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and I decided I should start writing what I say down.

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Love is a drug

Breathe it into your lungs Let it kill you softly

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Beware

A touch A kiss A hush Behind closed doors Is dangerous

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It's a tragedy

To be able to feel Hurting does not last forever Joy comes and goes It's worse when You mix pain and pleasure

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This isn't about you.

But it is a cautionary measure. Never fall in love. With one you're not meant to be with.

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"Hey so, we're okay right?"

"We've literally been friends for half a decade, why do you still ask this."

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Judgemental

That word gets thrown around a lot these days- “Don’t judge me.” “You’re judging them too harshly” “Why are you so judgemental?”

It’s become one of those words of the countless number of them that have become lost in the slang and overuse of this generation. We’re pretty much known for that now. Anyone born from 1980-1999, are practically part of this collective community of online folks who aren’t exactly driven by their own self, but more the interconnected world if the internet. Their personality, their style of clothes, their choice in music- it’s all dictated by what’s famous on the internet or by what they so happen to stumble upon whilst growing up.

The point here is that we’re a pretty fucking weird generation of people. And there’s a metric fuck ton of us. Best way to explain it? We’re senstive-insesnstive people with egos that are so fragile they’re either boosted or destroyed by how many likes/favorites/reblogs or whatever the dick it is that makes your Willy go wild, and we don’t care for the well being or effects anything we do has on anyone but ourselves, selfish creatures with small views and even smaller hearts.

And so we judge other people. All the time. Especially when it comes to the latest trend on social media or the newest song or the hottest meme. Because when we see these we think “oh cool, how can I join in on this bandwagon? Cause I want to jump in head first with no other thoughts!” It’s pretty sad, really. We all just want to feel validated by doing something that everyone else is doing just to feel good about ourselves. Is it bad? No. Is it ok? Eh, not really.

The point I’m trying to make here: people tend to judge other people. It’s completely fucking normal.

So why do people use the word “judge” so much? It’s cause it’s a filler word for them, just another word for them to throw around to help them validate what they’re doing. When they see that someone doesnt agree with what they’re doing or isn’t on the same page as they are? Throw out a “don’t judge me bro!” And everything is suddenly ok! That’s how it’s been since the turn of the magical “social media” side of the internet came around, and with that turn the word just got caught in the fire and burned up into oblivion much like the hundreds of other words that have since then. Just, judge people. Do it. It’s fine. Why the fuck does it matter what someone else thinks about your life? Just be you and do you the way you want. Judging is completely fucking normal. It’s a part of us. It’s a damn instinct for fuck’s sake. How the hell do you expect to understand whether that guy you are checking out behind the counter is worthy to date or not? You judge him. How can you tell if this cat video is cool enough to share witb your friends? You judge it. Need to know if this music genre fits your taste? You judge it by listening to it. It’s part of our lives that just makes us who we are and it’s as simple as that. It’s not an excuse, so do not use it like one.

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The Start.

I talk a lot. Not just to people, but to myself as well. And I go on these unusual rants of pure unfinished thoughts constantly running through without a spell or vocab check. In the past I made a joke about having someone follow me around, writing down what I said. And recently I decided: Why not instead just write them down myself?

I thought about where I would post these nonsensical rants about life and it’s short and long comings. About anything and everything that ever comes to my mind. So I decided I would just make a separate tumblr account to do so.

This “blog” will just be me and my writings. About all the little things and all the large things, that comes to my mind that I decided to have a long unusual thought about. Taking on different perspectives. Or just strictly standing by what I have to think.

This is the start. I hope you’ll enjoy it. Or not. Who knows?