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gw1: 121 lbs ✔️ gw2: 115 lbs gw3: 110 lbs

[uwuskinniii]

if you relate to my posts and have issues with your weight, your mental health, or anything else please know that I AM SORRY. i hope it'll get better for all of us and i'm always here for you ❤️

i do not promote any of this bullshit !!!

this blog is my safe place and i only use it to feel understood, if you aren't struggling with any ED please just stay away, it is IMPORTANT for you to remember yourself that you are valid and that what i talk about in almost every post is a mental illness. just run away from my blog and stay safe ❤️

[spilled-thouqhts]

I’ve never been someones first choice. The first person to cry to, tell a bad joke to, or to fall in love with. I’ve always been the second choice. The one you run back to once the first rejects you. 

[destinedtobefat]

I miss all of my group chats :(

Reblog to be added to a new gc ❤️🦖✨

[uwuskinniii]

i'm pretty sure my girlfriend wants to leave me

, i mean i deserve it i'm a piece of shit i'm just not ready to say goodbye

[uwuskinniii]

i still don't understand why i'm the only one who has to make sacrifices, i know i'm not the only one who's hurt but c'mon are you really sure that i can go through this alone

[lilithmaze1998]

Being at a “normal” / healthy weight, with a healthy BMI is so weird. You’re not fat, but you’re not skinny either.

You have an eating disorder, but you invalidate yourself because you feel like you’re faking it since you’re not skinny enough to have a severe problem.

Feeling like a disgrace to the ana community which consists of beautiful skinny people - people you don’t belong among.

Feeling guilty for reblogging all these thinspo posts because your illness is not “real enough”.

Wondering why tf you’re ALWAYS cold when your body has plenty of fat to keep you warm.

Wondering why you feel dizzy when you skip another meal when your body l i t e r a l  l y has enough stored energy to keep you “fed” for days.

Being in love with skinny jeans and oversized hoodies but they make you look fat and skinny at the same time somehow? How is that even possible???

Having your collar bones visible, but they’re not poking out of your skin enough, not the way they do on all these thinspo pics.

Feeling disgusted and ashamed to leave your house every time you get bloated, because, from a normal semi-flat stomach, you go to an 8-month-pregnant woman with twins. 

Feel free to add more

[uwuskinniii]

i told my girlfriend what size i wear because i feel comfortable sharing this kind of information with her and she got sad because we wear the same size apparently 👁️👄👁️

[fckingcinema]

To The Bone (2017)

[caloriesareevil]

Funny how she looks no different in that new Netflix show. Does anyone actually expect us to not use her as thinspo? I mean really, not saying she shouldn’t be an actress but if we can photoshop people to look skinny we can photoshop people to look healthy. Fuck Lily Collins, tbh.

[uwuskinniii]

this is the exact reason why i get triggered now when i open netflix, her extreme thinnes is everywhere and i'm sure she has never really recovered from her own ed

[uwuskinniii]

yo do i get lower grades because i'm fat ? probably

[uwuskinniii]

[txmmee]

Perfect Pancakes- only 33 cals

So if you’re looking for a recipe that makes the perfect crepes/pancakes I think I may have just created an insane one. Get yourself some measuring cups. •1 egg white (don’t use the yolk, unnecessary calories) •1/8th of a cup of flour •1/8th of a cup of milk (if your vegan/lacto you can use soya or almond)

Whisk it all together until you get a smooth consistency and add a tiny amount of oil into a preheated pan and voila! They cook amazingly aswell

[uwuskinniii]

i'm in desperate need for meanspo, i promise i won't get sad i just need motivation please someone help me :(

[uwuskinniii]

i'm sorry i've been inactive, i just seem to fucking can't even do the only thing that brings me joy: starving. i'm gaining and idk my brain calls it recovery, i just hate myself more and more that's the tea.

as soon as my period ends i will start again, i'm sorry Body for what i did to you.

[uwuskinniii]

i wish i could die now i hate myself i'm a fucking piece of shit and i lost the only person i've ever loved if only i wasn't a fucking pussy i could kill myself and i'd be happy now i hate myself please let me die

[uwuskinniii]

guess who's binging again

you're right this bitch is

[escaping-this-shell-deactivated]

Next time think you “only” lost 5 lbs…

[uwuskinniii]

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