How is it going?
Hello everyone, for those who have been through the rocky-road with me from 7 years from now, at the latest. My name is Disco and I wanted to make on a post towards my updates with 2020 (the year I slowly stop coming onto this app) For those who have communicated with me, I have created lots of OCs and rps with dozens of people who are also in the Undertale community, it was such great times <3 Do not get me wrong, I do not hate tumblr in anyway possible, and not the reason why I slowly quit. I wanted to stopby to update myself now but make amends since I know I commit lots of actions that I have affected those around my own community which I want to apologize for deeply.
Apology
I want to say sorry on the worries/concerns and overall nasty behavior I portray for those who cared about me back in 2017-2018. There is no denying that was not me and it was not a good way to release my emotions to the extent. As now being 18, looking at my younger-self pulling such attitude for sadness comparing to a mental illness is hard to even read; more likely to look away since it was just too cruel to read back. I have done some research through the years understanding more of the depths of metal illnesses, help people and learn my mistakes and got myself the help I needed. This cannot be changed from the past but closure can help fit this.
I wanted to thank everyone for the love and support and reassuring me for all the vulnerable times in my life, helped me, talked to me.. everything ! It brings alot of joy to me that I never got the chance to even overlook it myself/ only for granted. I admit that what I have done was incredibly unacceptable for me to do, disrespect for those who have to deal with this everyday and for that, I will do my best to change how I act and be more mature. I am sorry once again.
How are things lately?
Things have been stressful but overall alright to manage through. I am a senoir in high school so.. post-secondary is coming up for me soon in 3 months ;; soo.. thats great! I been working my bum off since hs and it seems to be working out! Just lots of work. I also made made new friends outside and even overall been into lots in the tech area! I been more frequent on exploring new things ans im doing my best!
In case with clarification, i go by she/her and still disco! My username? Still gonna be like that, it brings memories
Are you still planning to rp and draw?
Yes. I am still planning to draw different characters i designed and roleplay with other people (if they’re still down). However, I will be semi-active time to time due to the busy schedule happening irl; although, i am free mostly on instagram (@discothecrystal). I already have a bunch of oca made through the past years, just have not introduce them yet. ^^^ some of my ocs have been redesigned due to the moving through undertale , at least not obsessively like years ago// it was cool bht it means readjustments
If anymore questions about me, just hmuu <3
But hi everyone !
