I've done my part & Lost my heart!

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[unlckyfcku]

We have all been lied to, cheated on, stolen from and used enough already.

Just stop, enough is enough!

[moonfire88]

[moonfire88]

[unlckyfcku]

Be the one they really love!

[unlckyfcku]

I over estimated many aspects os many people

I over estimated their sincerity, their Integrity , their character

I underestimated their greed, their entitlement and ability to harm me without conscience.

I'm wiser now and understand they have to win at all costs. They have to harm even the people that have done the most for them, The ones that stood by them during all the hard times and then ones that forwent their own needs to make life a little easier for their partner.

I underestimated some peoples ability to ignore, to juggle and to be duplicitous and to love a dollar more than their spouse I 7nde4estimated their lack of regard for the law and I underestimated their willingness to harm others just for laughs.

I over estimated them as a person who would do greater good in this world

I underestimated them and always will because I don't see them as who they actually are. I see them to be who I thought they were.

The irony is that I have been underestimated all my life

[unlckyfcku]

I have an adversarial relationship with my adversary not with myself

I've trusted many others but always myself

Many have said that I'm lying to them and to myself but the funny thing is that I didn't lie to them or to myself.

I've been rode hard and put away wet many more times than anyone knows and that's one thing that I've mostly done to myself.

I've sacrificed and given of myself. I've asked for little from others and always gotten less. I've pointed a finger a time or two but it has always come at the point where all that was to point and say fuck you

There's always room for assumptions, always room for seeing the worst and guessing they are up to no good. There's always room to critique and judge. There's always room to think up problems and wrong doings, blame and accusations. People should try to let the truth be added to the list of things to be allowed in but they never realize that after the has come inside they don't need to store all the broken data banks that fill up their space

[unlckyfcku]

As it turned out, of the many things you said to me the mean things were the only things that you meant. it was dumbfounding that those were the only words coming from you that were true.

[unlckyfcku]

I found what I never lost after I lost what I never had

Disbelief in the dishonor and belief in what was no longer

I lost my stumble as I found my gate and those that love me have never felt my hate

When you take, when you fake, or when you forsake you just as much as decide your own fate

Their silly little magic tricks no longer affect me and as they continue to have what isn't theirs

they will be drowning in their own darkness of dishonor and vails

I found what I never had and left it where it needed to be

The pain given to others is never free but then again the selfishness of man ensures that very little is ever really given away

[illbeyouranchor-deactivated2024]

You want nothing to do with me

And yet every so often, I know your eyes drift my way

Do they linger long Darling?

Do they wonder what my skin would feel like on cool summer sheets?

Do they dream about my lips and what they could do if given the chance?

It’s not a matter of mind or heart though right?

Just curiosity?

Is that what you tell yourself?

Just another summer bee whose fate was already decided?

Well, I hope you can stop running from yourself soon

Your mind deserves some peace

But then again, so did mine

You still underestimate me

[unlckyfcku]

This makes me want to get the anchor tattoo. Which I will do but for the purpose of showing that I can weather any storm by dropping anchor in a sheltered cove. Unlike before when I felt another was my anchor of love and purpose. I was shown different which stands unmitigated with another day of inaction.

[unlckyfcku]

I will never stay where I'm not wanted and I won't beg to be in anyone's life. If you've disrespected me and you want me to forgive or forget then come apologize. If you've taken from me without my permission then give it back with an apology. I will do the same for anyone and have. So if you needed to justify your actions give it a shot. If you don't have the courage to face me or anyone that you haven't treated right well then you better clean up your mess with integrity, honesty and understanding.

[unlckyfcku]

After what I read today I'm assured that I loved and married and let my life become nothing for a narcissistic, unfaithful, deceitful thief. You make jokes about never loving me yet put in ruins and accuse me of mountains 9f shit that I never did! You were with your boyfriend in our bed at the same time falsely accusing me of abusing you? How the fuck does that work? How the fuck can you be abused when your hiding all the money, plotting against me not doing a damn thing but screwing another man in our bed when I'm 800 miles away working to fulfill "our" dreams! My father is dead because I stayed home to be with my wife when she was I'll and this is what she does? Really? And how do you add value to anyone's life like that?

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That's what it's all about until it's not for most!

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