I.hate.it.here

Trigger Warning: I am not here to belittle anyone. I merely come here to let out my feelings in a pace I consider safe. ED & SH

[perfectquote]

“Sometimes when I say “I’m okay”, I need someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say “I know you are not”.”

— Unknown

[idkhowifeel]

It’s so fucking exhausting fighting your brain every day dude

[yourrfeelings]

Sharing music is a huge love language for me

[place0fperfecti0n]

things that mean a lot to me but I will never mention:

• goodnight/ goodmorning texts • I miss you’s • I hope you’re okay’s • thinking about you • when someone goes out of their way to show you they care • when someone shows a real interest in you • feeling wanted • feeling like what you feel is validated •feeling important

[mythoughts-and-emotions]

I love you.

I love you with my whole heart

I love you with everything I am

And everything I will be

But that does not change the fact

That you hurt me

My love for you does not conceal the pain

That you caused

It doesn’t change a thing

[unloved-and-misunderstood]

You don't know how much you hurt me. Don't blame me for the way I fixed what you broke

[somewhatsomelikepoetry]

I loved you so much it almost killed me

[unloved-and-misunderstood]

It very well fucking did. And you don't get to berate me for the way I fixed what you fucking broke.... I just don't think I can ever stop loving you..I want to stop thinking of you every goddamned day, but I can't

[broken-depressed-hearts]

I hate when I'm feeling just fine and then, out of nowhere, I just start getting angry and sad and all I wanna do is scream and cry and break things

[anothredhead]

some days are just so fucking hard

[unloved-and-misunderstood]

I am starting to lose motivation to get up every morning

[dark-soul9]

it sucks, doesn’t it? feeling like you’re not good enough, no matter how hard you try

[unloved-and-misunderstood]

Feeling this way every damn day hurts

[quotemadness]

“Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn’t.”

— Erica Jong

[unloved-and-misunderstood]

Never thought of it that way

[emotionalwords]

[unloved-and-misunderstood]

You know who you are. And as much as I hate you, I will always love you. And that kills me

[quotemadness]

“I don’t want you to save me. I want you to stand by my side as I save myself.”

— Unknown

[idontwanttofeelthings]

no, you won't lose 10 lbs over night

no, you won't notice changes right away

no, you won't go down two sizes in a day

No you won't become thin in just a few days

but you will eventually

one day you'll notice your pants won't stay up anymore

one day you'll shower and look down your body and your tummy will have shrunken

one day you'll see how promintent your collarbone has become

one day you'll put on a bra and notice your ribs are slightly showing on your chest

one day people will comment how slim you've become when they see you or hug you

i promise you it will happen

just don't lose hope, don't lose motivation, don't lose your dream

You. Can. Fucking. Do. This.

[unloved-and-misunderstood]

I CAN FUCKING DO THIS

[ke-ray92-deactivated20201217]

Before January ends, I’m going to magically and extremely be blessed by the universe.

[ddeadwweight]

i will be down to double digits by my birthday

[unloved-and-misunderstood]

🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️

[fatwhoresworld-deactivated20201]

Weight Loss Spell (Use With Caution

You'll need:

A bottle of water

Your intention

All you need to do is clear all negative intentions (e.g. I can never lose weight, my metabolism is slow), grip the bottle and say:

" I have a fast metabolism.

It is hard for me to gain weight.

I only eat when I need to be healthy and survive.

I crave only healthy foods.

I get full very easily.

I am naturally thin. "

Then drink the water as you usually would. This works to curb your appetite, make sure to use it very carefully

💖🌿💖🌿💖🌿💖

[axne-xo]

[neverbetterusuallyworse]

Fuck.

[unloved-and-misunderstood]

I need to look like that. PLEASE

[adreamtobeskinny]

speaking it into existence

people will be shocked next time they see me

people will be shocked next time they see me

people will be shocked next time they see me

people will be shocked next time they see me

people will be shocked next time they see me

people will be shocked next time they see me

people will be shocked next time they see me

people will be shocked next time they see me

people will be shocked next time they see me

people will be shocked next time they see me

people will be shocked next time they see me

people will be shocked next time they see me