Soon(ish)

🌟24, (call me bilbo), queer 🌟

[smile-you-are-beautifxl]

“I smiled. I smiled a lot. Then one day I stopped. But no one noticed.”

— -Who would care anyway

[deepthoughtsvibes-deactivated20]

It was midnight and we both were wide awake. I was laughing because of your joke and then you looked me in the eyes and asked me out of nowhere: „do you you get sad sometimes? I mean really really sad, and maybe without any reason?“. I didn‘t know what to say because well, I‘m always sad. „What do you mean?“ I asked. „I don‘t know sometimes I catch you laughing but I can see the sadness in your eyes and when you smile it seems like you are crying inside.“

I can‘t hide it anymore.

(-deepthoughtsvibes)

[deepthoughtsvibes-deactivated20]

Lately I’ve stopped caring about myself, about my future, about problems, about my life. I’ve never thought I would get this far. This old. And now I’m here regretting and overthinking. I make no sense. And somehow it makes me scared because I‘ve never been so careless. Will it ever get better?

(-deepthoughtsvibes)

[deepthoughtsvibes-deactivated20]

It‘s so weird. Everything is fine and I could laugh about your joke but at the same everything seems so wrong and all I want to do is stay in bed all day. There is so much pain inside of me but I can‘t explain it. I’m not an ungrateful person I mean I’m glad I have a roof over me and loving family and friends but I feel like I don’t belong here. I feel like everyone is just tolerating me but no one really needs me. I feel like I‘m a burden to them. I feel I’m a disappointment. I feel like a nobody. I feel like dying. Whenever I try something why do I fail so often? Sometimes I can‘t even look in the mirror.

[deepthoughtsvibes-deactivated20]

I have so much to talk about and I need to let out my sadness and happiness but there is just no one who listens. No one who really cares. No one I can go to. It‘s a horrible feeling and really depressing. How does it feel to have someone on their side? To have someone who thinks about you? I forgot. I don‘t know anymore.

(-deepthoughtsvibes)

[abnormall]

i don’t think i was supposed to live in this world. maybe it was too early for me, maybe i was supposed to be born in a couple of decades. or maybe i shouldn’t have been born at all. but i’m here now, and i’m suffering, and i don’t want to be here. this world, this society, its a nightmare i cant navigate. i’m completely out of touch. i can barely breathe anymore. i don’t think i’m supposed to be here.

[colorfulbiscuithandsdiplomat]

“People keep telling me that life goes on, but to me that’s the saddest part.”

~ Unknown

[deepthoughtsvibes-deactivated20]

You know what sucks when you are the introvert, the shy one or just the quiet one? When you‘re sad and you go into your dark place, no one notices.

(-deepthoughtsvibes)

[blessyourheartlittleone]

rather b a fairy sittin on a flower, titties out, basking in the sun somewhere

[astrodickology]

Yeah im depressed but this pussy still wet

[valtsv]

the way that supernatural posts have both brought this site together and made it unusable again after all these years. it doesn't get better than this.

[valtsv]

i almost feel sorry for the people who didn't use this site back in the superwholock heyday because you may think this is funny and but you don't really Get It. and you never will. what you're experiencing is but a pale and fleeting imitation of the past. the passing shadow of a far mightier beast.

however i've been on tumblr since 2010 so i think it's undeniable who the real loser is here

[stuffandatherstuff]

I mean i would have been on tumblr but i was too busy being 5

[valtsv]

[tag-devilish]

Shoutout to the breakers of generational curses

[uzuheartedlady]

Refouler parce que si j'en parle maintenant je vais littéralement péter les plombs. Littéralement, avec tout le stress de ces derniers temps, si j'aborde le sujet maintenant je crèverais de colère, et je peux juste pas.

J'attends 30 heures et à ce moment là je serai déjà un minimum moins prête à exploser

[apollo-and-daphne]

no YOU live in a society. i live in a universe inside my head where i’m an upper-class lady during the 19th century but in this alternate reality sexism and homophobia aren’t a thing so I just get to strut around victorian london wearing a beautiful over the top dress and walking hand in hand with my lesbian lover while we discuss oscar wilde’s latest works 

[girlofdogs]

is anyone else startled whenever someone casually says your name at the end of a sentence?? like “that was really insightful of you ___” or “thank you for helping me ___” because it’s like: i exist to you??? you associate a name with my presence??? you think of me??? i’m going insane

[theirdelusion-deactivated202106]

[sunriseofflutes-deactivated2021]

adult emailing culture is overthinking how polite you sound and forgetting to send the attachments