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they/any :) writer, musician, and self professed nerd. not quite sure what i'm doing, but i'll figure it out! i'm fanfic_they_wrote on ao3, but i also do original works (well. i try.) Scream at me about all things fandom, folks

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verified ways to send aid to gaza directly

Help a Palestinian family directly:

gazafunds.com - Donate directly to a Palestinian family in urgent need of evacuation, medical attention, food, rebuilding homes/businesses etc. (Spotlights 1 verified gfm at a time so if you don't know who/where to donate to just go here and donate to the one they show you!)

Help provide tents (urgent):

The Sameer Project: Currently providing tents for displaced families in Gaza (emergency bc tents in Rafah are being burned as we speak) (paypal) (gfm)

Food, cash & essentials:

Care for Gaza: Working on the ground in Gaza to distribute food, cash, medicine & other essentials to displaced families. (paypal) (gfm)

Direct Aid for Gaza: also working on the ground in Gaza to distribute food, cash & other daily essential suppliess to displaced families. (paypal) (gfm)

Water:

Gaza Municipality's water project: The official Municipality of Gaza needs help rebuilding the water infrastructure in Gaza City to restore access to clean water and waste management services for the people of Gaza. (This campaign only has a couple of weeks left but it's still only at 15%!)

eSIMs (urgent):

guide to buy & send esims for gaza

crips for esims for gaza: If you don't know how to buy esims or don't have the capacity to manage them (e.g. topping up regularly), this team of volunteers are collecting funds to buy & manage gaza esims regularly

Medical Aid

Palestine Red Crescent Society: Provides emergency medical and ambulance services and humanitarian relief on the ground in Gaza e.g. rescuing and treating the wounded.

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me, experiencing symptoms that feel like a flare but are way more mild than usual: hey, maybe this one won’t be so bad!

me when the actual flare hits a week later with the usual force of a truck: ₒₕ

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everyone please put an f in the chat for my heating pad, which has died after 4 years of valiant service

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genuinely...what was that

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completely genuinely, why do we need referrals for everything. seriously. i don’t get it and i’m so fed up with all of this

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pros of being on testosterone: my kermit impression is getting better

cons of being on testosterone: my Mort from Madagascar impression is getting worse

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peace and love on planet fucking earth

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me: huh, crazy how I haven’t crashed since surviving the worst semester of my academic career, maybe everything’s fine!

also me: *has a full on meltdown over a frog in a video game*

me: …oh

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“it’s a poem about how arthur became the king britain needed” you take my wife the lady of shalott’s name out of your fucking mouth

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watching back avalon high as an adult is like. huh. how didn’t i know i was trans sooner?

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mark my words if i wasn’t in grad school rn id be writing the fuck out of a griddlehark bones au

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one thing about me is that if a song is in g or em, i’m going to go feral about it

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i once translated entire chapters of the aeneid from latin, and now i’m going to fail my entire degree because i still can’t figure out what “hermeneutics” means

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ways to spice up your chronic illness: ask your friend to make a spreadsheet to track your symptoms, and then make each symptom a pretty color

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going to any kind of third space during exams is like being stuck in the middle of a nature documentary

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Oh ao3, how I love you

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the next person to email me anything is going to get their laptop exploded

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sometimes i thank god that my name doesn’t make me dysphoric because i’ve been “utter disgrace [last name]” since 1984, and that’s too big of a legacy for me to deal with right now