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"Heated Rivalry" Fic Recs (Hurt/Comfort, Angst w/ Happy Ending)

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Ilya Rozanov/Shane Hollander

Whump (Hurt No Comfort)

So Close by @Baybee00

~ A devastating on-ice collision changes everything for Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, and everyone who loves them. Pure angst. No happy ending. Suicide, major character death.

i draw a line across the ice in your blood by @mai_love

~ Shane Hollander dies and Ilya Rozanov’s grief is laid bare for all to see. (Aka Ilya has an Achilles moment and refuses to surrender Shane’s body after he dies in the middle of a game.)

Angst with Happy Ending (Hurt/Comfort)

the soviet montage (6/6) by @pressuretoparty

~ Set during the Cold War era (1970s-1980s), Red Army superstar Ilya Rozanov defects from the Soviet Union and joins the Ottawa Centaurs.

something you can fix by @some1_around

~ Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

the skyline falls as i try to make sense of it all (2/2) by @Literal_Multifandom_Trashcan

~ Character study of Shane's relationship with food.

Before The Whistle by @alimariereads

~ A moment of hesitation during a heated game changes everything, leaving Shane unconscious and Ilya reckoning with the truth he never meant to face.

they got no idea about you and me by @rachelrae

~ What if Cliff Marlow had hit Ilya in a game against the Ottawa Centaurs and had to deal with the confusion that was his crazy former captain and best friend high on pain meds. At least those meds were hopefully the reason for his craziness. Why else would Rozanov be calling Shane Hollander his sweetheart?

the hill i know by @chahakyn

~ Exploration of Shane's identity as a mixed race individual.

rabbit holes by @Who_Needs_Reality

~ When Shane can't sleep, he goes down Wikipedia rabbit holes. or: if you can't figure out your situationship.... Google him.

Don't Poke the Bear (7/7) by @meetmebythelilactree

~ After Shane and Ilya are outed in the events of The Long Game, Montréal and Ottawa play seven games against each other in the Eastern Conference. The Centaurs still love their captain, of course. The Voyageurs, however, are not so united.

blood on the ice by @ghosttotheparty

~ Ilya gets injured while on the ice.

found heaven by @mrsrumbles

~ Soulmate AU. Ilya's soulmark reveals itself after he's been drafted into the NHL. One problem: Shane Hollander does not have the matching mark.

there you are, morning star (7/7) by @ingberry

~ Soulmate AU where your soulmarks grow stronger as your bond grows. Shane signs to the Centaurs at the same time as Ilya.

You Call and I Come (Running) by @Kelethin

~ Shane calls Ilya for help after sustaining a concussion and Ilya comes running.

Side by Side (Shield Me From My Fears) by @ItsSoLine

~ Seeing Shane Hollander laid out on the ice was one of the worst moments of Ilya Rozanov's life. But it made him realize that he could not hide the truth anymore, no matter the aftermath.

i've never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself by @blongblong

~ Soulmate AU where you collect objects personal to your soulmate.

the heart is hard to translate (3/3) by @catknives

~ Soulmate AU! In a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize they’re soulmates.

It Grows Down Deep by @a_stray_thief

~ Shane develops Hanahaki disease after running from Ilya post-tuna melt.

Babe for the Weekend (8/8) by @Wellington28

~ Childhood best friends! AU with fake dating and a company retreat at a ski resort.

somewhere i lost all my senses by @syddd28

~ Character study of Shane in his first year as a Centaur married to Ilya. Disordered eating, references to depression.

The Shape of Absence (3/3) by @RimsHiddenQuill

~ Shane loses his memory of Ilya following the collision. But he has a lingering sense that he's missing something very important.

light reflects the chain on your neck by @silverandshells

~ Ilya goes through seeing Shane unconscious on the ice again, and people try to convince him that they are going to be okay. Temporary amnesia.

Wild and Fluroescent (Come close to my heart) by @iwritesometimes777

~ Shane cuts ties with Ilya after Vegas. Ilya finds a drunk Shane.

the velocity of seconds

~ Shane gets hit by Marleau. Ilya freaks out, and accidentally outs himself in the process.

when the world sees (we run toward each other) (4/4) by @pucksandpower

~ Ilya's path to love, found family, and Canadian citizenship after being outed by a leaked security video at the Olympics.

fear moves me by @4hollanov

~ Shane is attacked while home alone. Married!Hollanov

Four Minutes (3/3) by @UnicornFlowers

~ Ilya's complicated family relationships are further complicated with married life and the introduction of a new homophobic player. Pay attention to tags! Temporary character death, hate crimes, panic attacks.

Last Call by @HollowIsTheWorld

~ AO3 account accessible only. Shane gets into a car accident where he is stuck in a car rapidly filling with water.

say you'll always keep me by @writingcap

~ What if Shane's plane was the one to almost crash in The Long Game?

And I'll still see it, until I die (4/4) by @hollzy81

~ What if Shane was the one that almost died in a plane crash in The Long Game? Alternating POV

Oh, To Love Loudly by @acollectionofbeautifulbutgravemistakes

~ Shane realizes that he no longer wants to hide his relationship with Ilya as his plane plummets down to earth.

What if it were you (and then it was) by @Nituaii

~ Shane's plane goes down. Ilya loses his shit.

we didn't even kiss by @suguruus

~ Shane accidentally sends the text, and Ilya literally chases after him.

The Cold's Got a Hold on Me by @Skaboom

~ While driving back to Montreal from Ottawa, a white-out blizzard comes out of nowhere, trapping Shane. Cold, alone, and afraid, Shane calls Ilya, wanting to set the record straight on a few things...just in case.

When the Ice Breaks (3/3) by @LeviosaWitch

~ Shane hides a career ending injury from Ilya for months, terrified of disappointment and loss. When his body gives out, so does his carefully constructed facade.

The Secrets We Kept (21/21) by @Larissa_liest

~ Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.” Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter. Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way. But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes. (Check tags! A rare mpreg fic because I usually hate mpreg)

i love you, i love you, i love you by @seariarly

~ When Ilya proposes he could marry Svetlana to get citizenship, he did expect Shane to be a little surprised. However, what he didn't expect was for Shane to look away from him without saying anything. Ilya had never regretted anything more in his life.

You Have Reached Lily by @ItsMayBiTheWay

~ Hayden calls Lily after Shane's injury.

have I found you, flightless bird? by @clockworkaim

~ Shane Hollander has wings. Ilya Rozanov loves him. There's no 'despite' about it. (Wings as a metaphor for autism - trust me, the author pulls it off very well.)

Collide (3/3) by @pendr_gon and @phoenixortheflame

~ Sci-Fi/Space AU! The year is 2184. An asteroid 60 kilometres wide is on a collision path with the Earth. As a last-ditch effort to save humanity, the EEU (Eastern European Union) launches four cosmonauts each carrying 300 embryos into space. Only one makes it off planet alive.

the river of my arms have found the ocean (4/4) by @vivianno

~ Mermaid AU! Hayden thinks the new wild mer in the aquarium, Ilya, is trying to murder his best fish friend, Shane. Turns out he's got it all wrong, and murder is the last thing on their minds.

Missing Hours (10/10) by @ravenkira

~ Ilya loses his memory of the past ten years due to a bad hit right as the COVID-19 lockdown shuts down Canada.

Reveal Themselves (One Star At a Time) by @ashes2ashes15

~ A character study of Yuna Hollander. Yuna tries to understand Shane's love life for years, until she finally does.

Melting a Winter King by @nj_1996

~ Royalty AU w/ arranged marriage! Prince Shane Hollander arrives in the frozen kingdom of Rozanova as a political sacrifice, a foreign prince married off to a man raised to hate everything he represents.

Not Alone (2/2) by @deadwizardskinnie

~ Shane ends up in the hospital. Ilya panics. David understands feelings. Yuna adopts another son. Hayden loses his shit (but then gets it back).

( i am done ) trying for beauty by @hcneymooners

~ University AU! College hockey player Ilya and nursing student Shane become reluctant roommates after Ilya suffers a 'family crisis.' Character study exploring grief, the immigrant experience, and the terrible beautiful thing that is falling in love.

a world brought together as one by @tofuflower

~ A/B/O with Beta!Shane and Alpha!Ilya that offers surprisingly insightful commentary on Japanese-Canadian internment, racial tokenization, and multi-generational immigrant families.

the cadence of a secret (8/8) by @marigoldens

~ Soulmate AU! Ilya and Shane are soulmates, and their bond prevents them from both talking and being apart. Unfortunately, the only thing that’ll make the pain stop is confessing the one thing they can say: that they’re in love.

Day 90 by @kuragin

~ Shane gets stuck in a time loop of the day where Marlow hits him. 

By Halves by @tmp93

~ Yuna and David meet Ilya Rozanov at the hospital after Shane’s injury.

loser, lover by @kalonvk

~ University AU! Shane Hollander is what you call a prodigy. Incredibly smart. Talented. Captain of the university's hockey team. He has no opponents. That's it, until a mysterious exchange student, Ilya Rozanov makes a surprise appearance. He storms into his life, taking everything Shane has diligently vowed to protect. Even his own heart.

After the snow fall by @penpen_xo

~ Shane slips and falls on ice while out walking Anya, and Anya is just your everyday Lassie.

Boring Moments Between Life & Death by @Acinonyx1

~ Death! Shane and Life!Ilya AU! 5 times Shane and Ilya meet for work, and one time they meet for themselves. 

we were together. (i forgot the rest.) (3/3) by @foxriverblues

~ Bartender!Shane and Mafia Boss!Ilya. Mild angst in third chapter, but otherwise very fluffy.

We Both Go Down Together (8/8) by @NotALonelyTraveler

~ Ao3 user accessible only. Shane is one of the lucky few humans in the world predisposed to Hanahaki disease. He copes with it as well as you might expect.

Root Rot (4/4) by @Content_Scrapbooker

~ Hanahaki disease AU! Shane Hollander loved Ilya Rozanov, so much that it was going to kill him. He has to make the most of the time he has left after the Olympics, before the roots really take hold.

The Second First Time (24/24) by @Allive

~ Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate. But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring. Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.

(and i want these words to) make things right (11/11) by @xianvar

~ Marriage of convenience AU! After the NHL 2012-2013 lockout, the KHL threatens to keep Ilya in Russia and forbid him from returning to the NHL. Shane finds himself pulled into a harebrained scheme to make sure his rival is safe – and it might just work. It’s not like there are feelings at play that could get in the way, right?

fall in love again and again (2/2) by @Ehlihr

~ Time loop AU! Shane wakes up on the same Tuesday over and over again after leaving Rozanov in a rush. Tuesday is his second least favourite day of the week, so he's not really happy about it.

underneath my skin is all you see by @sapphicblight

~ Ao3 user accessible only. Soulmate AU! In which Ilya Rozanov is the name on Shane’s wrist, but Shane Hollander is not on Ilya’s.

Etched Skin by @staticsilencee

~ Soulmate AU! Ilya has lived his life knowing he would never find a soulmate, and Shane has lived his life waiting for his soulmate to acknowledge him.

it's a dance (we know the moves) by @anne_with_an_eth

~ Groundhog Day/Time Loop AU! Shane and Ilya are trapped in the same time loop, and have to figure it out together.

where nobody knows you (12/12) by @dottie_wan_kenobi

~ Yuna Hollander POV-centric! Yuna and David find out about Lily, while he's in the hospital. It's a while before they find out about Ilya.

Proof of life by @cloudberrysoda

~ In which everything is the same, except Shane is a vampire. He’s not very good at it. Kind of porn with plot ngl.

The Consort of Crown and Blood (15/15) by @house_of_lantis

~ Vampire Modern Royalty AU! When a human head of state publicly insults the ancient Vampire King, the price of peace is a political union. Shane Hollander, high school teacher and assistant hockey coach, is one of the only humans in the world with a rare bloodline. He’s given an impossible choice: become a Tribute Consort to vampire Crown Prince Ilya, or watch the human race burn. (Incredible world building and geopolitics, by the way.)

These Icy Waters (5/5) by @jeejaschocolate

~ Cursed!Ilya and Folktale Creature! Shane. Ghosts and monsters AU. When Cliff Marleu mysteriously drowns, all fingers point to Ilya Rozanov. But something darker and more sinister may be at play, something that is steeped in curses and family secrets, and Shane has his own secrets to protect.

there's no pretending by @moonsock

~ The term, he’s told, is temporary retrograde amnesia. Ilya doesn’t need the direct translation to understand: he forgot things. Ten years of things.

it's always been you by @guusmin

~  Ilya and Shane have played on the same team for years. Ilya confesses his love to Shane in Russian while unbelievably drunk in a bar bathroom.

If You're Scared (I'm On My Way) (3/3) by @kanekicure

~ Zombie apocalypse AU! The zombie apocalypse starts when Rose is breaking up with Shane (luckily at his apartment). Ilya travels the span of America to try to reach Shane's side.

Back to the egg (it's crimson and gold) (3/3) by @passacig

~ University AU with FTM! Shane! Shane and Ilya once knew each other in what feels like another life. Years later, Shane has transitioned, buried his past and finally embraced his truest self. He comes to McGill to play on the men’s hockey team—only to find his roommate is Ilya Rozanov.

The People I Knew (They Got Me Surrounded For A Mile or Two) (7/7) by @icetealuvr

~ Shane gets diagnosed with cancer. He is still determined to win the Stanley Cup. Ilya Rozanov is down so bad for Shane Hollander. He doesn't know Shane has cancer. No one does.

Mama's Boy, Mama's Boy (5/5) by @WhimperSoldier

~ Shane can see ghosts AU! Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side. (I truly cannot recommend this enough.)

Fractured Lights (15/15) by @shredded_potato

~ University AU! Shane’s preferences are simple: older, rougher, married men who lie to their wives and gone before morning. Ilya Rozanov is nineteen, Russian, and already moving into his dorm. Cue in covert hookups, stupidly questionable life choices, and a rookie who stares at Shane like he’s a particularly fascinating bug under a microscope. Now he has to explain why he keeps getting texts from "Mr. Chicago" while trying to teach this kid how to use the campus laundry without melting his sweaters.

white whale by @cutshot

~ University AU! Best friends to lovers Shane and Ilya, throughout the years. (Really well written, and the payoff is sooo good.)

i've been stuck for so long (we just got the start wrong) by @beagoldfish

~ Groundhog Day AU! After the tuna melt fiasco, Shane Hollander wakes up in a time loop.

Scars left behind (3/3) by @silvermoongirl10

~ 4 times Shane thinks someone on the Centaurs is telling him he isn't good enough - just like in Montreal. +1 time Ilya sees the scars Montreal left on Shane and tells his husband he has always been more than good enough. It was Montreal who was never good enough.

pink shallop shells (2/2) by Anonymous

~ Lighthouse keeper Ilya Rozanov tries to drown himself in the Newfoundland Sea. Luckily or unluckily for him, a certain merman saves him from the depths.

you saved me from myself (and i didn't even realize) by @xarahinthedark

~ Hanakaki AU! Shane doesn't eat much—he attributes it to watching his carb intake and needing to stay light and speedy, and for no other reason at all. And definitely not because of the flowers that keep him full these days.

a sound is still a sound around no one (9/9) by @dykeries

~ Amnesia AU! In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt. There’s a lot to get used to.

the lines are all but drawn by @bluerosebouquet

~ Shane keeps seeing his ex on dating apps, and it's driving him insane. (This is not a sign to get back with your ex LOL.)

Borderline (5/5) by @Wintersbane

~ After ignoring his phone in favor of getting split in two by his situationship, Shane is stranded in Boston at the start of the zombie apocalypse. Ilya is left with nowhere to go, and Shane refuses to leave him behind. In order to survive, they have to cross the Canadian border and get to the cottage, together. But getting to Canada is far easier said than done. When Ilya is badly injured, their road-trip becomes a race against the dead—and the infection spreading through Ilya’s leg. (Eventual happy ending, trust!)

twenty stitches in a hospital room (10/10) by @hollidayparty

~ Shane's injuries during the Boston/Montreal game are much more life-threatening than in canon. Ilya's quick thinking and bone-deep instincts are the only reason he survives.

i've been playing dead by my whole life by @writerintheory

~ Soulmate AU! The last words you ever hear from your soulmate are tattooed on your chest. Ilya and Shane still argue over the party in Game Changers, Ilya still already chose Shane, and everything goes so much worse after Shane leaves. (NO MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH, ANGSTY AF BUT HAPPY ENDING)

a year safe in your heart (6/6) by Anonymous

~ The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there. OR Shane has already lived a timeline in which Ilya died in a plane crash after joining the Centaurs. He's determined that it doesn't happen again. (SUPER ANGSTY!!)

Lily and Judith (6/6) by @Finally_Facing_Failure

~ After Shane Hollander's career ending injury in 2014, he lives a quiet life at his cottage with his two daugthers. His life is turned upside down when his youngest accidentally texts Ilya Rozanov, Shane's former lover and secret crush. Can Shane find a place for Ilya in his new life? (Single Dad Shane AU)

i'll believe in anything (11/11) by @bisoubug

~ Ao3 user accessible only. Shane is a ghost, Ilya is a collegiate hockey star part-time ghost hunter who can see dead people, and it's entirely possible that they once knew each other in a past life.

Night Changes (3/3) by @proseandpulse

~ Shane is drunk, concussed, and hiding in a phone booth when he calls the only number he knows by heart. The man who answers is not Hayden Pike.

one day i'll watch as you're leaving (and life will lose all meaning) (15/15) by @hollidayparty

~ What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly. (TW: Suicidal ideation)

The Importance of Strawberries (20/20) by @lostinpinerocklands

~ Amnesia AU! In 2031, Shane wakes up in the hospital certain that it's 2010. Ilya is there to remind him of the two decades he's missed and the life they've built along the way. Kid fic, no smut, married Hollanov.

love in exile has nowhere to go by @justhockey

~ Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.

Have Fun and Come Back Safe (2/2) by @Rainbow_Femme

~ One earthquake, two lost phones, and many articles citing a mistranslated headline later and Shane needs to get a message home that he and Rose are alive. But he and Rose are millennials and whoops, they haven't had to memorize a phone number since they were kids.

The Knockout Lockout (3/3) by @PillowForte

~ Established relationship! Ilya gets knocked out during a game and it fucks with his memory. A hospital stay in which Ilya moons over his husband despite not knowing it's just husband. (He thinks it's doomed yaoi but it's not doomed yaoi.) Still angsty because Ilya is very confused and sad and Shane ain't having a good time either.

falling into you by @quinnfuhbeay

~ Tunameltdown AU where Ilya makes him tuna melts and says his name and Shane doesn’t freak out and run away. Well, he does freak out, but he also stays. Or the one where Shane doesn’t realize that Ilya’s his boyfriend for a solid three months. (Somehow both a fix-it fic and uniquely angsty in its own right.)

keep a place for me (3/3) by @agetwellcard

~ Childhood friends to lovers AU! When Shane is in junior high, Ilya's family moves to Canada. Instead of meeting as adults, they grow up together. Shane learns Russian and Ilya spends a majority of his time at the Hollander household. When they start their professional hockey careers, they have to learn how to be opponents instead of teammates, but also how to be apart for the first time in their lives. When Ilya suggests that they sleep together, Shane has to balance their friendship and their casual relationship.

change like the sky (5/5) by @cupocoffee

~ Shane gets outed and accidentally hurts himself, the world thinks he's tried to end his life, and Ilya struggles to come to terms with mortality in more than one sense of the word.

i want a scar that looks like you by @angel_deux

~ Soulmate AU! Shane has been covering up his soulmark for as long as Ilya has known him. Ilya doesn't have a soulmark at all.

so you must like me for me (2/2) by @alasse

~ Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa. It turns out having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. (Best friends to lovers.)

[sherlocking-out-loud]

I'm mad that Tim wastes good character that are frankly more interesting than his mains on being love interests he discards when his masters throw a fit online. Taylor, Lucy, Tommy, Shannon, even Alex could have been used so much better.

he barely does anything with Ravi, or even May who is now a main, how on earth would he know what to do with side characters?

[imcuriousokay]

Can somebody make a hollanov fic like this? It's all i've been thinking about but i'm a shitty writer.

It takes place after Shane gets knocked out by Marlow, but i guess it was harder that Shane got into a coma? But in this universe he never got to reconcile with Ilya during All-Stars so he saw a whole other life living happily with Ilya with 3 kids, a dog, and cat. And when he woke up and found out it wasn't real... well damn... he became heavily depressed. And not his parents or bestfriends could do anything to bring Shane out of it.

At the same time Ilya went crazy from worry because they never did reconciled, what right did he have to be by the love of his life side?

So one day he was puzzled when of all people Hayden Pike calls him.

Aaand i have no idea what happens next😱

It can be mpreg or not idc i just want the angst

PLEASE SOMEBODY MAKE IT FOR ME I BEG YOU🙏

[mintedwitcher]

So my partner and I are being evicted at the end of May. We still have to pay rent for that whole month despite our lease ending this week. We just got a power bill for nearly $500 due on May 6th. We have a water bill for $110 due on the 29th of April. I have no clue how we're going to afford the tow trailer we need to move out of this house, and I can't even begin to think about how much the fuel price hike is going to royally fuck us because we're planning to move interstate.

Basically, I am treading water at this point. Any help would be immensely appreciated.

Unfortunately, due to the moving situation, I won't be able to commit to any editing or proofing jobs until well into June.

My kofi is here. I don't expect anything, but even just $50 to get something other than noodles for dinner would help a lot.

[mintedwitcher]

Hey yall we're down to the 3 week mark and things are getting urgent. We've had a ton of potential furniture buyers back out at the last minute and we need at least $1500 to buy a trailer ASAP. Most of our larger furniture can't be sold until closer to the moving date, so we're really struggling right now.

If anyone can help at all, my kofi is linked above.

I hate doing this without anything to offer in return. But things really are getting dire now.

[mintedwitcher]

my partner ended up using his entire fortnight's pay check to get the trailer. we made back half of that cost with selling his 4x4 ute tray, at least, but then we had to use that to pay rent and fuel, so we're essentially broke again.

on top of that, my partner still needs to buy new tyres for the trailer because he bought it second-hand.

this is just an all around shitty situation and it sucks and I am hating every second of it. I just had to beg $20 off my mother to buy dinner.

please, I know everyone is struggling right now, but if anyone is able to help even a little, it would mean the world to me.

my kofi is here, please, anything helps.

[thememedaddy]

[softshane]

please let‘s remember that criticising rachel reid doesn’t automatically make you misogynistic. just because she’s a woman doesn’t mean she’s immune to criticism. and we’re criticising her for how she constantly belittles, dismisses and outright hates her autistic character of colour.

rachel saying that she regrets suggesting that shane may be autistic while currently partnering with an autism charity where you can bid on a 30 minute call with her is worthy of calling out. rachel saying that ilya should have gone for svetlana in the show and that there will be ilya/svetlana fics when the book and show wouldn’t nearly be anywhere near as successful without shane since we’re all here only because of how much we love shane and ilya is worthy of calling out. rachel saying that his diet - which is not ridiculous, let me be clear here - is another thing shane focuses on too much instead of actually important things like his very sad boyfriend is worthy of calling out. shane clearly has an eating disorder which is constantly belittled and dismissed by everyone around him but his issues are never taken seriously and properly addressed because he is a side character in his own book, a mere plot device to tell ilya‘s story. rachel saying that she wanted shane to tell jj and then following up with shane is stupid as if she isn’t the author and could have easily written the scene differently is worthy of calling out. rachel saying that shane‘s reaction to ilya‘s texts in tlg would be huh weird, followed by her calling shane an idiot is worthy of calling out because anyone who understands shane‘s character would know that this is most definitely not how he would react; he would know something‘s up and be concerned because he‘s been clocking ilya‘s depression all of tlg. rachel saying that tlg was all about the ways shane had been selfish and essentially putting the entire blame for the conflicts in tlg on him when ilya had also been selfish is worthy of calling out (and this isn’t to pit them against each other but merely to acknowledge that they both are flawed and fuck up and that’s okay - i love them both dearly). rachel doubling down on shane not having trauma when he’s a neurodivergent closeted gay man of colour playing a sport that’s known for its racism and homophobia, but because he didn’t have an abusive family, he couldn’t possibly carry trauma is worthy of calling out. rachel refusing to understand her own character because she clearly can’t be bothered and only cares about ilya is worthy of calling out.

yes, shane isn’t perfect but her treatment of and outright hatred for her own character is completely unjustified. again, the story doesn’t work without shane. we all wouldn’t be here without shane. he’s such a beloved character, and i simply cannot fathom creating such a complex, nuanced character seemingly by accident, only to completely misunderstand him and complain about his actions that you wrote.

I will continue calling rachel reid out for shit like this until she takes accountability and shows an ounce of willingness to learn from the criticism we offer. and these are all valid criticisms that have nothing to do with her being a woman. but if that still makes me a misogynist in your eyes, cool. I don’t give a fuck. I love Shane, and he deserves so much better.

[warren-keplers-funk-band]

fanart of the anon ao3 fic '(We Could Be) Something Great' because i adore it

[edit: new link because the fic got accidentally deleted by the author]

[nzchance]

Somebody tell me what Lou Ferrigno Jr or Tommy Kinard pics/gifs this text post belongs on top of.

[chemistry66]

[nzchance]

[peppermintquartz]

Reasons why I like Tommy Kinard outside of the whole Tevan thing

He looks really handsome in a flight suit

He has a really nice crinkly smile

He is loyal to his friends

He has a good sense of humor

He is helpful. Maybe a little too much...

He is sociable (the "knows a guy" guy, y'know? And he let Ravi steer him towards Buck at the bar, but I think even if it wasn't Buck there, Tommy would've helped Ravi get out of a boring coworker hang)

He isn't pushy. (He doesn't push Buck to be out of the closet, he is going at Buck's pace if we accept the cut scene as canon...)

He tries to make amends (he apologized to Chimney and he made that huge breakfast and admitted he wants to try again... All gestures to reconcile)

He doesn't hold a grudge (he had every right to block Buck's number after that disastrous morning, he sat next to Gerrard at the funeral - whether assigned or not, if he'd spoken up, I'm sure they'd have placed him elsewhere)

He is thoughtful enough not to reject someone's sincere efforts outright (the wrong coffee order - he teases but he doesn't say it sucked; Buck and his foot in mouth about hot chicks - Tommy isn't happy about it but he doesn't blame Buck, just says he doesn't think Buck is ready )

[skodasforge]

Tommy World Class Ass Eater Kinard 🤝 Evan Champion Dick Sucker Buckley

[redstonedust]

the worst part about grief is that it feels like the world should be horrendously earth shatteringly changed, and to an extent it IS but its also the same. to everyone else it's just another tuesday. the world moves on. you have to go grocery shopping.

[snoozefestmars]

bends you to the earth

T - 17.8k

For @crash-that-helicopter-week

A sky was an unsecured place. There was a long and hollow oh in it. The clouds were like rubber threads over the sound. Oh, Tommy could hear as the clutching air filled some unseen gust under his made-machine. Long, and hollow, and reaching with fingertips and chapped lips. Oh. Al-oh-ne. He could hear. Shut up, you dramatic asshole, he thought.

A helicopter crashes; and crashes; Buck and Tommy fall in love, once more, with feeling.

[deaddover]

Imagine hating on Lou and he's just a boy who loves his mom very much.

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

reblog if you’re anti censorship and against harassing real people over fictional characters

[unbddenmnologue]

i think this is my first time experiencing real grief and it really fucking sucks 😢

[unbddenmnologue]

how do you move on in life after knowing your brother was murdered in cold blood? each time i try to close my eyes all i can see is his lifeless body and face oozing with blood. i'm just kind of paralyzed right now

[unbddenmnologue]

goodbye, goodbye, goodbye. you were bigger than the whole sky. 😢