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( Ame is now open for questioning! )
WARNING: Themes of death and blood, murder, prejudice, pedophilia, sexual harassment, child exploitation, and self-destructive behavior. Proceed with caution.
TEHE Ame is done!! Hope you like it, @glowmiser !!
She was so fun to draw but her outfit was so difficult for me to figure out in this pose SJJSJSSKKS
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HI HI HELLO HI YOURE AMAZING
𑣲┆" ah! Hello! Arigatou :D " ˚.⋆ֹ
So how are you doing after all this?
𑣲┆" I've never felt better! Cupid might give Vick a run for his money... " ˚.⋆ֹ
[Nothing ever seemed to end, did it? They say that doors open and doors close, but this felt like one continuous hallway. After the long effort of halting the show, the contestants had lots of time to catch up on, so they rushed rather quickly into the rounds. It felt like the rounds never ended, and even when they did, there was little time until the next one began. It felt like a never-ending spiral of games, executions, and moving forward. It was exhausting, especially to Ame.]
[But, the staff didn’t care, there was lost time to make up. It wasn’t long before Ame was being taken into makeup and costuming for some last minute touch-ups and off to the next round they went. It felt like routine by now. Get dolled up, thrown into a temporary cell, and walk down the hall to the next execution. A rather simple process, but one that felt drawn out beyond belief. Once thrown into the cell, Ame wasted no time in the room. It wouldn’t have anything useful, or so she thought. She headed down the long hallway. “Good luck,” painted on the walls, a taunt of the heinous actions about to be committed, knowing that there’s only a way out if Lady Luck’s on your side. She didn’t look at the wall, she refused to acknowledge its taunt. Her boots thudded softly against the concrete floors until the concrete turned into carpet. A bright light shined overhead onto the table, strangely enough it was a billiard's table. Ame wasn’t very good at trajectory, so she hoped it wouldn’t be a game of billiards. She slowly made her way forward, walking hesitantly to the lonely table in front of her. She swallowed her dignity and pride once she reached the table, she stared forward, waiting for her opponent.]
[And a few minutes she did wait. Either out of fear or makeup was running behind, it’s a likely outcome of both as well, but she waited patiently. She tapped her nails mindlessly on the billiard’s table, staring at the cue sticks on either side of the table. She suddenly heard the soft clicking of heels on carpet, and she quickly picked up her head. Her eyes lagged behind her head, almost hesitant to know who she’d see. Once her eyes finally caught up, she was overwhelmed with relief for a moment to see a familiar face. Rastel, the bittersweet-fashionista. Over the course of the jetlagged months, the two had become strangely close with one another. Ame found comfort in him as a mentor figure of sorts… That relief came crashing down as dread pooled in her chest. She backed away from the table, but her fingers gripped tightly at the table’s edges, knuckles turning white. She stared in horror at the figure in front of her, swallowing hard, tears already threatening to stab her eyes. Eventually and rather quickly, she composed herself, but her grip on the table never loosened.]
𑣲┆" I wasn’t expecting to see a familiar face so soon. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She laughed humorlessly afterwards. Her eyes darting away quickly after.]
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{ Rastel doesn't laugh in return. She stares at Ame. Perceiving. Processing. After a beat of silence, he looks away from Ame for a moment. }
✑˚〰︎ ` ` Would've been a little more interesting on production's end to wait for a little bit- ` `
{ It sighs before turning back to Ame. The nerves are written all over her. They still have some time to converse before the game starts. }
✑˚〰︎ ` ` ...Think of it as a leisurely match between friends. ` `
{ She's smiling at Ame. What is that smile? Sympathetic? Patronizing? }
[Ame could almost scoff at the fashionista's suggestion, but there was something strangely pleasing about that idea. To play it off as if they weren't fighting for their lives, to live and laugh a little before ultimately being executed. Ame almost entertained the idea. Almost. Instead, she could only give a pitiful smile back, a smile once so confident reduced to nothing but fear.]
𑣲┆" It'd be nice if it actually was that way, wouldn't it? " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She can really only offer herself another pitiful laugh. It felt strange to see her this weak and almost timid. She's always walked so confidently, barely shaken by the words around her. Even in rounds, she's never been this hesitant to start the game. She eyes the large boards on either side of the room, waiting for them to flicker on, as if counting down the seconds. After a long moment, her gaze returns to Rastel.]
𑣲┆" ... Thank you, by the way. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[God, that felt sappy, but in these rounds you never know what'll happen, and Ame would like to die without regrets.]
{ Rastel nods solemnly to acknowledge her expression of gratitude. }
✑˚〰︎ ` ` Of course. ` `
{ The air is thick with anticipation and despair. The silence is deafening. Definitely not the atmosphere for a 'friendly' competition. On tv, they put some jazzy background music behind all the footage. Y'know, for viewing convenience. You don't realize how lonely and desolate the atmosphere is until you're the one on screen. }
{ After the last few moments of peace, bright lights flicker on. Spotlights on Ame and Rastel, the rule boards, and every minuscule decoration in between. It makes the room a little warmer. The sound of weighted balls rolling can be heard until they roll out onto the table. Its the only only noise among the dreadful nothing. }
[Ame looks like a deer in headlights for a moment when the lights suddenly blare into her eyes. She felt small for once. Something about going again Rastel made her feel hopeless. The dread in her chest only tightening as she looked over at the rules' screen. Billiards was the game. She looked at the screen then at the table in front of her. She swallowed hard, something pricking at the corner of her eyes. She let out a shaky breath before looking up at Rastel.]
𑣲┆" Um... Can we go read the rules real quick? " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She tried desperately to hide her fear, to not show vulnerability at a time like this, but her composure was faltering. It became abundantly apparent that she was terrified, either of Rastel or the game itself, maybe even a mixture of both.]
{ It nods with a patient smile. Or what at least looks like one. }
✑˚〰︎ ` ` Of course. We've got time. ` `
{ But they really don't. It's subtle and hard to catch, but theres a slight tremble to her voice. Nevertheless, he begins taking steps towards the rule board. As if this is normal. }
[Ame's quick to follow behind, trailing so close behind Rastel. She instinctively goes to grab his arm, but her hands drift off of it instead. God, how desperately she wants to cling to him in a time like this, but she doesn't know why. All she can do is bundle up her fear and throw it away, but that helplessness never dissipates. Why does she feel so small?]
[She reads over the rules a few times, scanning intensely for something, anything. A loop in the rules, a way out of this torture, a way for them both to be saved. She comes up on nothing. She barely knows the real games rules anyway, so these could easily be fabricated to not be able to win dual-sided. She finally gives up, letting her helpness overtake her alongside the fear that nauseates her. Her hands tremble as she snaps out of her daze. She looks up at Rastel with a faux understanding.]
𑣲┆" I think I got it. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She forces a smile, a sad, reluctant smile. It pleads with Rastel in a way, a beg to find a hole that she didn't, to figure out a way to live, but it's useless. She wasn't even sure why she was so determined for them both to get out alive, she was never like this, she was a ruthless murderer. Why did that change now?!]
[... Because she cares. She actually cared for once, and now she's dealing with the consequences of emotions she never knew could explode inside of her. She hesitantly walks back to the table, picking up the cuestick laid neatly on the side. She stares at the balls in the middle. A rack suddenly dispensing itself from the side, she picks it up with worry. She looks down at it and then back up at Rastel.]
𑣲┆" Wh-- What's this for? " ˚.⋆ֹ
✑˚〰︎ ` ` It's for arranging the billard balls. Looks like they didn't have the budget to automate the placement- I can set things up if you like. ` `
{ Rastel tugs at the seams of her gloves idly. Maybe if everything slows down for a moment it could think of something--ANYTHING to get them out of this. Or at least Ame. }
[Ame's eyes light up afterwards. She turns her head sheepishly, a faint embarrassed blush spreading across her cheeks. That makes a lot more sense than the idea in her head. She quickly slides the rack down to Rastel. She fiddles with her sleeves afterwards, keeping her head down ashamed.]
𑣲┆" I thought it was a shock collar— " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She mumbled pathetically. The words honestly caught Rastel off guard, this would be an oddly shaped shock collar if so. The thought of Ame actually thinking that could truly make him laugh.]
{ Rastel giggles a bit before gathering the billiard balls in the frame of the rack while speaking. }
✑˚〰︎ ` ` That'd be one unnecessarily big shock collar. ` `
{ It lifts the rack and sets it aside once the game is arranged. She picks up her own cuestick and takes a deep breath. }
✑˚〰︎ ` ` If you ever get confused or need a refresher on the rules, we can take a moment to review, alright? Just ask. ` `
[Ame nods once, as if trying to keep her movements as small as possible. She stares down at the cuestick before picking it up with shaky hands. She fiddles with the stick in her hand, balancing it on one hand and then the other. She only stopped once Rastel caught her attention again. He'd pulled the rack up off of the balls and laid them in a perfect triangle on the table. A cue ball was then dispensed from the table. She looked down at it, then back at Rastel, then at the rules. "Whoever doesn't rack has to break." Ame is quiet for a moment.]
𑣲┆" Is... 'Breaking' scattering the balls? " ˚.⋆ֹ
[Ame asks, a strange innocence to her voice. It's obvious to tell she's lost.]
{ Looks like he should've read the rules more thoroughly. Nevertheless, Rastel nods patiently. Like she's teaching Ame how to play for the first time on a laidback afternoon. Like the consequences aren't so dire. So casually. If only that were the real circumstance. }
✑˚〰︎ ` ` Remember, you're only allowed to hit the blank white ball to move the others. You don't want the blank one landing in the holes. ... I'm not very good at pool, so I don't have a good recommendation for going about the opening shot- ` `
{ Ame probably already knew this because she'd just read the rules, but it never hurts to reiterate. Wouldn't want her getting penalized for a mistake. }
[Ame nodded, lining up the ball in the center, cautious about how far forward she puts it. The second line is the farthest she can put it... But going that far forward felt a bit overkill, so she backs the ball up to the first line instead. She swallows hard before lining up the cue on top of her hand, drawing it back, and hitting the cue ball in the middle of pile, dispersing the balls in all directions. One of the striped balls falling into the top right pocket. For someone who's never played billiards, she's got awfully good precision. The entire time however, Ame looked scarily... Killer-ish. Her face fell flat with a deadly focus. If looks could kill, Rastel would've dropped dead in a second. A dashboard lit up above the table, one side reading "AME" with a stripe behind the name and a score of "1" the name, the other saying Rastel with a solid background and a score of "0" beside it. She stares up at the board before drawing back from the table.]
𑣲┆" Seems I'm not too bad at this. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[The innocence fell off of her voice. She sounded... Cold, distant, as if she's playing to win, not for mindless fun anymore. It's a scary contrast to her usual nature.]
{ Something in Rastel's expression shifts. The friendly patience becoming more unsure but a little fiercer. He has that look on his face you have when you're outclassed by someone you think you're better than. A bitter expression, one could say. Nevertheless, she nods and smiles. A tad more strained of a look, but it still smiles. }
✑˚〰︎ ` ` Seems so! Don't let your lucky shot get to your head, though. I believe pocketing any ball on break gives you another turn to shoot. ` `
[Ame looks at Rastel with innocent eyes, but a flat face. It's hard to tell the true intentions behind her gaze, but it's hard not to feel some pity for her. She is playing a game she doesn't know after all. She nods, flashing a bittersweet smile at Rastel. She's quick to find her next position, firing and missing, but she hid the cue ball behind one of her own balls, making it hard to hit anything but the striped ball near it. Sneaky little bastard. She pouts her lip after but looks back at Rastel with those same cruelly innocent eyes.]
𑣲┆" Your turn! " ˚.⋆ֹ
Whatre you gunna do when Rastel dies?
𑣲┆" Um... " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She looks around, slumping into her chair pathetically.]
𑣲┆" Keep moving forward, probably? " ˚.⋆ֹ
Ame I love yu youre so mmnhmfnfnfn <33
𑣲┆" I love you too ₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎♡ " ˚.⋆ֹ
𑣲┆" Did I ever tell you all about the time me and my coworkers challenged each other to see who could eat the most rat poison? :D " ˚.⋆ֹ
*bites u and skitters away*
𑣲┆" Ow-! :( " ˚.⋆ֹ
[YOU MADE HER SAD :(]
[How long has it been since Sandbag was graced to see the lights in the room again? He doesn't know, quite frankly he's not sure he wants to know. All he knows is that when he comes to, he’s met with those unfamiliar warm lights he’d seen earlier while on stage, but feels a weird pressure on his leg. Did it fall off–? He jolts up to see so, but he’s met with the gaze of a younger curious yet obviously worried girl. She leans up afterwards, drawing herself away from Sandbag.]
[She’s quiet, almost too quiet, dangerously quiet, yet her gaze holds nothing short of worry and anxiety. It’s like she’s collecting the thoughts in her head, trying to formulate words that she doesn’t know. Instead, she tilts her head to the side and looks over him multiple times over, a silent question, one she’s afraid to ask.]
[After a minute, she does speak up, just to soothe the anxious soul in front of her.]
𑣲┆" Are you … okay? " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She looks anxious herself as she fiddles with her thumbs. Something’s worrying her other than Sandbag himself. It’s something Sandbag won’t know just yet, but it’s her speech. She really doesn’t know if she’s saying the right words, but she hopes they’re comprehensible.]
// EEK HI SORRY THIS WAS THE FIRST THING THAT CAME TO MIND…
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{ Sandbag quickly sits straight up, at attention in a swift moment. He nods in response to Ame's question. Although, it's really not that certain that it is. Even if he isn't necessarily 'okay', it's nothing he can't tough out. }
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` Yes, why? Did something happen? ` `
𑣲┆" You were out for a bit. I thought you might've died. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[Well, that's a bold assumption to suddenly make. She pulls herself off the floor and takes a few steps away from Sandbag, just to make sure she's not overwhelming him. Everything here is scary, unfamiliar too, she wouldn't want to be another problem added to that list.]
{ Once Ame's a little bit farther back, Sandbag carefully stands up. You'd think standing up would be easy, but apparently not. Everything feels kinda distant and odd. With the help of a nearby wall, however, it does manage to stand up. }
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` Well I think I'm good on that front for now at least- Anything else happen while I was knocked out? ` `
[Ame's quick to try and help balance Sandbag, gently carrying his arm with hers. Despite her small stature, it seems like Sandbag's weight is nothing to her. She knows he's already helping himself by leaning on a wall, but too much help isn't a thing, right? Either way, her worry only seems to worsen.]
𑣲┆" I don't know. I've been with you. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[Her words are still extremely cautious and slow. As if trying to remember the syllables.]
{ He nods in response before standing up more up-right, but still being supported by Ame a decent bit. }
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` Oh- Sorry for keeping you here, then. ` `
{ Sandbag wants to say it's just fine on its own without the help from her, but that's just not true. ...Is this how old people feel??? }
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` Geez, kid, how'd ya get that strong-? ` `
{ That last bit was moreso a comment Sandbag made to himself than anything else. }
[Ame shakes her head vigorously.]
𑣲┆" It's no problem. I don't do much. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[By the looks of it, she doesn't seem to mind staying with an unconscious man. It's better than wandering mindlessly until someone decides to talk to her, and that's very rarely, so hanging out with the unconscious isn't so bad in her opinion.]
𑣲┆" Years of workouts, and training, and wrestling. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[Whether he was talking to her or not, she still answered the question, this time her voice less worried about her speech. She's confident when talking about her sport.]
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` That makes more sense- ` `
{ The shift in Ame's demeanor when talking about wrestling is pretty noticeable. If memory serves correctly, someone did have a title involving 'wrestler'. So it decides to inquire about it. }
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` Is wrestling a hobby of yours? ` `
𑣲┆" It's my job! " ˚.⋆ֹ
[The excitement in her tone in invigorating. So much energy from the girl who was worried about tripping over her words a mere few seconds before. Though, said excitement dies down rather quickly as she has to correct herself,]
𑣲┆" Was my job. I retired recently. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[The disappointment is palpable, though desperately hidden by a happier tone.]
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` Oh- damn, sorry about that. ` `
{ Sandbag pauses for a moment, gauging where to take the conversation next. She seems pretty happy to talk about wrestling. Most kids like to brag a little, so why not give her the chance to? Really, he's just trying to lift Ame's mood. }
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` You're saying you were a professional wrestler though? That's pretty impressive. ` `
𑣲┆" I am! Have been for awhile now. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She still can't handle talking in the past tense about it, so she doesn't. Her excitement riles itself up again as her smile beams with a thousand suns. There's truly never been a smile so contagious.]
𑣲┆" I started wrestling as a kid, rarely have lost a match since. " ˚.⋆ֹ
{ It smiles back, although a little less bright than Ame. Then again, how are you supposed to compare to someone that enthusiastic? }
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` Sounds awesome. Bet that brings home a ton of medals, trophies, and stuff like that, right? ` `
{ His tone is quite encouraging. }
𑣲┆" Belts and money mostly, not many trophies or medals. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She's quick to correct Sandbag, but it's out of enthuisiasm rather than harshess. She's just so terribly excited. She rocks back and forth on her heels, bubbling with joy. Nobody has let her talk about her career yet, it's nice to do so!]
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` Ah- My bad, then- ` `
{ It pauses to think of what else to ask. Conversation can be so unnecessarily hard sometimes even if you are indeed engaged in it. Whatever, though. }
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` ...Got any cool stories you wanna share? Favorite matches, stuff like that? ` `
𑣲┆" I... don't really remember them? We go out drinking after so my memory gets fuzzy. I remember my losses though! We don't drink to those. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[Her voice gets meekier as she carries on. She averts her gaze after, incredibly disappointed in herself again.]
{ Well that's a bit concerning from an ethical standpoint- Nevertheless, Sandbag tries to reassure her. }
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` It's okay to lose sometimes-! Nobody's perfect, y'know? You're still amazing at what ya do, alright? Losses are like... learning stuff or something like that? I can't remember how the saying went- ` `
𑣲┆" It's hard to explain. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[Her gaze averts from him. She goes quiet afterwards, taking a step back from Sandbag. She springs back up after, a smile returning to her face although it's a sad one.]
{ Sandbag's never been good at comforting people. So of course he isn't magically good at it now. However, it does make an honest attempt. }
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` Well, for what it's worth, you already seem like you're ten times cooler and more accomplished than everyone else here. Dunno if that helps but still- ` `
𑣲┆" I wouldn't say all that now—I am still a criminal. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[It's hard to see her as a criminal. Did she get in here for stealing flowers? Either way, she seems less uneasy now. Seems that Sandbag's rather sad attempt did work... somehow.]
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` Well yeah, but everyone here's a 'criminal'- So it doesn't really matter all that much? I mean- crime is something that happens due to cause and effect. Everyone has a reason. You had your reasons, I had my reasons, you get the memo. No ones automatically a bad guy for getting arrested, yknow? Or at least that's how I see it- ` `
{ It has no idea what Ame did. }
𑣲┆" This is also my second time here. I'm not exactly as clean-slated as you think. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[Outing herself so early is quite to foolish tactic, but it seems to be a warning sign than anything. Maybe, she doesn't want Sandbag to get hurt or just wants him to stay close or maybe even away. It's hard to tell when her smile never wavers.]
{ For some unknown reason, it... doesn't seem to care? It's probably because Sandbag's still in a slightly discombobulated state, and he'll rethink things later. At least for now, however, he simply shrugs it off. }
✛ᬊ ོ∘ ` ` Well its kinda the same concept- Even though it is your second time on the show, that really doesn't change much. ` `
{ That changes a lot, actually. Maybe it's a little too determined to see the good in people. }
[Ame's surprised at Sandbag's carelessness. She narrows her eyes before they soften again.]
𑣲┆" You're too kind. " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She speaks with a touch of venom to her tone, as if kindness is a sin. In a way, it really is a sin on this show. Kindness gets you killed, but Ame's been nothing but kind.]
You don't have to enjoy it, it's only hypothetical. I just want to see what you would do. I won't make you actually kill him.
𑣲┆" That's a relief...? " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She knows better than that.]
Would you rather be gay and cis or straight and trans?
𑣲┆" Um... I don't know? " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She's a bit perplexed on why you're asking her this.]
Now. What if it was guaranteed you could go back to wrestling, and everyone would love you, but only if you knowingly killed Rastel?
𑣲┆" I— " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She chokes on her words, barely able to find them in the first place. All people do is torture her, why does she keep going? She slumps in her chair.]
𑣲┆" I don't think I'd enjoy that. " ˚.⋆ֹ
{ Theres been something slipped under Ame's door. It's her backup costume, except slightly modified. The ruffles are a bit longer, waistline on the skirt is a bit higher, the skirt in general a bit more covering, and the whole costume more loose fitting. It's not even that noticeable unless you're wearing it or inspecting the outfit very, very closely. There was a small piece of paper along with it. It has a very fancy letter 'R' on it. }
[A sight lovely to see. Ame's quick to drop to her knees and claim the outfit eagerly. She scoops it up into her arms and hugs it tightly as if it were a stuff animal, she's far from delicate with it, probably not realizing how easily stitches can come undone. She squeals in delight, almost childishly so. She's so wrapped up in the new outfit she barely notices the note waiting for her on the ground. She only notices once she looks down again. She quickly folds the outfit in her lap and gingerly picks up the letter, so egregiously cautious compared to the treatement of her outfit. She opens it, reading over it carefully and slowly, finding it difficult to read a language she barely knows.]
Is there anything you would want to happen if you got out of this other than anyone else in the show surviving with you? Anything at all.
𑣲┆" That's a—That's a heavy question! " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She replies rather hastily, giving some leeway to think. She shifts uncomfortably in her chair, pressing her shoulders down, desperate to reprieve the boiling anxiety in her chest. She looks around, a sign, a message, anything to say, but eventually she just spills the truth.]
𑣲┆" I'd like to go back to wrestling though I doubt I would. It'd be nice to do so! " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She smiles awkwardly before turning away, eager to ignore the question.]
Hi I love you do you want candy have it anyway *gives bag of candy*
𑣲┆" Oh! Thank you! :D " ˚.⋆ֹ
[She seems happy with her bag of candy!]