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Been watching TLOU gameplays recently :]
Watching someone slowly waste away infront of you is probably one of the worst feelings ever lol. I wanna be with her but I hate watching her regress and stop being the woman that helped raise me
butch abby corrupting religious reader and they fuck in her bed while abby makes her look at the cross that sits above the bed on the wall and reader goes dumb on her strap and abby degrades her and and and ohh my gosh yayayayay :o sorry ive been thinking abt this all day bye !!
LETS GET FREAKY FRIDAY ONE SHOTTTTT Full list of Freakiness here Dom!Abby x Religious!Reader wc: 4.8k cw: religious guilt, corruption kink, strapping, pussy eating r!recieving, and abby being oh so teasing MMDNI!!!
You had invited Abby over to study, though she had made it clear within the first twenty minutes that studying ranked somewhere near the bottom of her plans for the afternoon.
Your textbook sat open across your knees, a yellow highlighter tucked between the pages. Abby had abandoned hers on the floor beside your bed. She lay stretched across your quilt in a black tank top and faded jeans, one boot hanging lazily over the edge of the mattress as she tossed one of your stuffed animals toward the ceiling and caught it against her chest.
Your father was a preacher. There were certain rules that came with being his daughter, most of them never needing to be spoken aloud. You knew how to sit through Sunday service without fidgeting. You knew which dresses your mother considered appropriate and which songs to turn down when the car pulled into the driveway. You knew how to smile when elderly women from church squeezed your hands and told you what a sweet girl you had grown into.
Abby had never learned any of those rules.
She caught the stuffed rabbit by one ear and glanced at you. "When can I go smoke?" The question came out with the casual impatience of someone asking when dinner would be ready.
"Never." You lunged across the bed and snatched the rabbit from her before she could throw it again. "My parents would kill me if my room smelled like cigarettes."
Abby's eyes rolled toward the ceiling. She folded her arms behind her head, completely unbothered by the possibility of your death at the hands of your parents. "Don't you ever get tired of being so good?"
The question struck you as ridiculous. Being good wasn't a hobby you could get bored with. It was closer to breathing, automatic and necessary, woven so tightly into you that you couldn't imagine what would remain if you stopped.
"I have to be good." You pointed toward the wooden cross hanging above your bed, as if Jesus himself might settle the argument. "Only good girls go to heaven."
Abby followed your finger. For a few seconds, she studied the cross with an expression you couldn't read.
Then she released a long breath through her nose and looked back at you. "Why'd you stay here for community college?" She narrowed her eyes. “I was shocked we were in the same class.”
You lowered your hand. The answer sounded worse whenever you had to say it aloud. "My mom wanted to make sure I behaved."
Abby's mouth twitched.
You narrowed your eyes. "Don't."
She swallowed hard. "I didn't say anything." She exhaled with her usual pout.
You glanced down at the textbook. "You were going to." You sucked on your cheek.
"I was thinking it." She pushed herself upright, shifting across the mattress until the space between you disappeared by degrees. The bed dipped beneath her weight. "So..."
You immediately disliked the sound of that.
Abby settled beside you, shoulder nearly brushing yours. Her attention wandered over your face with patience before she tipped her head. "Does being a real good girl include sneaking around with your girlfriend?"
Heat rushed into your cheeks so quickly you could feel it spreading toward your ears. "Abby." You looked down at the textbook again, though the words had become meaningless shapes across the page. "You're not my girlfriend."
She scoffed and leaned back on one hand. "I was when I took you for ice cream yesterday."
You pressed your teeth into your bottom lip, fighting the smile threatening to betray you. She had paid for your cone. She had also eaten half of it after finishing her own, which you didn't think qualified as particularly romantic. But she also drove you home… and you did giggle when she called you ‘babe’.
"Well..." You swallowed and straightened the corner of a page that didn't need straightening. "Come on. I have to be good."
"You are being good." Her voice softened into that teasing register she used when she knew exactly how nervous she was making you. Abby leaned closer, enough that you caught the faint smell of cigarette smoke lingering in her hair. "You're always so good."
You shook your head, but the movement had lost its certainty. "Remember what I told you? I have to save myself for marriage." Your fingers tightened around the edge of the book. "We can't do that again."
A quiet laugh escaped her. "And remember what I told you?" Abby's eyes flicked briefly toward the cross above the bed before returning to you. "It doesn't count because lesbian sex isn't in the Bible."
You stared at her.
The problem was that you didn't know enough scripture to prove her wrong.
Your thoughts began circling one another, searching through half-remembered sermons and Sunday school lessons for a verse specific enough to rescue you. There had to be one. Your father had preached about temptation plenty of times. Temptation usually arrived wearing less denim and more horns, but you suspected the principle remained.
You couldn’t find anything to prove her wrong in your mind.
"Still..." You worried your bottom lip between your teeth, unable to produce anything stronger.
Abby noticed.
Of course she did.
Her hand settled against your thigh, warm through the thin cotton of your dress, and your entire body seemed to become aware of the exact place she touched you. Her fingers slipped beneath the white hem only slightly, slow enough to leave you every opportunity to move away.
You didn't.
Abby's teasing expression faded into something quieter. She watched your face instead of her hand, searching it carefully as her thumb brushed once against your skin. "Remember how much you liked it?" she asked softly.
Your eyes drifted toward the wooden cross above your bed.
For once, it offered no answer.
Abby leaned closer before you could think of another excuse, pressing a soft kiss to your cheek. Her mouth lingered near your ear afterward, close enough that her breath warmed your skin.
"Remember how you begged me to keep going?" she murmured, amusement curling through every word. Then her voice climbed into an exaggerated imitation of yours. "'Abby, Abby! It's so good I'm going to die!'"
A horrified gasp tore out of you.
You shoved at her shoulder, face burning so fiercely you were certain even your neck had turned pink, but Abby caught you before you could escape. Her arms closed around you, strong and infuriatingly secure, trapping you against her chest while she laughed.
"I did not say that!" you yelped, twisting in her hold.
The denial sounded weak even to you. Worse, some humiliating corner of your memory had already begun replaying the night in question, searching for proof that she was lying.
Abby's laughter softened.
She loosened her grip without letting you go completely, studying your flushed face with an expression far too pleased with itself. "Should we make a bet?" she asked, tipping her head.
Her lips brushed the side of your neck, gentle enough to send a shiver straight through you.
Your breath escaped unevenly.
Your hands had somehow ended up wrapped around her forearms, your perfectly polished pink nails pressing little crescents into the muscle there. You meant to push her away. You knew you did. Instead, your fingers tightened, holding on while every lesson about temptation and virtue crowded noisily into your head.
"Abby..." Her name came out embarrassingly small. You swallowed and glanced toward the wooden cross above your bed, suddenly conscious of its presence again. "I can't. It's..."
"It's not anywhere in the Bible," she reminded you, her voice dropping into that coaxing softness that made thinking harder. Abby drew back just enough to see your face. "I think He'd forgive you, right?"
You opened your mouth, though you weren't sure whether you meant to argue or tell her she was going straight to hell for trying to negotiate loopholes with God.
Abby kissed you before you could decide.
It was soft and brief, barely enough time for surprise to loosen your grip on her arms. When she pulled back, you stayed frozen beside her, lips parted and heart pounding beneath your dress.
Abby eased you onto your back with a gentleness that felt completely at odds with the trouble in her expression. Your textbook lasted another second between you before she swept it aside. It struck the carpet with a muffled thump, pages crumpling beneath the cover.
"Abby!" you scolded, reaching instinctively for it, but her broad hand settled against you and guided you back onto the mattress. You stared up at her with wide, pleading eyes, painfully aware of how little authority you possessed from this position. "This isn't right."
A smirk tugged at her mouth. She studied you for a moment, clearly unconvinced by your protest. "If I touched you," she murmured, deliberately drawing out the question, "would you be wet?"
Your lips pressed together.
Heat rushed into your face. Your heart had begun pounding hard enough to make your chest ache, each beat seeming to expose you more thoroughly than an answer ever could.
"Hm?" Abby prompted softly. Her gaze stayed fixed on yours. "If I just grazed those pretty panties, would they be wet?"
You swallowed, but your throat had gone dry. Your breathing had turned ragged without your permission, betraying you in every possible direction. "No," you blurted.
Abby's expression shifted. The smugness softened into scrutiny as she tilted her head. "Are you sure?" Her hand traveled slowly down your stomach until her fingers reached the hem of your dress.
You nodded too quickly. "I-I'm sure."
Abby clicked her tongue.
She lifted the cotton hem carefully, watching your face for a reaction before letting her fingers brush over your underwear. The contact to your clothed clit and hole lasted only a moment. Then her eyes returned immediately to yours.
"You're soaked." Her voice had gone flat with vindication before amusement crept back into it. "You love this."
"I don't!" You scrambled backward across the quilt, humiliation burning through you. The wooden cross above the bed seemed enormous now, impossible to ignore. "I'm a good girl."
Abby nodded slowly, as though you had finally said something she could agree with. "Uh-huh. You're a real good girl for me." A low laugh slipped from her as she caught your legs and drew you back toward her. "Oh, my good girl. I'm going to make you feel so good."
Your stomach tightened at the words.
Every sensible part of you insisted that you should move. You should grab your textbook from the floor. You should smooth your dress back over your legs and tell Abby that studying was the only reason she had been invited upstairs. You should remember the sermons, your mother's watchful eyes, the cross hanging over your head.
Instead, when Abby climbed over you, your hands found her instinctively.
You pulled her closer.
Her mouth met yours again, and the kiss swallowed the protest you had been preparing. For several dizzy seconds, being good became harder to define. Maybe that was what frightened you most. Abby could make the rules that had governed your entire life feel flimsy, words written on paper instead of commandments carved into stone.
She drew back only far enough for her lips to brush yours when she spoke. "I have a surprise for you," she whispered.
Your fingers tightened against her, and beneath the sudden rush of anticipation came the familiar little stab of guilt, sharp and immediate.
You glanced toward the cross above your bed.
Then you looked back at Abby.
Abby caught your hand before you could hide it against your chest and guided it downward, pressing your palm against the front of her jeans. Beneath the denim, you felt the unmistakable shape of something hard and unfamiliar.
You tore your hand away so quickly you nearly struck yourself with it. "What is that?" you shrieked, scrambling backward until your shoulders sank deeper into the pillows.
The question came out louder than you intended, and your eyes darted instinctively toward the bedroom door.
Abby only laughed.
She seemed entirely unconcerned by your horror, leaning down to press her mouth against your neck as though she had shown you a new pair of shoes. "A strap," she said plainly.
You shook your head, fighting the embarrassing little sounds threatening to escape whenever her lips found another sensitive place. Your body had apparently decided it wanted no part in the moral crisis happening inside your head.
"What's a strap?" you managed, the words breaking around an unsteady breath.
Abby went still for half a second.
Then she exhaled against your skin, somewhere between a laugh and a groan. "Oh, baby." Her mouth curved against your neck. "You are a good girl." She caught your skin gently between her teeth, and you yelped, twisting beneath her while clutching at her shoulders.
"No new things!" you insisted, panic and embarrassment tangling together until your voice climbed embarrassingly high. You pushed weakly at her shoulder, trying to recover whatever dignity you had left. "Do what... what you did in your car two Tuesdays ago."
The request dissolved into a mortified whisper.
Abby lifted herself above you.
For a moment, she simply stared.
You immediately regretted being so specific. Two Tuesdays ago. As though you had marked it on a calendar. As though you hadn't spent the days afterward trying desperately not to remember every second of it whenever you were supposed to be praying.
Abby's eyebrows rose, and a slow, wicked smile spread across her face. "And what did I do?" she asked, tilting her head with fake innocence.
Your stomach dropped.
“Well…” You swallowed. “You know…” you turned away.
"No." Abby's voice slipped lower, taking on that deliberate, intimate register she knew made your thoughts scatter. She bent to your exposed neck and traced her mouth along the warm skin there. "Enlighten me."
A startled breath caught in your throat.
You turned your face toward her, already pouting. "Don't act like you don't remember." The accusation lost most of its force when she was close enough for you to feel her breath against your cheek.
Abby shook her head with infuriating innocence and kissed you again. "I don't remember," she murmured when she pulled away, though the smirk at the corner of her mouth exposed the lie immediately.
You stared up at her, biting your lip while embarrassment gathered hot beneath your skin. She was going to make you say it. That realization settled over you with dreadful certainty.
"You..." Your voice caught, and you swallowed before trying again. "You used your mouth and... fingers."
Abby nodded slowly, accepting this confession with maddening patience. "Uh-huh." She kissed you once more, brief enough to leave you chasing the warmth before she drew back.
Her eyes stayed on yours. "And where did I use them?"
Your mouth fell open.
Even thinking the answer seemed dangerous with the wooden cross hanging above your bed, Christ watching from the wall while Abby tried to coax obscenities out of you.
"Abby, I can't say that," you whispered, horrified. "Those are dirty words."
She considered this with mock seriousness. "You could pray while I fuck you," she whispered. "That way it'll cancel out."
For a second, you could only stare at her.
"How horrid!" You shoved at her shoulder, scandalized enough that your voice climbed toward a shriek. "Don't ever say that again!"
Abby silenced the rest with a kiss.
Her mouth pressed insistently against yours, and despite every ounce of indignation you had summoned, your resistance softened. Your fingers curled into her shirt instead. It felt deeply unfair that your body could betray you while your conscience was still trying to mount a defense.
"Come on," Abby murmured when she finally gave you room to breathe. Her forehead hovered near yours, amusement warming her voice. "Where did I use my mouth and fingers?"
You squeezed your eyes shut and bit down hard on your lip. If you couldn't see the cross, perhaps the cross couldn't see you. The logic was childish enough to embarrass you further, but you clung to it anyway.
"My... lady parts," you whispered.
Abby's laugh rumbled softly between you. "Lady parts?" She drew back just far enough to look at you, eyebrows lifting as though you had offered the strangest answer imaginable.
You nodded solemnly. That was the proper term. Or at least it was considerably closer to proper than whatever Abby wanted you to say.
"Come on, baby." Her voice softened again, coaxing rather than laughing now. "What did I call it?"
Your stomach tightened.
You swallowed and squeezed your eyes even tighter, already certain you would have to repent for this later.
Maybe twice.
"My..." The word refused to leave your mouth at first. You forced it past the wall of embarrassment anyway. "My pussy."
Abby's satisfied groan made your eyes fly open.
She kissed you immediately, smiling against your mouth as she nodded her approval. "Good girl," she praised softly. "You're such a good listener."
The words sent a fresh wave of heat through you, which felt profoundly unfair. All your life, being called a good girl had meant folded hands during prayer, modest dresses, perfect manners, and your parents having no reason to worry about you.
Abby had somehow managed to make it mean this.
Your hips lifted instinctively to meet hers, the movement happening before modesty could catch up and stop you.
Abby broke the kiss and glanced down between you. Her hands settled against your legs, easing them farther apart before she pressed herself closer. The pressure drew a startled breath from you, and you immediately covered your mouth, trapping the embarrassing sound behind your fingers.
Abby's eyes flicked back to your face. "Ask for it nicely," she murmured, her voice roughened by the effort of keeping herself composed.
You swallowed. With both hands still clamped over your mouth, you stared up at her and shook your head.
Abby nodded slowly, her eyebrows lifting with exaggerated sympathy, as though she understood your terrible predicament and couldn't possibly imagine who had put you there. The performance only made your humiliation worse. Heat gathered behind your eyes until tears blurred the edges of her face, and a helpless whimper slipped through your fingers.
Her expression changed immediately.
"Baby, you know I love that look." Abby exhaled, but the teasing faded into firmer resolve as she studied you. "But you're saying it. You won't break me."
She wasn't going to rescue you from the words. You understood that now. She wanted to hear you ask for what you wanted, plainly enough that neither of you could pretend afterward that Abby had invented the desire for you.
You dragged your tongue across your dry lips and breathed slowly through your nose.
Once.
Twice.
Your hands finally lowered from your face, though you immediately wished you could hide behind them again.
"P-Please…Can you..." Your voice faltered. You stared at the collar of her shirt instead of her eyes and tried once more. "M-make..."
Abby waited.
That patience was somehow crueler than teasing.
You drew another trembling breath, your fingers curling into the quilt beneath you. "Make me c-come?" you finally asked, so quietly the words seemed scarcely capable of crossing the space between you.
Abby's mouth curved into a wicked smile.
She nodded and bent to kiss you, then let those kisses wander slowly downward, lingering over the fabric of your dress as she descended.
"Yes, baby," she murmured, the words muffled against the cotton as she reached your thighs.
You stared toward the ceiling, breathing hard, and found the wooden cross waiting above you.
Your eyes squeezed shut.
The warmth of her mouth pressed against you through the thin fabric of your panties and your eyes snapped open at once.
“Ah!” The sound tore out of you before you could stop it. “Abby wait!”
She paused and stared up at you, her head resting on your trembling thighs, blue eyes calm and steady. “I’m being gentle,” she said, the words soft but firm. “There’s no reason to wait.”
You bit your lip hard enough to feel the sharp edge of your teeth and lifted your hips toward her. The single word left you in a whisper that barely carried. “More.”
She nodded once. “That’s more like it.” Then she slipped the pink panties down your legs and set them aside with care. She took your clit into her mouth slowly. The heat of her wrapped around you in a soft flutter that made your breath hitch and your fingers curl. You panted as her tongue began to circle, the rhythm unhurried at first, and your nails dug into her hair without thought.
“Fuck!” The word slipped out broken and high. You immediately covered your mouth with one shaking hand.
She only chuckled against you, the vibration low and warm, and sped up while shifting her position. A thick finger slipped inside you, the stretch sudden and full.
“Another finger,” you moaned, sinking down to meet the second. “Abby it feels so good I can’t breathe.” Your hands moved restlessly over the front of your dress, gripping the soft weight of your own breasts through the fabric while your hips rolled in small helpless circles.
She nodded and worked faster, her fingers and tongue moving together in a steady relentless rhythm that left no room for thought. You squeezed your legs shut around her head as the pleasure crested. Your body convulsed hard. “Fuck Abby it’s so good!” The words came out loud and broken while your hips jerked up against her mouth, wild and uncontrolled.
She let you ride every wave of it, slowing only when the tremors began to ease and your breathing turned ragged and shallow. Then she pulled away and leaned up to kiss you.
You pushed at her shoulders at once. “Gross I don’t want to taste that!” The protest came out sharp and startled.
She only smiled, slid two glistening fingers between her lips, and sucked them clean with a soft appreciative sound that made heat rush straight to your face. “But you taste so sweet,” she said, still licking them slowly in front of you.
You bit your lip and stared up at her, body still trembling. She lifted off you and sat on the edge of the bed. “Come here. I want to show you something,” she said, the tone firm and certain.
You nodded, still shaky, and crawled to the edge of the mattress. Your limbs felt heavy and oversensitive.
“On your knees here.” She pointed to the floor between her spread legs as she unbuttoned her pants.
“On my knees?” The question left you flabbergasted, voice rising.
She nodded. “Yeah. Like at the pews.” A small smirk tugged at the corner of her mouth.
“Abby!” Heat flared across your cheeks. “Don’t talk like that.” Still you lowered yourself to the carpet in front of her, the fibers rough against your bare knees.
“Unzip my pants,” she commanded.
You stared at her face, then at the open button, then exhaled slowly and drew the zipper down. A thick pink strap-on flopped free.
You were about to make a startled sound but she leaned forward, laughing under her breath as her palm covered your mouth. “It’s a strap,” she said softly. “It’ll make you feel really good.”
You furrowed your brows and looked at the smooth realistic shape of it. “It looks like…”
She nodded. “It’s supposed to look like one.” The smirk deepened as she tilted her head. “You gotta suck it a little first.” She lifted her hips slightly, biting her lip and raising her brows in quiet invitation.
Your face went hot all over. “No!” The refusal came out embarrassed and sharp.
“But it’ll feel so good for me…” The plea was soft, almost wistful, and her eyes stayed locked on yours.
You narrowed your eyes, leaned forward, and took the head of it into your mouth. The silicone was warm from her body. You sucked slowly, carefully, the foreign texture strange against your tongue.
Her head fell back as she watched you. A low soft moan slipped from her throat. “Oh that pretty mouth,” she murmured. “So cute.”
Then she shook her head, stood, and picked you up with easy strength. She settled you onto your back on the bed again, spread your legs open, and pressed the blunt head against your entrance.
“S-slow,” you whimpered softly. “G-go slow…”
She nodded. “Of course.”
She slipped it in slowly.
The feeling was foreign and the stretch made you whimper again, fingers gripping her shoulders hard enough that your nails dug into the muscle.
“I know,” she soothed, voice close and steady. “The first time hurts.”
“F-first time?!” The words jumped out startled. “No this isn’t like my virginity. I’m still good!”
She only nodded and slipped it fully inside you. Her full weight settled over you as she rested her head by your ear. The fullness left you gasping, a slow moan rising from your chest while your mouth pressed against the warm curve of her shoulder.
“Yeah you’re so good,” she groaned. “Getting your pussy filled by a muscled up dyke who works as a bouncer on the weekends.”
You panted against her skin. “I’m… a good girl…” The words came out soft and shaky.
She nodded. “You’re my good girl.” She started thrusting, deep and measured. “My good perverted girl.”
You whimpered. “I’m not a pervert!” The protest was quiet and breathless.
She fucked you harder. “You are a pervert girl,” she grunted, slamming into you so the bedframe whispered against the wall. “A nasty pervert girl who likes her cunt licked and her pussy pounded.”
You reached up to cover her mouth with one trembling hand even as pleasure rolled through you in heavy waves. “D-don’t call me that!” The words broke into a moan as you bit your lip hard.
“But you love it,” she grunted, fucking you harder still. “You’d love this too.” Her hand slid down between your bodies and her thumb began circling your clit in tight relentless strokes while she thrust.
You gripped the pillow behind your head as the second orgasm built fast and sharp. Your legs shook around her hips. “Abby!” The name left you in a yelp. “This is so good!”
She nodded. “I know it is.” Her voice stayed calm and stern. “But I’ll stop if you don’t say it.”
You gasped. “Say what?!” Your hips lifted desperately to meet hers.
“That you’re a pervert girl who loves to be fucked,” she grunted, driving into you harder.
“I can’t!” You pulled her closer, fingers clutching at her back.
“Then you’re not coming.” She stopped completely, holding perfectly still while buried deep inside you.
Your hips went wild, twisting and lifting in search of any friction while she held you motionless.
“Please Abby I’m so close,” you panted. “I need it!” The plea came out broken and raw.
“Then say it.” The command was quiet but absolute. Her blue eyes stared straight into yours, unblinking.
“Fine!” The word burst out of you. “I’m a dirty pervert girl who loves to be fucked!” You yelled it desperately, voice cracking.
She smiled, the expression dark and satisfied, and nodded. “You are.” She pounded into you again, the sound of skin meeting skin loud in the quiet room. “You’re a filthy little pervert.”
You nodded, moaning openly now, and tugged the top of your dress down so your breasts spilled free. “Touch me here,” you begged, grabbing her hands and guiding them. “Touch me here and fuck me harder.”
She chuckled under her breath, closed her fingers around your nipples, and gave you exactly what you asked for.
Her hips slammed against yours so hard the world narrowed to white sparks and the repeated sound of her name spilling from your lips. Your legs shook violently as the orgasm crashed through you, body arched and trembling.
She slowed only when the last wave began to fade, letting you ride every last tremor. Then she eased out of you carefully, set the strap-on aside, and pulled her pants back into place. She slipped your panties back on and smoothed your dress into place with quiet hands.
She pulled you into her chest and kissed your lips, soft and lingering. “Was that good?” she asked, the question quiet against your mouth.
You nodded into the warm hollow of her throat. “So good.” The words came out soft and spent.
"Then..." She cooed, the sound low and fond, and stroked your hair. “How about you move into my apartment instead, sweetheart?”
You smiled lazily, still flushed and heavy-limbed, and bit your lip. “Maybe…” The single word hung between you for a moment. “Will you do that again if I say yes?”
i need this to be one of those one shots that get 1k likes okay i deserve it
Yasssssth
🎬 Omg, this is entirely tom and zendaya’s fault. They have been acting so incredibly in love it got the actors AU worms moving shhshshhs 🎬
STILL AWAKE
pairing: fwb!abby x reader
word count: 5.1k
synopsis: being forced to analyze and interview your college's rugby team, you quickly grow a mutual hate for the captain and discover a hidden tension that snaps (literally just porn with minimal plot)
cw: college au, switch!abby, switch!reader, porn with plot, hate fuck, oral sex, r!receiving, abby!receiving, fingering, hand obsession (?), hand riding, face sitting, slight choking, demanding (?)
mature content: minors and men DNI!
(pictures from pinterest and tumblr)
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Your phone illuminates a bright light as it buzzes on your nightstand, snapping you out of your unresolved grogginess.
Abby fb
Hey, you still awake?
You immediately rolled your eyes as you read the message, checking the time subconsciously, seeing that it’s just past midnight.
Abby Anderson, the captain of your college’s rugby team. The two of you met when your journalism professor assigned you a semester-long project surrounding women’s sports on campus, forcing you to interview and observe her team. It didn’t take long for you to find out how much of a hard ass she was, especially when it came to her team. She was strict when it came to meeting times, when you were allowed to watch them, what she permitted you to write about, and which of your questions were acceptable. Her childish groans and eye rolls anytime she saw you approach the field during practice grated underneath your skin. Her snarky remarks and annoying, monosyllable answers to your questions drive you up a wall. And she knows it. It was a mutual dislike toward each other, and neither of you were trying to hide it.
It wasn’t until you had to meet with her outside of practice for an interview that an unknown thread snapped between the two of you. It felt like a blur; the pushing and shoving, the aggressive sloppy kisses, the gasping and swearing into each other’s mouths, her hand shoving into your pants. Even now, you can’t remember how it happened, or how it resulted in her texting you every time she needed to get laid for the past month. Or how you could never get yourself to say no to her.
You could just ignore her message. You should ignore it. Break the seemingly endless cycle of late-night hookups and relentless hostility. But would ignoring her make the verbal sparring worse? Would she be even more argumentative – if that’s even possible?
no. it’s late abby.
Yet you still texted me back
Her smugness immediately lights a fire in your chest like a furnace. Irritation floods your body which only becomes evident by a heavy exhale through your nose and blank stare at the water stains in your ceiling. How could a person be so aggravating and smug yet always get what they want? Why do you always give her what she wants? Regret fills your stomach from even looking at your phone. She knew you’d respond. Hell, who are you kidding? You did too.
Come over
i’m in bed. i’m not leaving in the middle of the fucking night
Then let me come to you
Memories from your past impulsive nights flash through your mind in a dizzying montage. The shame from wanting her gnaws at you like your molars gnaw at your cheek. You can’t get the thought of her hands out of your head; her veins like lightning under her skin, her fingers thick and methodical, the callouses that press into your thighs when her head is between your legs. You press your thighs together under your covers as you desperately try to stop yourself from saying yes. She’s torture, humiliating torture. You should say no, tell her to fuck off and go to bed, but you can’t deny the throbbing ache from thinking of her in your bed. Her mouth and hands knowing exactly what to do and how to—
You’re thinking about it
Fuck.
whatever
That a yes?
just shut up about it
Cute. I’ll be over in 10
Fuck.
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A harsh knock echoes through your apartment, cutting through the quiet ambiance that used to linger. You shuffle toward your door in PJ shorts and an old tank top, rubbing your eyes as you navigate through your dark living room. When you open the door, you find Abby planted comfortably with her hands in her sweatshirt pocket. Her height and build never seize to amaze and intimidate you. Freckles dust over the bridge of her nose, spilling onto her cheeks which mixes with a pink hue from the brisk night air she’s standing in. Her dark blue eyes looking at you as if you opening the door was the same as her finally reaching the counter after waiting in line. She’s truly gorgeous, which only makes your attraction to her more irritating. Her smug face painted with narrow eyes and a slight smirk meets your stare.
“Well don’t you look adorable,” a sarcastic chuckle leaving her lips, looking you up and down.
“You’re so annoying,” you say in a groan, rolling your eyes and pulling her in by the fabric on her chest.
She instinctively slams the door behind her as she stumbles inside. You crash your lips onto hers, not giving her a chance to say anything else that could make you regret this even more than you already do. Her hands immediately grab your waist to press you against her body, the warmth radiating from her makes her scent wrap around you. It makes you unsteady. Her slightly chapped lips glide across yours with expertise. She kissed you like her hunger was insatiable, not like the usual agonizing teasing she puts you through. It’s different this time. Like she’s been waiting too long. Even though you were in her bed two nights prior. She needs you, craves you.
Your arms wrap around her neck to pull her face down to feel her closer. She shoves her tongue in your mouth making you gasp. Her hands roam to your ass, a slap to your right cheek makes your gasp turn into a quiet moan against her tongue. Feeling her against you as she explores your mouth sends you into a frenzy. She’s good at this. She’s always been good at this. Heat rises through your body to your cheeks, you swear you could melt into her if she pulls you any closer.
“You’re easy tonight,” her words spill from her grin like honey, filling your mouth with the sugar of her voice that tasted like vinegar. She lightly bites at your bottom lip, tugging at it and letting it snap back into place.
The whimper you let out is almost humiliating, the noise revealing your desperation to feel her skin against yours. You’re scared to open your eyes. To see the satisfaction on her face from the pathetic sound you made. But when you did, there it was. Her grin. Her goddamn grin, knowing she won the battle between hatred and lust inside of you.
“Fuck you,” your attempt to sound harsh fails as it comes out shaky.
“Soon,” her voice dripping in pride from how she affects you. She knows she’s the best you’ve had without you even having to say it. She knows she can get away with whatever mocking line she gives you. And most of all, she knows how much it makes you want her more.
Her hands grip the back of your thighs to lift you to cling around her waist. You connect your lips again as you tangle your fingers in the lingering waves that remain from the braid she surely wore earlier that day. She doesn’t waste time taking you to your bedroom.
The dim yellow light of the lamp on your side table spills onto Abby’s skin, casting shadows against her face, creating harsh lines that make her features stronger. It makes her look more intense, more intimidating. She drops you onto your bed causing you to bounce onto the edge. You’re eye-level with her abs, not being able to see them because of her sweatshirt. Frustrated, you grab the bottom of the fabric and shove it upward to expose her toned stomach. You’re too distracted running your hands along her sides to notice the condescending chuckle that escapes Abby’s lips as she looks down at you. She quickly pulls her sweatshirt and shirt over her head, throwing them to the side.
You plant warm kisses along the contours of her stomach, her skin burning into your tongue. Her hands venture to your hair, raking them through the sides to hold it back. She groans from your touch as you bite and scratch at her muscles. You look up, your eyes locking on each other. It’s hungry, wanting. Her head falls back with a low hum as you lick a long stripe up the center line of her abs.
“God. Your tongue,” her voice like velvet.
A smile creeps from your lips onto her skin. She tips her head down to look at you again, one of her hands grabbing your chin to look up at her. Both of your chests heave from how breathless you’ve made each other.
It’s a moment of acknowledging what you’re doing. Knowing you’re – yet again – in the position that contradicts how you feel about each other outside of your bedrooms. Maybe it’s just you. Maybe it’s just the sleep depravity that’s making you foggy. But you could almost feel a mutual understanding of how the other is feeling. Any lingering antagonistic thoughts you once saw across Abby’s face vanished. You weren’t sure how long this moment would last, so you did the only thing you could think of: freeze.
Her thumb slowly drags against your bottom lip as her gaze flickers from your mouth to your eyes. Your tongue peeps out of your mouth to meet the rough pad of her thumb, swiping across it and coating it with your saliva. She takes the opportunity to enter your mouth, allowing you to suck on it.
Her eyes lock onto your lips. Her mouth parts slightly, almost like she forgot she has control of her face. She’s too enamored by you. Your motions. How your eyes look up at her with your teeth grazing the bottom knuckle.
Fuck, you love her hands, her fingers. The feeling of her thumb grazing the back of your throat as the rest of her hand cups your chin intoxicates you, not being able to think straight. You begin to suck harder as your eyes flutter shut, wanting to savor the feeling and taste of her thumb. And as an attempt to erase the thought of whose thumb is in your mouth. The slight salty taste mixed with the taste of her nearly makes you drool.
You want more; grabbing her hand, you guided her to replace her thumb with her pointer and middle fingers in your mouth. Your tongue swirls around her fingers as she pushes them further into your mouth. The feeling sends shivers down your spine, eyes rolling back slightly. You feel a spark in your lower abdomen like a lighter trying to ignite a flame.
“Holy fuck,” it comes out as barely a whisper, shock and arousal filling her chest, not intending for you to hear. “You like my fingers down your throat?”
You nod and hum against her in response before she shoves her fingers to the back of your throat, allowing you to swallow onto them. Another groan leaves her chest. She harshly pulls the hair at the base of your skull, making your eyes shoot open and her fingers slip from your mouth, leaving you empty.
Her face lowers to yours to invade your mouth with her tongue again. You graciously accept and moan into her from the sudden shift. She pulls herself off of you with a string of saliva following her lips. You watch as she strips herself of her pants as if they were on fire.
“You gonna fuck me with that mouth?” she asks as she settles into your bed, shoulders resting against your headboard like she belongs there. Like she’s been there a thousand times before.
You give a faux-reluctant nod, shifting to position yourself between her legs. She’s already dripping even without you touching her. The shine of her slick covers her curls and smears to her inner thighs. You’ve never seen her this wet, it makes you salivate. How long has she been wanting you tonight? How long did she wait to text you?
You drag your middle finger from her core to her clit to smear her further. A strong exhale leaves Abby’s nostrils as her eyes shut and teeth grit together.
“Don’t make me fucking wait,” she chokes out.
You restrain your usual quip followed by an eye roll. Mainly because you can’t wait any longer. Feeling her against your tongue emits a moan from both of you. Her head immediately fell back with her mouth agape. You’ve only barely started, yet her breath is already shaking. You latch onto her clit with light suction, swirling lazy and pointed circles into her. The taste of her never fails to intoxicate you. How easily your tongue slips through her makes your legs quiver. Her trembling skin against your hands and shoulders encourages you to be more ruthless. Your tongue steadily laps at her swollen clit as you groan into her.
You can’t help but feel pleased with yourself as you watch the boulder that is Abby Anderson gasp and shudder beneath you.
“Fuck~ you’re always so good at that,” her voice breathy and quivering, unable to get her words out straight. Her praise takes you off guard. It’s not her usual m.o. but you choose not to overthink it. She grabs onto your hair to anchor herself as her hips twitch and buck into you.
Your arm reaches around her leg to attempt to hold her hips down, hand pressing to her lower stomach and hip. Her harsh moan wracks through your room as you plunge your middle finger into her pulsating cunt, mouth still persisting and consistent. You look up to watch her face scrunch and head fall back as her grip in your hair tightens.
“Put another one in,” she rarely whines, but here she is, a gasping and whiny mess beneath you. She’d never go as far as to beg, but this is the closest she has gotten. Her words and harsh breaths feed your ego as well as the strength in your jaw and arm.
Of course, you oblige. Her shaking intensifies, grounding her heels in your mattress to gain leverage to grind against your face and fingers. The curl of your fingers turns her rigid, causing her to pull her bottom lip between her teeth so hard it could bleed. Her abs and arms flexing deliciously, the dim lamp defining her physique more. You can’t help but notice the thin layer of sweat coating her body, the light cascading onto her and painting her gold.
“Don’t—fuck—don’t stop doing that. God I’m already close,” she watches you as you continue to pump into her, curling your fingers perfectly and licking her clit with agonizing precision. Both of her hands pull you into her harder. Her hips grind harshly against your face.
You don’t stop watching her. You can’t. She looks magnetic with her eyebrows raised, red blotchiness hiding her freckles, lip quivering as her mouth gapes open, cursing under her breath, fighting her eyes from rolling back into her skull so she can watch you. Drool streams down your chin and onto your fingers, further lubricating your thrusts. It’s impossible to tell where your saliva ends and her slick begins, both of them mixing into a concoction of pure arousal and primal need; the sloppiness only makes you more lustful. Tension builds and warmth collects in your underwear just from pleasing her. You moan into her core again, sending lightning through Abby’s body.
You watch as her eyes roll back, only the white showing, jaw completely falling slack, and back arching at an impossible angle. Her shaking becomes uncontrollable, legs clamping around your head, cunt contracting around your fingers. She’s cumming, hard. You work her through her orgasm, occasionally feeling harsh twitches from her body until she became limp. When the sensation became too much, she pushed your head off of her and pulled your hair to bring you up to her mouth to kiss you. Her nose and chin slide against yours easily from the amount of each other’s fluids that coat your face, sharing the metallic and sweet taste of her cum.
Your hunger is insatiable, the throbbing in your pants becomes unbearable and all consuming. Her knee pushes against you, shocking you as you didn’t realize you were straddling her leg. A harsh breath pours into Abby’s mouth from the sudden pressure against you, hands flying to her neck and shoulder to steady yourself. Her voice turns into a pleased hum that vibrates your lips.
“I can’t believe you almost didn’t let me come over. You’re so eager tonight,” she lets out nearly as a laugh.
There she is. The person that constantly mocks you and uses her words to demean you. You wish she’d just shut up. It’s embarrassing enough that you let her in your apartment, let alone you basically falling at her feet as her cum is covering your face. Growing impatient, you grind down onto her knee and thigh, the contours of her quad creating the perfect surface for you.
“Do you ever stop talking?”
She hums in amusement, “No.”
You roll your eyes, being reminded of why this is all it will ever be, why it’s all you want it to be,
“Just fuck me already.”
“Bossy.”
She sits up fully and grabs the back of your legs to pull you closer to her hips. Your knees now flush against the mattress, scooting yourself to comfortably straddle her lap. Her hands find the hem of your tank top to yank it off of you, making your breasts fall and bounce slightly from the previous restraint. Without hesitation, Abby kneads one of them and takes the other into her mouth, teeth and tongue grazing your nipple. An involuntary gasp fills your lungs which makes your back arch into her touch. Your hands grab onto her neck and the sides of her face to stop the trembling of your fingers. She looks so at peace as your gasps and heaves continue to echo in the room. She removes her mouth with a pop from releasing her suction. Her eyes meet yours again, deep blue orbs completely covered by the black of her pupils, pulling you in deeper. You pull her face into a kiss to distract yourself from your stomach flipping.
Her hands slide over the arch in your back and onto your ass, cupping and grabbing harshly to pull your hips into a rhythm. Two hard smacks meet the round of your cheek again, earning a yelp from you. A grin stretches across her lips against yours from the embarrassing noise you made. Your pulse makes your clit swell from her agonizing touches. Her nails rake across your ass until she reaches your hips, leaving crescent shaped bruises where her fingers dig into you. Just another thing to remind you of the control she has over you.
“You’re fucking killing me,” you whine into her mouth. You don’t care how pathetic you sound; you can’t take the teasing anymore. She’s always a fucking tease after she finishes.
“You’re so dramatic,” she lets out in a chuckle or a scoff, you can’t quite tell. You don’t have time to figure it out before her hand suddenly slides into your shorts and underwear, where she halts her actions right above your clit.
“This what you want?” asking as if she can’t tell despite your gasp and shaky exhale.
“Please. Yes,” your eyes squeeze shut to avoid seeing her shit-eating grin.
Finally, the large pad of her middle finger drags slow, agonizing circles into your bud. A heavy breath that you didn’t realize you were holding leaves your throat. Her pressure is something nothing and nobody else can replicate. Why does it have to be her that does this to you? Her out of all people.
A string of quiet curses falls from your lips and into her mouth. She’s barely moving. You don’t even have to look at her to know she’s just sitting there, watching you. Watching you, with contentment on her face, become a puddle of frustration as you twitch in her lap. Your clit is still throbbing, her glacial pace causes your hips to twitch and grind against her to feel the friction you craved. She’s fucking infuriating. An involuntary whimper leaves your throat. Before you could try to recover from it, Abby jumps on the opportunity.
“Aw. What’s wrong? Want me to go faster?” Voice drenched in her patronizing tone. Her breath litters over your face which allows you to smell the mouthwash she must have swigged before leaving.
Your pride has completely dissipated, proven by your rapid nodding and string of begging “yes” and “please”. Another sharp smile stretches across her face in satisfaction as her eyes dart across your face to take in your torment. Suddenly, quick and methodical circles are being pressed into your clit. Your hips and thighs start to shake uncontrollably as your grip into her shoulders tightens. The pressure fluttering through your cunt and legs.
“Fuck~ yes—Abby fuck,” you don’t even know what you’re saying anymore, your words uncontrollable and drenched in desperation.
Your forehead falls to rest onto hers, eyes shut and lip clenched between your teeth as you focus on the sudden, perfect pleasure you’re experiencing. Before you can adjust to it, she moves her hand to plunge her thick fingers into your soaked cunt. They slide in so easily from the nonstop arousal you’ve felt since you saw her in your doorway. The stretch from her causes sudden electricity to surge through your body. Your eyes roll back into your head and mouth falls open as you let out a humiliating moan. She groans against your cheek in response, other hand flying to your hip to guide you with her movements.
“Oh fuck~ you swallow me so well,” her breathy voice, like gravel covered in satin, brushes against your ear, sending shivers down your spine.
Her palm grinds against your clit deliciously as you feel her fingers fill every inch of you. The pressure and friction build you up high enough to hold you at the edge. You start grinding into her hand, chasing the electricity you felt, making her fingers press deeper into you. The sounds you’re making would leave you humiliated any other time, but you couldn’t care less right now as you’re filled to the brim with agonizing pleasure.
“Keep grinding into me. Don’t stop ‘til I tell you.”
You begin to whimper as your hips grind harder into her palm. She curls her fingers to finally press into that spot she knows too well. You involuntarily halt as your body trembles from the familiar jolt of lightning going through you again.
“God—”
“I didn’t say stop,” she interrupts your taste of bliss.
Your whimpering becomes staggered as you try to grind your hips again. Finding a pace is nearly impossible as every movement sends a wave of electricity from your core to your legs. She matches your pace by curling and uncurling her fingers which makes the knot in your abdomen tighten. It becomes too much, the never-ending intensity pushing you further and further near the edge.
“I can’t fucking take it—holy fuck Abby.”
Her eyes burn holes in yours as she watches tears well in your eyes and eyebrows raise.
“You’re gonna take what I give you.”
Her words send shocks through your stomach, making the knot snap. Your eyes roll back again, legs and hips trembling and shaking violently. Instead of steadying or slowing her movements, she begins to rapidly move her hand back and forth to vibrate against your clit and walls. Your eyebrows furrow and mouth falls open, body becoming completely rigid. Your head and face fall into the crook of her neck as your pleasure becomes unbearable. The aftershocks never come as all you’re experiencing is a hurricane of hot, white flashes and vibrations wracking through you. Her actions suddenly stop, leaving you shaking and trembling against her. Both of your bodies are covered in a thin sheet of sweat, sticking to each other as you heave into her neck and chest. Your legs are numb, toes tingling when you try to move.
She grabs your hair to yank you away from her neck and forces you to look at her. You jump as her other hand slides out of your shorts, completely soaked from the act she just committed. Fingers plunge to the back of your throat, making you take in the metallic taste of yourself. By muscle memory, you replicate your previous actions, swirling and sucking relentlessly at her digits. She watches you with continued hunger in her stare, eye contact burning into both of you. With her fingers still occupying your mouth, she pulls you in to share the taste of your cum. Your tongues collide as both of you lick and suck at her fingers until they’re clean. She slips her hand away to grab your throat instead.
“I’m not done with you.”
This statement makes your body run cold, preparing yourself for the overstimulation you’re about to experience.
She grabs your wrists and pulls them to position your hands on your headboard. She’s completely caged in. Is she giving you control? She can’t be.
“What are you—"
Before you could finish, she grabs your hips to lift you up so she can slide down, positioning her face right below your heat as you straddle her. She lets out a slight chuckle from hearing your sudden gasp and seeing the blatant wet patch through your shorts. Your legs continue to lightly tremble as you fight to keep yourself hovering above her.
She reached her thumb up to glide down your slit through the soaked fabric “Damn, I really got you huh?”
“God, will you just shut up?”
Her laugh bounces off your walls. She loves how easily she can get a rise out of you. It’s almost too easy.
“Calm down. My mouth will be busy soon enough.”
Her hands grab your hips to pull you down onto her face as she presses a kiss to your clothed clit, making you involuntarily twitch. You’re still sensitive and she fucking knows it. Her tongue flattens against you as she presses a firm, long lick up the center seam of your shorts. The sensation being a dull, prodding torture. You can feel her chin drag against your clit. Even while you’re sensitive, she still knows how to tease you and make you want more. Her touches are too muted, your shorts feeling thicker than before. More in the way.
“Just take them off,” you practically whine.
She hums against you, amused. Her nails rake against your ass before she spanks you with both of her hands. The harsh slap pushes you forward, nearly making you stand on your knees.
“Go on then, take’em off,” she says this as if it were an obvious answer this whole time, patting the side of your hip. Pretending as if she wouldn’t have restrained you for attempting to move over on your own.
You roll off the bed to finally pull the fabric down your legs. You can feel Abby’s eyes scanning your body as your shorts fall to the floor. You actually get a proper look at her now. She looks like a Renaissance painting lying across your bed, golden light covering her body, emphasizing each and every line created by muscle. Like a Greek deity lounging casually as she impatiently waited for you to return to your original position. You’ll never understand how such a beautiful person can be so infuriating and annoying. You should know better than to stare. Her smugness rips through the moment like a razor.
“Yeah, yeah. Stop staring and get back over here.”
You position yourself above her face again, watching as she gets comfortable beneath you. Her eyes meet yours again, piercing this time, full of something wicked that you can’t quite place. Her eye contact doesn’t waiver as she pulls your weight down for you to sit on her mouth. Her tongue connects with your clit immediately. Your eyes betray you and roll back from the sudden sensation. The harsh pressure against your sensitive bud makes your breathing unsteady from the buzzing in your abdomen.
You fall forward slightly, bracing the headboard as an attempt to ground yourself and give you something to hold onto. The new angle only gave Abby more access to your core and applied even more pressure.
“Oh my god~” your voice drawn out, desperate, wrecked.
Abby hums against you accompanied by another hard slap to your ass, soothing it quickly with a squeeze. The vibration from her humming intensifies the pressure of her tongue and slight graze of teeth. You begin to shake again. Her hands knead and grab at your hips and upper thighs to comfort you through the intensity she’s putting you through. The tingling travels through your legs again, rendering you useless from the unstoppable pleasure.
You start to grind your hips slightly, finding the right pace to inch yourself toward the summit you crave. Abby locks you in place, pulling you further down onto her, your full weight now resting on her mouth. She shakes her head side to side rapidly, creating steady vibrations against your clit again. The feeling shoots through you like a bullet.
“Fuck fuck fuck—Abby fuck.” You’re nothing but a gasping, moaning mess as Abby continues her rabid pace against your cunt.
You feel her groan underneath you, feeling and tasting every inch of you. You can’t deny that you love how pretty she sounds like this. How she finds such pleasure from just touching you and tasting you. Your sheer distaste toward her only makes your body crave her more. Each stroke of her tongue, each moan that falls from her lips and onto your cunt pushes you further and further into bliss.
You start grinding onto her again, needing release. You sit up to grab her hair beneath you to steady her movements
“Don’t stop. I swear to god if you stop.”
You can feel Abby smile against you, letting out another chuckle. While the chuckle sent annoyance to your chest, the additional buzzing is all it took to send you over the edge. The blinding, white, hot waves wrack through you again, making you tense and shake uncontrollably. Again, Abby doesn’t relent, only persists. Her arms wrap around your thighs, completely pulling you down and preventing you from moving. Every time your body begins to fall limp, the pressure from your weight falling into her sends you into rigidity again. Your legs and hips shaking continued to push your body into her. Your moans and gasps become louder as the feeling does not stop. Finally, she releases you, allowing you to fall to the side, limp and heaving.
Abby’s smug chuckle hits your ears again as she sits up to face you, eyes raking down the line of your back to your ass.
“Jesus, I don’t think I’ve seen you cum that hard.”
You don’t even have the energy to snap at her. Your limbs feel like jelly. Small twitches thump against your skin. She collapses next to you, laying on her back with her arms up behind her head. Your eyes open lazily to see her face wet and shiny, your cum coating her chin. You can’t help but let out a breathless laugh from how wrecked you are. You roll onto your back to stare at the ceiling.
“I think that was your best so far,” you say followed by another faint laugh.
“How flattering,” she says sarcastically.
She sits up after catching her breath and collects her clothes. You watch as she pulls her shirt on, making you miss your view of endless valleys of skin and muscle. As each layer is added to her body again, her tough exterior accompanies it.
It’s silent. Not awkward. Not charged. Just calm. These are the only times the two of you are at peace. It’s nice. However, it’s fragile.
“Can you hand me my shirt and shorts,” you request flatly. You expect her to say something like “I’m not your bitch” or just a plain “no”, but surprisingly, she tosses you your shirt without any snarky quip.
“You need new shorts. Those are kinda… ruined,” she says as though it’s an apology instead of an achievement. This is new. “Where are your other ones?”
“You—you’re getting me new shorts?” you ask puzzled and hesitantly with a scoff as you sit up.
“Fucking hell, don’t make it a big thing,” immediately annoyed.
Your hands fly up as a surrender, and instead of pressing further, you just point to the top drawer of your dresser. Again, without a word, she grabs a pair, holding them with her eyebrow cocked as a way of asking if they were what you wanted. After you confirm, she tosses them at you.
Pulling her sweatshirt on, she watches you dress. After your head pops out of the neck of your shirt, your eyes meet again, lingering longer than either of you would ever admit to another. Abby’s the one to break it, diverting her gaze to the door.
“Anyways. See you later?” she asks as casually as if this were a study group and you were done for the night. Her lazy excuse of a goodbye.
“Maybe.”
Her eyes roll as she reaches your doorway, “Whatever you say.”
You can hear her footsteps lightly thumping through your apartment followed by your front door opening and closing. The air shifts, only slightly, but still noticeable. Your sheets are still warm from where she was laying. Her scent still lingers. You can still feel her against your skin instead of underneath it.
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wow, I went MIA for a HOT minute. getting back into writing, so I'm a bit rusty. let me know what y'all think! there might be a part 2 to this one in the future (I'm a sucker for enemies to lovers or whatever the hell this is, sue me).
Sharon Olds, Stag’s Leap
god likes you running from him
saw this on twitter from the non OG TELL ME WHO MADE THIS MOD AND PHOTO NOWWWWWWW SO I CAN DOWNLOAD THE MOD
pride month isn't over they're getting hitched!!!
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Love how Sharp Objects consistently explores the way the parents prefer the dead children to the living ones because how they are able to perfectly control the image and legacy of the child into something that reflects well on them in the community at the expense of both the true personality of the dead child and the autonomy and well being of their living children
thoughts on how amma is in love with camille?
I don’t believe Amma is in love with Camille, but I do think the feelings they share for each other are (obviously) insanely complex, almost bordering on inappropriate, due to the effects of Adora’s mothering, their shared trauma, and their environment. It’s a devastating mother/sister swap for them both. Amma wants a love that isn’t the conditional poisoning she receives from Adora. Camille wants Marian back, and Amma is the closest thing she could ever get to that, despite the girl’s disturbing behavior.