upelkar1

half dreamer, half-documentarian. MDNI 18+

[upelkar1]

intro type shit below 👇

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foreword/about my blog ✨

1. if you’re under 18 or have an ageless bio PLEASE do not interact w me. [ya gurl is 20]

i repost, write, and read rated R things at times. i am not responsible for your own media consumption.

2. this is my personal blog. it’s mostly used for reposts, a few drunk thoughts, and connections to others.

my writing blog for smut, fics, poetry or anything else, is @tiredandonline [my asks are open on my writing blog.]

3. kinky fucks are welcome but i do have fucking boundaries unlike some of these blogs. don’t be fucking weird or it’s an instant block.

about ME:

okay now for the fun part!!

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★ i’m ari!! my online epithets include variations of ‘bl4ckst4r’ or ‘upelkuchen’

★ i’m not only a yapper girl at heart but i’m a hustler so i have like 3 (not suspicious) sources of income.

★ i love to create. whether it’s with words, my art, or my music, it has been proved to me that the depths of my brain are endless, so why not use it?

★ i am a hekate and loki devotee. they are apart of my journey and they are spiritual guides i heavily respect and cherish!! we respect all beliefs here.

★ ALSO i’m big on lady mary jane so if i ever sound really smart or stupid until i blur the lines of which is which, im probably lighting it up with my pets.

★ i have 2 cats and 2 dogs ✨

left to right: walter, sadie, ares, tigger

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now is when i say thank you for your presence.

if you got this far it has to mean something right?

may every blessing hunt you down just like the men in the fics that we read and write about.

with love, ari <3

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[dafancyuhinspiration]

[unseenmonstermuse]

But the question you have to ask yourself is: How long will you continue to suffer and abandon yourself? You don't have to let go of them, but you do have to love yourself. Once you decide to choose the latter, the former will come naturally. This is why, ironically, deciding that they, in fact, can be happy is also freeing yourself, because you admit that you are no longer holding onto the idea that you are their happy ending.

[lubambigirl]

totally me, they always bring me back to life.

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[aaaaaarchive]

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[0jai0]

[ju6iter]

[amithsyt-deactivated20260523]

“you’re so quiet” thanks! i actually tried to speak twice but you kept talking over me

[benjaminmcphail]

[ju6iter]

[nuttybarzz]

Let me know all of you

[memeuplift]

[americanelegy]

“abs or biceps?” in this generation a brain would be fabulous.

[wordx]

“In a sense, I'm the one who ruined me: I did it myself.”

— Haruki Murakami

[fretfulwitch]

Life is so beautiful but also so cruel, and I’m so happy but also so overwhelmed it feels like I’m drowning sometimes, and I’m so grateful but I also want more, and I appreciate the little things but get lost in the big ones, and being human is such a lovely but chaotic experience, I am so in love with being alive and I’m also so fucking exhausted