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                                 THIS BLOG WILL BE DELETED SOON.

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hey,  i  remade. 

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hey,  i  remade. 

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hey,  i  remade. 

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lowkey thinking about remaking this blog and putting everything in one place again 🥺

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what is your true role in the story?

THE FALLEN PRODIGY

           hello old friend, it's been a while hasn't it? I remember when you were just a                    child, gape-smiled and beaming like the sun.      where have you laid your youth to rest my love?       is it buried beside your heart perhaps?    I know how deeply life has wounded you,            it took away everything,          didn't it? oh poor soul, you held onto happiness with bloody,  shaking hands but still fate ripped even that away from you.     your past lovers       are dead or did some betray you? turning  away in fear of what they once admired. your comrades have been slain,                or their priorities shifted.               I've heard you too have changed your way of thought.     the people fear you know,  do they normally cower at the sound of your name?    ah don't fret, that makes two of us.   the masses tend to despise the things they do not have the will to comprehend.    the villian finds sympathy for you don't they,    well I could have seen that from a mile away.      you two are the oldest friends,     you made a deal with them correct? to save your late love,         they tried to hold their end of the bargain,      really, but I fear you are cursed to forever be despondent.       oh what a sad and miserable life without love.      is that why you chase loneliness?     for is it truly a life of sorrow if you yourself has chosen it?   but don't become bitter from the pain.   trust when I say I have seen wounds unfold a man,     turning the gentlest spirits into seething beasts. please, keep seeking love,          even if it seems you are forbidden from it.       you are the master of your own fate, I see how tired you are.          the scars never healed,    they twist and wrap around your entire person.       your eyes are dark and lifeless, rest. but keep fighting,    not with the sword you have forsaken so long ago,   but with your heart. I'll be rooting for you my friend.

[wordfather]

dude trust me *lying, manipulating*

[unphantasmal-a]

hhhhhhhh okay i’ve been awake since 18:30 yesterday, and it is currently 11:32........i’m taking my dumb ass to bed 💀

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good fucking god, casper is romanticizing everyone in these 3-5 photo memes

[laapoesie]

how many essentials did you bring today? - matty with GQ 

[noshxmemusings]

Send a 📸 to see 3-5 pictures that my muse has/has taken of your muse(s)

[carys-the-ninth]

Just watched “Made You Look.” Hard to feel much sympathy for anybody who has millions to blow on some splotches of questionable origin.

[victorfrankensteinsuggestion]

Whatever *succumbs*

[unphantasmal-a]

all i'm saying is that cas is very cute and very sad but also a little delusional and has a fun little god complex so you should ship with him

[rpmemes-galore]

enemies to…. friends? allies??  … sentence starters

“Don’t touch me. You still make me sick.”

“Fine. Come with. Just stay out of my way.”

“I didn’t even need your help. You can go, now.”

“I didn’t want to admit it, but you were good in a fight.”

“Yeah, you’re funny. You’re also still a pain in my ass.”

“I think they lied to us. We aren’t that different, after all.”

“I hated you. I think I still hate you. But, I need your help.”

“If I have to rely on you for this, will I be able to trust you?”

“This doesn’t mean I like you. I still think you’re insufferable.”

“Is this what your friends always have to deal with? I pity them.”

“No, no, don’t you die, now, I just started being able to tolerate you!”

“You have a point. And that might be the scariest thing I’ve ever said.”

“Don’t get the wrong idea. You still disgust me. But you can be useful.”

“Seriously? You’re gonna finally win me over, then go get hurt like that?”

“Maybe… okay, hear me out, maybe we do have something in common.”

“You think this puts us on good terms? You’re still the enemy. You were just convenient.”

“You’re a lot different than I thought you would be. Still not sure if that’s good or bad, yet.”

“I didn’t think you’d be able to change my mind, but now I’m thinking things I never would’ve.”

“Don’t look at me, don’t talk to me, don’t touch me. Let’s get this mission over with, then never acknowledge my existence, again, got it?”

[unphantasmal-a]

all i'm saying is that cas is very cute and very sad but also a little delusional and has a fun little god complex so you should ship with him

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how  are  you  ruined ?

RUINED BY APATHY

       you  cant  bring  yourself  to  care.  you  hate  that            you  cant  feel  what  you  used  to  be  able  to  feel.             you  hate  that  you  cant  be  happy.  you  hate  that  you  cant  bring  yourself  to  actually  hate.    your  apathy  has  swallowed  you                     and  immersed  you  in  a  well  of  nothingness.         you  cant  feel  what  you  cant  forget.         you  cant  see  what  you  close  your  eyes  to.  you  choose  to  feel  nothing,          and  you  have  lost  everything  because  of  it.