#UNRELEASED. assortment of lyrics from some unreleased marina songs. links to songs are in title for those who may not have heard them before. โก
iโve nothing left to say.
you shut me in, you shut me out.
iโve lost my confidence.
in a cup of loneliness, i found instant relief.
i'd prefer to be alone than live a life thatโs not my own.
you tell me what to say & wear โ you say itโs because you care.
iโve lost my innocence.
if nobody could see, iโd hold my hand out to be held.
your theories, your beliefs, & the way you preach for peace: it sounds like vomit to my ears.
i know when somethingโs amiss.
donโt think you can fucking lie to me.
let me fall & kiss your feet โ everybody knows they're cleaner than your lips.
iโm not easy to defeat.
your whole lifeโs a scam.
your words leave your mouth pretty fast.
how can you compare yourself?
donโt cheat me. donโt you cheat me.
iโm embarrassed to confess.
i never say a word, in case i come off needy.
iโll leave you before you leave me.
i want you to belong to me.
i think thatโs called jealousy.
itโs so easy when you donโt belong to me.
i think iโm fine, i think iโm tough, until i go & fall in love.
the more i hide, the worse i feel.
you had a sad urge to be wanted by fools.
well done, pinocchio, you told a lie.
the broken spend their nights staring at the sky.
stars shine but it's only old light. it's been dead for a long time.
stars & love burn bright 'till they're ready to die.
now it's time bury the hatchet & bury it deep.
i wouldn't take advantage of a cut-up heart.
i need time just to roam; find a place i can call home.
we grew up as solitary souls.
love is like starlight: even when a star dies, you can still see it shine. but it's only old light.
sometimes it's better to be on your own.
they said i was too good for you.
i know that i'm stuck inside a double life.
am i just completely average?
i can call your double bluff.
i don't know why, but every single time i try to tell the truth, i tell a lie.
I'M NOT HUNGRY ANYMORE. โซ
i always thought that i would die if i didn't have you by my side, but i've changed my mind.
i don't care what the future holds as long as i love & grow old.
now i don't even know what i need you for.
i'm not hungry for your love anymore.
that chip on my shoulder is almost gone.
maybe i'm not who i was trying to be.
maybe there's another road for me.
connect the dots from a to b.
been feeling like myself more than ever before.
maybe i was wrong all along.
i'm not hungry for love anymore.
all my worries are gone, i'm enjoying the ride.
that savage desire to belong.
don't even bother feeding me your bullshit.
there's no rush anymore, time's on my side.
i tried to change, but i can't get a grip.
i'm broken in so many ways.
maybe i shouldn't try to change.
happiness was for other people.
if i got rid of my demons, i'd lose my angels.
i believe that what i feel can set me free.
maybe i don't need to change.
never know where the wind could blow.
there are so many reasons why life is painful.
i guess i like to be alone.
i know i'm flawed in many ways.
i still wonder how i got buried under.
i guess i'm always waiting to be fixed, but maybe this is it.