the desire to be loved and the desire to be known are overwhelming today
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the desire to be loved and the desire to be known are overwhelming today
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Assad is my favorite jumpscare.
I’ve seen some people commenting on how lestat’s portrayal of himself seems different than how louis sees him, that lestat appears “rawer” and “less charming” than he did in iwtv, but the way I see it (and as someone must have pointed it out already), it’s only natural. he’s a self-deprecating person — in a different way than louis is but self-deprecating all the same — and this of course affects not only the way you see and describe yourself but also the people you love. louis also seems different in tvl, appearing much cooler and nonchalant than in iwtv, because that’s how lestat sees him now. lestat can’t read louis’ thoughts anymore, so he doesn’t know first-hand of his deepest struggles. and vice-versa: louis doesn’t know how truly vulnerable lestat is deep down. so in iwtv, lestat was always this refined, kinda untouchable and maybe scary force, and in tvl we see that everything, from his stance to his physical appearance, changes depending on how emotionally distressed he is. so his hair is wilder, his makeup is smudged, his emotions are laid bare in subtle gulps or dimming smiles. he’s an open book in that way.
especially in people that have a history of struggling with self-worthiness, it’s only natural that they don’t see themselves in such a good light and that their loved one seems to be everything that they aren’t, or at least a much better and more elegant and graceful and perhaps beautifully dangerous person than they are, even amidst feelings of hurt, guilt and betrayal.
human loustat (they should kiss)
#girl who is clearly healed and doing okay
it’s been a long time
but came back to say I am very much iwtv/tvl pilled
iwtv continues to be so smart in its portrayal of memories and trauma, the way lestat’s memories of his family are so obnoxiously loud, everyone’s screaming all the time for no reason and everyone’s acting like caricatures, like an actual assault on the senses, as if lestat’s mind is filled with unbearable noise every time he thinks about them. lestat’s memories coming at him all fragmented and loud and violent, attacking him and beating him into submission as he desperately tries to escape them is such an interesting contrast to how louis would carefully weave a thread of his past pretending the glaring holes in it weren’t there
"Lestat looked up at me now with his large, agonized eyes and his smooth, ageless face. 'But you'll come back… you'll come to visit me… Louis?' he said. Interview with the Vampire (2022) | Sam Reid as Lestat de Lioncourt Anne Rice's Interview with the Vampire (1976) & The Vampire Lestat (1985)
Victor: this can NOT be happening again
very rough everturner doodle for the total of three people who enjoy this ship. Yes that is Victor in the background being jealous as always. Over whom you may ask? The answer is Yes
the concept of victor vale as the unwilling saint, the hero, the “christus victor” after declaring himself the villain and eli cardale having to watch it after everything he did
imagine if instead of kpop it was rpop and it's from russia and you had girls all over Twitter being like "stream Я какала в штаны" and posting pictures like this and being like "OMG Ivonovativich looks so CUTE"
noah centineo as roman kitt is just around the corner what if I end myself
college is like. i am the stupidest person in the world. i am a god. i am universally loved. these people only tolerate me because they live with me. everyone in this library desires me carnally. i am repulsive. i am myself. i am as far from myself as i have ever been. i am an adult and i have never left the womb.
the "I'm not a drinker myself" to gradually becoming an alcoholic to numb out the pain pipeline
the "I don't want them to change me. turn me into something I'm not" to being turned into a mutt version of himself pipeline
the "I do everything in my power to protect my sister" to losing her anyway pipeline
I've seen so many posts about how Coriolanus is cold and calculating and a user first and foremost but like. y'all are forgetting that he genuinely cared about people. He loved his family fiercely, he had a best friend in school (Festus) and even seemed worried about him because of what Nero Price had done during the war to feed his family (the line, "Did you tell your best friend his crush was a cannibal?")
We see other instances of his compassion throughout, too. Even if you discount everything he ever did to protect Lucy Gray, even if you boil his affection for her down to infatuation and obsession, he cared about other people.
he had the capacity for kindness (shown many times with Lysistrata), for guilt (for Clemensia's encounter with the snakes and for how he ignored her after), for genuine sympathy (he nearly cried for Festus when his tribute died and he left the dais), for regret (over turning Sejanus in), for grief (Arachne, the Ring twins, Gaius, Sejanus—to an extent, we even witness the grief he still feels for his mother's death).
The entire book of tbosas is a constant example of his anxiety, as well.
Yes Coriolanus turns out evil in the end, but discounting his capacity for humanity and genuine warmth will only serve to make us forget that his tale is one of choice.
this was not predestined.
he wasn't born a monster; he was molded into something bitter, and tired, and scared, and shaped himself into something monstrous after. his descent was not a steady decline; it was full of moments where he nearly turned himself around! it was his feeling of obligation to his family's legacy that kept him on a dark, easy path.
Lucy Gray believed they were written in the stars, and the book comments that Coriolanus didn't truly believe in mysticism or destiny or anything like that.
Because Coriolanus made every possible choice he could to delay the inevitable: his own disgrace. He valued his image more than his morals, which is what eventually led to his first downfall and eventually his death. remember what Tigris said? about having to choose between those?
Well, Coriolanus did have a tendency toward greed.