#finally normal

[eelsoftware]

i know ive healed because beach life in death car seat headrest has stopped making me feel impossible emotions

[mywildloves]

Fully healed!!!

[urloverx]

no cause i'm fine actually. like if he wants to ever reach out (within max 2 months) then ill be here but i was pure of heart and i was kind and i believed what we had going on was with good intentions and i liked what we had id like to still believe youre a good person and that youre just going through it but i could also be sounding really stupid. but stupid for wanting to believe youre a good person? i know who i am and ill be fine and whenever you wanna reach out, hey guess what, you have like two ways of getting in contact with me. ill be patient but im also okay with letting you go. thank you for your kindness when we were doing whatever but regardless if you come back or not i know ill be okay and youll be okay.

[pluskvamperfekti]

The binge is over now.

It's been on for about 3 weeks now and I'm finally getting back to normal now. Yesterday I was on my way to the grocery to get crisps again as I realized that was not what I wanted for real, so I got a smoothie as I was craving something fresh. Yummy. :) Breakfast today was natural yoghurt with strawberries & a few bits of dark chocolate with coffee.

We're staying at my bf's parents' house for a while as they are travelling, and we like this apartment more. I love these cosy mornings with coffee (we don't have a coffeemaker at home, how sad is that?)

It's getting windy. It felt like autumn yesterday. I love it so much it hurts, I can't wait.

What's up with you lovelies today? :)