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too weird to live; too rare to die.

[unnerfedxx]

Today was gloomy. I love this kind of weather. Dark and cold; the exact opposite of you. I found my comfort in this weather but I'm more comfortable with you.

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Love and Patience

"Love never says: I have done enough. " - Saint Marie-Eugenie de Jesus

This quote was passed on from generations to generations, and it is still believed by a lot of people until now. It is as romantic as it sounds but it does not depict the idea of a healthy love. You can love someone and be tired when you are tired. Loving someone does not oblige people to be patient when they are already exhausted.

You can never expect that someone will love you and be patient with you even when you are a pain in the ass. People have been believing that when they are in this process called love, they are not allowed to rest. Love and patience are two different things; do not confuse them as one. There are all kinds of love and we should know that a weary love will never work out.

Throughout their younger years, people may have been naive for once. They believed such quotes that hit them hard. They never really understood the real things that happen around them until they experienced it themselves. Love as hard as you want but rest when you need to rest.

[unnerfedxx]

Why the fuck am I even still here?

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Why the fuck am I even still here?

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Poems & Words

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[unnerfedxx]

Of all the stars in the universe, I look up to you the most.

[unnerfedxx]

Know who you are. Know what you want.

[unnerfedxx]

How and when did these started? Men commenting on how you need to dress up. Them telling women to gain weight, lose weight, work out, shave, wax all the unnecessary hair on their bodies, and whether they should or should not put make up on their faces. Who gave them the rights to speak thoughtlessly about women? If no one did then how did they muster the audacity to speak such foul things? How can these men who do not even take a bath regularly, who do not even take time to have their fingernails and toenails cleaned regularly, men who do not have proper hygiene, and men who do not clean up after themselves after going off, have the audacity to tell us women on what to do with our bodies?

[unnerfedxx]

Why the fuck am I even still here?

[unnerfedxx]

I feel weird whenever I lose things because I am not that kind of person but when I lose insignificant people, oh good Lord, the bliss I feel is superb.

[unnerfedxx]

Hey. I think I'm fucked up. The more I stop myself from liking this guy, the more I like him.

[unnerfedxx]

Dear diary,

If I am rushing into things, is it that bad?

[unnerfedxx]

And to be honest, if I were to be given a semi-permanent life with a significant other, it would be him.

But life does not just give you a simple life with your ideal man. It is way more complicated than that and to believe that it will be that easy is iust a dream.

[unnerfedxx]

Happy Birthday, self!

Bought myself a can of beer today and celebrated all by myself. It felt lonely at first but it felt peaceful later on.

Celebrating with myself is the last thing I thought I could not do. Hence, I did it and it felt good.

To good times and to another year if I am unlucky. ❤

[unnerfedxx]

Dear diary,

My crush took me to a date again yesterday. It felt nice. We had some good laugh. I like this guy so much but I am afraid again. Wish me luck.

[unnerfedxx]

My safe haven. My home. It is not the ones I spent the time with here that matters but it's the place where I lived my life. I was born here. I was here.