Idk where to turn to. Today I receive the hard truth about life. Today my life become meaningless.
Because today, i found out that you have little time left to live. The news came ringing in my ears. I tried my hardest to remain calm throughout. I broke down the moment the doctors left the room.
It was suffocating to say the least. I’m already regretting. Everything became a rush. I wana do everything now. I’m scared. Idk what I would do with my life without you in it. I picture it & I don’t want that life. What do i do? The fact that I can do v little hurts the most.
I wana bring you home. I wana clean you up like i always do everyday. I wana dress you up nicely, prep your meals, make sure you take your medicine on time. Mummy why now? Can you strive to live longer? Can you mummy? How do i share this news with you?
U asked me why you became like that? It broke me as i explained the truth, leaving the part where you got little time left to live.
This broke me so bad.
