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[I think Eli is gonna get a new fetish over the course of a quick campaign I'm gonna write up for a sort of...'what the hell were the boys doing while covid' break.]

#spirit radio time #mostly bc i finally got batteries for my walkman and the idea of just #blood pouring out of the speakers keeps popping up in my head for like really bad spirit mojo #aka eli hyperfixated and made a new item that im sure saal will love #allen will NOT #technically ooc but sorta #urazakh

Do It All The Time - I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

#bosselias playlist #fallout saints #urazakh

[If Allen was an animal he'd be a raccoon. No I will not elaborate.]

#ooc #delete later #i think tumblr humor heals my soul #how horrifying

[Trying to write what happened between the Colorado compound and Vancouver and I got stuck tryna design one of Allen's 'friends'.]

#i literally only ever called him 'v' bc i never had a name for him at first #three guesses as to why hes called that #hes also the reason allen found out he likes being succ'd and also had various drugs and...other things...#the bad influence boy basically #idk if im just rusty or if i need to just immerse myself in good video games for a while to work on him bc it has been ROUGH tryna figure #this boy out ill tell u wut #i made the mistake of checking out how vtmb2 is doing and...my preorder money is looking rather tempting #if i wanted a cyberpunk mod of dishonored id just mod dishonored not...pay whatever it was for this mess #it looks worse than earthblood and GOD EARTHBLOOD WAS SO BAD #what is it w rpgs these days that are afraid to let you...yk? roleplay?#do they think its just a random keysmash that defines a genre? bc its not #im a lil salty and in pain and my mood p much TANKED after seein the most recent trailer #truly a curse to be a gamer these nights #supposedly its going to come out this fall so its only a little longer before i can experience it and decide then #its quickly looking like a saints row reboot part 2 tho #:c #ooc #delete later

[The last two to three weeks have been continuous dick-punching and I'm somehow still standing and in a remarkably good mood considering it all.]

#hasslin spectrum to fix cables every day for almost a week and then getting OW and then getting sick and throwing my back out bc i #threw up so hard and then a minor :c of my burrito at taco bell being only half of what it was supposed to be (i let that one go bc its #not really a huge deal in the grand scheme of things even tho it was supposed to be my 'u did good' reward)#and then my car decided it was time to pop a bolt and fall apart at an intersection on the way to my cousins when i was gonna do #laundry bc im nearly out of clean clothes and im just at that point of like 'haha....u can chill now.......'#i feel like im missing something else but like theres so much going on that its a drop in the bucket if i am missing it like #im proud of myself for handling all this stress as well as i have but im also not eager to test how much more i can take before i snap #im extremely lucky in my circumstances (esp w being at a stoplight and not on the highway when my car when flop) but i cant really #ignore how much progress ive made and how good ive been doing despite it all #ooc #delete later #i was gonna write some of the boys to wind down after being way too overstimulated and overwhelmed today but i think im calm enough to #just go sleep bc i have a LOT to do tomorrow

Werewolf - Motionless In White

#wodallen playlist #the entire vibe in this vid and the refs just #mwah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#urazakh

[It feels cathartic writing the boys again. And ofc my first thing I'd like to post is a 'middle/beginning of a campaign arc' drabble lmao]

#ill post tw in it bc it def has some triggers in it lmao #i had a nightmare related to it and it was so awful i was like #'i must inflict this on an oc'#rip allen #ooc #delete later

[God everything's changed so much on the site but I think I berzapped most of the extra crap that makes it so overwhelming without compromising my ability to post/read things.]

#yes hello the wod boys came in and made me feel emotions and im honestly #oh my god you can edit tags w/o deleting them entirely #THE FIRST GOOD CHANGE IVE EXPERIENCED #just wish the suggestions box went down not up but yknow what its progress #it may just be art/headcanon shit maaaybe drabbles as i stretch my legs again #much has changed irl but i am pleased to say most of it was for the better #i reinstalled chrome just to try and recover my old stylish theme and it was missing so time to...relearn how to code css again i guess?#i forgot exactly how i made that aside from: it code #at least it looks like my blog theme isnt broken so thats good #ooc #delete later #ALPANS BACK EVERYONE RUN

Popular Monster - Falling In Reverse

#kept ya waiting huh?#i was not expecting how on brand this was gonna be but im so jazzed lmao #wodallen playlist #urazakh

william-snekspeare

A spooky and snakey little short I've been working on! 🧡 Happy Halloween!

Bleeding Heart - Sleep Dealer

#wodallen playlist #urazakh #Youtube

[After learning about the Bloodlines 2 thing, I’m kinda like...caught because I started GTA4 (I decided it’s canon that my Boss is Niko and Roman Bellic’s cousin) and having fun with that. But I also realize now that...

I could have Allen do SO much illegal shit to make some money. For bail. Or something.]

#the money that eli has on him is literally for bail #just in case #allen tends to handle finances bc eli doesnt really care enough to learn human money #or know whats worth what etc #so i may be around here more...probably...#i say after rising from the dead #ooc #delete later

#ooc #delete later #i was starting to wonder if i was ever gonna get my preorder back or not #but honestly id rather have the game lmao #Youtube

All Eyes On You - Smash Into Pieces

#bosselias playlist #wodallen playlist #urazakh

[While the boys haven’t been far from my mind all this time, I’ve had lots of time to recharge and dig around for new ideas and whatnot for stories, plots, w/e, so ofc I have to update all the Sims versions of the ocs I have on there.

If anyone’s got an updooted OC or wanted to drop an old thread (tbh, fair), lmk on this post.]

#art skills still need a swift kick in the ass but thats what drawing the shadow is for #maybe ill b able to draw proper refs of the boys!!#ooc #delete later

Party ‘Til I Die - Kim Petras

#this song refused to leave my head when i woke up this mornin #wodallen playlist #guess whos back?? question mark???#i missed yall n i miss writing these idiots #urazakh

[So hey it’s been a hot minute, but some cool updates (while I’m stoned out of my mind on Vicodin, more on that later).

- my apt is clean. this is nice enough to warrant its own bullet point

- i had surgery!! reason im on painkillers, and also potentially be why I’m so less anxious and EEHH about everything, but that may be also in part w the painkillers lmao

- i have the mind of a goldfish apparently when im drugged up so i cannot remember why i started this post other than breaking surgery news

TL;DR I’m doing good and super happy and drugged up to my eyeballs so it’s difficult to express the happy since I’m either sleeping or tryna fight the sleepy. Surgery went good, it was meant to treat gender dysphoria and also helped my back out like....instantly, and so far I haven’t gotten an infection or nothing so its smooth sailin so far (18th i think i get my drains out and then its less gingerly moving around bc i have tubes embedded in me atm)

OH I REMEMBER SMTHN NOW

I gotta get new clothes after im all healed up, and im already of a mind to experiment (since im like...actually ok w my body after over half my life of NOT) so if y’all have certain fashions or like certain fashions or outfits or smthn, send me pix, I have some ideas but i wouldn’t mind more. Even if it seems a bit femme, is ok, I’ve found that i don’t mind sundresses and i want to actually try skirts once im healed up

Be glad you don’t share space w me irl or in VR bc im a snugglemonstet when im stoned, and im ALWAYS stoned until at least my drains come out, love y’all

<3]

#ignorealp #ye hai it me ur local drugged up cryptid that howls into your trashcans at night and steals ur cheese slices

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