Ursula2Ariel

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[ursula2ariel2020]

2020 Mindset Goal

One thing I am starting to become more aware of is my current mindset, how that can effect my outlook on life and what steps I need to start taking to get myself balanced. When I look back at my life I think about how confident I used to be, how much I admired myself and how everyone who met me should be thankful to have encountered me. Guess what though. My whole life has just been one big smoke and mirrors show and my residency performing this show day after day, night after night for lovers, family and so called friends has finally ran its course.

Over the last, I would say maybe 5 years or so, I have been feeling the ‘ smoke and mirrors ‘ routine becoming almost too much to handle at times. Whether it was becoming too much to carry on with or whether I just got sick and tired of it all in the end, I don’t yet know. All I do know is that I have to start finding a way to move the show out of town and start being my true self and loving me in every phase of my life from here on out.

(Also, what is this Vegas show example I’m using?!?)

Mentally I have always criticized myself for every detail of my body, voice, hair and every other thing that makes up my being and that has to STOP. Which brings me back to my Mindfulness in 2020.

As I was sitting at work today I was thinking, what’s the point? Why does any of this health and fitness garbage matter? I’ve always been a failure and I will continue to be one when it comes to this category. Then I stopped and was like, wow. With that kind of thought process, how do I ever expect to do, see, be or accomplish anything in this short life span?

I won’t. Not with that mindset.

That’s why I just have to take everything day by day and just let it all fall into place. I went home from work last night knowing that we were ordering food today for our end of the ramp season gathering with my fellow supervisors and I have to keep reminding myself that it’s okay. This food I will be having isn’t my whole day, week or month. Its just lunch and dinner will be right back on track later on. 

That’s all I need to focus on is right now, today in this moment. Everything beyond this moment is it’s own event. It’s own failure. It’s own accomplishment.

I can worry about all the other stuff when that time/day comes.

Stay sweet, y’all <3

[ursula2ariel2020]

Changing it Up

So..

This whole time I have been so stressed out bc I couldn’t stand how my other account can’t follow people. However, I don’t know why I didn’t think to just change this main one and use my other for posting the random stuff??

Get ready for a change up, folks <3

[liberalsarecool]

On point.

We have a problem of giving to the most fortunate.

[the-pundertaker-deactivated2020]

There should really be a ‘nevermind’ option on Netflix. Sometimes I start a movie or a series and ten minutes or an episode in, I decide I don’t like it. I don’t want to see it in my ‘continue watching’ category, and I certainly don’t want to see ‘because you watched this thing’ either. I made a mistake. Please stop reminding me.

[hydro-homies]

Best tweet I’ve seen in a while

[ursula2ariel2020]

Amen.

[liberalsarecool]

Men get a double standard and privilege.

[socialjusticeinamerica]

[thepersonalquotes]

[camf825]

[nudityandnerdery]

Remember that time Gandalf convinced the whole party to flee so that he could take out the Balrog and not have to share any of the XP? Shows up the next session with fancy new robes and everything. What a jerk.

[brainstatic]

Best literary analysis ever.

[strawberryspoons]

Interviewer: where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Me: I used escapist fantasies as a coping mechanism to get through years of trauma and therefore never learned how to plan for a real life future

[c0ffeekitten]

Alternatively: I went through periods of depression so frequent and intense that I never considered that I’d actually make it to my 20s so now I’m kinda just making it up as I go

[cheese24k]

Call me Maybe preformed with bottles

> This is actually not terrible and fairly enjoyable.

[traveling-magpie-deactivated202]

This is actually really cool and fun and as a flute player I’m vastly impressed.

[devincastro]

[tguzz]

I will always reblog this

[thepersonalquotes]

http://www.personal-quotes.com

[botanize]

[iwontdancenetwork]

[iwontdancenetwork]

Ballet Dancers in random situations Part 14. Photos by Jordan Matter

Part 1 * Part 2 * Part 3 * Part 4 * Part 5 * Part 6 * Part 7 * Part 8 * Part 9 * Part 10 * Part 11 * Part 12 * Part 13 * Part 14

www.iwontdance.com

[resistdrumpf]

[thetrippytrip]

This gets scary when you realize almost one in five women will be a victim of attempted or completed rape during their freshman year.

I can’t tell if I’m going to throw up, cry, or both.

[neverknowsbestwhatcouldhavebeen]

… And this is why I am not sorry these frats are getting dismantled.