What's been keeping me awake
He says he doesn't remember much of it, but then.. why do I remember more? I Wasn't there, I don´t know her.
There is a lot in my head, always losing sleep, keeping the feeling suppressed to my chest because out there no one would get it.
Everyday closer to the edge, wondering more and more. I want to give it up, I really don't see a point anymore... but then I get this feeling, come on you can know more, you are better, follow that bear, analyze it, you can learn, you can actually improve thanks to that bear. You can prove that you are superior. Hah!
I wanna be better than that bear, but at the same time I wanna be the bear but also at the same time I don't even feel close to being a bear.














