With you gone, there died a part of me. A big part. A part than can never be filled again. A part that was there my whole life and now, it is gone.. forever. Even if you stay in my memories and my thoughts, You aren't here anymore and it hurts. It hurts so much. Everyday. There are days, when I can't take it that you aren't here anymore. These days are the worst. It hurts so much Everyday. On these days, I wish you would be there. Taking me in your arms, trying to cheer me up, playing music or harassing meĀ Just for me to roll my eyes and and argue..... On days like today, I cry. For hours. Curling myself up in my bed. Isolating myself because I can't take the emotions that turmoil inside me and I don't want to burden anyone with it. It hurts so much, I can't really describe it. It is such an unbearable feeling and it does not stop. On days like these, I realize how much I love you and how much I wished I had more time with you But you are gone to somewhere else. Without pain. Maybe Happily, I hope.