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“You learn to live with it, with them. Because they do stay with you, even if they’re not living, breathing people anymore. It’s not the same crushing grief you felt at first, the kind that swamps you, and makes you want to cry in the wrong places, and get irrationally angry with all the idiots who are still alive when the person you love is dead. It’s just something you learn to accommodate.”

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broken-hearts-never-heal

When you survive loss, everyone is quick to tell you how strong you are, and how tough you must be. But actually no one has a choice to survive grief do they? It’s not optional. You just have to cry in the shower, sob in your pillow and pray that you will make it.

spilledinkandtears

“‪I’ve been to this place before. I’ve felt this pain before. I know because the cracks on the walls of this black hole feel all too familiar. Why does it hurt more though? Shouldn’t it hurt less as I’ve experienced it before? Why haven’t I grown a tolerance for this pain? Why haven’t I learned anything? How did I end up here again ‬”

— Like a moth that is always flying into the flame.

buildyourcastleinthe-sky

“I don’t want to be here anymore”

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ihat3ev3rything

Sleep doesn't help if it's your soul that is tired.

thoughtkick

“Some day this pain will be useful.”

— Unknown (via surqrised)

stay-close

Have you ever had to get through a day, smiling at people, talking, as if everything were normal and okay, while all the the time you felt like you were carrying a leaden weight of unhappiness inside you?

— Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation

delicatepoetry

“I am sorry if I’m cold at times. If I’m numb, and quiet. There is just so much going on in my head, so much noise, chaos, that I forget to be present. I forget to exist in the moment. I find myself lost in my mind, wrapped in my thoughts, drowning in emotion. You see, there is a voice within me that will not quiet, no matter how hard I try to tame it. I know, I need to stop listening, I need to stop believing it. But how can I run away from my own self? How can I break free of my own mind?”

— Isabel Cabrera / / a mess of a mind

myimperfectwords4u

as much as you hate it, just sleep it off till you wake up one day and not feel that heaviness in your heart

~ note to self #1 {4:20am}

cloudedthoughtss

I’m constantly at war with myself. between giving too much and not giving enough. showing to much emotion and hiding too many emotions away. It’s so time consuming. I’m constantly reacting off how I feel and then beating myself up for feeling that way to begin with. I can be overbearing.

asnn-7

recently I’ve been passing the days not living them

resqectable

“And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.”

— Haruki Murakami (via quotefeeling)