unsent texts to you

here’s to the texts you’ve always wanted to say but could never muster up the courage to this is for you <3

[unsenttextstou]

i see my future in you. with you.

we spoke of our future aspirations

what we look for in people

our current family

our FUTURE family

you spoke of becoming:

my househusband

a man who’d learn to cook for me as i work

a man who can raise children well

a man who loves children

a man who children love

you spoke of matching:

my goals in life

my preferences

you highlighted being complimentary:

to my friends

to my family

to ME

[unsenttextstou]

you’re my sun, my moon, my other half and more. why is it so hard for you to acknowledge the fact that we just instantly had a connection when we met. you call me early in the morning when you can’t sleep. we play games together. we tell each other about drama. what more could you want.

[unsenttextstou]

clearly there’s something between us. does the fact that you’re afraid of being judged make you distance yourself from me at the moment? what’s the point of distancing if you end up coming back cause it seems that we make the most of each others days. why do you let others control your life?

[unsenttextstou]

why did i continue to love you knowing that it was bad for me.

[unsenttextstou]

hey so i think i like you but i know it might be dumb cause you like her but tell me during the times that we talk do you not feel anything? the 10-6 am conversations and laughs only for you to distance yourself from me. Did you not like the fact that we shared similar interests and views? Possibly. If what you want is her I wish you the best of luck. Though I may seem like the other half to you, I’ll slip away this time to let you get what you’re chasing for. If you do ever realize it wasn't meant to be and come looking for me, just know that I’m out searching for MY half the one who actually wants me. I hope you enjoyed my affection and attention during the times that you were bored. I’m sure you’ll find someone who could try fill my spot and hold just as much care for you as i did.

[unsenttextstou]

do i like you? or? do i like you???

[unsenttextstou]

i wish i could just un-love you but you make it so hard to push you away.

[unsenttextstou]

so you told me you’ve been flirting for the whole month yet when i asked why you said that you do that to everyone you love. when i said you must love a lot of people then and you said that’s why you flirt with others that broke me. it was a good day. today was a good day. we called n laughed n smiled yet why did you have to shatter my heart like that.

[unsenttextstou]

the pursuit of love is essentially chasing sadness.

[unsenttextstou]

deep down i know i can’t seem to stop myself from chasing you. i wish i could just stop and push you out cause i know that the kisses you send aren’t just for me and that i’m not the only one on your mind.

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i wish i could tell you how much you mean to me. all those laughs, smiles, tears, they were all for you.

[unsenttextstou]

i’ve come to realize that while i was working to chase you, i’ve come to lose myself in the process.