Five Three And Fat

Too old 🙃 HW:153 SW: 147 LW: 108 CW: 108 ✔️GW1: 140 ✔️GW2: 130 ✔️GW3: 120 ✔️GW4:115 ✔️GW5: 110 ✔️GW6: 105 ✔️GW7: 100 ✔️ CW: 97

[neverbetterusuallyworse]

I’ll miss what I thought we had forever.

I’ll miss the idea of you for the rest of my life.

I’ll miss any part that felt real until my heart stops.

I’ll miss every moment that seemed real until the day I die.

[neverbetterusuallyworse]

You fucked up my life. For literally no reason.

What did I do to deserve this.

To never be able to love or trust again.

[neverbetterusuallyworse]

I could actually d*e right now after knowing what I know.

I don’t know what I did wrong. I don’t know why he did this to me.

I don’t want to eat. I can’t sleep.

I stay up all night wondering why I must be such an awful person to deserve this karma.

I don’t want to eat. I don’t want to be.

[worthless-misery]

Fuck this body... There is absolutely nothing about it I'm okay with. Every little thing about it just feels disgusting.

[ana-liliana]

[neverbetterusuallyworse]

Nothing else to live for. Nothing else to work for. So I guess my brain decided to focus on this instead.

How am I 97 pounds but feel like I still look just as fat as I did years ago.

I’ll just have to keep trying.

Keep this up.

Maybe that will be the thing to end me. And I hope it’s sooner than later.

[must-bethin]

[shadysecrets]

[the-diary-of-a-fatty-deactivate]

all I want are tiny legs

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[mystarvediary]

My dream is to be able to take pictures like this and not feel disgusting

[askinnymeinthisbigworld]

[feathered-deer-deactivated20140]

[skinny-serendipitae]

Do it so you can look hot in tights 😍 Follow me on Instagram: @skinny.serendipitae

[velvxtt]

riskoloso x x

[wonderlanddreamsx-deactivated20]

[momimnothungry-blog]

“My body is the most disgusting thing I have ever seen.”

— (via too-fat-to-be-pretty)

[momimnothungry-blog]

“I don’t want to be this fat forever.”

— @skinny-and-gorgeous (via skinny-and-gorgeous)

[neverbetterusuallyworse]

I’m disgusting.

I look gross.

The mirror is my biggest enemy.

I just don’t even want to eat. What’s the point.

Maybe if I was prettier people wouldn’t care about my characteristic flaws. Talks too much. Annoying. Confusing. Random. Boring.

If I was pretty. Maybe people would look past those flaws and stay.

I am tired of being fat.

[draconienne]