* UN // REST.

[unruhc]

noiz’s dialogue if dmmd had come out in the cursed year of our lord, 2021

*inspiration taken from various minecraft & league of legends videos

[unruhc]

i think i would’ve liked koujaku’s good route signifncantly more if aoba didn’t feel like he was forcing himself to have sex with koujaku at the end. if they just talked more & like, came to the realization that shockingly, you don’t have to have sex to commence a relationship, things would’ve been much cuter imo

[unruhc]

i went inactive on here for like a year & everyone i love is dead

[missymurder]

on one hand, I'm rlly happy about the english release of dmmd and I'm excited to download it

on the other hand, I really, REALLY do not want to see a resurgence of weirdos, nor do I want ppl on twitter dissecting all the problematic parts of it as if tumblr didn't do it back in 2013

[unruhc]

i hate to break it to the mink stans that love to type 5 paragraphs every time someone breathes near them but your justification for why you “like mink” can literally just be that you recognize dmmd is a piece of fictional media & get off to rape scene play

[unruhc]

yo they put this shit on steam 💀

[youngalientype]

I'm out picking my own raspberries and...

[youngalientype]

Everyone please look at this I am fucking crying alone in a field of raspberries

[unruhc]

oh WOW your desktop theme is great!!! if i had any sort of confidence id definitely interact with you publicly and rp ;w;

Hey! Thank you so much! Noiz’s theme is definitely some of my best work :D But you should come chat! I don’t have any friends on this blog lmao so I’d love to hear from you, nonny!

[unruhc]

Metas I’ve had recent inspiration for that I plan on writing in the near-ish future:

          - What Noiz’s flat above Akita’s Akedo looks like / more depth about his relationship with Akita / more information generally about Akita

          - Other means of income the Ruff Rabbits host / RR dynamic in general

          - Noiz’s upbringing as a Roman Catholic & how his child-like understanding of Roman Catholicism impacted how he views himself in relation to his CIP ( IE: Why Noiz sees his inability to feel pain as something spiritually fucked up about him rather than a medical mystery )

          - Brief assumption meta as to why Noiz’s Rhyme form is a rabbit wearing a doctor’s outfit

          - Why I’m convinced that Aoba does not romantically love Noiz but rather, has a complicated combination of sexual attraction & an older brother complex 

[unruhc]

I’m rereading my depressing as fuck headcanons & uh, friendly reminder that Noiz never fuckin’ realizes he has CIP & is genuinely convinced for all of eternity that there’s something inherently wrong with him spiritually or mentally that’s resulted in his lack of ability to feel pain

[unruhc]

          ▶     His little whispers —

                         LOVE ME. LOVE ME.

          ▶     That’s all I ask for — 

                         LOVE ME. LOVE ME.

          ▶     He battered his tiny fists   —    to feel something.

          ▶     Wondered what it’s like to touch    —   & feel something.

                         MONSTER:     How should I feel ?

Indie. Fandomless. NOIZ. Interpreted by Andrew.

[soracities]

–All I do is search and not find. This is how I spend my nights…

Alejandra Pizarnik, from ‘Some of Shadow’s Texts’, Extracting the Stone of Madness: Poems 1962-1972 (trans. Yvette Siegert)

[jariten]

PLUTO, Naoki Urasawa

[sohakuna]

[shirasucyaahan]

Cherry🍒

[elisarg]

I love creating stories as much as drawing! Until now I have created over 150 stories (both original and doujinshi)! :P

This work rapresent a story that didn’t want to born! I got this funny idea last year, I got inspiration a couple of times for a doujinshi, but…well, nothing satisfied me! I tried to wait, but nothing *sigh* ! So I decided to turn it into a funny scene, that’s all! XD 

Dmmd - Koujaku x Noiz “Let’s be friend”

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

It felt good to feel something for someone else. Even pain.

Lidia Yuknavitch, from “The Chronology of Water: A Memoir,” wr. c. 2011 (via violentwavesofemotion)