carpe diem

life goes on, you gotta stay gold :>

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[uybata]

life update

so far kinakaya ko naman ang lahat ng happenings sa aking life. super nakakapressure ang mundo pero tuloy lang ang buhay. masaya naman ako sa work ko, or maybe kasama ang mga workmates ko? charez hahaha kahit minsan nakakapagod naeenjoy parin naman. medyo nabawasan na yung workloads ko kaya less stress narin compare sa last year end na super tambak talaga ako ng work to the point gusto ko na magresign hahaha. and yunnn, laban lang bilang one and only child na binabalance yung life outside at life kasama ang aking mama. mama is not getting any younger kaya every minute counts palagi. kung tatanungin nyo lovelife ko? happy as always naman hihi

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[uybata]

omggg hiiii, after how many months ngayon lang ulit me nakapag open tumblr. sobrang nostalgic huhu

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[uybata]

kahapon naggrocery kami ng fam ni Jovi and super nakakahappy kasi habang naggrocery, lahat ng kinukuha nila tita na pagkain idinadamay ako. laging "eto para pag nasa bahay si Karla may ganito sya", pati yung fave ko graham bumili si tita kasi sabi nya gagawin nya lang daw yun kapag umuuwi ako sa kanila huhu. small things pero super nakakakilig kasi palagi na akong kasama sa mga plano nila sa buhay na pamilya huhu super part of the fam yung feels

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Let them go.😇🙏

[expensiveity]

i wish people would normalize being lost in life and just not knowing anything. not knowing what you’re passionate about, where you want to live, what you want to do, where you want to go— or what lies next. as a society, we normalized going to school, finding a passion, getting a job, finding a partner, getting married, having kids, working hard to earn an honest living. but what about when shit just doesn’t go that way? you really just don’t know. and what’s even worse is, you don’t know why you don’t know or even where to start so you feel alone. you feel as though you’re a disappointment to your family. as if you failed in life. but you haven’t, it’s okay, to not know. to be lost. you have your whole life ahead of you to figure things out. patience is a virtue. there is no time limit on life. you don’t need to rush. don’t allow society to fixate the narrative of having all your shit together at a certain age. it isn’t realistic for most. being lost is so much more normal than we think. and i just wish people would be more transparent about it.

[uybata]

September 02, 2024

Finally!! Isa na akong ganap na kawani ng gobyerno. After 3 years of waiting and of being JO, permanent na ako!! 🥺❤ Thank you, Lord! Sobrang unexpected. Akala ko hindi pa itong apply kong ito ang para sa akin. Hanggang sa paglabas ng appointment, boom! Andun pangalan ko 😭 Huhu. After all those breakdowns, those seasons of waitinggg eto naaaa. Thank you, Lord!! Alam kong may magandang plano ka para sakin. Hindi ko sasayangin ang biyayang ibinigay Mo sa akin. ✨🙏🏻❤

[uybata]

minsan nalulungkot na lang ako para sa sarili ko kasi may mga bagay akong gustong gawin, itry or bilhin kaso mas nauuna palagi yung "no, may ibang priority pa". feeling ko sobrang left behind nako kasi til now di ko pa rin sobra maspoil sarili ko. pero syempre alam ko naman na may magandang kinalalagyan din lahat ng pinagtatrabahuhan ko. sad thoughts lang paminsan.

[uybata]

di ko pala msyado nakkwento here si Jovi. weird hahaha pero ayon ganon ata talaga pag happy sa relasyon parang di mo need ipaalam lahat sa socmed yun nangyayari sa inyo, tho mahilig ako magstory pag magkasama kami pero it doesn't mean na buong nangyayari samin alam ng everyone. wala lang, sarap sa feeling na at peace ka sa lovelife mo. sobrang chill lang namin, sabay na inaabot mga pangarap namin. minemake sure na may time sa isa't isa after ng mga nakakapagod na araw. hayyy ily bebi

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photographer: anna shvets

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i love being up early but i love being up late. and i love getting lots of sleep. what now.

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[uybata]

hello tumblr, i'm back. i'm sad. napakahirap ng adulting lately.. more likely napakahirap mag adjust simula nung mawala si papa. everything seems fine pero deep inside ang sakit, ang hirap. pakiramdam ko wala nakakaappreciate sa lahat ng effort ko na uwian at alagaan si mama kahit nahihirapan nako sa byahe from work to bahay. pakiramdam ko maling mag-unwind at magsaya paminsan. di ko alam hanggang kelan ko 'to mararamdaman. nakakaubos. no choice nga lang, kailangan tuloy ang buhay. laban lang sa life. sino ba naman ang tutulong sakin kundi sarili ko lang din. *pats self*