unwilled life

if ur a minor go away 😒 vent complain whatever da fuk this account is for me and for me to yap to randos

[unwilledpersistance]

I fucking love Tokyo debunkers . I hate the gacha system in that fucking game . How did I genuinely spend 20,000 gems on a singular card and max out a warding card and not get a single SSR character

[unwilledpersistance]

Romance fixes nothing, it just cushions the fall :)

You can be in love and still feel like your pain is insurmountable

[unwilledpersistance]

Sometimes life is like the cat I met when I was visiting my family

It’ll find you in tears and sit beside you, only to disappear forever over the course of the next week

And then you’ll see glimpses of it in places you wouldn’t have expected

[pixel-slutz]

[unwilledpersistance]

Everyday a lonely person makes a secret account to find connection 😄 from there, it is up to luck alone that they are quietly satiated or quieted by the response . Each time I make an account , it is as though I flip a coin. And each time, it lands on its side! How peculiar!

In the end, nothing changes !

[unwilledpersistance]

I can’t remember what I am meant to be doing most days

I wake up and do what I must and then I retreat to where I cannot be seen — though even my silence brings discomfort to those around me

It is a great gift to keep this silence for I am normal like them — yet i simultaneously recognize that despite keeping these emotions quiet , people can still detect what hides beneath my skin

I am disgusted — terribly — by my own inability to muffle it. And when I look into their faces , all I can see is myself reflected back . And I realize that I know nothing at all . All this time : completely and utterly wasted

[lina-suniverse]

Does anyone know if the glaring hole deep within you that always reminds one of itself is supposed to be there or...? What's about it...? What's about the hole, and when we are addressing the hole?...

[unwilledpersistance]

I am donut

The hole is for my mini evil me . Munchkin.

[unwilledpersistance]

I was born to live a life that is not my own 🤫

[unwilledpersistance]

Wishing my life was like ninjago

[unwilledpersistance]

it is so terribly scary to ask not to be alone!

[unwilledpersistance]

Sometimes it seems as though people have a personality they cloak themselves in — and I wonder if mine were stripped away , would anything remain?

[unwilledpersistance]

concocting a word for when you love somebody but can’t bear to talk to them 😄

I be reading and not replying

[unwilledpersistance]

Yeah fuck naw

Not doing that 😂

[unwilledpersistance]

Avoiding meals lowkey a video game — why am I crazy goated at dis

[unwilledpersistance]

I miss my home country. SO FREAKING BADDDDDDD

[unwilledpersistance]

I was in tears earlier but now im thinking…. WHO GAF!!!!!!! I like my boyfriend even though he doesn’t know how to help me feel better . And I’ve been chopped and useless this long. I can be chopped and useless for a bit more

WHI GAFFFFFFFFFF

[unwilledpersistance]

Knowing I’m too chopped to be alive but lowkey lowering the averages anyway 🤫🤫