I needed to figure out how to help myself.” He sits across from you now, leaning back in his chair, eyes fixed on you in that way that makes your skin prickle. “And I did, I think. I realized that helping myself… meant keeping what makes me feel human.”
He smiles then, small, almost apologetic. “That means keeping you.”
You laugh softly, uncertain if it’s meant to be a joke. “Ethan, that’s…”
“Don’t,” he says gently, almost pleading. “Please. You don’t understand. I tried. I really did. I thought if I stayed away —if I let you go —maybe I’d get better. But I didn’t. It just made everything worse.”
You lower the spoon. “Ethan… what are you talking about?”
He exhales slowly, eyes dropping to the table. “It’s okay,” he murmurs. “You don’t have to be afraid. I just want to make things right this time.”
The room feels warmer now, too warm. A strange heaviness creeps through your limbs, as if the air itself has thickened. You glance down at your bowl, your vision blurring slightly around the edges.
Your throat feels dry. “Ethan, what… what did you put in this?”
He looks up, startled, or maybe pretending to be. “It’s just medicine. You’ve been so tense lately. You never rest. You need to rest.”
You push the bowl away, trying to stand, but the world tilts sharply. Your chair scrapes the floor, your hand slipping on the edge of the table. The candle flame flickers, stretching and blurring into two, then three.
“Ethan…” Your voice cracks. “What did you do?”
He catches you before you hit the floor, his arms warm and steady around you. “Shh,” he whispers against your hair. “It’s all right. You’re safe. You’ll see, you’ll understand when you wake up.”
The sound of his heartbeat fills your ears as the dark rushes in.
You wake to the sound of wind moving through trees: soft, slow, rhythmic. Your head aches, a dull throb behind your eyes. The sheets beneath you are clean, unfamiliar. The air smells faintly of fresh paint and cedar.
You push yourself up, disoriented. The room is small but carefully made: pale curtains, a handmade quilt, the faint trace of Ethan’s cologne in the air. Your clothes have been changed.
Panic tightens in your chest. You swing your legs over the bed, the wooden floor cold beneath your feet. A note waits on the nightstand, folded neatly beside a small bouquet of wildflowers:
I built this place for us. It took time, but it’s ready now. No more noise, no more strangers, no more losing you. You’ll see —it’s perfect, just like I promised.
Somewhere beyond the door, you hear the sound of someone humming, that same low tune he used to hum when he was thinking.
The boards creak, slow and deliberate.
He’s coming.
The humming fades into the distance, giving you a sliver of time. You stand, legs unsteady, the floorboards creaking softly beneath your feet. Every sound feels amplified, the whisper of your breath, the faint rustle of your clothes.
Your head is still heavy, a faint pulse beating behind your eyes, but instinct pushes you forward. You move to the door, fingers hesitating on the handle. When you turn it, it opens without resistance.
The hallway beyond is narrow, freshly painted, lined with doors, some closed, one cracked open just enough to let a strip of golden light through. The scent of sawdust lingers in the air, sharp and new.
You step out, bare feet silent against the wood.
The place feels wrong. It’s too clean, too empty — like someone built it from memory instead of life. The furniture looks handmade: sanded edges, uneven varnish, everything slightly off-kilter. It’s Ethan’s handiwork. You’d recognize it anywhere.
Your heart beats faster. You move down the hall, glancing into each room: a small living area, a kitchen still half-unpacked, a workspace cluttered with tools and sketches. On one table sits a stack of notebooks, pages filled with cramped handwriting. You move closer, scanning the words.
Tried the locks. Reinforced the hinges. He’ll be safe this time. He’ll understand when she sees how much better it is here.
Don’t need the outside anymore. Just quiet. Just him.
Your throat tightens. You turn another page, a drawing this time. It’s you. Sitting by the window, smiling. Over and over again. Dozens of sketches, each one slightly different, each one trapped inside these same four walls.
A floorboard groans behind you. You freeze.
“Awake already?” Ethan’s voice drifts from the end of the hall, calm, almost amused. “You weren’t supposed to be up yet.”
You spin around. He’s standing there, still in the same clothes, sleeves rolled to his elbows, a faint smear of sawdust on his wrist. He looks… almost proud.
“I wanted you to wake up gently,” he says, stepping closer. “I was going to make breakfast. Show you the porch. The view’s perfect this time of day.”
You take a step back. “Ethan… where are we?”
His expression softens. “Home.”
“That’s not…” Your voice trembles. “This isn’t home. You drugged me.”
He exhales, running a hand through his hair. “You always see it the wrong way. I can see it. You were tired.”
You shake your head, heart hammering. “You can’t just decide that for me.”
“I didn’t decide,” he says quietly. “I listened.”
He takes another step forward. “You’ll understand. Once you stop fighting it.”
Your hand brushes against the edge of the table, cold metal. A key. Small, dull, half-hidden under one of the sketchbooks. You close your fingers around it without thinking, tucking it into your palm.
Ethan watches you, eyes flicking to your hand but saying nothing. He just smiles faintly. “Come on,” he murmurs. “Let me show you the rest.”
You wait until Ethan’s footsteps fade down the hall before you move. Every sound feels too loud, the whisper of your breath, the soft creak of the floorboards beneath your bare feet.
The key burns against your palm. It’s the only thing keeping you steady. You move fast but quietly, toward the door he told you not to open, the one half-hidden behind the curtain.
The handle sticks at first, and your heart seizes in your throat. You gently jiggle it, then press the key into the lock. It fits. You twist, it clicks softly. Relief shudders through you as the door creaks open.
A rush of cold air greets you. The smell is different here: damp concrete, oil, earth. Stairs lead down into the shadow. You step carefully, one hand on the railing. The air grows colder with each step, and the humming grows louder: steady, mechanical, like the breathing of the house itself.
At the bottom, you find another door. Steel. Reinforced bolts. You try the key again, but it doesn’t fit this one. The hum seeps through from the other side, rhythmic and calm. You press your ear to it, there’s movement beyond, the faint scrape of metal, maybe a generator. Maybe something worse.
You step back. The key clatters from your shaking hand, echoing in the dark.
That’s when you hear it, the click of another lock, this time behind you.
You turn, heart leaping. Ethan stands at the top of the stairs, one hand on the banister, the other holding the door handle you just came through. His expression isn’t angry, it’s heartbreakingly calm.
“I didn’t want you to see this yet,” he says quietly. “You weren’t ready.”
“Ethan…” Your voice cracks. “Please, just let me go. I won’t tell anyone. I swear…”
He shakes his head slowly. “You still think there’s somewhere to go.”
He descends one step, then another, the shadows swallowing him until he’s only a shape in the dim light. “There’s no road for miles. No signal. I made sure of that.” His tone is soft, almost tender. “Even if you ran, you’d just end up right back here. The woods do that — they twist. You’d walk in circles until you froze or came home.”
You back away, pressing yourself against the cold wall. “You can’t keep me here.”
“I’m not keeping you,” he says. “I’m protecting you. From them. From everything that hurt you before.”
Tears sting your eyes. “I didn’t mean this.”
“I know,” he whispers. “But you’ll understand.”
He reaches out his hand. For a moment, you see the man you once trusted, quiet, careful, the one who used to make you laugh. His eyes are soft. “It’s all right,” he says. “You don’t have to run anymore.”
Something in you breaks. You lunge past him, pushing hard, but he doesn’t even stumble. His arms close around you like iron, the smell of cedar and smoke filling your lungs. You twist, kick, fight, but he holds you as if he’s holding something precious.
“I told you,” he murmurs, voice shaking with something that sounds almost like grief. “You’re safe now.”
The light flickers above you —just one harsh flash —and then everything goes dark.
When it steadies again, you’re back upstairs. The curtains are drawn tight, the front door locked. You can see the keyhole, but the key is gone.
Outside, the trees sway, endless and silent.
You try the windows, the back door, and the cellar, all of which are sealed. Every path leads back to the same place. Every turn, the same walls. You scream once, but the forest swallows the sound before it can echo back.
When you finally stop fighting, the quiet settles in, heavy and absolute.
Ethan stands beside you, hands in his pockets, watching the trees. “See?” he says softly. “It’s peaceful here.”
You look at him, really look, and realize what he’s done. The house isn’t just a cage. It’s a monument. A world built from his need.
Summary: multiple scenarios with the trope ‘stuck in a hole’ with various RE men.
Tags: No use of Y/N. Male reader. Dubious consent. Dark Leon Kennedy. Dark Chris Redfield. Dark Ethan Winters. Dark Carlos Oliveira. Dark Piers Nivans. Top Leon Kennedy. Threesome and double penetration (Chris and Piers scenario). Top Chris Redfield. Top Piers Nivans. Gentle dom Ethan Winters. Dom Carlos Oliveira. smut. Anal sex. Size kink. Breeding.
A very old request that I got
Words count: 10000 (2500 per character)
ℳ𝒶𝓈𝓉ℯ𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉
ℒℯℴ𝓃 𝒦ℯ𝓃𝓃ℯ𝒹𝓎
Those tunnels under what used to be Raccoon City smelled green with a sharp acrid undertone you'd come to associate with the things growing down here.
Condensation rolled down the curved concrete ceiling and dripped into dark puddles.
Leon walked point, muzzle of his gun sweeping low.
Every couple of steps your boot would scuff a chunk of broken concrete, or your sling would tap your hip. Leon never said anything, just turned his head a fraction every time it happened with the corner of one blue eye catching you in his periphery, checking.
"Behind me," he murmured for maybe the fourth time in twenty minutes.
"Already am."
"Closer."
You closed the gap and the back of his tac vest was sweat-dark between the shoulder blades.
Vines were on the walls.
You'd been seeing them since the stairwell, thin at first and no thicker than a finger, threaded through the cracks in the concrete.
They got bigger as the tunnel got deeper, now as fat as your wrist and woven thick across the right-hand passage.
Worse, they were moving and had a mouth, pink puckers ringed with rows of needle teeth, exhaling a thin acrid mist.
One of them spat as Leon stepped past and it hit the wall behind you with a hiss.
"Don't shoot 'em," Leon said quietly. "Conserve ammunition, knife if you have to."
"I know, Leon."
He didn't look back and held up his free hand to make an easy gesture, palm down.
You'd been told a hundred times in the last forty-eight hours to conserve every shell in his shotgun and round in your pistol for the bigger threats.
The vines that blocked the path went in clusters of one or two and Leon would step up and pin one with his gloved hand at the neck just below the head, vine trashing and bleeding thick green sap from the wounds caused by his hatchet before going limp.
By the fourth tangle you had the rhythm of it and Leon let you take the lead on the cutting once you'd proven you could do it without flinching, the closest thing to praise he was going to give you today.
It was after the eighth or ninth tangle that you saw the light at the far end of a long, straight stretch of tunnel.
Then you stepped over what looked like a crack in the concrete but was a root instead half-buried in the floor with only the top arc of it exposed.
You'd been told to watch the floor as well as the walls and your boot came down on the top of it with all your weight, causing it to spam.
Everything happened in one motion.
The root whipped up out of the floor with a crack of concrete dust and something erupted out of a seam in the wall to your left.
A vine as thick as your thigh, knotted with mouths and took you around the ribs.
It hit you so hard the breath came out of you in a single huff.
One coil, two, three, wrapping with sickening speed and pinning your arms, knife still in your hand but pinned against your own thigh, your feet leaving the floor as it lifted your body 10 feet up, pressure starting instantly and your ribs creaked, vision starting to fog at the edges.
You couldn't get a breath in past the coil at your diaphragm as a big mouth on the vine opened wide right in front of your face, dripping green acid and uncurling toward your throat.
A clack of Leon pumping a fresh shell into the chamber striking the thing about two inches from the soft pink palate inside that gaping mouth, making the mouth explode into a wet green spray that splattered the ceiling and your jacket, rest of the vine convulsing, coils tightening on you in a brutal spasm and then the whole thing went over sideways, slamming you down with it.
Concrete met your shoulder, wind knocked out of you again as the dead vine kept its grip.
You'd half-expected it to relax with the way dead things relax but this was a plant, not a person, stored in charge of turgor pressure and contraction proteins that had nowhere to discharge to.
Every cellulose fiber in it had locked.
Rigor mortis with a body wrapped in a corpse.
You lay on your stomach on the wet concrete, one cheek pressed to the floor, dead coils crushing you flat from shoulder blades to ankles.
You could still move your fingers and wrist but not your arm, resulting in the knife you were clutching tightly being completely useless.
"…Fuck," you tried to wiggle, arching your back as much as the vine would let which was maybe two degrees and you tried to corkscrew your shoulders.
It was thicker around than your torso.
You held out for another thirty seconds of useless squirming, sweat starting to bead at your hairline, pride doing a lot of the heavy lifting.
"Leon."
Silence.
"Leon. Leon. Get over here."
You heard his footsteps, reloading his shotgun and watching you struggle.
"Yeah?" His voice sounded almost bored. "What do you need?"
You glared up at him as best you could from your position and he was backlit by the bright light at the end of the tunnel, hair hanging in his eyes slightly.
"Use that hatchet." You bit it out, ribs hurting. "Cut me out."
He didn't move.
"…Leon. The thing on your belt. Cut me out."
You waited for him to help you, say another one of his one liners or do anything.
A crunch of gravel came as he lowered himself to one knee beside you.
You couldn't see what he was doing with him behind your line of sight, somewhere down by your hip.
The vine had you pinned face-down, cheek to the floor and one arm folded under you with the other that splayed out with the knife still loose in your fingers.
His hand settled on the back of your thigh, sliding them slowly up the inside of your thigh, a wave of goosebumps crested at the back of your neck and made every hair on your scalp stand up.
"Y'know," he said in a low voice, "I can't actually remember the last time I saw you like this."
His hand kept moving, pad of his thumb tracing a line up the seam of your inseam and your hips tried to jerk but couldn't.
"Helpless, after another one of your stunts.” He clarified.
"Leon—"
"And I told you to stop doing this. You can't keep getting in front of me. I'm the one with the gun who's been doing this since forever. You stay behind me. And what do you do?"
His hand reached the top of your thigh, back of his knuckles brushing the curve of your ass through your pants.
"You get trapped by a plant right after another distraction.l
"Leon, it was concealed, I couldn't—"
"Mm."
His hand settled, flat, on the curve of your ass, palm big with the span of it covering more than half of one cheek. He squeezed to make his point and your whole body lit up.
"I think," he said, "I'm gonna take this opportunity to teach you a lesson about who's in command and who you listen to."
A spike of pure shocked heat went through you, followed by a delayed, panicked surge of ’no, absolutely not, this is not happening.’ You jerked against the vine again and nothing moved, face burning where it pressed against the wet concrete.
"You—" Your voice came out higher than you wanted. "You are not serious, Leon. Get that damn hatchet. We're in the middle of a mission!”"
"Mm-hm."
"Even if there was a world where I'd be up for it, I am literally pinned, Leon, I cannot move, you absolute arrogant, smug, condescending—"
You were working yourself up to a real head of steam and say things you couldn't take back.
He shifted and moved his weight smoothly and straddled the dead vine, kneeling between your spread-pinned legs, hips lowering down toward yours to press forward until the heavy bulge in the front of his tac pants pressed flush against the cleft of your ass through your own.
You stopped talking at the feeling of him hard and big, full weight of him settling against your hole through two layers of fabric, length of him dragging along the seam of your pants as he ground down once, a single unhurried roll of his hips that pressed the ridge of his head right against the spot where, even through cotton and webbing, your body knew exactly what it was being offered.
Every word in your head evaporated, mouth open as he let you feel him there, vine creaking faintly around your ribs as your body tried to push back into the pressure.
His hand was still on your ass and he squeezed a little harder this time.
"Are you done?" he asked, quietly.
You couldn’t answer, light at the end of the tunnel went on flickering its bright end, indifferent.
"…I'll take that as a yes."
You stayed quiet, lying there with your cheek pressed to the wet concrete and the corpse of a vine welding you to the floor, heavy ridge of his cock stopping in the grinding at the seam of your pants into your hole.
"That’s a good listening."
His hand left your ass and you heard the soft rasp of leather as he unbuckled something at his hip, followed by a heavy thunk of the hatchet head sinking into the dead vine somewhere up by your shoulder blades.
Three hard strikes and the coil around your upper back loosened, soon after the one around your ribs and that one across your ass.
He left a thick stub of vine pinning your shoulders and one arm pinned to the floor.
You understood the geometry of what he'd just done before your brain put it into words as he left you face-down, arms pinned and hips free.
"Leon—"
"Shh." He didn't even look up, setting the hatchet down beside your head.
A reminder, maybe.
"I told you. M’ teaching you a lesson."
His hands came back to you, settling on your hips and sliding up under the hem of your jacket, palms hot through the thin moisture-wicking shirt underneath as he ran them up the length of your back inside the vest.
He found the dip of your spine just above your ass and pressed his thumb into it, hard, your hips arched into his hand involuntarily.
"Yeah," he said quietly. "That's what I thought."
"I haven't said yes to anything," you hissed into the concrete.
"You haven't said no, either." His voice was so calm and flat.
“Tell me to stop and I stop. Just tell me to stop."
You opened your mouth and closed it just as fast.
He gave you ten full seconds before the small breath of a laugh breezed over the back of your neck and his hands went to the waistband of your tac pants.
Flipping the button with his thumb and dragging the zipper down, hooking his fingers into the waistband and boxers at the same time to peel both of them down to mid-thigh area, cold air of the tunnel hitting your bare ass and the back of your thighs.
"Mm." Leon's voice, from above and behind, was appraising. "Look at you."
His hand settled, palm-flat, on your bare ass and squeezed almost painfully as his fingers spread, kneaded once and then his thumb dragged down the cleft of your ass and slid down between your legs.
"Oh, sweetheart."
"Don't—" his hand wrapped around your erected dick.
"Christ. How long have you been like this?" He sounded almost amused.
"Shut up."
His thumb dragged forward all through the veins and circled on the leaking tip.
Your hips jerked, dead vine creaking.
"Leon.“
"I'm just askin'." Another slow drag.
He was barely touching your cock and you were already biting the inside of your cheek to keep from making sounds. "You don't have to answer. Your dick’s already telling me everything I need to know."
You made a noise supposed to be a curse that came out as something else entirely.
Hearing fabric between the clink of his own belt and rasp of his fly yet you couldn't see, cheek pressed to the concrete and your view was a wall.
Those noises your hindbrain put together from the audio were doing things to you.
His bare cock dragged, hot and heavy, across the curve of your ass.
You felt the weight from sheer mass of it as he laid it down along your crack and let it rest there.
You'd suspected he had always been this big, having caught glimpses of the outline of him through his pants on a hundred occasions when you weren't supposed to be looking, but suspecting and feeling were two different things.
The head of him was up at the small of your back, base of him was nudging your taint thick enough that when he gave a slow experimental roll of his hips and dragged himself along, you felt your cheeks part around the girth of him.
"Oh my god," your words got muffled by the floor.
Leon made a low, pleased sound. "Yeah," he said. "Yeah, you feel that?"
Trying to wiggle your body to get more friction but nothing occurred.
"That's what you've been mouthing off to for two years." Another slow drag and the wet head of him left a sticky line on your skin. "You feel how much of me there is, sweetheart? You think your smart fuckin' mouth is gonna keep being smart with this inside you?"
"You're so full of shit," you ground out and it would have been more cutting if your voice hadn't broken in the middle of it.
"We'll see." He laughed quietly before shifting and taking himself in hand, knuckles brushing the inside of your thigh as he dragged the fat head of his cock down through the cleft of your ass, over your hole and coating himself in you.
Every time it bumped your hole you twitched and the vine creaked, bulky man above humming a satisfied little hum.
He notched himself at your entrance under heavy pressure resting there.
"Last chance," he said quietly. "Say stop."
You didn't, mouth open against the concrete and letting you taste tunnel grit along your own breath together with the faint chemical sweetness of vine sap, feeling that obscene blunt pressure, body already trying to open for him on its own without your permission and the word stop was nowhere in your head.
Leon waited a beat longer, then he pushed, slow and steady.
The head of him stretched you, rim burning around the flare of him and your whole pelvis was lighting up with the strain before it popped past, the widest part of him breaching and you choked on a sound that wasn't a word.
He kept going, sinking deep and letting you feel every ridge and vein on the underside of him dragging along your front wall. He was so thick you could feel the walls of your hole straining around him in a stretch that was right at the edge of too much and he just kept coming, giving one last firm press of his hips, pelvis meeting your ass and you realized he'd bottomed out.
You were so full your eyes were watering, dick throbbing on the ground below as he twitched in a heavy pulse that matched your heartbeat.
Leon was very still on top of you.
He'd lowered down, chest against your back through the layers of your clothes and his mouth was somewhere near your ear.
The bastard wasn't even winded.
"There," he murmured. "There we go, breathe.“
You sucked in a shaking breath.
"Good." His hand slid up your side and along the underside of your arm, fingers lacing loosely with the hand that was still holding the knife. He squeezed. "Took the whole fuckin' thing."
"You're an asshole—"
"Mm." Almost fond. "I know."
He pulled out but not all the way, just the head was inside you now before he began fucking you.
The first stroke knocked the air out of you with how deep he went again with the full length of him sliding back into the root with one long unbroken push and your whole body shuddered around the intrusion.
He set a pace that was torturous to say the least, every thrust a full-length drag in and out of you, pressing his pelvis tight to your ass and making the dead vine creak under your shoulders.
"This," he said, low, his mouth at your ear, "is what you should've been getting two years ago."
You made a noise supposed to be a word.
"This is what happens," another deep stroke, "when you can't keep your fuckin' mouth shut," another, "and you can't follow simple instructions," another, "and you keep stepping in front of me like you're the one with seniority here."
"Ah—Leon!"
"Quiet." Firm, same voice he used in the field. "I'm talking."
He kept fucking you with consistency, every withdrawal pulled a slick squelch out of you.
Thighs and hands shaking, the one still tangled in his was squeezing his fingers white.
"You feel that?" he murmured. "Feel how deep I'm getting?"
"Y-yes—"
"Yes what."
"Yes— yes Leon—" You made a strangled sound into the concrete and he laughed quietly above.
"Good boy." Another deep stroke and his hand left yours to cup the back of your skull, holding your cheek firm against the concrete. "Good. Now. Tell me who's in command."
"You are—"
"Mm-hm."
"You are—"
"And who do you listen to."
"You.”
"And what are you gonna do," another stroke, harder this time, hips snapping forward and his pelvis cracking against your ass with a slap, "the next time I tell you to stay behind me."
"I'll—" Another slap. You couldn't get the words out, he was fucking the breath out of you.
“Fuck, Leon, I want you," another brutal thrust, his hand fisting suddenly in your hair.
He pulled almost all the way out and slammed back in to the hilt, over and over, pelvis cracking into your ass with a hard wet slap every time, sound of it ringing off the concrete walls of the tunnel.
Your cheek dragged against the floor with every thrust, pecs aching where they were crushed under your weight.
"I'm— I'm gonna—"
"Yeah?" His hand left your hip and slid under between you and the floor and his fingers found your dick, pressing down on it, hard and ground the pad of his middle finger into it in tight circles at the top of the head in time with his thrusts. "You gonna come?”
"Yes—fuck!" Out of nowhere your whole body locked up in one long convulsion that started in your hole and rolled outward through every muscle you had.
You clamped down on him so hard he grunted, hips jerking back into him on their own, riding the thrust, milking him, hole fluttering and squeezing in waves that didn't seem to want to stop.
He fucked you straight through it as he kept that brutal pace going, his fingers still grinding your pulsing cock.
He went tight all over, hips slamming flush against your ass one last time and staying there, pressed hard as he came inside you in long hot pulses that you could feel, heat of him filling you up in spreading flooding pumps that just kept coming.
A low broken groan against the side of your neck, forehead dropping to your shoulder and his whole big warm weight settling down onto your back as he emptied himself into you.
His big body draped over your smaller one, weight pinning you almost completely.
"…Okay?" he murmured, after a while.
The question was so quiet and sudden that you almost laughed.
"…Yeah."
"Mm."
"…My ribs hurt."
"Yeah." He kissed the side of your neck. "Yeah, I bet they do."
He pulled out then and you whined at the empty drag of him, cum sliding out of you in a thick hot rush, down between your thighs.
Rasp of fabric as he tucked himself away and his hatchet was in his hand, working you free.
When you were loose he turned you over gently and gathered you up against his chest.
You were a mess and he didn't seem to care about any of it.
"You did good," he said quietly, into your hair.
"…Don't you start."
"Mm." A breath of a laugh. "Fair."
"You good to move?"
"…Yeah."
"Behind me," he said.
You swallowed.
"Yes sir."
The corner of his mouth moved.
"Good boy."
ℰ𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝒲𝒾𝓃𝓉ℯ𝓇𝓈
The bayou stank of rot before you even reached the Baker estate.
You remembered telling Ethan as much, slouched in the passenger seat of his Dodge Challenger 1970, swamp pressing in yellowish on both sides of the dirt road.
He'd laughed at you in a tired way considering all the hours you had been inside his car to get to Louisiana, soft laugh that always made your chest do something stupid and reminded you that you didn't have to come but you'd insisted anyway because Mia was his wife and you'd liked her well enough back when she was around, but the truth you kept locked behind your teeth was simpler and uglier: you didn't trust Ethan to come back alone.
Having been in love with him since college.
Mia was in the basement of this place.
The first wrong thing.
Second one was that she remembered you, recognized Ethan, right away told you that someone she mentioned ‘daddy’ was coming.
Ten minutes later her veins went black, voice dropping two octaves and she threw you into the wall first, skull bouncing off old wood.
By the time you scrambled up, she had Ethan pinned by the wall and the noise of a chainsaw starting was the worst thing you had ever heard.
His hand came off and there was so much blood as you helped him up on his feet and pressed the wound to reduce blood loss.
Up in the attic there was a gun that Ethan used and emptied the magazine into his wife's forehead, making her drop on the ground while yelling how she loved him, before seeming presumably dead.
She had taken an axe to the neck and came back in no problem so you had a feeling this won’t be the last time you’d see her.
You remember Ethan staring at his own wrist where his hand used to be and remembered a big shape filling the frame.
“Welcome to the family, son.”
Jack Baker hit Ethan first, then he hit you and you’ve reached floor level.
When Ethan came to, he was tied to a dining room chair, severed hand stapled back to his wrist with industrial staples. The pain was distant with shock taking almost all the glory, body smarter than his head for once.
"Who are you?" he croaked at the disturbing family consuming human’ remains.
The chair next to him was empty.
"Hey. Hey— where is he? Where the fuck is he?"
Ethan process the next two hours quite rapidly between freeing himself, a cop dying right in front of him, a lot of shooting and phone calls with a woman trying to help him and herself escape this nightmare.
Under all of it was the same five words drumming in his skull.
‘Where the fuck is he.’
He searched and kicked open every door in the main house, mostly looking for you, calling your name in a hoarse whisper because something in him still thought the Bakers might not have noticed there was a second guest.
You weren't anywhere.
The phone in the trailer rang and he'd been told to come here by Zoe who had the missing head to make the cure.
"Heyyyy buddy." Lucas Baker's voice was a smear of grease and giggle. "I thought you should know, I decided Zoe needed a little time out. She and Mia are here with me. They’re keeping each other company.”
Ethan’s grip tightened around the receiver until plastic creaked. “Just let them both go. What do you need them for?”
“Nah-nah-ahhhh.” Lucas’ voice curled through the line like smoke. “This is family business, Ethan, and not your concern, understand?”
"Where is he, Lucas."
"Whoa whoa whoa, no how's it hangin'? Rude."
"Where. Is. He."
A long, theatrical sigh on the line followed by a giggle that crawled down Ethan's spine.
"Aw, you mean your little tagalong? Hooo boy. He's fine, Ethan. He's so fine… right here with me, actually." A pause, wet sound of Lucas licking his lips into the receiver. "Real pretty thing, ain't he? Didn't know you swung that way, big man. I mean, I don't blame you."
Ethan's grip on the receiver creaked.
"He's mine, by the way. I'm callin' dibs. Y'know, finders keepers."
"Lucas—"
"Nah nah nah, lemme finish. Bet your best friend's been pinin' for that big dumb dick of yours for years and you ain't never even looked. That's sad, dude."
"I am going to kill you."
"Awww really? Come on I made a gift for you! I got him all set up nice in the barn. You wanna see him again? Better hustle, hero. He's been askin' for you."
The line went dead and Ethan stood there in the trailer with the phone still pressed to his ear.
His staple-stitched hand was twitching, knuckles of his good hand white.
He left the trailer at a dead run.
The barn squatted on the edge of the property, a sagging structure of black timber and rusted hinges.
Sickly-sweet fungal stink hit his senses.
"…Ethan?"
Your voice cracked, muffled by something and coming from the back of the barn.
"I'm here," he said, and his throat closed up around it. "I'm here, just hold on!"
He rounded the stack of moldering hay bales and stopped.
There was a wall of plywood and two-by-fours hammered together, reinforced with steel banding and bolted into the barn's original beams.
It bisected the back of the barn floor-to-ceiling and in the middle of it, set at exactly the height of a man's hips, was a hole where he found you on the other side of the wall.
He could see your bare lower back, dip of your spine and curve of your ass where your jeans had been yanked down to mid-thigh along with your boxers shoved down.
Your hips were flush against the wood and there were leather straps bolted to either side of the hole that fastened around your thighs and waist, holding you locked in place at exactly the right depth, legs splayed back on the far side, bare feet braced uselessly against the dirt floor he couldn't see.
Your bare cheeks, cleft of your ass and pucker twitching glistening with either oil or lube and Ethan made a sound in the back of his throat.
"Ethan?" Your voice again, from the other side of the wall, thin and panicked. "Ethan is that you, please tell me that's you, I can't see anything."
"It's me. I'm here."
A speaker crackled to life from somewhere in the rafters.
"Awwww." Lucas. "Look at that. My heart, Ethan. Y'all are killin' me."
Ethan jerked his pistol up at the ceiling.
"Put the peashooter down for now and listen to your old buddy Lucas. I got a game for ya."
"Let him go."
"Mm. Nope." The giggle dropped out of his voice for a half-second and underneath was something colder. "I built that little contraption myself. Real proud of it. You see them tubes on the walls?"
Ethan looked and around the perimeter of the barn, snaked up the support beams, were translucent plastic tubes the diameter of a man's wrist. Inside them, sluggish and black and pulsing, was that same black mold.
"Those," Lucas chirped, "are on a timer. Ten minutes from when I stop talkin', they pop. Whole barn fills up with those monsters and they'll eat him from the feet up, eat you from anywhere they can reach."
"You're insane."
"And you're wastin' time! Tickety tock! There is, of course, a way to turn it off." A pause for effect. "Sensor in the hole, Ethan. Heat sensor set up so it deactivates the timer if there's a real specific kinda activity happenin' in there. Y'know. Activity."
Silence.
"…I am not," Ethan said slowly, "going to—"
"You are absolutely gonna. 'Cause if you don't, he dies and honestly, Ethan, I'd kinda prefer that, so part of me hopes you say no. But the other part of me wanna see his face when his big strong best friend finally gives him what he's been wantin'. Pick a lane, hero. Clock's tickin'."
The speaker got destroyed the second Ethan fired his gun repeatedly at it and the psycho’s presence was gone from this place.
"Ethan, don't listen to him, just find another way.”
He stood there, pistol hanging at his side and staring at the bare curve of your ass through the hole in the wall along the slick of lube smeared on you.
You had wanted him this whole goddamn time?
He stepped forward, barn floorboards creaking under his boots and set the pistol down on top of a hay bale within easy reach.
Behind the wall, you made a sound he'd never heard you make before.
A small, wanting sound when someone wants something the most in the world, is finally happening and it's completely wrong.
He stepped up to the hole and could feel the heat of you through the wood, that cologne you wore still strong and within his senses to pick up.
His staple-stitched hand came up and settled, careful and warm, on the small of your back.
You flinched. Then you pushed back into his touch.
"I'm here," he said, very softly, to the wall between you.
The timer in the tubes overhead began, faintly, to tick.
Ticking from the tubes overhead was soft at first, irregular pulse that Ethan counted under his breath without meaning to.
Roughly one tick a second, he'd done worse math under worse pressure in the last twenty-four hours.
His staple-stitched hand was still resting on your back, your skin was hot.
"Listen…" he kept his voice low. "I need you to listen to me real careful, okay? Can you do that?"
"…Yeah." Muffled through whatever was over your head, possibly a heavy fabric hood. "Yeah, I can hear you."
"There’s stuff in tubes all around the walls. He says they pop in ten minutes if I don't— if I don't do what he wants."
“Oh.”
"I'm gonna look for another way." His good hand was already moving, sweeping the wall on his side, fingers tracing the seams of the plywood. "There's gotta be a kill switch, or a wire… i don’t know just keep talking. What did he do to you? Did he hurt you?"
A long, shaky inhale on your end. "He knocked me out in the kitchen and I woke up here and he was talking the whole time, Ethan, he wouldn't shut up about you and me. About how I could help him in a sick game of his."
Ethan's fingertips found a bolt of steel he couldn't pry it out with his nails.
"Can't you find maybe a crowbar, or you have your gun, you could—"
"I'm looking. Keep talking."
His hand traced higher, the wall went all the way to the rafters and the studs were bolted into the original posts of the barn.
He could maybe shoulder it down, given an hour.
He stepped back and looked at the six tubes again, each one fed into a central junction box mounted high on the back wall, behind the partition that was holding you.
There was a power cord snaking out of the junction box and running along the rafter, coming down a support post and disappearing into a wall outlet near the barn door.
A wall outlet, two-prong wall outlet.
"Ethan?"
"I'm here. I'm thinking. Keep talking."
"What are you thinking?"
He looked at the outlet and at the tubes.
He had a magazine and a half left, the outlet was maybe twenty feet away. If he unplugged it, would that kill the timer, or trigger it early?
So. Don't cut power but the cord downstream of the timer, jump the contacts, bypass it.
He could use the pocket knife he had and currently less than nine minutes left.
But he could get there, climb up and the timer would die without Lucas knowing. Even if he had a remote control far away he wouldn’t be able to do shit.
As long as the heat sensor in the hole stayed warm and busy nothing suspicious should happen.
There was the problem of the psycho who could have placed something hidden for audio quality.
The risk of Lucas hypothetically figuring out Ethan’s plan and activating an hypothetical existing shortcut to your demise was bot something he was going to risk.
Ethan's mouth went dry.
He could save you without fucking you.
He could also fuck you.
He could do both in the right order if the sensor only needed a body.
Looking at you through the hole and the slick clutch of your hole, twitching with each breath, heat and pressure sensor presents.
If he could keep something warm and snug pressed inside you, the sensor would keep reading positive while he was working on the rafters.
His own cock stuffed in you to the root would do that beautifully.
Okay. New plan.
Fuck you, get Ethan's free hand to the pistol and one very well-placed shot through the junction box at exactly the right angle to short the timer without sparking the mold.
Ethan exhaled.
"Okay," he said to you, low. "I think I see a way, but I need you to trust me. Can you trust me?"
"…Always."
It was such a small word that hit him deeply.
"Then I need you to know two things." He stepped close to the hole again, until his hips were almost touching the wood. "I'm gonna do what he says… I'm so sorry. I don't see another move yet and the clock's running… but you don't have to do anything. Okay?"
A long silence on the other side of the wall.
"…Is there really nothing else? Like — couldn't you just put your fingers in me? Would that count? The sensor maybe just needs heat, maybe—"
"Maybe."
"—or— or what if I— I don't know, what if I, like, faked it, what if we made the right sounds and—"
"Hey."
You went quiet and he waited, letting the silence sit, interrupted only by the ticking of the tubes.
"You don't have to pretend you don't want it." He said finally, very gently.
Your breath caught in a sharp inhale.
"I'm not—"
"Lucas told me." He didn't say it cruelly. He said it like a confession. "On the phone. He told me how you wanted me."
Silence.
"…Oh."
"Yeah."
"…I'm sorry."
"Don't." His voice cracked, just a little.
In his pants his cock, which had been at half-mast since he'd first seen you through the hole, gave a hot, demanding throb.
A strange feeling of years of denial folding up and being put away.
The feeling of a man learning, in the worst possible circumstances, that he had been loved for a very long time.
"I'll take care of you, I promise. You don’t have to pretend.”
A long, shaky exhale on your end, fight going out of you in one slow breath.
"…Okay. Ethan, please."
His cock kicked again in his pants and he undid his fly, button popping and zipper sliding down and his half-hard length flopped out into the air of the barn thick and already flushed dark, weeping a fat bead of pre at the slit.
He was big and you were about to feel it.
Spitting into his good hand and wrapping it around himself, working slow strokes from root to tip as be watched himself fatten up the rest of the way in his own fist, veins more visible along the shaft, foreskin pulling back tight and thick enough around that he had to spread his thumb and middle finger to span it.
“You tell me if it's too much and I'll stop, promise to find another way."
"…You won't have to."
"What?"
"…I want it." Your voice was barely a whisper. "I've wanted it for so long, please just give it to me, I'll take whatever you give me, please—"
Something hot and dark unspooled in Ethan's chest and he stepped up flush against the wall.
He gripped the base of his cock in his good hand and lined the fat, drooling head up against your slick, twitching hole. The heat of you radiated against his glans before he even made contact until he pressed and his cockhead nudged against the pucker.
"Hnnh… god, Ethan," a sound of pure want from your mouth.
Huge like that just from the tip and he pushed, staple-stitched hand had come up to grip your hip through the hole, fingers splaying across the soft flesh of your flank to hold you steady as he worked.
Whatever oily slick had you opening for him slowly, ring of your hole stretching wider and wider around his cockhead, fat flare of his glans popping past your rim and you screamed (not from agony).
"Ethan—Ethan, oh— oh fuck!"
His hand on your hip squeezed, he could feel you pulsing and fluttering in trying to figure out what to do with the intrusion all while giving you a full minute to adjust to pushing again.
He fed himself into you in patient slides and never withdrew, just more and deeper, your hands somewhere on the other side of the wall scrabbling at the wood.
"Halfway." His voice was wrecked.
"Halfway?" It came out as a sob. "Halfway— Ethan, I can't, I can feel you in my— oh god, oh god—"
"You can, you said you'd take whatever I gave you."
"…I did."
"C'mon. Take it for me."
Another long, slow push and your inner muscles clutching at every ridge and vein along his shaft.
His staple-stitched hand left your hip and traveled up, slid around to the curve of your ass cheek and his fingers spread wide as he palmed your whole right cheek perfectly in his big hand.
"Mine," he heard himself say very quietly, almost to himself.
He could feel the heat of your bare ass through the hole, wet seal of you sucking the rest of him in as he gave a final grinding push and his pelvis bumped up against the plywood, the entire thing of him lodged inside you, head of his cock pressed up against your prostate.
You were sobbing on the other side of the wall from overflow.
"Ethan— I'm gonna—"
"Don't come yet, baby. We've got a long time to go. He needs the sensor reading for a while.” He whispered the last part to you. “We're gonna take our time and make it nice, okay?"
"…Okay." A high, helpless whine.
He held there buried in you for a full minute of not moving and letting his own body remember how to think.
Up on the rafters, the tube nearest the apex of the roof had the mold inside shifting and settling lower, the timer's mechanism doing whatever it was doing.
He glanced up, the junction box was twelve feet up. He'd need a clear shot or a clear knife angle.
The sensor was hot and Ethan just had to put up his best performance while he slowly, patiently, set up his real move.
He drew his hips back, drag of his cock leaving indescribable between the way your inner walls clung to him and the cool air of the barn hit his shaft as it emerged.
Pulling out until just the flared head was caught inside your rim and then he pushed back in all the way as he started fucking you.
Long and deep strokes, pulling almost all the way out and than pushing all the way back in, slap of his thighs against the plywood becoming a slow rhythm as he kept his big palm planted on your ass cheek, kneading, squeezing and occasionally giving you a sharp slap that made you yelp and clench around him.
He shifted his angle and tilted his hips down as the next stroke ground the head of his cock right into your prostate again and you came apart in sounds.
Every stroke hit it now consistently and you were just noise on the other side of the wall, a mouth and a hole with a body offering itself up to him. He could feel his own balls drawing tighter.
He very carefully reached his good hand back to the hay bale and closed his fingers around the grip of the pistol, staple-stitched hand staying on your ass to hold the rhythm.
Ethan brought the pistol up, eyes tracing the line of the cord up the post and along the rafter to get on the junction box.
He took aim with one hand and squeezed, shot cracking through the barn as the junction box exploded in a shower of sparks, tubes overhead making a long, wheezing sigh as their internal pressure released harmlessly into the rafters.
The mold inside them sagged, now dead and inert.
Now the only sounds in the barn were the slap of Ethan's hips against the wood and your high, dazed moans.
You hadn't even noticed with how far gone and cock-drunk you were that the gunshots had just blurred into the background of the noise in your own head while taking it, mouth open against the wall as every nerve in your body was screaming.
Ethan dropped the pistol back onto the hay bale and put both hands back to fully fuck you, slow patient strokes that had turned into something harder.
"You're safe." He grunted it into the wood. "We're safe. It's— it's done, I just need to finish, I'm so close."
"Yes—yes, yes, yes, please, please!"
He gave you a dozen more long, deep, brutal strokes and his shaft was throbbing, every vein on him was pulsing in time with his heart as he buried himself to the absolute hilt one last time and he came in long flooding pulses, balls emptying everything they had into you as he felt you clench around him.
Then he felt you come as your whole body locked up, hole spasming around his cock and your own untouched length presumably spilled untouched onto the dirt floor on your side of the wall, all from his cock alone.
He kept pumping, slow, milking the last of it into you, hot trickles down the insides of your thighs.
You whimpered, already half-unconscious by the sound of it while coming down hard.
Very slowly, he eased his softening cock out of you and a white runnel followed down the cleft of your ass.
He tucked himself away and buttoned his fly, picking up the pistol and walking around the partition
You were strapped into a wooden frame, hands bound to a crossbeam above your head and hood pulled low over your face, bare from the waist down and trembling.
He undid the straps, pulling the hood off gently and your eyes blinked open, wide and dilated.
"Hi," he said.
"…Hi."
"It's done, the timer's off. We're okay."
A long pause while you tried to make the words make sense in your fucked-stupid head.
"You shot the timer during?" Your voice was hoarse.
"Couldn't risk him possibly noticing.” He couldn't help the small, lopsided and exhausted smile. "Multitasked."
You stared at him before starting to laugh and he gathered you up against his chest, kissing the top of your sweat-damp head as he held you tighter.
𝒞𝒽𝓇𝒾𝓈 ℛℯ𝒹𝒻𝒾ℯ𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒫𝒾ℯ𝓇𝓈 𝒩𝒾𝓋𝒶𝓃𝓈
You couldn't see your own body, that was the first thing your brain kept tripping over between the heavy pounding at your other end and the wet rasp of your own breath in your ear.
From the chin up you were free and had a view of half a collapsed corridor and the long shadowed mouth of the tunnel the woman in blue had vanished down hours ago.
From the chin down you were buried, slab had come down at an angle and that was the only reason you were still breathing with the way it had pinned you front-down with your face turned out and your chin caught right at the edge so your mouth and nose hung free in open air.
Your hips angled up against the back side of the rubble in a way that put your ass at exactly the height of a man on his knees.
Carla had known what she was doing when she pulled the trigger on that grappling line.
You'd been following her for three hours.
Following was a generous term.
Chasing her.
She'd dropped half a ceiling on you and walked off.
Chris had found you later.
How long ago you didn't know.
Time had stopped meaning anything a while ago. You knew it had been long enough for him to comm for the rest of his men and long enough for him to figure out he could not, on his own, lift the slab off you.
It had been long enough for him to come around behind you, take stock of the angle of your hips and the way your tac pants had been half-stripped down off your ass by the friction of the fall and make a decision.
An hour? More?
You'd lost count of how many times you'd come.
The first one had been an accident, he'd been getting you ready, two big rough fingers working slow and patient inside you while his other hand spread you open and somewhere in the second slow drag of his knuckles against your inner wall you'd come on his hand without warning, drool sliding out of the corner of your mouth onto the concrete in front of your face.
He'd huffed a low laugh.
"Yeah," he'd said. "Yeah, that's what I thought."
Then he'd pushed in.
He was big, the man was a fucking mountain you'd known for six years of field decon tents enough times that the size of him was not, in theory, a surprise, but theory and the thing itself were two different categories of knowledge.
So thick the stretch of it made you sob into the concrete the first time he bottomed out and assaulted your prostate, causing your vision to white out.
The thing itself, four orgasms ago, had not slowed down and set a deep merciless pace that kept rocking your trapped body forward against the slab with every thrust.
There was a puddle of drool and tears under your face now.
Behind and inside you, Chris was fucking you steadily and didn't stop.
"That's six," he said, somewhere behind the slab and he sounded barely winded.
"Mm." Another slow heavy thrust, full length of him dragging out and sinking back in, your hips jolting forward against the slab and your forehead bumping the concrete. "You wanted my attention, you got it."
His big palm came down across your bare ass and you flinched, whole pinned length of you twitching, every time your ass clenched too tight around him in a way he read as ‘trying to rush him’, he'd slap you and growl “patience” and slow back down to that same merciless grind.
"You wanna tell me," another stroke, "what the hell," another, "you thought you were doing," another, "going off comms?"
"Captain—"
"Don’t captain me from down there."
Another deeper stroke.
"Three hours, soldier. No check-ins or location pings. I had Piers running circles in the east wing looking for your body parts."
"I—I was tracking…fuck! I was tracking the—"
"I know what you were tracking." His voice didn't rise. It just got harder, the way concrete gets harder when it sets. "You were tracking Ada Wong. ‘Possible sighting, pursuing.’ You know what pursuing doesn't mean? Going dark for three hours and letting yourself get buried under a building."
Now a harsher slap came.
"I am not losing you because you got cute and went off-script chasing a coat."
"I'm— sir, I'm sorry, I'm—"
"Sorry's after." Another stroke, grind of his pelvis against your ass had become its own slow drumbeat, slap of skin behind you rhythmic. "Right now I need you to learn something. You hearing me?"
"Y-yes—"
"Good." His hand came down on the small of your back where it stuck out from under the slab and he pressed, anchoring you.
He picked up his pace, grinding his hips tighter, finding the angle that put the thick head of him directly across the swollen knot of your prostate and started rocking into you in shorter, harder strokes.
You sobbed into the puddle of your own drool, hips trying to jerk forward and couldn't as your whole body was being wrung out from the inside by a man who outweighed you by ninety pounds at minimum and you couldn't even arch your back.
Coming from his cock for the seventh time with a long high broken whine, your own dick spurting helplessly into the small white lake you'd been adding to for the better part of an hour, ass clamping so tight around Chris that he grunted above you and held still for a beat to ride it out.
You were trying to breath with Chris balls-deep in your ass that footsteps came running up the corridor from the east, cadence of a man who had been sprinting for a long time and was running on fumes and adrenaline.
"Captain?!"
"In here," Chris called back, easy as anything, without pulling out of you and there was a deep wish to die that bloomed in your conscience. "Slow down Piers, he’s stable."
The footsteps slowed and stopped about ten feet from your head, you knew the exact moment Piers got the picture because he made a small sharp sound in the back of his throat.
"…Captain."
"Nivans."
"Captain, what the fu—"
"He's pinned." Chris's voice was perfectly level, another slow grinding thrust into your ass and your forehead almost bumped concrete. "Slab came down on the column and I can't lift it on my own. You got eyes on the rest of the team?"
"Th-they're— they're fifteen out, sir, they had to reroute around the—"
"Fifteen minutes." A grunt another stroke. "Yeah, that tracks."
"Sir."
"Piers."
A long beat of silence as your glassy eyes slowly fixed on Piers’ face, fatigues in his face with his rifle slung.
Most loyal man ever to Chris Redfield, standing in a half-collapsed corridor watching his captain railing you into a slab.
"…Is he okay?"
"Yeah," Chris said. "Aren't you, soldier?"
"Yes sir," you got out into the puddle, gaze lowering again on the ground below in shame and aroused.
"He’s been a little distracted lately." Another slow thrust. "Going off comms and chasing leads without backup. Thought I'd take the opportunity to remind him about chain of command."
Another long silence from Piers before you'd hear footsteps again and stopped in front of you.
You saw his boots now, standard combat boots, scuffed, laced tight and planted shoulder-width apart on the concrete about two feet from your face and he crouched, handsome and sharp face now into your field of view.
Intense hazel eyes from someone who knew you had been quietly infatuated with Chris for about three years and now here you were with your ass being slowly destroyed by the captain.
He smoothed your hair back while behind the slab, Chris started moving slower this time.
"He's right, you know," Piers said quietly. "You can’t disobey orders from the captain."
"I know. We'll talk about it later. Right now I want you to focus." He brushed his thumb across your cheekbone.
Chris had picked up the pace again behind you and Piers watched the way pleasure rolled through your face and broke up all attempts of translating thoughts into coherent words and his jaw tightened.
His other hand came up to start unbuckling his belt.
"Captain," Piers said without taking his eyes off your face, "permission to give the soldier something to focus on, sir."
A grunt from behind the slab. "Granted, Nivans."
Piers's belt came open with a small click, followed by the rasp of his fly. He kept his eyes on you the whole time and you opened your mouth, making Piers's breath hitched.
He took himself out of his fatigues with his free hand and guided himself forward, laying the head of his cock against your bottom lip, so hot and hard, wet at the tip from witnessing his captain obliterate your ass.
Salt-bitter taste of it spreading on your tongue the second he made contact and let you have it, holding the base of himself steady and waiting for you to lean forward into him.
When you tilted your chin out and took the head of him into your mouth, closing your lips around the flare of him, Piers's whole body shuddered above you, hand fisting suddenly in your hair.
"Fuck!" He breathed.
"That's it," Chris said from behind the slab, timing his next thrust to push you forward onto Piers's cock and you sank down another inch on Piers with the force from it and said soldier groaned through his teeth.
Between Chris's slow heavy grinding strokes in your ass and the way each one pushed your face forward onto Piers's cock, along the way Piers had begun to rock his hips in shallow counter-strokes that fed himself a little deeper into your mouth every time you came forward, you found a rhythm.
It didn't require thinking, your body was being used at both ends by two men who knew how to work in coordinated formations like you were another tactical operation.
Chris thrust, you moved forward and Piers slid deeper into your mouth.
"Look at him," Piers breathed.
"I been looking at him for an hour, soldier."
"Captain!"
Piers's hand cradled the back of your skull when hearing your words and he let Chris's rhythm do the work, holding you there with his cock sliding in and out of your mouth.
"Easy on his throat, Piers. He’s been working hard."
You came again without warning, the way they all had been now and your body had given up on having control of its own orgasms about three back, ass clamping down hard around Chris, mouth slack and open around Piers while your own dick was spurting another helpless little contribution to the lake under.
Chris grunted while Piers swore softly and pulled back just enough that he didn't choke you while you spasmed, easing back in once your jaw remembered how to work.
You made a noise around Piers's cock that was meant to be ‘yes please’ and it came out as a wet hum. It vibrated up the length of him and Piers's whole body jerked.
"Fuck!" Piers came with a long shuddering groan through his teeth, hand tight in your hair, cock pulsing hot down your throat in spurt after spurt and the sheer volume of it told you exactly how long he'd been wanting this and how much of it had been bottled up.
Swallowing because there was nowhere else for it to go and your throat worked around him.
When he was empty he pulled back slowly, head of him slipping out of your mouth with a long string of spit that connected you to him until it broke and fell.
Hair stuck to his forehead, flushed face looking at your forehead while you stayed slack-mouthed, still being rocked forward and back by Chris's steady rhythm.
Piers held your face in his hands and looked back.
"Tell him," Chris said, "what you're gonna do better from now on."
You looked at Piers’s steady eyes on yours and the shame of it should have killed you.
“I'm gonna check in on comms—"
"Every," Chris said.
"Every single time—"
"Good, what else."
"I'm not—ah— I'm not gonna pursue without backup."
"And?"
"I'm gonna listen!"
“Good.” His voice was strained now, deep slow grind of his hips starting to come apart into shorter harder jabs. "Good. You hear that, Piers?"
"I heard him, sir." Piers's thumbs stroked your cheekbones as he looked into your face.
"Then we're done teaching."
Chris came, hips driving flush against your ass and stayed there, grinding deep as you felt him pulse inside you in long heavy throbs that just kept going, letting out one low controlled breath through his teeth, big hand on the slab above your body as his weight settled forward against it.
"Five out," came a crackle from Chris's comm.
"Copy," Chris said, voice already back to normal as you felt his pants zipping behind the slab, rasp of fabric and click of a belt buckle. "Take the long way around. We're gonna need to brace the slab before we lift."
"Copy, captain."
Chris came around the slab, big shoulders with fatigues neatly back in order, face perfectly composed except for the slight flush high on his cheekbones and dampness at his hairline.
"How we doin'," he said.
"…Tired, captain," you whispered.
"I bet."
𝒞𝒶𝓇𝓁ℴ𝓈 𝒪𝓁𝒾𝓋ℯ𝒾𝓇𝒶
Currently stuck under half a ceiling in the bowels of Raccoon General Hospital with your rifle out of reach and radio crackling somewhere above your head.
Let's back up.
The hospital had gone bad really bad like everything in this city, bow overflowed with zombies from every corner.
You and Carlos had been trying to clear a path back to the staff stairwell, his rifle chewing through magazines and muzzle flash lighting up the hallway in stuttering orange pulses while you'd been on his six with your sidearm doing cleanup on anything that got past him.
You'd burned through a magazine and a half doing that and come out of the hallway into the records room with maybe seven rounds left between your sidearm and your spare, splitting off to look for anything to help against the army of undead while he held the door.
The records room had a maintenance access panel that opened on a low crawl tunnel running under the floor and about fifteen feet down the tunnel inside a case sat a hard-shell weapons open, on its side, contents spilled out across the concrete.
A Lightning Hawk, long barrel that could delete head and shoulders of anything.
The tunnel was tight, maybe two and a half feet high, three feet wide and you'd hooked your rifle sling over your shoulder so the weapon trailed behind instead of catching on the lip while starting to crawl.
You'd made it about ten feet when the ceiling had decided it was done, face now pressed against cool concrete and your ass in the air along your dignity in some other zip code.
Your shoulder had bumped a support beam on the way past and the whole section of ceiling about six feet in front of where you'd been had given up its career as a ceiling and become, effectively, a slab of fallen concrete sitting on top of your back.
It had landed on your tac vest, that was the saving grace with your gear taking the weight instead of crushing your spine.
You also could not, however, move.
Tried to push up for about ten minutes or crawl forward and simply couldn't, hips caught at an angle where the slab pinned the back of your vest to the floor and your ass was wedged up against the underside of the rubble at exactly the wrong angle.
Tried to wriggle backward and it worked the worst of all, because your tac belt had snagged on something on the way down and now any backward motion just yanked your pants further down your hips.
Your ass was bare to the open air of the tunnel and you could not, for any amount of leverage your arms were giving you, get your pants back up.
You'd been working on a plan of using your sidearm to shoot the support strut to your left, which you thought might, possibly, redistribute the weight of the slab off your hips enough to let you wriggle forward.
"Tell me my eyes are lyin' to me right now."
You closed your eyes.
"Carlos."
"'Cause from where I'm standing, my eyes are tellin' me that my partner got his ass stuck in a hole and I gotta be honest with you, parceiro, I was hopin' for a better answer than that."
His voice was getting closer while he crouched now, moving up the tunnel toward you and you could hear his gear shifting. "I’m been poppin’ zombies’ head with my rifle and you decide to play ostrich?"
"I'm not playing ostrich! I’m fucking stuck. Look, six feet in front of me, on the ground."
A pause as Carlos's boots stopped scuffing forward and you heard him shift his weight, going quiet, looking down the tunnel past you to spot the weapon.
"…Caralho."
"Yeah." A long low whistle.
"Okay. Okay, fine. I take back the ostrich thing. Mostly, like sixty percent of the ostrich thing."
"Thank you."
"That's still a lot of ostrich, just so we're clear."
You heard him drop, shift of his gear along a small grunt as one knee went down behind you. He was kneeling now right behind you.
He didn't say anything for a beat.
Then his voice came, lower:
"Now, you wanna explain to me why your bunda is hangin' out the back of your pants, parceiro? Not complaining."
"Belt got snagged when the ceiling came down. I can't—" you tried again, just to demonstrate, small hopeless wiggle of your hips that did absolutely nothing except waggle your bare ass at him in a way that made you immediately regret it, "—I can't get 'em back up, my arms can't reach—"
"Mm. Yeah I see that."
A pause.
"Y'know," he said, "you got yourself in a real interessante position here and I'm thinkin' to myself, Carlos, meu amigo, you been workin' real hard upstairs. Your shoulder hurts from the recoil and here is your partner presentin' to you like a—"
"Carlos."
"—como uma oferenda, okay?"
"I am not a thank-you note."
"You sure look like one."
His hand landed on your ass, heavy and warm, calluses across the knuckles from a decade of rifles and ropes, spread of that hand across one of your bare cheeks covered nearly all of it and squeezed.
"Mm. Look at this ass stuck down here in the dark with no one to appreciate it but me."
"Carlos, are you— now? Like this?"
"Why not?"
"There are zombies upstairs."
"Door's locked on my way down, heard you yelpin' on the radio so I came lookin'."
"I wasn't yelping—"
His hand kept moving almost possessively down the curve of your ass, across the meat of your thigh where it disappeared under the slab, back up.
"So," he said simply. "You up for this or what? 'Cause I gotta tell you. I'm lookin' at what's in front of me right now and I'm motivated."
"Carlos..:"
"Just say the word. Yes or no. I ain't gonna be weird about it, tá?"
You were quiet for about three seconds.
"…that magnum's still down there."
Carlos laughed and his hand slapped your ass, almost playful.
"That a yes, parceiro?"
"…That's a yes."
You heard him work his belt, the fly went and the rasp of his fatigue pants down his hips. You couldn't see it but your imagination filled in the gaps with details not helping your blood pressure.
"Lemme see what we're workin' with," he muttered to himself, both hands spreading you, big thumbs dragging across the seam and you felt the breeze of the basement on parts of you that had not, in your professional life, ever been exposed to the breeze of a basement.
"Hm. Okay. You ain't been broken in for a while, né?"
"Jesus, Carlos!"
"What. I'm bein' polite."
You heard him spit and felt it land on you, thumb rubbing it down into you in slow circles.
"There's lube in my belt pouch," you got out.
"Oh? Olha só. My man came prepared."
"It's for gear maintenance Carlos."
"Yeah, sure, where's the pouch."
"Left side, belt. Second pouch back."
He found it as you heard the click of the pouch unsnapping, rummage and small grunt of triumph when he came up with the little foil packet. You heard him tear it open with his teeth, squeezing it onto his fingers and rubbing them together to warm it.
One slick fingertip circling your rim in slow easy passes and only when he felt you breathe out and ease did he press in.
"There you go, Calminho."
"Carlos, you don't have to. I'm not made of glass.”
"Yeah, but I am big and I ain't tryin' to wreck you on the floor of a hospital, tá? So we go slow."
"How big."
A small dry laugh.
"I'm not gonna stand here in a duct measurin' my dick for you. Just open up."
His finger sank deeper to the second knuckle and held it there, letting you breathe around it before starting easing it in and out in careful drags, hand still on your ass, big palm splayed out across one cheek holding you steady.
"Y'know," he said conversationally, as if his finger weren't currently buried inside you, "I been thinkin' about this for a while."
"Yeah?"
"Mm-hm. Truck rides, you fall asleep in the passenger seat sometimes with your head against the window. I look over and I think to myself ‘that right there is a problem.’"
"A problem."
"Yeah 'cause I'm tryin' to drive and keep my eyes on the road."
He'd added a second finger while he was talking and you felt the stretch open up around him.
You sucked in a breath against the concrete.
“Relaxa pra mim."
"I think we're… Yeah. I gotta tell you. Sittin' here lookin' at you all spread out makes me feel like a lucky man tonight."
"Carlos please…"
"Please what."
"Please get on with it!"
You heard him slick himself, low grunt he made when he gripped his own length and you heard the change in his breathing, slow exhale as he worked himself slick.
Then the head of him pressed against you and you realized Carlos had not been fucking around about the size thing.
Blunt head of him at your entrance thick, sheer girth of him stretching you out at the rim before you'd taken so much as the tip.
"…Ah—Carlos!"
"I do not joke about things like this."
He pressed in with one hand on your hip and one hand on the small of your back where it stuck out from under the slab and he eased inch by careful inch.
God, he kept going. You'd thought you had the measure of him from the first stretch at the rim but he was still pushing in, opening up around him and the burn-stretch of him kept getting deeper.
He bottomed out and you felt his hips meet your ass, rough fabric of his unbuttoned fatigue pants brushing the backs of your thighs, pelvis flush against you as he held there a good long minute, letting you breathe and get used to it, heavy length of him sinking deep and the slow grind of his pulse against your inner walls.
"Olha pra você." His voice was rougher now, easygoing teasing edge stripped down a notch.
His big palm slid up your back where it stuck out from the slab and back down to your ass as he squeezed.
Then he started moving, full length of him dragging in long unhurried strokes.
He angled his hips and the thick head of him dragged directly across your prostate on the next slow stroke, making you see white behind your eyes.
"There it is. Found it." Pleased. “Keep makin' that noise for me.“
He fucked you on that angle without stopping, heavy stroke nailing the spot inside you that turned your bones to water and you were drooling onto the concrete, cock hanging hard and untouched between your legs leaking down to the floor,.
"You gonna come for me? Without me touchin' your pau?"
"Yes!" You came harder than the situation seemed to warrant, your whole pinned body going taut and your ass clamping down around Carlos's cock and your dick spurting helplessly onto the concrete underneath you in long pulses you couldn't control.
Carlos groaned above you and held his hips flush against your ass, grinding in deep through it, riding you out, pulse of you milking him in a way that almost broke his rhythm.
"Inside?"
"Carlos, I swear to god…"
"Just askin'! I am being polite!"
"Inside. Yes. Inside, please!"
"Tá bom, parceiro. Tá bom."
He picked up the pace, slow patient grind breaking into something harder and faster, slap of his hips against your ass echoing off the concrete walls of the tunnel in wet rhythmic cracks, small grunt he made on every thrust getting tighter and shorter as he climbed.
With a long ragged groan through his teeth he came, hips jamming flush against your ass and grinding deep, thick pulse of him spilling inside you in spurt after spurt while grip on your hip tightened to the point of bruising.
"That was… give me a minute. I'm seein' colors."
"Take your minute."
He did while staying buried in you for it, big palm rubbing slow soothing circles on the small of your back, breath gradually evening out behind you.
Softening slowly inside you while nestled inside the slick mess of him already starting to leak down the inside of your thigh.
Eventually he eased out.
"Hold on." He fished around in his own pouches, came up with a field cloth and you felt him cleaning you up, down your thighs and the small ‘tsk’ he made when he saw how much of him was leaking out.
"Made a mess of you, parceiro."
"…Yeah."
"You gonna be able to walk?"
"…Give me a second."
"Take two."
He lay there next to you in the tunnel while humming two notes and his hand found yours in the dark, squeezing.
You'd be okay for the next stretch.
Note: Curious to know which one was your favorite <3
I was wondering if you can do a post or pre-coolkid 007n7? Wirh a pregnant reader? It’s okay if you don’t feel comfortable but I thought it would be sweet.
If it’s Pre- broskie is like. “I’m gonna teach you how to be a menace without your mom looking”
If it’s post— 007 wpuld be so sweet to the bump, kissing and talking to it. ALSO CK BEING A BIG BROTHER!
007n7 my beloved... fuck it we're doing both pre and post
hacker!007n7 & post ck!007n7 x pregnant wife!reader headcanons
Warnings: AFAB!Reader, possible ooc, tw pregnancy, giving birth mentioned, mostly likely inaccurate depiction of pregnancy oops
Hacker!007n7
Breaking the news to him
007n7 was both excited and a bit fearful when you told him you were pregnant.
Its not that he didn't want to be a father, especially if its your child, but the idea of gaining these new responsibilities made him feel somewhat hesitant.
Even with his own fears and hesitation, 007n7 would joke it off, saying he won't let such silly things scare him more than being caught by the admins.
007n7 has doubts about being a father- considering how hes a bit of a wanted criminal and immature to book. He's not known for being responsible.
Still, he didn't want to leave you. Even if his fears made him anxious.
Aside from his self doubt, he'll be sure to tell you how excited he is for you to be a MILF
During the pregnancy
007n7 isn't too knowledgeable on how to exactly treat you while your pregnant, searching up all sorts of things to ensure you're okay.
Though it feels super overwhelming for 007n7 considering how new this is for him. You'll have to reassure him that you're not that fragile. Seeing him stress out too much will cause you to stress out too!
As the pregnancy continues, he gets a bit more relaxed, trying his best to ensure you're comfortable and happy.
007n7 didn't quite know to react to some of your food cravings, but is willing to have some of them with you.
"Is that normal?" "Sadly it is"
As you got into the later months, 007n7 couldn't help but get a little antsy from the waiting and anticipation.
Giving birth and afterwards
To say this man was a WRECK when you had to be rushed to the hospital was an understatement. 007n7 was straight up panicking before you had to kindly remind him that you needed him to focus.
007n7 doesn't wast any time getting you there. And he even stays by your side as you go through the whole process.
He offers to let you squeeze his hand to help out its in complete pain but he just bears with it because he cares <3
After the long, grueling process (and 007n7 almost passing out from stress), your little one is finally born!
007n7 is practically speechless seeing you cradle the newborn in your arms. Even if your hair is a mess, face covered in sweat and you looked absolutely spent from giving birth, he couldn't help but to think how beautiful you were in that moment.
Without even thinking, he plainly says "I love you."
Going forwards, you would be the one to mostly take care of the baby. 007n7 feels he would do something wrong if he did so.
He tries to make up for it by doing everything else around the house even if its not perfect
He'll most likely use his hacking to help entertain the little one and keep them distracted while you take that time for some proper rest
You'll have to remind 007n7 not to teach your child hacking when they're older, not wanting to deal with TWO of them. At least, not have to deal with a child who doesn't know any better.
While he doesn't really plan on it... he'll still take them out once they're of age to cause chaos together <3
post ck!007n7
Breaking the news to him
When you first broke the news to 007n7 about you being pregnant, bro had to take a moment to process what you just said to him before the biggest grin broke out on his face.
And he immediately goes to pick you up with a big hug, spinning you two around in pure excitement. Careful not to spin you too much, you are pregnant after all.
When you both told c00lkidd, you swore his little eyes lit up the same way as 007n7. The little kid ecstatic with the idea of being an older brother.
007n7 had to make sure he didn't cause too much of a ruckus, not wanting you to feel too much stress.
During the pregnancy
007n7 would be very insistent on doing almost everything around the house. Even if its in the early stages, 007n7 would make sure you don't need to life a finger to do anything.
If you do find this annoying, 007n7 would be apologetic. He of course doesn't want you to think that he views you as someone incompetent. Sure he's far from a first time dad, but actually having you be pregnant with both of yours child is nerve wracking.
He just really wants to make sure you're happy and healthy.
c00lkidd would be super impatient during the whole 9 months, getting super excited to finally be an older sibling. Any reminders that even when the baby finally comes around, they'll still be a whole bunch of waiting before the two can finally play with each other.
007n7 had to tell c00lkidd to take this time to come up with the perfect plan/ideas to use when his little sibling is finally ready to play just to make him somewhat less impatient.
You yourself will have to make sure that while you're pregnant, 007n7 should at least be also taking care of himself. Considering he's been taking up more shifts with his work to ensure you guys have a decent chunk of cash.
As the months go by, 007n7 grows more excited and anxious. Will everything be okay when the day finally comes? What if something happens? He has to be prepared for anything to make sure things go smoothly!
both 007n7 and c00lkidd would place their ears against the round bump of your belling, hoping to hear the newest family member in there.
Sometimes talking to it, 007n7 telling how happy he'll be to meet his new child, and c00lkidd telling all the things they'll be up to once they're finally out.
Giving birth and afterwards
007n7 would be quick on his feet to get you to the hospital the moment the time finally comes. He didn't want to take any risks.
If c00lkidd is off school, they'll both be waiting in the seating area while you were in the operating room. If not, 007n7 would be in there with you, trying his best to help you get through this painful process.
He'll give you his encouragements, reminding you to take deep breaths and such, though hes still panicking on the inside.
When the whole ordeal is finally over and you have your new born in your arms, 007n7 would kiss your forehead, telling you how proud he is, how beautiful you look and just how happy he is for this moment.
If c00lkidd is there, he'll look at his little sibling with awe, his tail wagging with excitement. He'll probably try to want to carry them too, but for now 007n7 can just carry up up close to their baby sibling for now.
007n7 and you take turns looking after the baby. Thankfully from your experience with raising c00lkidd, you both already had an idea on how to handle things.
c00lkidd himself would also want to volunteer helping, so you both be sure to carefully instruct him how to hold the baby and bottle feed them.
Since 007n7 was already insistent of taking care of most of the chores while you were pregnant, not much has changed too much since then. You taking the time to look after the baby with the free time or just resting.
Though, doing simple chores is more preferable than changing the diapers
A/N: TBH even with all the 007n7 posts I wrote so far, I still high key worry if my characterization for him is bad ;w;
consider: forsaken character of your liking x self-aware READER, for a change
(i just think itd be really cool if reader manipulated the diagetic properties of the world to help the others since they're kind of "ability-less" yet pretending their game breaking IS their ability.)
ECHO THROUGH THE WORLDS. — FORSAKEN CAST x SELF AWARE!READER
tags; crack? this long set of hcs could be converted to a fic already
notes: hi i hope you like this...!! i wasn't sure what forsaken character, so i kinda put. all of them. also, i got really interested with this ask omg, pls send more scenarios regarding about this au
When you arrived in the realm, you couldn’t remember anything at all before coming.
You felt panicky, seeing that this somehow was familiar to you. This place, these people, were all so familiar to you.
Some survivors like Dusekkar and Guest 1337 would try to help you remember, moments before you got warped into this.
Yet you couldn’t remember at all, leaving the survivors curious.
Or so you say. You do recognize this place. and these people.
Because you actually got warped into Forsaken. A damn Roblox game.
But you couldn’t tell them! Oh no you wouldn’t. You would be regarded as crazy!
So you had to play along. Play along with the amnesia act.
But Two Time looked at you… very eerily. Like they knew what was your secret. But you brushed it off.
When the rounds started, you were worried. You didn’t know any of your abilities.
Still, Builderman helped you around with the ropes of the game. Starting with how to fix generators.
And great, 1x1x1x1’s the killer for this round. The sound of rattling echoed, before a swoosh was heard, coming closer, and closer.
You and Builderman scattered, along with other survivors in the area, barely missing the huge Mass Infection slash.
When the round progressed, you tried to help everyone you came across. Giving Bloxy Colas or Medkits you’ve found (because you knew every location).
And each time you helped a singular survivor, there was this ring in your ear.
Just by your help, literally everyone was buffed.
The Sentinels’ duration of stuns were longer. Chance was even luckier with his coin tosses, Shedletsky’s windup with his sword was shorter, Guest 1337’s block was longer, and Two Time’s second life was quicker to fill up.
The Supports’ could help in a more farther range and yes, longer duration. Elliot’s pizza could stay longer if not picked up, Dusekkar’s shield could be cast more farther than closer, Builderman’s sentries had more durability, and Taph’s tripwire could extend more, and could put more than three subspace tripmines.
The Survivalists’ could last longer. 007n7’s clones took more hits, and his c00lgui teleports were quicker. Noob could consume any of their items without being slowed down.
The survivors were clueless to how this happened, before eyes laid on you.
You quickly conjured up a reason. “Maybe… This is my ability?”
When you knew damn well it was because of you. You were self aware. You knew you were in a game. And it somehow allowed you to break it.
Whenever you helped any one of them, that sound in your ear could be heard. And after that, their abilities were enhanced.
Whatever it was, they were glad that it could somehow reduce The Spectre’s influence on their abilities. They had more freedom to use their abilities to their full potential.
And you could subtly cue survivors if resources were nearby. Think of it like this; a game highlighting an item in your view, a visual cue—that’s what you’re doing. Subconsciously.
You could add things to the world also. If a certain area was too dark— oh, why are there torches conveniently placed around there?
No Bloxy Cola or Medkit? What do you mean? There’s literally one right next to you.
Other than that, after you discovered not only you can tamper with the Survivor’s abilities, you could also tamper with the Killers!
And expectedly, the killers HATED you. Hell, you were their most top priority than any support! (Cough. Elliot.)
Noli’s Void Rush was shorter now, and he couldn’t control it completely like before; he’d most often crash into walls.
c00lkidd’s minions were more quick to disappear, and his walkspeed override was also quite uncontrollable like Noli’s. (Same with Mafioso with his goons.)
John Doe’s Corrupt Energy spikes were halved to 13, covering a shorter range; thus trapping made it difficult for him.
Even if Slasher was in an enraged state—he wasn’t immune to stuns like he used to.
1x1x1x1’s windups with their slashes were made longer.
And it wasn’t long before The Spectre noticed the abnormalities in rounds.
But oh no, it couldn’t eliminate you from damnation because you literally broke its realm. Congrats.
uhh like,, 007n7 and yn cuddles,, if possible some kisses,,, fluffy
Eat, drink and sleep well!! Great day/night!!
- 🎻 anon
you know what, im starting love this man too
i like to think that he's actually very gentle when alone with someone he loves and maybe a little clingy (because he trusts you, you won't leave him will you)
Hiiii! So, this is my first time sending a request like this but-
I had in mind a 007n7 x Single mother Reader, where they slowly form a sweet little family with C00lkidd and Reader's kid (the kid's gender and age is up to you completely ^^)
If it can be SFW please, thank you :3
WAIT NO THIS IS SUPER CUTE I NEED TO DO THIS
Post Ck!007n7 x Single Mother!Reader headcanons
Warnings: AFAB!Reader, no specified gender/name for reader's child, possible OOC
You first met 007n7 when picking up your own child from kindergarten. It was the first day and you were nervous how things will go for your kid.
Considering this is the first time they were finally going to school, it was normal for a mother to stress over how things will go.
You went to pick up your child from school when it was finally time for the kindergartners got off. And much to your surprise, you child eagerly ran up to you with a few friend by their side, c00lkidd.
They eagerly told you about c00lkidd and how they immediately became friends.
As you listen to them both tell you about their first day, 007n7 would interrupt their info dump when he finally spots his son. He look slightly distressed, probably from the fact he didn't immediately see c00lkidd coming out the door like the other kids.
He apologizes, thinking c00lkidd did something wrong but you quickly correct him, saying how c00lkidd and your own child are already best friends.
From then there, you both came to know each other. 007n7 at first hesitating to tell you his name thanks to his past actions from his younger days, but you were willing to not pay any mind to it much to his relief.
Every once in awhile you both get together, having your kids play with the two of you watching over them. You slowly got to know 007n7 better, and he got to know you better as well.
For the most part, you two would only meet up for your kids sake, but you got a call one night, 007n7 sounding a little shy at the other end where he asked you to go out for coffee after dropping the kids off at kindergarten. And of course you said yes
You two got much closer after that. 007n7 unable to help but to gain some romantic feelings from you, especially from how kind you were to both your own child and c00lkidd.
He couldn't help but to think how lucky he would to have a wonderful woman like you as a wife, for c00lkidd to have a mother like you. He will, however, have to ask you out first....
Much to his surprise, you were the one to confess first. You were visiting 007n7's place as the two of your kids were having a sleep over. Drinking some whiskey he had for the really rough nights from work.
"They really act like siblings, huh?" it was a random comment from you, you face slightly flushed from the alcohol. "I'm sure my sweetie thinks of you as a dad at this point,"
007n7 felt himself get incredibly shy, unsure how to exactly reply to your words. "Is... is that so?"
"I wouldn't mind if, you know, we had our own little sleepover." You beamed a sheepish smile at him in your buzzed state, and 007n7 swore he has never felt more in love than in that exact moment.
"You sure that's not the booze talking?" 007n7 nervously laughs, unable to help but to ask to really make sure since this felt too good to be true.
"I'm not that drunk!" You blew a raspberry at him and he breaks out in an actual laugh this time, quickly shutting himself up to not wake up the kids. "I'm serious though! I've been really falling for you, and I think of c00lkidd as my own child now too." You felt yourself naturally lean towards 007n7, and it turn, he did the same too.
"Well... how can I say no to someone as beautiful and amazing like you?" His words quiet down, hushed just for the two of you to hear.
The kiss was slow but passionate, pent up love finally being let out in this very moment.
And in the morning, 007n7 wakes up to see you in bed with him. You both just heading to sleep soon after that kiss, too tired to do much other than hold each other close when you finally drifted off to sleep.
You only wore some of his old clothing, something he offered so you can be more comfortable before sleeping. 007n7 couldn't help but to feel like the luckiest man on earth.
A/N: hai did you know I'm a huger sucker for fluff? (also writing this at almost 9pm so I can post something today ehe)
Pre!Forsaken 007n7 who hasn't cursed ever since he accidentally said "fuck" and C00lkidd repeated it.
And since he doesn't curse, that means he has to find different things to say in the place of profanity.
There have been multiple occasions where you've watched him stub his toe, but before he could say anything, his eyes would land on the kid sitting next to you, waiting for him to say something.
So, all that would leave him were silly alternatives to the swears that were on the tip of his tongue.
"CHEESE...AND A LOT OF CRACKERS!"
Whenever your husband "cursed", you had to hold back your laughter each time, for they just got more and more stupid as time went on.
"Fiddlesticks!" Was by far a favorite of yours, and to C00lkidd, he found it hilarious when his dad said "Golly gee willikers."
Yes, 007n7 has said that before. You'll never let him live it down.
Though, as time went on, it got the point where 007n7 didn't curse at all—even with you and him being alone.
Imagine how that would go if you were trying to flirt with him.
"Honey, where did we put the spices again?"
You had just entered the kitchen when you heard your husbands question, and you noticed him over by the stove. The sound of sizzling rang out, and you walked up behind him before wrapping your arms around him. "In the cabinet to your left."
He let out a short hum as he opened the cabinet, and he grabbed whatever spice he needed before putting it on the food he was cooking. When the bottle was put back up, he turned the handle of the pan away from the edge of the stove, and he turned around to face you.
"Where's C00lkidd?" He asked while you moved your hands to put them on top of his shoulders, and he wrapped an arm around your waist while the other rested against the counter behind him.
"Playing in his room upstairs." Your answer was followed by one of your hands moving down to mess with the tie against his chest, and while your eyes stayed on his, his eyes wandered around the room as he inhaled shakily.
"Goodness...Honey?"
You didn't answer him, for your lips got occupied with you pressing kisses to his cheek. His arm tightened around your waist, pulling you closer while one of your hands moved cupped his cheek. The other still messed with his tie, and when you pulled away from his face, you took in the flustered expression he had. His cheeks were red, and the color was turning deeper with every second of quiet that passed between you both.
You leaned into him—your lips grazing his before you slightly moved back, but the small distance you set didn't help his quiet stammers. His eyes kept looking down at your lips, and eventually, his stammers formed into one sentence.
"Sweet...sweet snickerdoodles and fudge—"
A loud snicker erupted from you as you pulled away from him to hide your face in the crook of his neck, and you could feel his skin heat up from embarassment.
"Why are you laughing?" He asked like it wasn't obvious why you were laughing, but even with that in mind, you just shook your head before pulling back from his chest.
"No reason." You said, and you pressed a quick kiss to his lips. "I love you."
A smile slowly appeared on his lips, and his thumb traced your side as he leaned in closer to you. "I love you more."
You kissed him again, but instead of pulling away after a second or two, you stood there with him as your arms wrapped around his neck.
If it weren't for the patter of feet against the wooden floors, you probably wouldn't have broken the kiss as soon as you did.
"EW!"
You leaned away from 007n7 so you could look behind you, and you held in a laugh once you saw C00lkidd standing in the kitchen with a toy truck in hand, and a disgusted look on his face.
"Are you okay?" Your husband asked, and you didn't have to look at him to know that he was grinning.
"THAT WAS GROSS!" The kid completely ignored 007n7's question, and you glanced over at the man to see what he would say. He was quiet for a moment, looking at the kid before his eyes narrowed playfully.
"What was gross? This?" And with that, 007n7 tugged you into another kiss, and C00lkidd seemed to lose it.
oh humble jester, i carry a request for thou. invision this, a survivor!reader who is the accidental "child" of 77noli excpet they were made by remenants of their magic/hacker stuff during their college days and were abandoned by 007n7 and raised by noli's cult. how would the survivors, noli and c00lkidd react to them? anywho, have a great day and happy halloween (everyday from august to december 24 is halloween to me)
Do You Remember Your Promise?
Survivors, Noli and c00lkidd + Reader
Summary: Abandonment and being raised by a cult does things to a growing child, the question you've been wondering is why. Thankfully, you won't have to wait much longer to get your answer.
Word count: 3750
Oh you're evil, I like that! Happy late Halloween, Christmas, and happy new years, strangely time accustomed friend!
Of course, due to the nature of this request, this story not only uses Old-Lore Noli, but is also purely platonic. Now onto the show!
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It was obvious you were treated differently than others were.
You saw it in the way the other people were talked to compared to you. In the way they talked to you.
Reverent, patient, admired and worshipped.
You were important to these people, you knew that much.
The way they sang praises to you, and your father, Noli. They'd call you his 'Messenger', his one true 'Prophet'. You had them at your beck and call.
If only you could say the same about your father. He wasn't around much, but you couldn't blame him much for that. He was of the busy sort, he always had something to do— Causing mayhem and whatnot. You did enjoy the times you were able to spend with him.
But sometimes he'd come back frustrated, and he'd rant to you about your 'Creator'. How he abandoned you, how he decided he was too good for him— For you. And how he replaced you with some baby that randomly showed up on his doorstep one day.
Needless to say, you weren't the biggest fan of your Creator.
So when you were transported to this strange place and saw him, you couldn't help but be a little antagonistic toward him. Not that he recognized you anyway.
You were a Sentinel, which was useful enough. You could conjure a mask to throw at the killer to both stun and reverse their movements, and you could send clones to hold the killer in place. Not only that, but you're also able to stun the killer by inducing hallucinations.
It wasn't hard to see how much they needed someone like you, if their countless pleas of gratitude were anything to go by.
Some had their suspicions, especially when you'd clasped your hands at dinner in prayer. One of them— You believe their name was Two Time— Asked who you prayed to, and you unabashedly said 'Father Noli'.
Your Creator had choked on his food at the response, while the rest at the table looked uncomfortable. They'd become more uneasy around you after that.
It was funny to see.
You mostly spent your time in the cabin, doing something weird and nonsensical. Anything that would get on the survivors' nerves, to keep them on edge.
Mainly 007n7, just to see his reactions.
Definitely just that, not for anything else.
It was another one of those nights, where you sought out someone to annoy. But they'd all taken up company with people that aren't that fun to tease, all except for one of them.
Your Creator.
Sat alone at a booth, a longful look on his face with his c00lgui pulled up in front of him. Much too invested on whatever was on his screen to pay attention to you— His surroundings.
You let out a sigh and rolled your eyes as you approached him. Your fingers wiggled in preparation.
Then snagged his c00lgui.
"Yoink!"
And he was quick to react— Head snapped to your direction, wide eyed and taken off guard, while his hand shot out to take back what was his.
"Hey! Give that back!"
You dangled it away from reach, a cheeky grin on your face and a hand flat to his chest to keep his own from reaching his tablet.
"Or what? Unlike me, you can't do anything without this dinky little thing!" With a chuckle to your voice, you turned your head. "Now let's see what's so important to—"
Your grin fell.
On the c00lgui, was a picture, of him and that brat of his.
A ninth birthday celebriation. At least, that's what you assumed it to be. With a 9 shaped candle that's been captured flung in mid-air, the brat's hands were blurred, having slammed into his birthday cake in his excitement. With your Creator's white smile being that of pride, seemingly unaware of what happened right next to him.
Usually, you'd laugh at such a scene. But instead, your shoulders slumped down. Any mirth that you would've felt was replaced by a hollowness in your chest.
Your hand lowered, before a chuckle made its way past your lips.
Bitter, halfhearted, and forced.
Much like the way the corners of your mouth lifted up as you handed the c00lgui back to your now-confused Creator.
"Huh—?"
You cut him off with a huff. "Bo-ring, I thought it'd be something cool."
Your Creator looked down at it, then back up at you as he quickly took it back into his arms. Hugged it like it was his own child—
Your smile twitched. And you promptly turned on your heel to leave the dinning area with a wave over your shoulder.
"Welp, bye-bye!"
Said in the same tone that your father used when he bid you fairwell.
And although you couldn't see it, you were sure by the sharp gasp that that fairwell earned you a good reaction. Perhaps even a funny one.
But you were no longer in the mood for such things.
For the image your Creator held so dearly remained burned in your mind, even as you stoked the flames in the fireplace with a fire poker.
'That could've been me.. It should've been me..'
You shook your head, and decided to sit there to warm up for the time being.
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A round had started a while ago, and you couldn't be more ready to cause some mischief.
To get rid of whatever thoughts raged on in that head of yours.
Though when you roamed the forested area, alongside the screams of Elliot— That dumb pizza boy— You felt a rather familiar buzz in the air. One that pulled your feet toward it with a certain level of urgency.
Laughter rang through the air, glitched, mocking and so very familiar.
And just as you rounded a corner, you saw him toss Elliot to the ground, a wide grin on his mask as he raised his hand—
"Father Noli!"
He stopped just like that, void star hovered still above his hand, head whipped to your direction as you stood there with heavy breath.
And unlike every meeting you've had with him, he was quiet. No laughter, jabs, or jokes.
He simply stared.
His head tilted a second later.
"L1ttl3 M3ss3ng3r..?"
Elliot passed the both of you a look that spanned from a furrowed confused brow, to wide eyed horror as he took this chance to get up and escape, his arm clutched hard.
Noli didn't follow after him.
You began to approach, slow, before you broke into a sprint into his arms. Your arms wrapped tight around him like a coil, and you had to bite back the urge to cry, even then your relief was felt as you pulled back to look up at him.
"Father– I– You're here–! You're actually here.."
There was a long second that passed by, his hands stilled around your shoulders. But eventually, he took hold of your face.
Gentle, like you'd shatter if he grabbed you too harshly.
The masked half of his face held a frown. There was a crackle to his staticy voice as he tilted his head.
"[W—WHY].. Why 4re you here..?"
That's when your hope began to wither, your relieved smile faded into a shaky line.
'Did he.. Not know I was here..?'
"I.. Wish I knew.." A glance over to where Elliot ran, your grip on Noli's robe tighter. "I went out to look for you, but it got too foggy and next thing I knew, I was in a cabin with these people.."
"Didn't I tell you not to [le–le–leave] the community?"
"You did, but— But you've been gone for months! The members were starting to ask ques—.."
You paused mid-sentence, gaze darted to the ground.
There was no reason to hide how you truly felt, not to your father.
But even then, you leaned into his hand to avoid the obligation to face him— Didn't want to out of a fear you couldn't understand. Your voice shaky, quieter.
Vulnerable.
"I.. Thought you left me too.."
And while you didn't see it, Noli's heart very nearly broke. His eye wide, before he brought you back into another hug.
"Oh, [N–NO NO NO]..! I wo–wo–wouldn't— You know I wouldn't abandon you."
The corners of your eyes stung with tears, the frown you held a shaky one as you shook your head against his robe, in an attempt to hide your fears.
How you wished this were the end of this horrid experience, and that he'd sooth away the rest of your worries. But it felt like something else was amiss, the static around him felt heavier, more prickly, more dizzying.
You pulled back after a moment, and caught the briefest second of anger on the masked half of his face before concern took its place.
You tried to ignore it, in hopes of it not being directed at you.
"I was.. Hoping, you'd come save me from this place.."
You finally looked back up at him, and from this angle, the bags under your eyes were obvious enough for him to notice.
Especially when you refused to let go of him, quite the opposite— Held on tighter. Not that he made any moves to pull away. You continued, shoulders sagged while your voice held a level of fear and uncertainty that he rarely heard from you.
"You were.. Here, this entire time, weren't you..?"
His grip on your shoulders tightened, before he reached out to cup your face again.
"I—"
—The round was over, much sooner than you would've liked.
You stared at the table in front of you in wide eyed disbelief, before you brought your hands together, as though in prayer. Face down while you ruminated over the last round.
Truly, you didn't know what to pray for.
"..."
One of the chairs scraped loudly against the wooden flooring, an ear-grating sound to you.
And when you looked, it was that pizza boy again, stood next to you, who looked near scandalized with how his arm crossed over his chest.
"You're- You actually know Noli?!"
All eyes were on you, you could feel it. Much like the eyes of the community members, who'd wait and hang onto your every word in the sermons you'd hold after a meeting with Noli.
Except they weren't part of your community.
The displeasure must've been clear on your face, as Elliot's wary expression faltered when you barely turned your head to look at him.
"I never hid it."
Disdain coated your words, no longer in the mood for such displays of shock and awe. You lowered your hands onto the table, eyes narrowed as you straightened up in your seat. You gave him the same stare of disapproval Noli would give those that interrupted your chats.
"Why didn't you tell me he was here?"
That's when he dropped the surprised act, which turned into a sidelong glance at the others with a quiet 'Uhh' , his hand slowly lowered to grab at his arm.
"I, uh.."
A look around the table made whoever survived the round turn away from you with.. What was it? Disgust? Embarressment?
Distrust?
It reminded you too much of the day Noli introduced you to the rest of the Star Void community. The doubt in their eyes, the whispers they exchanged.
You really didn't want to stay any longer than you needed to.
With the roll of your eyes, you pushed yourself from the table, made a show of it with a groan.
"Ugh, some team you guys are.."
Elliot reached out for you when you stood up, only to pull back when you shot him a look. And walked past him, but not without another interruption— From Builerman this time, who stood up from his seat.
"Wait, we need ta talk about this—"
"—I need time."
You cut him off, only you would decide when it was best to discuss this news.
Frankly speaking, you lost the energy to talk.
You went off, out of the dining room and up the stairs.
Only to find yourself tucked away in a corner by the railing in the game room, the pages of a random book flipped in your hand mindlessly. The words didn't register, far too distracted by the fact that Noli was here.
He didn't leave you.
And while that was a much needed reassurance, it left you with a dreadful realization that settled deep in your thoughts.
Sure, the admins were here too— Though you'd always had your doubts about their true power level— But Noli? Your father, here?
Whatever brought you all here, was stronger than Noli. Him being in this realm was proof of that.
Your hands still shook as you wheezed out something between a laugh and a cry.
".. This is a biiig problem.."
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Another round, one more and it'll be over for the night for all of you.
Some of your teammates had already fallen at this point, if their screams that cut off far too early were anything to go by.
At least it's somewhere with an indoor area. These nights can get pretty cold in this realm.
What was this place called again? You didn't really care that much, the ballpit in one of the rooms did peak your interest though.
Oh, what you would do to get a chance to dive right in there.
Unfortunately, the last round put such a hamper on your sense of wonder and fun, that you couldn't bring yourself to put in any effort this time.
'I should just let the killer get me, this isn't fun..'
But it seemed the world— Or rather, whatever took you to this glorified hell, had other plans. As an obnoxious cackle made you shiver involuntary with how loud it was.
You knew that dumb laugh all too well at this point.
And as you went into one of the bigger rooms in this place, your eyes lit up.
Your Creator, hidden behind one of the stand-alone walls, while his brat of a son called out to him.
He'd taken quite a beating, his breath sharp while he held onto his arm.
A giggle left your lips at the sight.
"Jackpot.."
A wide grin spread upon your face as a plan began to form in your mind.
And you took that chance to perform it the moment c00lkidd spotted him.
Without a second thought, you ran over to the two— To your Creator, and clung to him like glue. Feigned a great sadness and fear as you buried your head in his shoulder with a cry.
"D—Dad! I'm scared..!"
That stopped both of them in their tracks. Your Creator's hands hovered over your shoulders as he looked down at you in surprise, then in shock after he processed what you'd said.
"Wha—"
"'Dad'? He's not your dad, he's mine!"
That brat of his stood a little far away, confused as he pointed at himself.
You, however, turned your head and stuck out your tongue at him.
"Well, I was here first!"
His face contorted into one of frustration as he stomped his foot with a yell.
"No you weren't! He's my dad!"
Just when you were about to shoot off another quip, a hand gently patted your head.
Your Creator's hand.
It was near impossible to pretend like that simple action didn't throw away all your thoughts, let alone keep yourself from the urge to look up at him.
The back of his shirt wrinkled in your grip.
And it looked like you weren't the only one affected by his action, as his child's face flared up in anger. Only then did he start to run toward the two of you.
"Hey—! Stop that! Let go of him!"
You'd snapped out of your trance, and pushed yourself out of the hug you inititated. Your Creator's expression went from confusion to a mix of both worry and hurt.
But you kept your eyes away from his. Didn't want to get distracted any further than earlier. As one moment, you were stood next to him.
And the next, you'd gone and tackled his brat of a son to the ground.
Claws near immeditately flew up to scratch at your face, as did your own nails against his. A tumble and a struggle to keep the other down as you exchanged punches.
And your Creator tried, tried to get you two to quit your fighting, but his shouts fell on deaf ears.
Meanwhile laughter filled yours. Manical, unrestrained, and free.
It felt better than you'd expected, all that pent up anger, expelled through your fists.
Neither of you used your abilities. Only raw strength and the words that poured out of you both.
It was more of a catfight than one of survival.
You pulled back for a moment, smile giddy with eyes that were wide open, while your hair was a mess.
The brat glared up at you, angry tears at the corners of his eyes.
He'd planted his arms to the ground, you thought of it as sign of his surrender, and was about to mock him for his weakness.
"Get—" He quickly drew back his legs under you and kicked you in the stomach. "—OFF of me!"
"ACK—"
You were flung off by the force of his kick.
The support beams for the stage behind you dug into your back when you landed, to which your Creator was quick to shout out your name. Your neck hurt from how fast you turned to look at him.
Not even a second after did he come take you by the arm, and pulled you onto your feet into a run, with him by your side.
And it was only for a moment, that he glanced back at you— More like he scanned your face— His brows furrowed before he looked back ahead.
"We gotta get out of here..!"
And right as you heard another call from behind you—
—Time had run out, and you found yourself seated at the 'Winner's' table.
You blinked a couple times, and took a second to catch your breath. Before you shook your head as you stood up and stretched your arms with a laugh.
"Woow! Finally got that out of my system. That was fun."
The rest of the table was confused and looked at you weirdly, though mostly uncomfortable— Probably due to the fact that you and Noli were connected.
Your Creator however, didn't even glance up, gaze stuck down at the table. When he spoke, it was slow, unsure.
"You.. Called me dad.."
"Yeah? And?" You gave him a sidelong glance, and waved a hand at him with a cheery tilt to your voice. "I wanted to make him mad, or jealous. Worked pretty well, huh?"
"Wait, you're.." His eyes went wide, a mix of both horror and pure fascination on his tongue as he stared at you. "There's no way.. You weren't a clone..?"
Your grin faltered, and turned into a frown when you slowly turned to look at him. Your hand twitched closed.
".. What.. Did you call me?"
It was so quiet, you could hear a pin drop.
Chance's hand flew to cover their mouth, their other hand on Elliot's shoulder, who looked like he was seconds away from a broken neck with how fast his head darted between you two. Noob had already left the dining room with a series of muttered 'Nope's.
Builderman and Guest exchanged a look, before the former stood up from his seat, just like earlier.
"'What' is right— Ya two are related?!"
Your Creator tensed up, pushed his hair out of his face as he began to ramble.
"From back in college— But I thought— Clones aren't supposed to last more than a day—!"
But you didn't— Couldn't control your anger as it slipped out.
"—A clone?!" An eye twitched as you facepalmed, before you pulled your hand away roughly. "You're telling me all this time I was wondering why you left, and it was because you thought of me as nothing but a damn clone?!"
The others were concerned now, and exchanged glances. Most of which were at both Builderman and to your Creator.
He got up and took a step toward you, arms up in a placating manner.
"Kid—"
"Don't you 'kid' me now! All these years— I thought it was that Kidd of yours that made you leave me." You threw your hands up. "But no! No no no, it was because I was a useless clone to you, wasn't it?"
He shook his head and reached out for you.
"That's not true— If I knew I would've—"
"But you wouldn't have done nothing! Father Noli was wrong about you— You're still as selfish as you were back then!"
That made him pull back, and he even looked hurt.
And while there were a million thoughts that ran through your mind, you couldn't find the words for them. So instead you covered your face and let out a frustrated yell, and stormed out.
Out of the dining room, out of that stupid conversation, and out of the main cabin.
Soon you found yourself back in your cabin, slammed the door closed. Leaned against it before you slowly slid down to the floor, and buried your face in your hands once more with an annoyed groan.
After a few minutes spent in silence, your anger finally dissipated. Faded into a faint and familiar feeling of bitter hollowness, one that made its home in your lungs.
But even then, you mentally chided yourself for how you acted, how you ignored the one other important rule your father taught you.
'Don't show your weakness..'
You sighed out a half depreciating laugh as your hands fell down into your lap.
"You are an idiot.."
You leaned back against the door. Stared up at the support beam like it were the star-littered sky.
Then, out of a strange compulsion, you slowly raised a hand up to your head, and while there was a moment where your fingers curled inwards in hesitation, it lowered onto your head with a short, gentle pat.
"Why.. Did he do that..?"
It felt— Odd. Not something you're used to.
But it wasn't bad either.
However, it flew down as though you were burnt, and you coughed into it soon after. You were still mad at him.
Just my personal Headcanons on how our Forsaken'd survivors would act with a child of their own.
Noob
Anxious, devoted, and absolutely undone by parenthood.
Noob is a nervous wreck from the start- but the sweet kind. They hover constantly, hands full of drinks you didn’t ask for, checking in every few minutes just to make sure you’re okay. Their hands shake whenever they look at the baby, like they’re afraid even breathing too close might do something terrible.
At first, they don’t touch them at all. They linger instead- head resting on your shoulder, eyes locked on the tiny rise and fall of your baby’s chest. Sometimes you catch their fingers inching forward, trembling, stopping just short like the baby might shatter at contact.
Once they finally get over their unwarranted fear that your baby will disappear into thin air if they so much as graze them, they become practically bound at the hip.
Your baby is always in their lap—at the table, on the couch, half-asleep while Noob bottles them with one hand and shovels their hourly snack into their own mouth with the other. Both of them are completely absorbed, unaware you’re quietly recording the moment from the doorway.
“I think you inherited m-my love for food… At least you have your Mommy/Daddy’s pretty face.”
They quit cola cold turkey the moment the baby arrives. Nothing unhealthy. Nothing risky. This tiny life is one of the brightest things they’ve ever had- and they’re determined to be worthy of it.
007n7
Terribly traumatized and protective.
He's left almost in a state of paralysis.
After cOOLkidd’s disappearance- and the horror of losing and finding him again- 007n7 is already frayed at the seams trying to piece back together some modicrum of normalcy again. So when you present him with another child, panic takes over. Within an hour, the house is fully baby-proofed, and you have a husband glued to your side, doting and fetching anything you need at a second’s notice.
Once the baby arrives, he becomes obsessive. Feedings are scheduled to the minute. Diaper changes never miss a beat. He doesn’t sleep unless he can feel the baby’s heartbeat beneath his palm.
“I’m here… Daddy’s not going anywhere. And neither are you.”
He insists the baby stays in your shared room. Where he can see them. Hear them. Breathe with them. He’s lost too much already- he refuses to lose this.
Elliot
Gentle hands, endless warmth.
Elliot is a soft dad through and through.
He takes paternity leave like he’s the one recovering. Makes his own baby food once your child is weaned- locally sourced, organic, prepared with an absurd amount of care.
He wears the baby strapped to his chest while running errands, humming as he shops.
He talks to them constantly. About grocery lists. About work gossip. About the world. Your baby responds with delighted giggles, soothed by the airy warmth of their daddy’s laugh.
“—and then, sweetie, Lulu fell onto the conveyor belt!”
Every milestone breaks him. When the baby calls him “Dada” for the first time, he’s sobbing- hugging them to his chest, calling for you, peppering both your heads with kisses.
Builderman
He's prepared for anything.
He makes lists. Then buys everything on the lists twice over. He reads parenting books like blueprints, keeps a binder filled with notes tucked neatly in his desk drawer- flipping through it whenever the anxiety gets too loud.
You’re never more than an arm’s length away. He anticipates your needs before you speak, developing systems so you never have to strain your voice calling for him.
Ever the engineer, he blends work and home seamlessly. Baby-proofing synced to both your devices. Custom-made toys. Teething rings crafted from the highest-quality silicone. Only the best for the future face of Roblox.
“You’re so spoiled, darlin’. Just like your Mommy/Daddy.”
The moment your baby can walk, he’s taking them to HQ. Watching your little one light up while talking a mile a minute about how cool Daddy is makes him melt every time.
Dusekkar
Attentive, instinctive care.
He’s impossibly gentle, even when he seems a little out of his depth.
Any time you think you’ll get a moment with your baby, he’s already there—seated by the fire, book in hand, your child tucked into the crook of his arm. Rain hammers the roof. Thunder cracks outside. The fire pops softly. Your baby doesn’t stir, soothed by his steady heartbeat and calm voice.
Sometimes his instincts falter—like when tiny fingers curl curiously around his antlers. He freezes completely, afraid to move.
“Sweet love, I fear I cannot stir. I’ve been ensnared by wonder so pure.”
He reads bedtime stories where you and he are heroes, saving Robloxia together. He wants to be someone your child can look up to- so that one day, if they choose, they can become great too.
Taph
Fear weaponized into defense.
Prepare for the fucking Ragnarok.
Windows boarded. Doors reinforced with more locks than necessary. Tripwires nearly claim you more than once. He patrols like a guard dog- twitchy, anxious, wringing his hands raw.
He won’t even touch the baby at first. Won’t even get close. It takes you cornering him- approaching step by step until he has nowhere left to retreat. You guide his shaking hands, place your baby in his arms. He stands frozen, shell-shocked, silent.
Even after the fear fades, he never initiates contact. But your child will know he loves them. Through the walls he fortifies. Through the danger he keeps away. Through the safety he never compromises.
Guest 1337
Completely and utterly devoted.
He tries to stay strong, tough and unchanged as the core of a mountain—but the moment he holds your baby, something within breaks.
If anyone wants his baby, they’ll have to pry them from his cold, dead hands. He makes rounds constantly. Perimeter. Interior. Baby monitor. You. Baby monitor again. Fridge. Baby monitor again.
You find him exhausted one night—your baby sprawled on his chest, his broad hand covering most of their back. Both of them snore softly, your giggles mixing with Daisy’s quiet laughter.
“Oh, this one’s going in the picture books.”
—Daisy
Those militaristic instincts and sixth sense never fade. He moves silently through the house at night, responding to cries before they fully form. He bounces them gently, cooing under his breath. Even after they sleep, he lingers.
He won’t lose anyone else.
Shedletsky
Strangely repentent, yet eager to do things better.
He never thought of bringing another creation into this world. Not after his first mistake. But the moment he sees those curls. That laugh. Those hands reaching for him- hope finds him again.
He listens. Really listens. When the baby cries, he talks them through it instead of shushing them.
“It’s okay… Daddy’s listening. I promise.”
When they’re old enough to hold a wooden sword, Dad Mode engages. He teaches resilience. Strength. How to get back up. He won’t coddle them- but he’ll always be there to pick them back up again.
Chance
All in, no restraint.
Chance is ready- and spends like it too. Luxury baby clothes they’ll outgrow in weeks. Toddler outfits already waiting.
“Gotta go big for milestones, love.”
He plays peekaboo with his sunglasses. The baby giggles uncontrollably.
“You want Daddy’s glasses? How can I say no?”
You have to physically stop him from taking the baby onto the casino floor.
“Gotta start ‘em young—”
Absolutely not.
-Fluffeltin ran out of dividers-
Two Time
Quiet awe.
They ask endless questions. Even after you answer, they ask again- just to be sure. Parenthood wasn’t in the plan. They need patience. Grace.
Fortunately, they are surprisingly good at it.
They wake seconds before the baby cries, already moving. They don’t talk much to the baby- anxiety knots their tongue- but the baby always calms in their arms, lulled by the rapid beat of their heart.
“Spawn has truly blessed us… I wonder if I’m deserving of such a gift.”
Could you please write Yandere! Survivors (all from Forsaken) with a suport GN! Reader that has a resurrection ability similar to Two Time. But, unlike Two Time, the GN! reader's body remains dead and full of wounds from how they died at the hands of the Killers, and yet they continues to help the survivors.
Even though they say everything is fine, still, it's terrifying to see GN! Reader with a completely mutilated and dead body wandering the map and helping other survivors.
This is high-key a peak concept for an ability ngl🥹🥹
For this ocation I'll do a small oneshot before eventually getting to headcanons of each survivor reaction to their beloved STILL Alive even after seeing them die
Side note: despite the tags limitation, Jane doe and guest 1337 are on the list too, probably the longest post I've written so far
Ok enjoy ^_^
HARD TO KILL
yandere forsaken survivors x gn! Reader, small oneshot, ability explanation and headcanons of each individuals
WARNINGS: general yandere behavior, mentions of jealousy and stalking (mostly in the oneshot), cults on two-time's part, nothing else really
Genre:🖤💝❤️🩹🥪🎭🎉
How does the ability work?
First of all, lemme name it hard to kill like in the title, it only unlockes if the user is already dead and their original health is empty after 10 seconds, this way we'll keep the concept that anon had given us
One downside is that every health item (medkits, Elliot's pizza or builderman's sensory) can ONLY heal the original bar, NOT the extra bar, so yea it's kinda a passive??
Oh and to top it off with a support ability healing potion where the reader gives a testing tube with a (any color you want) looking potion that adds about 40HP points with 30 seconds cooldown, can't be used on themself
Ever since your arrival to the forsaken realm, that's controlled by the one and only sadistic higher entity spectre , you've been feeling.... Weird.
I mean, on one hand the people you met were really kind to you, even protecting you after finding out you have no idea how to access or know your abilities like everyone else, even tho you later on found out you're a support thanks to the testing tubes attached to your clothes, which doesn't seem like a problem for them for some reason
But you couldn't help but feel sort of watched, everytime a killer targets you someone is always there somehow, and it's also never happens when you die nono, you do get that this is basically what team work is but while your observations, it doesn't happen that much with others, only you.
You've also noticed a little tension between the group when it comes to any topic related to you, often some would escalate to yelling and physical arguments that others have to hold back, you've walked up on them once wanting to eat something only for a chair being thrown right in your deriction, luckily you've dodged it last second
You're honestly not sure how to deal with this situation, it got painfully obvious that they like you- oh who am i kidding they're OBSESSED with you, how do you even avoid that??? ignore it? No, it'll only get worse, pretend to be dense? Also no, they'll make it obvious, maybe confront? It has a 50/50 chance of working but worth the risk
Until you got thrown into another round once again
...
This time however is different ...
You became one of the first survivors to fall from the round
Except you didn't.
Instead, you felt yourself still Breathing, still alive, but still in pain and bleeding. You felt yourself dying even tho you're far from death.
You looked up to see your health bar only to discover something... Right under your health bar that's empty a second health bar
Did you... Just unlock an ability??
No time, as you decided to drag yourself out of your sorry state and find something or someone for help
You've noticed a survivor nearby, as you ran towards them, you're seeing that the person is...
HEADCANONS TIME:
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SURVIVALISTS:
°noob:
_they'd flip. The fuck. OUT. (Everyone would honestly, but noob would be the most)
_just HOW are you still alive?? And still with injuries that the killer caused TOO??
_they'll legit walk around in circles trying to process this, until you eventually have to force them out of their thoughts
_after they calm down a little, they'd still be worried sick for you and try to lead you to any of the supports or give you a medkit in case they have one
_after that they were made aware of your ability, pretty similar to two-time's but unlike them, your inguries won't dissapear and definitely you don't spawn back into the round
_would offer you comfort, since it's the best they can do
_tries to stop you from going to other survivors to support them since you're still in that state
_would try to be more useful so you won't die again in the round, no matter how much they love you, you in that state scares them to death
°007n7:
_he'd probably be teleported to a place where he clearly saw you getting killed and was devastated, only to see you sprinting his deriction
_also would be scared shitless, both of you and for you, like imagine seeing your crush in an absolutely horrible form running straight towards you
_would try to teleport you to the nearest support or health item, honestly everybody here would give you their medkit if they see their beloved in such state
_still wondering how are you able to move around and heal others while being a dead body at the same time
_since you're one of the very people he isn't tense around, he'll allow you to hug him for comfort
_can't help you much outside of the previous hcs bc he's a survivalist
°veeronica:
_yea no she'll ask if you're real and okay
_vee, does the reader looks okay to you??
_ok back to the hcs, would just pick you up and skate till she finds a support or a medkit lying around
_with her originally being a helper robot, yea she's worried sick about you
_sprays and targets that specific killer whenever she's in the same round as them
_seeing you help her multiple times, despite you not knowing that much about robotics, she'll do anything to pay your kindness back
_would become your temporary bodyguard for the rest of the round, she is NOT leaving you twin
_allows you to play games on her screen, you're the only exception btw
SUPPORTS:
°elliot:
_yea he's flipping out as much as noob
_exepect a pizza thrown towards you at 120 km per minutes-
_yea but seriously he probably had like 2 panic attacks by now, one when he saw you die and the other when you ran his way
_no worries tho! He can heal you after all as a payback for supporting and healing him and the rest
_your determination to support the others while literally dying reminds him a little of himself, it's just a little extreme on your part
_hates a little when you try to say you're okay, like twin you're literally a zombie rn wdym okay??
_helps you get away from the killer by distracting them,
_would become your temporary servant for the process, legit would play favorites
_hugs you both to comfort you and to get close to you
_probably would make your fav pizza after the round
°taph:
_threw a subspace tripmine at you the first time
_you scared him off! He thought you got turned into a minion (unless the killer is 1x he'd remember it's impossible for that to happen, if it was 1x tho he'll notice that your body doesn't have a domino crown, the impaled sword nor the greenish veins(
_would pick you up like nothing and SPRINT to the nearest medkit or sensory
_throws around the subspaces to form a circle around you to protect you
_you try to protest and go? Yea good luck twin she'll just pick you up and set you back inside the circle again
_they still have a job to form a safe place from the killer, so therefore he'll make the place with you in it
_dosen't mind other survivors joining that much since it's for survival
_does ANYTHING in their power to help you, he wants you affection
_still apologizes for the bomb he threw the first time
°builderman:
_oh fuck. You actually scared him for a moment
_luckily he just finished building the sensory, so therefore you WILL get your sorry state dragged to said sensory
_while he doesn't look the friendliest to approach, he's still concerned about his fellow other survivors, you specifically
_notices how only your original health bar rises, not the other one, makes him even more worried
_he also noticed how the others act around you, especially the other admins, unfortunately he's no better really
_would NOT allow you to go away unless you're fully healed, he doesn't want you running around looking like a zombie
_his support is a quiet, firm presence with authority
_i genuinely don't know what else to add and it's literally my first time writing builderman help me💔💔
°dusekkar:
_honestly? He's not surprised, in fact it explains so many things about you
_at first he thought you were also a spawn cultist but WAAYYY more saner, but he was proven wrong by your injuries
_forms a sheild for you until you find the nearest health item
_would also cast a saving spell on you, i genuinely can't imagine bro being cruel like
_yea i can't rythme for shit but after the round he'll talk to you about whatever with tea to distract you from the pain you just suffered from your passive
_keeps you away from two-time, who knows what that genderless mf would do
_unfortunately can't keep track of you for the round, he'd have to put trust on someone and put you under their wing
_again, WHAT ELSE I'm gonna add vro🥀
SENTINELS:
°jane doe:
_yes I'm expecting her to be a sentinel, she has an axe
_back to topic, i don't think she took it well that much
_in a fit of panic she'll try to kill you instead, only to realize you're running around still trying to do your job as a support
_once she actually calmed down, she and a few other survivors would restrain you from moving, i mean in your current form it's pretty dangerous after all
_not sure if she has healing related abilities but if she did I'll put it here
_tries to comfort and apologize to you about the first time
_she got a chance to cuddle you at least!
_also becomes your temporary servant along with Elliot, she can't afford to lose another precious person all over again
°shedletsky:
_you ran to him to heal him, you got bonked with his sword instead
_at least you managed to heal him ig...
_makes jokes about your current form, mostly harmless
_would use the opportunity to flex his sword skills to protect you
_yes he's sharing the fried chicken, looked at you up and down and just handed it to you in hopes you'll get better
_clinges to you for the rest of the round
_maybe he'll even let you see his wings? Who knows...
_genuinely worried for you tho, tries his absolute best to be helpful to you
_low-key finds your determination to support the rest attractive
°two-time:
_you're either cooked or burnt. /joking
_they're not surprised, they literally have a second life ability too, but what they do want to know however is how.
_how did you manage to come back to life, even tho you're not in the spawn cult community? you still have the injuries and walking around like a zombie, is it somehow related to how you got here?
_safe to say they'll try to get you to join the spawn cult
_just to make things clear, they don't see you as azure or a replacement of him, but as dome sort of caring forgiving being that ended up being a sinner
_legit sees you helping them or merely addressing them as a sign that their prayers were answered
_they'll appear outta nowhere to give a medkit then randomly vanish as fast as their appearance
_they address everything going on in their life as either a blessing or a curse, you got the blessing penalty
°guest 1337:
_mf saw you and SAWNG
_like vro LET THEM DO THEIR ROLE PROPERLY DAMN💔
_took him a few good punches to realize you're here to help him not the opposite
_still internally beats himself up everytime he remembers
_joins the bodyguards group with veeronica, favoritism final boss
_probably would be more hostile to killers if you actually died and ran out of your extra health bar
_would start to train you to avoid getting attacked and killed off, it went well!
_probably one of the sanest yanderes in the cast
°chance:
_you spooked him a little, but not to the point of straight up attacking you
_once he realized it's just you, he'll give you his own medkit
_would rather have the medkit used on you than on him on the brink of death
_bodyguard number three with guest and vee
_would let you shoot and use his flintlock, it exploded on you instead
_felt REALLY bad, like- you're already dead and getting something exploded at you too??
_still likes it a little if you scolded him on his recklessness while healing him
_flexing his luck, 100%
_would even become a little egoistic if it worked and was in fact lucky this round, then turns to you and asks you if you saw that
_... Is it bad he low-key finds you attractive in this state?
_would try to flirt with you, 110%
_still, he's as concerned as the rest about your non-existent health
Can you do headcanon on Yandere 007n7 x female reader they are married and how 007n7 hides yandere from them.
Yandere!007n7 x Wife!Fem!reader
TW!:Non-con,Yandere elements,baby-trapping(I guess…),College!007n7 is a creep,No romanisation pls
Start of the story:college
You met each other in the college and it was start of his obsession
Ofc at first he thought that you’re just very hot and this is why he noticed you,what you expected?He’s a jerk with GREAT ego
But while time passed he started noticing that you attracting him more than he expected…he was surprised when he understood that he feels jealousy towards people who talking to you or TOUCHING you(how dare they!)
He had a time to understand his feelings at first he didn’t want to accept that he fall in love but when his mind was full of you(and a bit with hacks)he understood that he NEEDS you.
So he started doing ANYTHING for you to pay attention on him even it was negative attention…vulgar jokes,spanking on the butt and you don’t even know about cameras in your room…
Also he hacked system for you two be a roommates
Sometimes he imagines how your face would look when he’ll fuck you
He likes collecting photos and videos with you(his favourites are where you masturbating.)
“Heeeeey,honey~What?I can’t even look how my DEAREST roommate doing?Hm…Well I CAN go away but…not without a gift from ya…*points at his lips*”
After college
He had grown up like his obsession.
He understood that his behaviour in the past was creepy and that he should “change” it
While he was thinking how to get near to you he finds a baby in front of his door
He decided to take care of this kid that he called C00lkidd and he understood…Here it is.He remembers that you liked kids and that you worked part-time as a babysitter
He finds place where you live thanks to his c00lgui
You see him in front of your door with a parcel
You both had an awkward dialogue where he said that he stopped exploiting
He said this to mention his son later to you to see him as a pitiful single father that NEEDS you help
He wanted to jump from joy when you said that you can sit with C00lkidd later
While you were sitting with C00lkidd you started understanding that 007n7 from creep that didn’t give you chance yo live normal life in college become into someone so soft,gentle,pretty…
Time passed,you also fall in love with Seven but not the way he does…
And he did it.He sit on one knee and said:
“…Will you marry me?”
After marriage
He still watches after you by his c00lgui of course without your consent.
He can have the worst day in the world he can have killer mode for whole day…until he comes home and see you with sleeping C00lkidd in your arms
Loves hugging you from the back when you do…literally anything.
He knows that if he eliminate some rivals,you’ll understand that so he decides to take away from you people that you don’t know well or just stand and glare at that person until they ho away
Of course you won’t suspect your husband in something!He just says that people afraid of him because of his past…Don’t you want to give him a kiss?It’s going make him feel better…
He likes watching how you and C00lkidd spending time,you both look SO cute!!!!!
“Meeting you was blessing to me [Name]…I love you.I love you so much…”
Nsfw
He loves leaving love bites on your skin but because of C00lkidd he bites you somewhere where no one notices except him of course
Breeding kink yay
Even he was virgin he was good at eating you
Between to of us he filming your with him sex and watches it but it’s not his fault that he want to film your beauty!
He sometimes raves during sex and sometimes shows his “Yandere” side: “I’ll make you mine…”, “You won’t leave me,won’t ya?Cause I won’t let you go…”, “Let be a big happy family,you’re very good mama…”
After sex he likes kissing your face and body,praising you
His tail alway wraps around your leg
Sweet aftercare
“You did so well to me…I need you more than anything else to breathe and to stay sane…My perfect wife.”
One-shot:
007n7 walking from his job it was long and hard day.He tired of being kind and respectful to everyone even they don’t do same but the fact that love of his life and his son are waiting him at home makes him feel those ‘butterflies’ in his stomach.
He turn on his c00lgui to look at you.You were looking after C00lkidd.He can’t wait to get back to you both.
Seven opens door and sees you,he feels that his heart starts beating harder and that world in his eyes becomes colourful.
“PAPA!!!”C00lkidd ran into Seven and wrapped him in his strong,child hug while you prepared food.You came to your husband pressing kiss on his lips and then you took C00lkidd in your arms
“You’re late today”
“I know…This day was so hard…”
007n7 hugged you putting his head on your shoulder pressing kiss on it.
“Mama I’m hungry!”
Seven let you go from his hug and you both went to the kitchen.Perfect family.His perfect family.
summary ... how the survivors of forsaken react to you randomly kissing them during a round.
tags ... romance, injury mentions, you're dating these survivors, pronouns for survivors are looked up on the wiki please tell me if they're wrong!!, and the following survivors are included: elliot, chance, 007n7, guest 1337, two time, and taph.
dottie notes ... i'm back, and i'm sorry that this is short i'm a little rusty when it comes to writing right now. i still hope you all like it, and i hope you're all doing fabulous!
ELLIOT
— If you were to randomly kiss Elliot, it better be somewhere safe because this guy will lose his ability to think.
— He's already bad enough when you normally kiss him. You could literally announce that you're going to kiss him but as soon as you do, he'll freeze like you did it out of the blue.
— So, for you to actually do it without warning him?
— He shuts down.
— You wouldn't even have the chance to see him blush because once you open your eyes from kissing him, his face would be redder than the pepperonis on his pizza.
— Elliot would stammer if you were to ask him if he was alright, or if you were to say anything in general.
— He would try to scold you, stating that it's dangerous and that it was risky to do that, but do you understand what he's saying?
— Nope, for it all just sounds like gibberish.
"You-you can't jus—You can't just do that! We're—I mean—"
— Bonus points if you play dumb and ask him why he's acting so weird.
— Once you leave him, he'd stumble more and his aim whenever he throws his pizza would be horrible.
— He once hit Two Time in the face with pizza because he couldn't focus.
— After the round is over and you're back at the cabin, he won't be able to look at you for a while without getting insanely flustered because he's still questioning why you randomly kissed him.
CHANCE
— To no one's surprise, Chance is insanely smug about it when you kiss him during a round.
— They're never really concerned about dangers when it comes to rounds. He could literally be getting chased but if you were to give him a quick peck—somehow—while he's trying to escape, they wouldn't care.
— He would die happy if he got caught afterwards.
— By the way, the killer wouldn't be the reason they died after you kissed them. He most likely would've died because he tried to shoot his gun to look cool after you kissed him, but then he just got flung because luck was not on his side.
— Again, though—they would die happy.
— If you were to kiss him in a safe area where the killer was nowhere in sight, they wouldn't be satisfied with just one kiss.
— Whenever you pull away from the random kiss you gave them, he'd be quick to gently grab your hand and tug you closer before saying something stupid.
"You wouldn't mind doin' that again, right, sweetheart?"
"If you were to do that again, I wouldn't complain."
"I think we got time for one more kiss, don't you?"
— If you give into his flirts and kiss him again, just know that you're going to be stuck there for a while.
007N7
— Shockingly, 007n7 wouldn't get insanely flustered after you randomly kiss him.
— He would most likely freeze for a moment before smiling at you, but it wouldn't be the soft ones you're used to. Instead, it's a giddy smile—one that you would reciprocate because he looks like he's on the verge of giggling.
— He'd forget where he was for a moment, but one he remembers, he's quick to look around everywhere to make sure you're both safe.
— Once he deems that you're both alright, he'll talk in a quiet voice and ask why you did it, or he'll say something else.
"Are you okay?"
"What was that for—not that I mind! I don't mind, I promise."
"I love you."
— Other than that, he doesn't react much.
— If you do want a reaction, though, just pepper his face in kisses.
— Then you get an insanely flustered man standing in front of you.
GUEST 1337
— For you to be able to kiss him randomly during a round, you'd either have to catch him off guard or do it when he's tired.
— Guest hardly lets his guard down during rounds—his attention being nowhere but on the situation at hand. His only thought is to keep everyone alive.
— But in doing so, that means he gets hurt, and the fog in his brain starts to grow with the pain of his cuts and bruises.
— You'd probably find him trudging around or leaning against a tree for a moment, and it would be during those moments that you could kiss him.
— He would tense at first, and his fists would clench out of habit. As soon as he realizes it's you, though, he relaxes a bit.
— As much as he wanted to melt into you and keep you against him, the longer he was with you meant the more his attention wavered.
— He would pull back before grasping your hand, and you then would get an earful about safety and such.
"Why aren't you with someone? You shouldn't be alone."
"Are you hurt? Do I need to find Elliot?"
"It's not safe here. Go somewhere safe, please."
— After the round ends, he'll apologize to you because he fears that he made it seem like he didn't appreciate your kiss, and he'd happily give you as many as you want before the next round starts.
— Also, he'll never tell you, but when you left after kissing him, he had to stand there for a moment to gather himself because he was flustered and couldn't think straight.
TWO TIME
— They're confused when you randomly kiss them during a round, and they likely didn't see the point in your affection due to the timing.
— Usually when you kiss Two Time, they'll give you a quick peck back before going back to whatever it was they were doing.
— But since you caught them off guard, they would just stand there for a moment before questioning you.
"May I ask why you did such a thing?"
"I must ask why you did that at this time."
"Are you feeling well?"
— They'll follow you until you answer their questions, but even after you do that, they'll trail behind you as if following you will make their confusion go away.
— Spoiler—it doesn't. They're confused for a while for some reason.
TAPH
— Very reactive to your random kiss.
— Unlike some of the other survivors, he doesn't freeze up when you kiss him. Instead, they'll hastily wrap their arms around you and hold you close until you break the kiss.
— As soon as you do, though, you'll be met with many gestures and hand signs.
— Eventually, Taph would calm down before giving you some final gestures. They'd point to their mouth, then yours, and before you can question him, she'd press a kiss to your lips before running away.
— Now, Taph would be the one to give you random kisses, but instead of somewhat timing when you'd do it, she just goes for it.
— He would give you a quick kiss while you're fixing a generator, or even when the killer is nearby.
— They do not care.
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