Papaya

Papaya || 21 || she/her || scorpio || South Asian

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Trauma dump time, I am never going to fall in line because I hate everyone

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Running away from this town

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Some oracle cards and gentle reminder 💜

You have a greater purpose, don’t force what is already written

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Recent tarot spread

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So ever since 2023 has started I have been destroyed and rebuilt as a person so many times. I met a girl and she was the right person but wrong time for her, my sister left the country for good, my mother has disowned me multiple times, I've started university and I'm trying to grow up. Needless to say despite how eventful its been I am trying to heal as a person. I've lost my faith and I am pretty depressed but I'm giving myself hope. Im so tired of puttijg up this strong front that l've had up for years to show everyone how mature and grown up i am. Screw that and screw any logical reasoning, every time i try to be reasonable the universe managed to throw it all back in my face and im done. Im just going to have fun, do the shit i want, how and whenever i want. Im living life on my own terms because now i finally have nothing to lose.

And for the first time in so long, life actually feels good. Sometimes you just need to fuck reason and vibe wth your emotions, its okay to let go and let your emotions control you for a bit instead of the other way around. In the meantime enjoy some pretty pictures i took .

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Manifesting some happy dating vibes in 2023. I spent the last year working on improving and bettering myself. So this year I’m finally ready to date. Wish me luck❤️

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Nomadic souls of Kashmir

I’m Kashmiri, recently I met a man who also was Kashmiri. In conversations I must advise talking to any Kashmiri turns into the most depressing conversation ever. I stood chatting with this man who was accompanied by a friend only to find our paths similar, those Kashmiris that leave their land usually don’t really belong anywhere in the world. We all 3 had this in common as we now live in different provinces and none of us had visited due to border issues and restrictions. Kashmiris usually are a nomadic people, my grandfather was born in Srinagar who’s great grandfather travelled there from Uzbekistan who’s grandfather was a Mongol. Now we were spread again lower to other areas but this time not by choice not by any of our choices and I think that’s what separated us from our forefathers ambitions.

They left to start a new better life and we left to run from a war we didn’t even start.

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Been fantasizing about this wonderful man these days.

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My skin was acting real right this last week

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Been seeing a lot of cute kittens in my dreams, all good vibes though.

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SAY IT WITH ME KIDS…

Capitalism cannot be reformed in any meaningful way. All the energy it would take to make this inherently odious system slightly more tolerable would be better spent on creating a much better world than anything reformist capital can offer us as concession for the living death and exploitation it malignately bestows upon us daily.

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Introduction to the Spiritual Paths

This is a basic introduction to the three paths of spirituality: Right Hand Path, Middle Path, and Left Hand Path. After a study into each branch, and speaking with the spirits who oversee each of them, the following documentations have been made. This can be used to help an individual discover their own path in life, to see which one would be best for themselves. As a note, all of these Paths will challenge you to various degrees, and each one has its own methods of teaching based on the ultimate goal of the Path. Brief Guide: Right Hand Path - Overseen by Angels. Values include mercy, compassion, selflessness, temperance, non-attachment, union with divine plan, order, honesty, good-will, and inner-serenity. Ultimate goal of this path is to lose identity of self in order to unite with The Source.

Middle Path - Overseen by Dragons. Values balance, harmony with nature and community, sage wisdom, honour, justice, knowledge, and being spiritual while remaining a normal human at the same time. Ultimate goal of this path is to embrace the cycle of reincarnation, not to transform. 

Left Hand Path - Overseen by Demons. Values self-empowerment, Illumination, questioning tradition, dark wisdom, all knowledge (including forbidden), rebellion, self-mastery, retribution, and challenging oneself through adversity. Ultimate goal is to overcome all human limitations in order to transform into an empowered spirit upon death.

Keep reading

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🎃 Spooky anime rec for October 🎃

But really it’s a super wholesome show about a high school boy living in a apartment building with ghosts and weird humans.

Elegant Yokai Apartment Life