“What I wish I could’ve said to you long ago. I made a promise that I would remind you everyday of how loved and special you were, I told you that you were the most incredible person I had ever met, and I reassured you of how much I needed and wanted you. After a while I told you less, and you explained to me your need for reassurance, I understood that. So I kept trying to remind you as often as I could of how incredible you were, and how much I loved you. Even after we went our separate ways I still continued to remind you of how much you meant to me, and every once in a while I would remind you how much of an amazing person you were. Whenever people would talk down about you, or I heard about something you did I would sit there and whole heartedly defend you. Because I believed more then anything in the world that you were the most incredible most caring most amazing person I had ever come across. But your not. Your not amazing, your not incredible, the sun doesn’t shine out your ass and you are not kind, or caring. You are manipulative, you are mean, you use people until they no longer serve their purpose to you and then you leave. You hurt people and I can’t believe I forgave you every time you said sorry, because I shouldn’t have. I should’ve walked away months prior but I didn’t, I stayed because you were exactly what I needed, I needed you more then anything and you didn’t care. You stopped giving a shit and decided I was worth nothing, or at least you treated me that way. I used to think that I couldn’t live without you, and now I wonder how I ever lived with you. You always kept things to yourself and when there was a problem there was no communication just fucking, we never really sorted things out. Yeah I did some bad shit too, I hurt you as well, I did exactly what you did and it must have sucked, but you never got over it, I did. That’s the difference I accepted my wrongs, I apologised, you know you never even apologised for doing that? You apologised for hurting me, but you were never sorry for what you did. Yeah I fucked up first, but you should’ve left me that night, instead of letting it hurt you more, but it doesn’t even matter now. We’re both over it, and we’re both completely over each other so don’t think I’m sending you this to make you feel bad. You are a terrible person, and I hope someday someone treats you as badly as you treat others. It’s taken a long time but finally I’ve come to terms with the fact that your just a shitty person, and it was never my fault that you left, it was yours. This was the only way I could finally feel closure I guess, and now I’m finally over feeling shitty. I just felt like I needed to share my thoughts with you before I moved to another state you know? Thank you for everything, being there for me, supporting me, and being everything I needed, and one last time, I’m sorry, for anything. Don’t bother replying, not like you’d want to anyway, but thank you.”
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