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hi im soap, you can find me at @ironicsoap now this blog is, and was, never official in any capacity.
this blog will be going dormant, as I don't feel comfortable continuing to post about the fandom with what zeal has done. Please support ren
hey so im posting this here because i know alot of people here don't use twitter but literally right fucking now a huge document cane out about zeal (the creator of pressure) having done some abhorrent shit to the ex-composer Ren/Nolongernull
I need you all to fucking read it, heed the warnings because its fucking graphic and read it. its fucking important
https://x.com/i/status/2041948615254437960
do NOT under ANY CIRCUMSTANCE make this about pressure and the characters. a real fucking person was hurt and that matters way more than a roblox game. Do not make jokes about this too or say some bullshit like "heh zeal had it coming" because thats just being a fucking DICK and if you still do do those things then fuck you and everything you stand for
"I see you on my screen "A ferocious and foreign being "Did they leech you out somewhere? "What's it like without your skin?"
Inspired by @shyjinks' fic "are you still there? are you still you?" (I read all of the "to form a diamond" fics and absolutely LOVED them, definitely the best post-canon Sebastian and p.AI.nter writing I've seen! I'm a big fan of how messy and up and down Sebastian's recovery is. You should absolutely read them if you haven't already!)
Hey! Would you look at that, there’s some Pressure work I’ve done! Who would’ve guessed!
[The official posts: (x / x) (x) ]
this is not the first time lia has ever caught seb trying to do diy pericings in the bathroom
i imagine that one of the very first things sebastian ever does after getting to go back home is replace literally all of his piercings that he lost, as a way of reclaiming his body and making it "his" again, after so long of having absolutely zero bodily autonomy. perhaps not the safest method- but to be fair he can't exactly waltz into a piercing shop lol
(also he would absolutely find the irony in giving himself snake bites hilarious he thinks hes so funny)
reposting this AGAIN bc tumblr won't show it in the tags and they still havent responded to my support ticket but whatever ig *shrug*
I spent four hours accompanying my mom in the hospital cuz she had an appointment. Here's a page of Sebastians i drew
I think he's easier to draw traditionally?? Idk
He's so uglky and cute and ugly and ugly
My medically prescribed Sebastian post is due but nothing finished to share so it's just crumbs today </3 I am the #1 king of drawing him inconsistently I love not using a reference very much
I've been drawing so much and I can't even post most of it so I gotta explode </3 I'll hopefully have more stuff to share soon soon!
Alright the rest of this post is just a little more irrelevant Seb Yapping :3
a few things while I work on other things
they r my everything rn
It's already March, but I really want to show this :')
I miss my fish wife
SEBASTIAAAANNNNLINGS
Only 3 layers + background (stupid sansbastian)
They are such a divas i love them
i had a sebastian painting i was working on for my headcanon on what happened on the night he got framed. And it made my drawing hand swollen and unusable for genuinely a month (still ongoing but improving) but the thing is i don't even like the headcanon anymore so I don't want to finish it 😭
my thoughts behind this is, he finishes up studying for the evening and gets back to his car in the parking lot to drive home for winter break, when the library he was studying in explodes juust as he's about to take off.
i like the cinematic nature of an explosion and I think that an engineering student is very possible to frame for an explosion, but I think "found guilty of 9 counts of murder" isn't the wording that would be used if there was an explosion. It would be worded more like "found guilty of exploding a library, resulting in the deaths of 9 people" or something along those lines...
i think he drives a teal honda fit because it's a very economical car, perfect for someone in their early 20s as a college student, and also VERY COMMON in washington. And its my favorite car 💜i mostly just wanted an excuse to draw him with a honda fit
so anyways here's the hand xrays i had to go get (they found nothing wrong i just need to give my hand lots of rest so no drawing for me for a while :C)
i remember that scene
"Finally a good fucking meal." :}
Credit to artist: @/chrysalis-illu
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