Just Me...

Hello, I just post notices from my Instagram that's already linked here. If you've found yourself he, we probably talked or you saw me and Wattpad. I update my drawing and book progress here!

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#wattpad #wattpadmemes #fanfiction #idontcare #stupid #pointless https://www.instagram.com/p/BzTCLcFl54jEJHSDUkBAC-VYfcL29VdiAUR7qI0/?igshid=192xksoqi6hn4

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I was able to download the game with a JP ITunes account(that took 2 days to make b/c of weird mistakes) and I find out that I’ll have to learn Japanese before I do anything related to the game 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I am not just tired, I am disappointed but it just may be the push I need to finally learn Japanese.... b/c it’s staying on my home screen till i die, or get another phone(I’ll still download it again though), or etc. This is proof that their will be an obstacle to overcome for something you really love since everything worth while doesn’t come easy(like this game and the JP ITunes account that in can use to download more Otome apps) #bproject #anime #animedissapointed #animedissatisfaction #bprojectgame #bprojectkodouambitious #otomegames #otome ima need me some Duolingo again #duolingo #japanese #japaneselearning #duolingojapanese https://www.instagram.com/p/ByB2l1nlDq6x9iIRKC3dbYIxh_9QgSb5Q_mGNc0/?igshid=14sxo5rudmshr

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It speaks for itself #lifequotes #quotestoliveby #quotesforparents #quotesforparenting https://www.instagram.com/p/Bws2kRUlMSZzF6agWn6N282ucgFFk-XcoehT540/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1bdjjm84o7v3d

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I just finished now and it’s for the fanfic on Wattpad I wrote called Ban x Reader. It will be out soon but I have to study for AZMerit testing 😢😭😝#fanfiction #wattpad #animedrawings #drawings #drawingsketch https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv7RWJSg759pBjwhwxbV_5oCO_RqpwPHHlgRJI0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1rosnkls9j923

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I want you to compare. What looks alike and what doesn’t. I’m sorry for not posting last week, I made this last Saturday! #anime #animedrawings #animedrawings #magickyunrenaissance #kohanaaigasaki #magickyunreinassance #fanficdrawing https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv7QxwcgfwuCMognsOOc7hz38OdKP00CZGEwTg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5e6ocmkmjob7

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People have told me many times that I'm mature for my age...you have no idea how much that breaks me. #anime #animequotes #animequotesforlife #mature #death #hurtinginside #hurtquotes https://www.instagram.com/p/BviDm9cAAshEicfTDIfupE_4-8q_NDFIPDy0UM0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1jls5yovc44d

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My Wattpad account, I just realized I didn’t link it.... My bad 🙃

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What do you think? #drawing #drawings #sketch #drawingroses #quotes https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu2tZyzgVyK-FOEWXSUEYrMdZBiDW351IOj2cQ0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1iv9d41mmt8ma

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I tried a different style of anime 👀! What do you think? https://www.instagram.com/p/Bum4sCfgsZsqPRj3VgFVF0GTLLSVnYFITulitc0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zung0yjhfujn

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My Babies! #bproject #aizomekento #tomohisakitakado #kazunamasunaga #goshikaneshiro https://www.instagram.com/p/BuhZMTYAAKMat_jddut88KZ5sileGi8VYuLsA80/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pdxeekg7a6x9

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Past v.s. Present(present is first 2 and the 3 is past). Give me some advice! https://www.instagram.com/p/BuRmvglg_vKreamStk9KrEfUA-Oi0xsLR5c3Eg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1c7m44sne8uxv

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Wattpad

I am sorry for ranting about how unfair my life is, but I needed to let it out and I will be updating but only on weekends!

Gomensai :)

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Change

I've found that I am stressing myself out. My goal is to achieve dreams in my life that people either set for me, see for me, or what I see. I'm going through changes(not physical) that I've found are setbacks for my mind. My life isn't as free as it was before when I was younger. I set goals. Become lazy. Then set it aside. I need to end this cycle. If you go through the same situation, I advise you to make a change in the heat of the moment. I know high school will be full of hardships and how I'm struggling to keep my grades average isn't acceptable and becoming more stressful. Today, I asked my friend, "Wale" how to cut yourself deeper to draw blood(it honestly takes forever). The people I hang out with all looked at me to see if I was crazy. No Bitch, I am fuckin depressed...... One of the friends that are friends with my friends, "Whore" decided to treat me shamefully. One of my ACTUAL friends, "Ari" asked me, "You want to kill yourself?" I nodded and responded with, "but I can't my dad is talking about slaves and making me a footrest, I honestly was a pinch close to punching him." Another friend, "Mia" said, "Don't do that, you should respect your parents." I said, "I don't........" I was going to continue into why when WHORE said, "I hope you end up in the streets" then asked, "Do you respect us because that question you just asked doesn't seem like it." I nodded but was soooooo close to throwing my food at her(I SWEAR, I'M ON MY PERIOD, YOU MADE PAINFUL MEMORIES COME BACK, I was so close to crying). Then a guy who was my friend decided to discreetly say that I'm annoying. This hurts. I try to keep my feelings bottled up because I know people don't want to hear about them. I listen to everyone else's. I don't talk in class that it depletes my participation points. I care what people think of me because IT DOES MATTER. SOCIETY TELLS US MANY THINGS(I'm on the verge of tears, I'm sorry). I don't talk on purpose because I don't want to lose them. Once he said this, I shut my mouth............ Didn't talk a single word after. Only nodded when one of my ACTUAL FRIENDS started talking to me. .

I almost cried...I am crying......now....since I couldn't cry there......

I asked one friend that because she dealt with depression too......it was a sincere question.......

I'm sorry...... I won't continue to write stories that won't be published...I'll continue this on breaks.....

I'll delete the app and stop being their friends...

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This is just the beginning...😁#ps4 #psvita #otomegames #otome #videogames #ps #playstation4 #playstationvita #playstation https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt-BSuxgNL9cOgCRDcADfh3xzZhAyIE12dm1xg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9jy7yhqh5jjy

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What it says... #wattpad #book #notice #bookupdates #noticebook https://www.instagram.com/p/BtzNQpcj6qtRk8DRLaVboLnxvZc5RFvNJAr_5M0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wg5yfmha3ap0

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I don’t know if this is sad or if I’m proud of myself....IM SURE EVERYONE HAS DONE SOMETHING CLOSE TO THIS! #crushquotes #crush #list #notes #school #boytroubles #boyproblems https://www.instagram.com/p/BtzMEidDNj4KfhYxiVhNkWb4F1yQgWU4Tcwi3I0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18zwrhz50dsqy

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I didn't know that soon I would OBSESS over him 2!😂 #bproject #ryujikorekuni #cgs https://www.instagram.com/p/BttaUgyDIK4zJq0NPFX4IMWuWr1DYosFVRbaKI0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=196to0saualv3