Literally a Worthless Mutt

ꗃ he / it ( ftm ) : eighteen ୭ only tw .ᐟ sw: 187lbs / 85kg · cw: 135lbs / 61kg · cgw: 130lbs / 58kg · ugw: 100lbs / 45kg [ ACTIVE JULY 22 ]

[rottenthoughtz]

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Content Warning

This is my vent / spam so there will be:

thinspo / meanspo

triggering rants / vents

possible explicit imagery

mentions or images of sh

mentions of disorder eating behaviors ( binging, purging, etc. )

If you are trying to recover or you’re here with no ED, in search of losing weight in an unhealthy way, please turn away now with the chance you have. I don’t want to be of fault for triggering or exposing you to this content. It can and will start something you will regret.

This is a place for me to freely express myself and vent. My blogs sole purpose is for me and me alone. Take care of yourself.

If you don’t like any of this do NOT report but block me !

Basic Info

— i’m a minor ! ( 21+ DNI )

— queer gnc male ( ftm )

— refer to me as puppy / pup / bug

— pro-recovery ( just not for myself )

— i’m open to making friends ( preferably in this age range 15 - 19 )

— struggle with undiagnosed mental disorders because i’m not in a safe place to seek professional help ( trust me i tried lol ) some things i show consistent symptoms for ( 5+ years but this doesn’t apply to bpd as it’s recent ) are clinical depression, gad, adhd, bpd and paranoia ( mainly a symptom of mental illness )

My Current Stats (7.1.22)

SW : 187lbs / 84kg

CW : 146lbs / 66kg

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HW : 189lbs / 85kg

LW : 137lbs / 62kg

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GW 1 : 170lbs / 77kg

GW 2 : 160lbs / 72kg

GW 3 : 150lbs / 68kg

GW 4 : 140lbs / 63kg

GW 5 : 130lbs / 58kg

GW 6 : 120lbs / 54kg

UGW : 100lbs / 45kg

Social Media Handles

@uselesspuppi ( main acc )

@rottenthoughtz ( blog / vent )

@rottenpuppi ( edtwt acc )

rottenthoughtz#3801 ( discord )

[ Active July 2022 ]

[uselesspuppi]

what’s ur like ed routine like what did u do in the month that u went from 170 to 150, did u have like a plan/ routine that u did or like did it just end up happening like how’d you do that?

this is late af but it was all planned. all i did was just not eat anything.... so not really much of a plan. but that is literally it. however, if i were to do it again i would drink a fruit juice every day (3x) and take vitamin pills (maybe even drink broth weekly too).

[uselesspuppi]

yall should definitely follow me on edtwt @/rottenpuppi 🤭

[girlyoaths]

One thing about me is that I'm a delusional babe and I will fake it till I make it.

Soo starting tomorrow, I will be taking morning walks and exercising twice a day morning & night while pretending that I'm a supermodel. Let the hallucinating games begin!!

I could also record all the things I do on here if anyone's interested (*˘︶˘*)

It will be 50 days routine so let's hope I survive cuz if not 🥰🔪

🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️

🕯️I will reach my ugw🕯️

🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️

[uselesspuppi]

i gained 0.3lbs from bloat and/or constipation . . . please kill me !

[uselesspuppi]

My Disordered Rules

Try to lose about 2lbs / 0.9kg by the end of every week !

· Daily accountability are obligated

· Weigh yourself and record progress daily along with diary entries + photos

· Drink a cup of tea every morning or night and 1,700 mL of water a day

· Record every meal ( + calorie intake )

· High protein, strictly vegan, low cal meals should be planned beforehand to ensure time, ingredients, and calorie intake

· Maintain one meal a day every day ( portion control ! )

· Calorie intake limit during is 620cals ( must not pass 1,120cals )

· Eating time starts at 12pm or 1pm ( drink tea or warm water if you have cravings and/or hunger pains ) NO EATING PAST 6PM !

· After every meal stand against a wall, straight, for 30 minutes

· If you fail to follow your strict diet ( basically eat healthily ) a week long fast is mandatory to cleanse the body

· Holidays aren't automatic cheat days but you're allowed to enjoy yourself

· During a liquid fast you're only allowed to drink natural fruit juice ( no artificial flavors or sugar ) and/or vegetable broth ( preferably zucchini ) 

· Complete a 20 minute, full body, warm-up stretch every morning and 10-15min cool-down stretch at night

· Cardio and strength training / muscle development are top priority !

· 10k+ steps a day EVEN if it's an intense workout day ( aim for 15-20k )

· You're allowed only one day out of the week, either it be Saturday or Sunday, to rest but 10k steps minimal still applies ( rest for both days if extremely fatigued )

· Stay consistent with your morning/night and skin care routine !

· Fix your sleeping schedule so you can wake up early ( preferably 5am )

note : i might add to this in the future

[uselesspuppi]

GUESS WHO IS FINALLY A HEALTHY WEIGHT AND SO CLOSE TO THEIR GW OMG 50LBS LATER AND I'M FINALLY GOING TO TASTE FUCKING VICTORY

[uselesspuppi]

i'm back at the 130's 🙌 so close to my initial gw since all this started... i feel pumped af ! i think one thing that's helped me with fasting and restricting is the way i view myself as other than human ? if that makes sense ?

[uselesspuppi]

i'm an ethereal being that doesn't need to succumb to anything foolish like hunger when i need to make this human body fit the image of myself in my head !

[uselesspuppi]

i'm back at the 130's 🙌 so close to my initial gw since all this started... i feel pumped af ! i think one thing that's helped me with fasting and restricting is the way i view myself as other than human ? if that makes sense ?

[girlyoaths]

I don't want food, I want boyfriend.

I don't want food, I want boyfriend.

I don't want food, I want boyfriend.

I don't want food, I want boyfriend.

I don't want food, I want boyfriend.

I don't want food, I want boyfriend.

[uselesspuppi]

Fuck food Fuck food Fuck food I don't need food I need to be skinny NOW

[ararexic]

they’re a 10 but they’re on edtumbr in 2022

[uselesspuppi]

I'm starting another week long fast tomorrow while simultaneously getting back into working out plus restricting... after it ends I'll omad and record progress on a daily basis till I hit my GW !

[uselesspuppi]

I never want to recover so maybe I should start taking shit seriously and starve like how I should've been doing ages ago it's pathetic I stopped when I was making progress... LMAO pathetic

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i’m so ready to just be loved man

[uselesspuppi]

I recently passed my GW of 140lbs but gained everything back in a week 💀

[uselesspuppi]

i’ve completed a 7-day fast and i’m so fucking tired despite the fact i accidentally took a 5hr nap... i also feel sick to the stomach... why is my body doing this...