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lowkey my digital diary

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thank you

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no cause i'm fine actually. like if he wants to ever reach out (within max 2 months) then ill be here but i was pure of heart and i was kind and i believed what we had going on was with good intentions and i liked what we had id like to still believe youre a good person and that youre just going through it but i could also be sounding really stupid. but stupid for wanting to believe youre a good person? i know who i am and ill be fine and whenever you wanna reach out, hey guess what, you have like two ways of getting in contact with me. ill be patient but im also okay with letting you go. thank you for your kindness when we were doing whatever but regardless if you come back or not i know ill be okay and youll be okay.

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no cause right no like im so stupid no like i was pure of heart and he blocked probably both of my accounts he knew about and was nice no like im sick no because why why whyw why im gonna throw up. kms kms kms

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he loves me he misses me he wants me he wants to know me on a deeper level and not jsut attracted to me physically but wants to be my boyfriend wants to talk to me misses me loves me thinks of me 24/7

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[stuckinapril]

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one day I’ll get over it and the lump in my throat when I try to talk about it won’t exist

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today felt worse and better than all the other days. texted him and then deleted those messages. Ik he doesnt care but i want him to so bad. im going insane but ill recover like i always do ofc. things take time so ill be patient with myself. things will get better because ive made myself better before so i know i can do it again. ill be happy and sane once again. he will leave my mind.

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everyday i spend in this house i get closer to. myself. holy hell bro this is torture why cant i get a job please like please god or kill me one of the two. I want casino guy back but he has a gf and i hate that i got attached after three weeks. kms idk i cant do it in this house im losing my mind.

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wait so you want me.....

[myintenseallure]

i need to kiss a girl i need to have a girlfriend i need to go on dates i need a girlfriend

happy pride

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you literally have to unironically listen to some shit like party rock anthem so you don’t kill yourself

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okay yes i have been this multiple times

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am i crazy

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no but like, come back. now. like right now actually. NOW!!!!!!