Secrets of a Unicorn

Canadian aspiring author, trying to make sense of her life and mental health. She/Her

[unusualsnowunicorn]

I’m a weight lifter.

So far I’ve been able to carry 21 years of trauma.

[unusualsnowunicorn]

Love or Manipulation

I tell you the stories of what has been done, the past that I’ve been given.

The secrets I was forced to keep, or else I’d be in ruins.

And yet you see love in him, a creature of manipulation.

Is it really there? Or a filtered creation?

Has your past of un-attention, created a belief of his control equaling affection?

Or am I the creature of bias, fully buying into a leopard can’t change its spots?

Or is there a middle ground, where we both may be bias, right, and wrong?

Can a puppeteer really love the puppet he tries to control?

[thehybriderick]

Imma miss Community and Donald

[unusualsnowunicorn]

I just finished this series...

please set phasers to love me <3

[yu-nyx]

I’m proud of Akechi for being able to express himself more freely–

On the other hand, glad that Joker can be salty too

[unusualsnowunicorn]

YES

Fox may be my favourite character

[unusualsnowunicorn]

Be comforted, dear soul! There is always light behind the clouds

Little Women, Louisa May Alcott

[unusualsnowunicorn]

It's not that you don't know how to deal with people. Its that no one ever took the time to deal with you

Maka, Soul Eater

[unusualsnowunicorn]

Memories, real and irreplaceable, all of them. The happy ones, the bitter ones, the terrified and the poignant.

Splintered, A.G. Howard

[unusualsnowunicorn]

I planned each word I said, minutes in advance. You told me I was too silent, and needed to talk more.

Then I was told to think before you speak, and quiet down.

Now I look like a fish out of water, trying to figure out if the words should pass these lips.

[unusualsnowunicorn]

I wonder if the sun will shine again /If I'll ever see your face again /You know I'd rather die than say goodbye /So tell me all your sweet, sweet little lies

“Sweet Little Lies”, Bülow

[unusualsnowunicorn]

I’m starting to feel so alone, I don’t think I remember what proper social interaction looks like.

[unusualsnowunicorn]

Is there anybody out there/ Looking out for me? Just say you want me/ Just say you need me

“the Jester”. Badflower

[unusualsnowunicorn]

When you’re heart just wants to write, but your hands just don’t know the words.

[unusualsnowunicorn]

Mind is a battlefield /All hope is gone /Trouble to the right and left /Whose side you're on?

“The Sky is a Neighborhood”, Foo Fighters

[unusualsnowunicorn]

Ghost of You

Only a few months ago, you were lying in the street. What are months, but weeks?

The ambulance had been here, but left you under a canvas sheet.

The cops were here, but left you while others were asleep.

Their lights flashed, red and blue, streaking through my room.

You were gone, yet lied there, in front of the window of my bedroom.

Now I’m stuck in this house, the one you left your life in front of.

While I’m stuck in here, sometimes, I still see your abandon body out there.

[unusualsnowunicorn]

Help I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer/ Hard to be soft/ Tough to be tender/ Come take my pulse, the pace is on a runaway train/ Help I'm alive my heart keeps beating like a hammer/ Beating like a hammer/ Beating like a hammer/ Beating like a hammer

“Help, I’m Alive” Metric

[unusualsnowunicorn]

I want this to be over.

I don’t know when I’ll see my fiance next, I don’t know what our wedding in November will be like, or if this will affect finding an apartment to make home.

I was lonely before.

Now I just feel alone.

[unusualsnowunicorn]

I miss having friends.

I miss family.