i put the pain outside my body

desire is an instinct

[usemyknife]

minors dni, you will be blocked

incarnatedevotion -> fushigurocest -> jinghestation -> usemyknife

25, she/it, girlfaggot

[usemyknife]

fuccck i love a character who genuinely can’t help but put himself in danger. it’s just in his nature. a slave to impulse. a dog going back to its vomit.

[usemyknife]

Ephraim (The Troop), Clayton (The Deep), Minerva (Little Heaven), and Harry (The Queen) are all the same character in this way…

[usemyknife]

Clayton and Charity are also the same character for those with eyes to see… the protagonists’ missing loved ones who they have complicated feelings about. doomed playthings for forces beyond their control. incest. phone calls. bodily mutations. their suffering is cold and sterile like unethical experimentation but also hot and wet like sexual violence..

[usemyknife]

long time no see, i broke up with my bf and moved in with some friends in a college town and no longer hate my life. crazy how things happen.

[kitkatpancakestack]

WE HAVE GOT TO START LOVING THE PROCESS MORE THAN THE PRODUCT AGAIN

[6irlpet]

i dont want a childproofed internet i am almost 30 fucking years old. give your kid an internet safety talk and stop making it the problem of every adult on the planet every time some cryptkeeper legislator gets the brilliant idea (via conservative lobbying) to push through yet another bill gutting our access to free expression + increasing the powers of the surveillance state + lining the pockets of Big Data in the name of Protecting The Kids they wont even feed. this shit is exhausting i can’t believe we’re going to be fighting about it for the rest of my life

[redratt]

A bunch of my money is on hold with my own bank, and I'm being called multiple times a day by bill collectors. For two weeks, the money has been "deposited by tonight".

It hasn't been and I'm opening cases against the people involved, but that doesn't change rent, doesn't change bills.

I'm not at fault, but it doesn't matter.

If you can give, anything helps. 850 dollars are frozen up because of my old banks bullshit. I can't go another month like this. I've already gone weeks eating bare minimum. They've been saying the money will be in tonight for literally 3 weeks and will not transfer it to my new account which is where it should have gone.

Link is here paypal.me/h1231

Everything being done here by the other parties is literally illegal yet im the only one facing any punishment. My electricity and water are in danger of being shut off.

The companies are basically telling me to fuck off and die about it.

[conindiundrum-writing]

They who see this shall get out of their writing rut.

[usemyknife]

got to the Burning Van chapter in The Queen and what do you mean Mags and Harry lost Charity at the party and instead of locking in and finding her they were fucking <//3 she should’ve been their third

[not100bees]

People on Tumblr love sharing information about themselves no matter how asinine it is. And I'm the same way. Everybody tell me what the last thing you drank was.

[usemyknife]

fuccck i love a character who genuinely can’t help but put himself in danger. it’s just in his nature. a slave to impulse. a dog going back to its vomit.

[usemyknife]

Ephraim (The Troop), Clayton (The Deep), Minerva (Little Heaven), and Harry (The Queen) are all the same character in this way…

[usemyknife]

Clayton and Charity are also the same character for those with eyes to see… the protagonists’ missing loved ones who they have complicated feelings about. doomed playthings for forces beyond their control. incest. phone calls. bodily mutations. their suffering is cold and sterile like unethical experimentation but also hot and wet like sexual violence..

[usemyknife]

clayluke haunting me so bad that i can imagine them to big thief songs (vampire empire/velvet ring especially)

anon baby i know it’s been a year but if you see this please come back… let’s talk about clayluke </3

[usemyknife]

lukeclay mommy kink... girl that’s the whole book.

[usemyknife]

that scene in The Deep where Luke literally gets to crawl inside Clayton’s head and dig around in his memories and just hang out inside of him for a little bit and experience Clayton’s life through Clayton’s eyes… that was raw sex

[usemyknife]

NOTHING COMES BACK OUT OF A HOLE

The Deep - Nick Cutter / untitled / VIVIANE SASSEN / A REMINDER / uuusignage / ouroboros

[usemyknife]

only real ones remember when i was tumblr user cancermice

[usemyknife]

and if you remember when i was tumblr user eyerevolts… we’re married

[usemyknife]

only real ones remember when i was tumblr user cancermice

[usemyknife]

Luke calling Clayton “a creature of stupid instinct” +1 point for my Clayton (The Deep)/Harry (The Queen) propaganda