chrissy

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recently, i asked two of my friends what their favorite One Direction songs were.

Their answers were 'Best Day Ever' and 'The One With The Rocket'.

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a part of my grade went to buy some stuff today. when they came back, they had also bought a magazine which had a Liam Payne poster included. but they fooking hung it up the way that made Liam face the wall and i was so mad at them in that moment. i have a mission tommorow.

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i have three versions of 'Teenage Dream' on my phone. the original by Katy Perry and two different covers by 5SOS. and every time the original comes on i'm so sad that it isn't the 5SOS version that i skip it even though i actually like the song.

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me, throwing my pen away in the middle of my maths homework because Over Again came on and every time it comes on i fold my hands and pray to my One Direction poster wall, looking directly at the one who sings.

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this fooking masterpiece was uploaded when i was in the middle of nowhere where i had no signal. then somehow this notification popped up out of nowhere, but i still had no internet connection. so, I knew about the video without being able to watch it for at least one hour.

can you imagine how fooking pissed i was?

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today in pe class i twisted my ankle and it hurt so bad that i cried.

then I thought about the one time during the X-Factor Louis stepped on a sea urchin and didn't cry. so, i stopped crying instantly.

that's how my brain works by the way.

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me: being completely pissed because of school

my phone: plays Best Song Ever and then Kiss You

me: singing happily as i was never mad

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i don't even like soccer/football but this song makes me feel like i'm part of this whole soccer/football community.

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yesterday i fell asleep while reading a fan fiction and listening to music with my headphones. when i woke up today 'Nobody Compares' by One Direction has just started playing, so i unlocked my phone that was still in my hand and continued reading.

that is the life i want to life. fuck school.

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i'm influencing my friends so much with One Direction and especially Louis Tomlinson that my best friend dreamed about Louis last night.

the dream was about her stumbling into Louis and vice versa. so, they laughed so hard about this that i got mad that they were getting along so well and just stood next to her kicking her shin continously.

this dream is so close to reality that i needed to share it here.

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i wore 5 Seconds of Summer merch in school today and one of the girls in my year asked if i know 'She Looks So Perfect'.

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i once translated 'Two of Us' in latin because my teacher's mother died and i thought it would be cute to have an encouraging poem while getting through this time.

now i have to translate an englisch song (or a few lines of an english book) in german for homework. i'm not sure if i should do 'Two of Us' again or one of the songs he performed on ccme or an One Direction song.

which song would you choose to translate?

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i was so overwhelmed with my feelings while watching Louis playing his new songs live for the first time. i didn't even know that i was capable to feel so much at the same time.

(i wasn't even there in the first place. i only watched a fucking live stream and lost everything. if i should ever get the possibility to see him in person, i would most likely die during this.)

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that whole Liam and Louis meeting again and Louis coming to see Liam backstage because Liam didn't feel good and Louis wanted to see if he's okay hits me right in the feelings. it reminds me so much of One Direction days and there's nothing i want more in life than get this time back.

so here i go again: crying alone in my room because i'm so fucking scared One Direction is never coming back.

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most underrated Louis Tomlinson vocals from One Direction times. omg, i nearly cried because it sounds so godlike.

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i wanna listen to Kill My Mind and cry right now. is this a mood or what?

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i was looking through old covers of a german magazine today;

and the evolution from oldest to newest cover hurts so much. it feels like 1D just vanished away instantly after they announced their break.