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you remember too much , my mother said to me recently . why hold onto all that ? and i said , where can i put it down ?

  independent , private , sporadically active fuyumi todoroki of bnha , as loved by inad.

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ill be back later and drop the new blog yeehaw

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i been on one aesthetic for four months ... dare i change

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going on hiatus until muse for shōto returns! i will be continuing a single quad thread while on hiatus but other drafts will either be dropped or held onto for the time being. this is absolutely not me abandoning shōto because i have put a lot of work into him but he doesn’t have my attention right now and i feel a lil uncomfy here. it’s very possible i will be remaking and become more private since i hate making promises to people that i can’t keep but i also don’t want to force myself to write. i’m going where the muse takes me, @invocal has been my focus right now as well as a villain oc i’m working on. i hope you’ll consider finding me there!

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makin a bnha villain oc based off power from chainsaw man ... think of a toga with horns and she hates u

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@unsighty​ sent:  *pokes him in the cheek*

     he smiles  ,  but that’s just the calm before the storm.   once todoroki’s hand begins to fall he lunges to bite it.

  “  AGH  ―   what the fuck !  ”

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‘ yay ! i’m so excited !! ‘ he’s pleased he was able to convince todoroki. he had thought maybe he would just refuse and go to his room or something. 

‘ okay. i have everything in my room. i’ll go get it. but we better do it in the bathroom, so we don’t make a mess. it’ll stain if we spill it. and then iida will kill me ! for the third time this week. ‘ 

“  right now ?  how often do you do this ? ”  and how has shōto not noticed kaminari’s technicolor head of hair in class with him ?  he should be paying closer attention . . . 

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“  it’s not that bad.  i should just find a hair style that doesn’t require so much hair gel.  ”

         “  bald.  ”

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  & .  anonymous  asked  :   🍎🍓🍋🍍

🍍  :    how comfortable is my muse in their body?  how do they feel about their height,  weight,  strength,  and body type?  how important is being attractive to them?  

the features that bother him most are the one’s associated with his father and his trauma, meaning his scar, red hair, and blue eye. shōto resents his resemblance to his old man and his mother’s voice calling him ‘unsightly’ has haunted him since he overheard her at the age of five. he feels most insecure about these features and he does not consider them to be attractive. in general,  shōto does not put any stock in his appearance, he was raised in an environment that put power above everything else. he doesn’t think much about he looks at all until he attends high school and becomes more aware of other people’s perception of him. shōto knows he is strong and it’s close to being his hubris, he has been trained his entire life to be powerful and seeing himself as anything else would probably ruin his entire sense of self. shōto has a very lean figure, i would compare his strength to that of a swimmer or a dancer, more graceful than built like endeavor. shōto would like to be stronger, he is extremely focused on maintaining his body so he can perform heroism, so his figure tends to feel out of place and sometimes even dysphoric. 

🍓  :    how is my muse typically seen by others?  does it ring true to who they really are?  does their reputation matter to them?  

shōto is seen as cold and aloof to his classmates, and this doesn’t ring true to him at all. shōto experiences a lot of apathy as a maladaptive behavior to the years of abuse, the apathy roots in the destruction of his empathy. he does not have the emotional experience to reach out to people, as we see in canon, he has to be seriously prompted before he even makes one friend in high school. due to shōto’s trauma, he has the propensity to dissociate and his attention span has suffered greatly, this is the cause of his “aloofness.” his reputation does not ring true to him at all, while it’s true that he seems a certain way, underneath is a mastery of vigilance above anyone in the class and a heart as warm as midoriya izuku’s. shōto's reputation does not matter to him, he doesn’t care what his peers think of him or whatever assumptions they may have, he is much more focused on his goals than their opinions.

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  & .  @vrulence​  asked  :   🍎  how stable is my muse’s mental health?  have they been diagnosed with any mental illnesses and  /  or conditions?  do they have any undiagnosed mental illnesses and  /  or conditions?  do they or should they attend therapy?  

shōto has never been diagnosed with a mental illness  due to never being screened at the discretion of his father. shōto suffers from ptsd which comes with anxiety/depression like symptoms and possible comorbidity. i headcanon as shōto attending therapy eventually to help him get past his traumas but as of current canon, shōto has never been in therapy unless quirk therapy counts but that just made his mental health worse in general. i would not consider shōto to be stable, he is easily triggered and usually reacts violently towards himself when in emotional distress. 

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A comic about a funeral, legacy, and a son’s resentment.

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          ❝ m-maybe i have a c-clone … maybe i am a c-clone … y-you don’ know … ❞ he is trying to stay conscious, but his vision wavers and his eyelids droop without his consent. even with his eyes closed, he doesn’t give up, and forces himself to continue to talk. he grows increasingly frustrated, and at this point, he doesn’t exactly care what happens, if it means this boy will leave him alone.

          ❝ ‘m not gonna … ch-change my mind. you m-might as well hand me over to the p-police … before i escape. i’m t-telling you … you’re m-making a mistake … ❞

  shōto tears himself away from the heat of the moment,  all encompassed by a flight of misdirected anger. fire drying up his iced over skin in the same vacuum of frustration. all of his fruitless endeavors pile upon each other to create this fucked up situation, shōto is reminded once again of his culpability. he was the one who allowed this to happen. he was the one who failed to protect him. “ come on, now, calm down, ”  his voice softens considerably, biting his tongue to hold back the bile or more desperate exclamations. they’re both upset, but shōto isn’t the one that’s tied up.  “  i won’t leave you like this forever. even if you don’t remember ... ”   even if he never remembers.  “  i can’t take you to the police. i have someone better in mind. ”

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         ‘  but it’s — !!  ’   a sudden pause ,  voice heightens through his nerves ,    ‘  it’s more than just being kind to you ,  i want to be . .  more than kind . .  ’   izuku quietly admits ,  tone wavering with almost every other word and he fears he sounds like a complete idiot ,  making a fool of himself in front of one of the only people who doesn’t consider him that ,  a fool .  his head gently leans into shouto’s caress ,  own hand moving to rest on top of his .   it comforts him ,  a little .  feels nice .

          ‘  every time . .  i say something nice to you . .  i mean it . .  and i get this o - overwhelming nervous feeling . .  that mmm - maybe i’m messing something up ,  by saying those things . .  but then you smile at me and — and i feel a little better . .  ’   his face feels far hotter than what he’s comfortable with ,  cheeks reddened and he feels as though he has more to say ,  but can’t find the words .   ‘  i - i get this w - weird . . feeling . . in mm - my chest . .  i - i don’t think any of that made sense . .  i’m — rambling again . . s —  ’   sorry .

   “  m-more ? ”   shōto takes a second to gather and sift through all of the information being thrown at him in record time. the concept of more eludes him until midoriya confesses his fuzzy feelings towards shōto’s rare smile. he observes the blush flushing freckled skin with a familiar tone associated with his embarrassment. a silent moment stretches into a minute of stuttering from thought to thought and looking for the truth in forest green eyes despite knowing that it’s always there. chilled fingers caressed by a warmer, more worn hand, shōto’s thumb skims a loving stroke over the reddening plane. the way midoriya nuzzles into his palm makes his heart go into cardiac arrest. “  i like the things you say to me, ”  it seems insufficient an explanation,  “  i like listening to your thoughts . . . you can tell me more if that’s what you want, midoriya. ”

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  & .  @heroboy​  asked  :   “You are safe. You are going to be safe.”

fire burning in the vacuum of ice,  he’s too hot and too cold in a spiraling hurricane of rampant emotions. he doesn’t understand it, why he’s like a child with his hands in his hair and tears streaming down his face, why he can’t breathe even though air is pouring in and out of his lungs at rapid pace. shōto can’t feel his fingertips as he grabs hold of izuku’s shoulders, nail beds prickling with needles as he tries to control the extremes of his quirk. the whites of his eyes are bloodshot and visible, begging for some kind of relief as forces himself to look midoriya in the eye. 

   “  izuku —  ”   the only name that comes to mind, short of breath but a finished thought to todoroki shōto. he can barely recall how he got here, panic dissolves foresight and he just reacts. a cowering hero, in the maw of the dragon’s cave and he has to be rescued. steam rises from where tears track shōto’s flushed cheeks, his voice is muddled through the sound of his heart violently beating against his rib cage.  “  you have to get away from me . ”