I hate doing anything besides what I want to do. When i was in senior high, i thought to myself that when I'm in college, I'm gonna join orgs and stuff because I feel jealous of my mutuals when I see them posts about doing their org works. But then, I'm in college and I realized that being in an org takes a lot of your time and it doesn't even have any additional points on your grades.
(I feel like I'm thankful that it doesn't have a bearing on your grades because my classmates who join orgs will have additional credits and I won't). ( I know that its a bad thought but I wanna be honest in my little diary so).
I'm ranting because I just did my first ever org work and I didn't enjoy it. I didn't even mean to really join an org but because I thought that we were required to join and so I did.
To anyone who reads this, pls feel free to correct me if I use incorrect grammar rules and punctuations. I want to improve my writing hehe.