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أهلاً Hi, this is me, I live in my head, my own wonderland, crazy with some sanity , usually I do things I shouldn't do, love challenges, reading and writing.. ask me anything <3 Oh yeah, I'm African Sudanese Yemeni, who happens to live in Turkey :)

[ryebreadgf]

god said let's give this bitch so much self awareness it's going to stop her from doing literally anything

[trainstationgoodbye]

Before Sunrise (1995) dir. Richard Linklater

[unfiltered-thoughtss]

Since my childhood I have said that I didnot want to be here .. in this space in this time.

I wanted to be a bird.. in a different space and different time.

When I realised I cannot be a bird, I decided to do my best to make a home in this world.

When I grew up and found out that people destroy everything I build.. every time I build a home out of people they shuttered it to pieces and some times with me inside.

So I decided to stop creating something out of nothing and travel with my suitcases, never stay more than my welcome..

After all, I did wanted to be a bird.

Then I decided that I shall pass through this life with the minimum caused damages to others..

Which bring us to today, when I tried to explain to you why I can not be with you, I donot want to hurt you.. if we stay here the house will burn with both of us inside ..

you took it so well, you thanked me and said we are cool..

And i wonder why I feel all this pain all over my body... it is like I burned the house we built but forgot to leave..

[nasem]

[asr2maghrib]

“What God has [to give] is better for you, if only you knew.”

— The Holy Quran, Surat An-Naĥl: 16:95  (via majeedah)

[thealfaguy]

[bakwaaas]

[naturaekos]

“Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.”

— Buddha (via amortizing)

[toastbutteregg]

[unfiltered-thoughtss]

What is the name used to describe the fear of failing to the degree of postponing everything ? Postponing job or university application.. Postponing .. Just to tell myself the deadline had passed and I have nothing to do with it !! Even ppsponing making phone calls or sending emails .. I need a word for that?! Any diagnosis ?

[coffeecutsandcigarettes]

one of the most toxic things i’ve ever done is ignore the bad in someone because i love them

[soracities]

“We lose June. We lose July. In August we look in mirrors and want to die.”

— Kim Addonizio, from ‘The Women’, Wild Nights: New and Selected Poems

[midtown120blues-deactivated2018]

[amoonaaa]

[br3adstic]

Why are we silent???

[leloest]

[feelaanaaa]

There’s a media blackout in Sudan.

We can’t get a hold of our family and friends back home. The death toll is rising. 35 died till now and more than 650 injured till now!

Please continue praying for our brothers and sisters.

Help us spread the word, let the world know that Sudan is bleeding.