[traumatisedd]

[anqelsheart]

[siickangel]

[mental-ch-illness]

yall ever dissociate to the point that people say shit to you and you can hear them but you just dont process the words so just nod and smile and hope they arent saying anything overly important

[thatthursdaygirl]

[atypicalautistic]

There’s absolutely nothing romantic about psych ward au’s with doctor/patient relationships. Across the nine different psychiatry hospital wards surveyed in Victoria, 85% of female inpatients felt unsafe during hospitalization, 67% reported experiencing sexual or other forms of harassment and 45% of respondents had experienced sexual assault during an in-patient admission. When you’re hospitalized in a psych ward, the personnel around you have immense power over you in every area of your life and if they choose to abuse said power, the chance that they are going to be held accountable are very low. An abusive doctor can easily claim that everything you say is invalid due to the mental instability that got you hospitalized in the first place - that you’re just confused, that you’re lying, that you misunderstood what happened. The odds that anyone will believe you and stick up for you when it’s your word against a doctors are very, very low. Sexual abuse in psych wards is a rampant problem that continually hurts an extremely vulnerable population. Do not romanticize it. 

[sexanax]

nothing is more heartbreaking than when you try your hardest and it still isnt enough

[bpd-candy]

Im sick of feeling like I never fit in in friend groups.

Like I dont’t belong.

Im sick of being so quiet in friend groups.

So I have to fake being loud.

Im sick of being so uninteresting.

And only being interesting when I have the energy.

Im sick of not knowing who I am around people. Feeling like no one. Feeling like a shell.

I wish I had some life in me. But I am an observer. A watcher. A listener. A learner.

Unless I have the energy to engage, I will stop existing.

I will fade into the background and slowly become you.

[unstable-void]

same.

[quietlambs]

[unstable-void]

please don’t leave me.

[remade35567643234543]

sometimes i’m like…doing really well, and then suddenly my brain is like “if nobody gives you attention you will literally die” and that’s always fun… 

[lovemakesyouwonder]

[agustd-addy-deactivated20201116]

If you’re a shitty person who can’t control their emotions clap your hands 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

[technicallity]

u know what would be really neat? if i knew how to correctly communicate and form bonds with other people

[bpdbuttercup]

[unstable-void]

me: *gives person tons of attention so i can get some later*

person: *does not give back attention*

me: hmmm...

me: murder them

[autisticbpdthings]

What abusive behaviour is: intentionally hurting/controlling/using someone else against their will for your own pleasure or gain

What ableists say abusive behaviour is: being BPD and existing, being autistic and asking people what they mean, saying no, saying you don’t like things, saying “I’m scared”, expressing emotions, defending yourself from accusations of these behaviors being “abusive”