I actually want to die.
Nothing in my life makes sence anymore and all i ever do is fuck shit up. I ruin everything all the time so i end up alone. What is there even left? Nothing. Nothing is left and oh won't you look at that?
Christmas, new years and my birthday just around the corner and i'll spend them all with myself.
That's on being 💫trash💫
But it's fine, i really do think i just need that push, have a good cry or one more reminder on how useless i am.
I just need a sign.










