Department of Mysteries

Hello. I am S. How can I help you?

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5?

Thanks for asking, anon!

5. Do you chew on your straws?

I have a feeling that this has some hidden meaning (but I’m not really sure so if someone knows - please, do tell me) but no, I don’t chew on my straws. In fact I barely when use straws (only if I really have to) but don’t chew them.

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2, 3 and 4? :)

Thanks, Mitch! :)

2. When did your last hug take place?

Honestly? I have no idea… probably on Sunday two weeks ago?

3. Are you a jealous person?

No, I’m not. Or at least I think I’m not.

4. Are you tired right now?

A bit but not “I want to sleep” tired.

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u seem like such a cool person tbh

Thank you for thinking so, anon, that’s really kind of you! I appreciate your message and hope that you have a wonderful day/evening/night :)

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I wish people would stop judging others by their looks. Why it is so important to most of them that someone is beautiful/handsome/hot? Not everyone was blessed to be born this way. But it does not mean that they are worse than others and should be bullied for that. I think it will always be a mystery to me as I would rather love with heart, not my eyes.

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Sent by @daphnenott (on my main account):

When you get this, you need to say 5 things that you like about yourself, publicly. Then you have to send this to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)

1. My imagination

2. My (Le)strange sense of humour

3. My determination (I guess? Sometimes I don’t think I’m determined but then are moments when I prove myself wrong)

4. My loyality

5. My eyes

Announcement: The things were listed in no particular order.

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53 and 63 ❤❤

Thank you so much, Elena! :)

53: What was the last thing you ate?

I think it’s going to be a garlic roll

63: What was the last movie you saw?

The Post

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86 93 94 113

Thank you, anon!

86: How can I win your heart?

To be fair I don’t really like the saying: “win someone’s heart”. I trust that the heart must be given, willingly, not won over. But I would want the person I would date to: be kind. Be respectful. Be loyal. Be a good person. It’s not much. However, sometimes it seems to be too much for some people.

93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?

I try not to look at physical traits. Would it be nice to date someone good looking? Probably. However, what matters is what kind of human the other person is. Beauty can (and will) pass and people can have an accident at any time. When you get married, you swear to love the other person until death do you part, not until they are good looking. And if you marry someone for their physical traits then why are you getting married at the first place?

But what I like in other people is their eyes. Eyes can speak louder than words.

94: Name four things that you wish you had!

1. Loving family on my own (and by that I mean my potential spouse and children. I love my family)2. Health. Luckily I’m healthy now but you can never be sure.3. Job once I’m done with uni, so I can afford living.4. Happiness

113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?

There may be this one person but I’m not trying to say that it’s “the one” because it’s going to be a long road before we know it.

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15, 29, 89, 91 for the asks!

Thank you for asking!

15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?

No, sadly I cannot do this. Maybe because I don’t use my phone much, only if I have to (I really don’t like to use it).

29: Do you have a best friend?

Yes. Fortunately I have. I even dare to say that I have two best-friends. I wouldn’t want to change them for anything.

89: Do you cook?

No. Unfortunately I cannot. I wish I could, though.

91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?

I am single and… it’s complicated I think. On one hand I would love to be in a relationship (the one that would end up with marriage and would love to spend the rest of my/their life with them) because I think that deep down everyone wants to have some to love, but on the other… If I’m to enter a relationship, I would want it to be serious. I’m not - and never have been - this type of person who would date the first person I meet. Does it make sense?

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1, 2, 4, 8, 13, 36? :)

Thanks for asking, Mitch :)

1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?

I don’t think there’s a reason to be confused. I don’t think I am confused. But if I am then it would be something related to uni.

2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?

Yes, there is one person who sends me (and I them) good morning messages every day.

4: Do you find it easy to trust others?

No. My trust must be gained. And if it happens to be broken, it’s very hard to gain it back. Almost impossible.

8: Are you close with your dad?

Yes, I think I am.

13: What time do you go to bed?

Usually after midnight (unless I have uni. Then it’s earlier)

36: Do you have any summer plans yet?

Yes. I happen to have some plans. We will see how it’s going to work.

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Send me a number, yo.

1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?

2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?

3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?

4: Do you find it easy to trust others?

5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?

6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?

7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?

8: Are you close with your dad?

9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?

10: What are you listening to?

11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?

12: Do you like hickeys?

13: What time do you go to bed?

14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?

15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?

16: Do you always answer your texts?

17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?

18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?

19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?

20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

21: Is anyone else in the room with you?

22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?

23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?

24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?

25: In the past week, have you cried?

26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?

27: Do people ever call you by your last name?

28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?

29: Do you have a best friend?

30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?

31: Who was your last call/text message from?

32: Are you mad at anyone?

33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?

35: How many more days until your birthday?

36: Do you have any summer plans yet?

37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?

38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?

39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?

40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?

41: Do you think age matters in relationships?

42: Are you available?

43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?

44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?

45: Do you believe exes can be friends?

46: Do you regret anything?

47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?

48: Did you ever lose a best friend?

49: Was your last kiss a mistake?

50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?

51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?

52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?

53: What was the last thing you ate?

54: Did you get any compliments today?

55: Where are you going on your next vacation?

56: Do you own anything from other countries?

57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?

58: Where have you lived most of your life?

59: When was the last time you took a long drive?

60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?

61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?

62: Who do you text the most?

63: What was the last movie you saw?

64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?

65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?

66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?

67: Do you curse around your parents?

68: Are you happy with where you live?

69: Picture of yourself?

70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?

71: Have you ever been dumped?

72: What do you most like about making out?

73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?

74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?

75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?

76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?

77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?

78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?

79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?

80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?

81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?

82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?

83: Do you miss your last sweetie?

84: Last time you slow danced with someone?

85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?

86: How can I win your heart?

87: What is your astrological sign?

88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

89: Do you cook?

90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?

91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?

92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?

93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?

94: Name four things that you wish you had!

95: Are you a player?

96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?

97: Are you a tease?

98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?

99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?

100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?

101: Hugs or Kisses?

102: Are you too shy to ask someone out?

103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?

105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?

106: Do you flirt a lot?

107: Your last kiss?

108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?

109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?

110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?

111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?

112: Does someone like you currently?

113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?

114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?

115: Ever made out with just a friend?

116: Are you happier single or in a relationship?

117: Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it.

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To be fair I don't even know why I am writing this but somehow I think I have to express my emotions in a way...

I'm kind of tired of being “ridiculed” and “laughed at” for being a virgin. Because I don't see anything wrong with it. And most certainly I don't think I'm “too old to be one”. I'm only in my early 20s.

I don't judge people who are not. I don't have any right to judge. And receiving the same in response would be nice. If someone wants to sleep with someone – they have free will to do so. But I don't want to. I'm a Christian and I believe in God. What I want to do is to marry the person I love before God and to spend the rest of my life with them. I would love them to be my first and me being theirs. But only after marriage. Will it happen? I don't know.

All I know is that I'd rather die a single and a virgin than being forced to act against myself and my religion (even if some people consider it to be old-fashioned).

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How is it possible that you're so amazing?

Oh, that’s quite easy, anon. All you need is:

A bottle, preferably 500 ml one

Tears of your enemy you’re going to keep in the said bottle

Drink it right after you wake up and right before you go to bed

Just kidding (nah, I’m not). Thank you for thinking so, anon, however, I wouldn’t say that I am “awesome”. Weird? Of course. Awesome? Not really. But thank for thinking that, you brilliant and wonderful soul :)

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Questions #1

Rules: Answer any 20 questions about yourself and then tag 20 followers that you wanna get to know better!

tagged by @azkabqn

Name: A good one

Nickname: S.

Age: 18+

Gender: I have one, yes

Orientation: The one I am happy with

Height: Beween 5’5" and 6′

Favourite colour: Black

Book recommendation: Anything by Agatha Christie

Movie recommendation: Wonder Woman

Anime recommendation: The only anime I know is Naruto (unless one counts  Pokémon)

Music recommendation: I barely when listen to music, so no recommendation

Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate? Water. I drink tea and hot chocolate on rare occassions and don’t drink coffee at all.

Cats or dogs? I like both but dogs better.

Favorite meme? I barely know any memes.

I want to live long enough to witness: World peace

Weird obsessions: I don’t think I have any

Tumblr birthday: 10 August 2017 (@unsqeakable)

How many sideblogs: Just this one

Random fact about me: I am a walking bag of stress

Goals for 2018: Graduate from uni, be the best person I can be, be there for other people. Not everyone is as lucky as I am.

I don’t know whom I should tag so if anyone wants to do it, go ahead :)