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You know what?

I am annoying sometimes.

And that’s okay. It’s not the death sentence I was led to believe. People will love me even if I can’t read their signals sometimes. Not understanding is forgivable. I don’t have to hold myself back so I don’t annoy anyone ever.

The people who love me know I get excited. And I am still loved.

That's it, im deleting all my accounts in july

Ako na naman nagapproach lang hiya

I love sao. I just hate being in their fandom

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Pokemon fan? Noon yun.. Hindi na ngayon..

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UPDATE:

SAO fan? noon yun, di na ngayon.

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Sometimes, i just want to stay away from RL people, because the more you know them, the more you feel like a stranger to them after meeting someone new, more special, less boring..etc. than you.

I feel like a ShutIN in my own world.

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But this post is wrong. Sometimes, I dont want to talk with other virtual people. Because the more you get attached, the more distant you’ll get in the future when they know your dark sides.

#talking to myself this 2019 #saying

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How stupid could i get?

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Too stupid for loving a guy who doesn’t give a shit on you.

#so stop talking to him #he doesnt have interest in talking to you

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#needs #me

I want to leave misunderstanding at good pacing. I want to move on with th e people i misunderstood to have at least a settlement, rather than forgetting with a heavy heart. That is me. I want to settle things closed not leave someone hanging without final decision. Now I’m at ease. And I’ll happily, and slowing leave my guild It’s been 1 years and more SAOMD. it was fun. I wish I was playing without any attachments with the people who called me fake. But then again, used to love them and those good memories stays, the rest will be non-existent. Call me dramatic but this is me. If you can’t handle my inner darkness, you failed to be considered as my friend. A friend, no matter how dark that person become, will understand and remains. People come and go, true will at least stay or come back, this little OA experience helps me realize that. I’m stupid for falling and being jealous at words callled teasing. Ang hirap ng pa fall. but this is it. I’ll come back to play, but to consider them as friends? How stupid i am, they are guildmates not friends. I’m glad i meet them, to learn this little lesson and slap me back to reality.

#personal #blabbing