Loving the wrong person,
Especially for the first time,
Broke me into pieces
And hurt me for sometime.
It will change how you think,
It will change who you are,
It will change how you love
And leave your heart with a scar.
All traces of joy vanish,
That ray of hope? Gone.
I did all I could,
So it was time to carry on.
As I build up my walls,
To protect what’s left of my heart,
I met her, amidst the darkness,
And was shown the light of the stars.
I cannot explain how it feels
To get a glance of an angel,
To become it’s friend, and for a while,
Forgetting all that was painful.
With his bow and arrow,
Cupid did his thing,
I’ve fallen for an angel
And gained some new wings.
Will she be the one to take the pain away
Once I’ve told her how I feel?
Will she help me realize
That it’s possible to heal?
But what if history repeats itself,
and this will only cause despair?
Will the universe take pity?
Or will it continue to be unfair?
I was reluctant to get hurt again,
I was afraid to try once more.
Would I be happier if I take this risk?
Or would it be as painful as before?
As the days turn to months,
As I try to figure things out,
I got to know her better,
Reducing my doubt.
All the things that I am learning,
Has me surely sold.
For the way she talked was alluring;
For her heart was that of gold.
So after all the time spent,
Putting things in retrospect.
Could you blame me for taking this risk?
To me, she was imperfectly perfect.