run, Spiegel. run.

28.

[vinthermano]

☹️

What's down?

[vinthermano]

Five kilometers

feels so much fucking longer

without music on.

[vinthermano]

I just realized I hate singing or listening to people sing Happy Birthday during birthday parties and gatherings. lol.

[vinthermano]

Life's weirdly light right now. I'm bracing myself.

[vinthermano]

You’re always so hard on yourself. But honestly, I think you’ve done something great with your life.

Thanks, I guess, anon.

[vinthermano]

I’ve been wondering how you’ve been all these years. Have you been happy? What are you up to now? Do you still read, or play your guitar? Do you still keep your window open at night?

I'm still the same piece of shit. Coffee has sugar now tho.

[vinthermano]

Space Cowboy! Here's proof that I am loved. It's my friend from my old church choir, Mama Mia.

[vinthermano]

Pagod na pagod ako ngayong araw. Nag-motor ako mula Rizal hanggang Laguna nang tanghaling tapat. Tapos buong maghapon, nag-asikaso ng mga santo na isasampa sa karo para sa prusisyon bukas.

Sarap sa feeling ng ganitong pahinga. Hahahaha. Sabay Red Horse.

[vinthermano]

Long day at work?

Not really. More like a general commentary on life.

[vinthermano]

I'm exhausted, Spike.

[vinthermano]

I wish I could tell you everything…

Try me.

[vinthermano]

how r u??

Clouds. How are you?

[vinthermano]

Spike. I'm going to Binondo later. With friends. I'm so excited. My circle has grown a lot smaller recently but it's so much more peaceful, too, that I don't really mind.

I'm carrying less weight. That's good, right?

[vinthermano]

I went to a cafe to read earlier today. I haven't done that in a while. The last time I did, it was in the same cafe but with a lot less people. And chatter. I made my way out two short stories later.

I moved to the park. Sat on a vacant bench. There's way more people but outdoor noise is more tolerable for me. A family was celebrating a birthday. There was an old man playing the saxophone. I enjoyed it. I was spotted by a friend. I felt oddly vulnerable and exposed.

Overall, it was fun. Would do it again. I'll try not to be self-conscious next time.

[vinthermano]

I've been immersing myself in work and RPGs recently. I can't tell how I feel about it.

[vinthermano]

Waves of loneliness

drape gently upon my skin;

soaking me like sand.

[vinthermano]

The trees sway gently.

As if trying to stay still

in spite of the wind.