𝕄𝕆ℕ𝕊𝕋𝔼ℝ / 𝕄𝔼ℕ𝔸ℂ𝔼

𝙸 𝙵𝙴𝙴𝙻 𝙸𝚃 𝙰𝙶𝙰𝙸𝙽 [ . . . ] 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙿𝚄𝙻𝙻 𝚃𝙾 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙻𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃

[vadeheir]

I SWEAR TO GOD I’M NOT INSANE   [  .  .  .  ]   the  voices  only  say  his  name   -----   𝚊𝚗𝚍  𝚒'𝚖  𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐  𝚝𝚘  𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔  𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝  𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢'𝚛𝚎  𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕 .

[rpstartersinc]

      feel free to change pronouns / wording !

warning for bad language.

“ you have to hide. ”

“ you have to get the fuck out of this terrible place. ”

“ guard your life, son, you have a calling. ”

“ you have to help me ! ”

“ you can’t make me. ”

“ don’t hurt me anymore. ”

“ who’s there ? ”

“ i want to share something with you. ”

“ just another ghost. ”

“ i didn’t want to have to do this to you. ”

“ you can’t leave. ”

“ accept the gospel and all doors will open before you. ”

“ get the fuck away from me ! ”

“ don’t you dare look at me. ”

“ i would like to kill him. ”

“ you look like you’ve seen a ghost. ”

“ what the fuck is the matter with you ? ”

“ what, you like to watch ? ”

“ just shut up and let me think for a minute. ”

“ i’d like you to stay quiet. ”

“ i detect sarcasm. ”

“ i need to tell you a secret. ”

“ i’m gonna need some help getting clean. ”

“ if you showed a caveman our technology, he would think it was magic. and if you showed modern man magic, he would think it was technology. ”

“ we have faith in all the wrong things. ”

“ you don’t have to be scared of me. ”

“ you must be exhausted. ”

“ heavier than you look. a little cardio wouldn’t kill you. ”

“ nose to the grindstone, i like that. ”

“ people get scared, they’re as like to turn to god as anything else. ”

“ don’t pass out on me. ”

“ you can’t control it. ”

“ if there’s one thing i cannot goddamn stand, it’s quitter. ”

“ i don’t make the rules. ”

“ you fucking sick motherfucker ! ”

“ you think i’m scared of anything ? ”

“ nobody cares about a few forgotten lunatics. ”

“ you are no longer in any danger. ”

“ mind over body. ”

[2-beadyeyes-deactivated20251104]

my wife can stab me a little bit i dont care

[vadeheir]

✨𝙺𝚈𝙻𝙾 𝚁𝙴𝙽 ✨ is ben’s alter ego , who he tries to become as he loses himself in his anger / pain / hatred :) it’s an image painted in the eyes of the empire , a persona that is worthy in their eyes ( because ben never thought he could ever be a good enough jedi , like his master was , but with snoke enticing him to the dark side and using his own insecurities as a way of bribery , he felt he could finally be worthy enough for someone , something under his guidance ) .  like , the level of manipulation was so undeniably strong that as a young jedi , he could not resist the pull - much like his grandfather couldn’t either . ben lacked the emotional control , and that ended up being his demise . not to mention ... his own family keeping his heritage a secret and unknowingly comparing him to darth vader :)))) they never meant to , but it was there . so yeah , the image of kylo ren emerged as a culmination of his own deeply rooted insecurities and the desperate need to feel validated in his pursuits , as well as snoke and palpatine using his own emotions against him as they successfully turned him against his own family , and even himself .

[bureau-pinery-deactivated202605]

friends

[vadeheir]

saintslips​:

❝      𝑰𝑭  𝑰𝑻’𝑺  𝑨𝑳𝑳  𝑰𝑵  𝑴𝒀  𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑫,    tell  me  now.      ❞

          “     no .     ”          𝚑𝚎  𝚛𝚊𝚜𝚙𝚜  𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚗  𝚝𝚑𝚎  𝚌𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐  𝚘𝚏  𝚑𝚒𝚜  𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚑  ,   the  excruciating  truth  bleeding  forth  from  a  traitorous  tongue .   a  bead  of  a  cold  sweat  manifests  along  the  nape  of  his  neck  ,   the  incessant  voice  in  his  head  mocking  him  as  he  presents  himself  before  her   /   a  scared  boy  come  undone  by  the  rage  that  flows  through  his  veins .   his  next  breath  is  shallow  ;   a  whispered  betrayal .          “     it’s  not   .  .  .   this  is  who  i  am .     ”          (   correction  :   this  is  who  they  need  me  to  be   /   a  devil  in  disguise   ) .

[vadeheir]

@saintslips​ !

          “     master  luke  told  me  he  had   .  .  .   some  diplomacy  business  to  take  care  of  ,   which  is  why  i  am  here .     ”          IT  IS  STATED  MATTER - OF - FACT  ,   like  one  would  describe  the  weather  ;   cool  and  detached .   ben  was  never  one  for  flowery  small  talk  ,   much  to  his  master’s  chagrin  ,   and  found  himself  hovering  in  awkward  silence  against  the  outer  pillars  of  the  royal  chateau .   luke  had  tasked  him  with  overlooking  the  princess  while  he  was  away  ,   despite  ben  feeling  he  was  not  quite  yet  ready  to  be  alone  with  one  of  the  planet’s  royals .

          (   what  he  wouldn’t  admit  ,   however  ,   is  how  her  kindness  tugged  on  the  shackles  of  his  soul  ;   threatening  to  unravel  the  pain  he’s  buried  deep  and  replace  it  with  gentle  affirmation   -----   THE  THOUGHT  ALONE  LEAVES  HIM  TERRIFIED   /   how  could  anyone  care  for  a  monster  like  you ?   )

          BEN  CLEARS  HIS  THROAT  ,   shoving  the  intrusive  voices  back  into  the  depths  of  his  psyche  ,   stance  unnaturally  rigid  as  he  regards  her  royal  highness  with  feigned  stoicism .   they  don’t  speak  for  some  time     (   for  how  long  he  does  not  know   )     but  the  incessant  look  she  wears  plainly  upon  features  leaves  the  young  jedi  furrowing  his  brow  with  heightened  confusion .          “     what  is  it ?     ”

[vadeheir]

“i have been every voice you have ever heard inside your head”

me:

[vadeheir]

serial killer by lana del rey?  big shipping vibes with kylo

[vadeheir]

if you don’t think that Scene in the mando s2 finale was hot.... u need ur eyes checked 

[vadeheir]

rpnzel :

“     i   mean   ,     ”      she’s   irritated   ,      the   saber   hilt   in   her   hands   is   slick   with   sweat   from   use   ,      UNTAMED   ENERGY   FLOWING   FROM   HER   CORE   INTO   ITS   BASE   .          her   fingers   feel   raw   ,      muscles   aching   .          “     i   got   this   thing   a   month   ago   ,      so   forgive   me   for   not   knowing   too   much   of   the   history   that   my   family   decidedly   kept   from   me   .     ”

           “     i  see .     ”          HE  RELENTS  AS  DARK  EYES  OBSERVE  HER  QUIETLY  ,   as  if  she  were  a  relic  herself  ,   and  not  so  much  the  saber  in  hand .   it  astounds  him  that  she  comes  from  an  impressive  lineage  of  jedi  knights  ,   however  it  does  not  show  in  the  sloppy  form  she  presents  in  training .   ben  may  be  her  fellow  pupil  ,   however  ,   he  had  mastered  the  art  of  the  saber  ,   and  suddenly  finds  himself  offering  his  help  long  before  he  can  keep  his  mouth  shut     (   a  characteristic  that  often  got  the  young  padawan  into  all  sorts  of  trouble   ---   much  like  his  grandfather   ) .          “     your  form  is  weak .   a  simple  droid  could  take  you  out  with  a  single  shot  like  that   .  .  .   here  ,   let  me  show  you  where  to  improve   -----   maybe  you  could  learn  a  thing  or  two .     ”

[vadeheir]

this video lives in my head   RENT FREE

[vadeheir]

saintslips :

- ̗̀   STARTER CALL  ━━  @vadeheir·· ♡   ̖́-

𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌𝒆𝒓  𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏  𝒕𝒉𝒆  𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔  𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕  𝒊𝒔  𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔  𝒎𝒂𝒏,   from  his  helmet  to  his  bodice,  &  he  requires  no  use  of  the  force  to  create  pressure  her  in  her  throat;   his  aura,   and  the  flowers  grown  there  do  all  the  inhibiting  for  him.     ❝    i  have  nothing  left,    ❞     is  this  a  plea  for  life,   or  simply  the  admission  of  a  fact,   the  same  as  stating  one’s  favorite  color ?     ❝    anything  you  do  to  me  is  unnecessary  further  cruelty.    ❞     another  phrase  lies  unspoken ;   even  letting  me  live.

          “     lies !     ”          IT  IS  SPAT  WITH  ICY  VENOM   ,   the  robotic  shrill  of  his  helmet  muffling  the  lingering  ire  settling  into  each  and  every  syllable .   boots  echo  against  the  metal  of  the  ship  as  he  paces  to  and  fro  ,   gloved   hand  pointed  outright  ;   an  unspoken  threat  for  what’s  to  come  the  longer  she  resists .   kylo  must  obtain  the  information  ,   no  matter  what  it  takes .          “     you  still  have  something  i  need  ,   and  you  know  exactly  what  that  is .   you  will  give  it  to  me .     ”

          HIS  CAPE  BILLOWS  BEHIND  HIM   as  kylo  swoops  in  closer  to  his  prisoner  ,   probing  into  the  force  in  order  to  tempt  her  mind  to  lay  bare  the  truth .   what  he  is  met  with  is  unexpected  ,   however  ;   a  tremor  of  resistance  in  the  force  ,   something  of  which  he  hasn’t  felt   .  .  .   since  he  was  a  jedi .   palm  recoils  in  disgust  ,   no  longer  shielding  his  frustration  with  the  captured  princess  any  longer .          “     you   .  .  .  !   you’re  one  of  them  ,   aren’t you ?     ”

[woodmeat]

Are you alive

Don’t ask me no personal shit like this

[vadeheir]

@xenovair​  sent  a  transmission   :     ❝ Do we have to do this? Must we? ❞

          “     you  tell  me.     ”          NONCHALANCE  OOZES  BETWEEN  THE  SYLLABLES   ,   a  stillness  akin  to  poison  as  it  pours  out  from  his  lungs .   he’s  grown  used  to  the  hostility  ,   no  longer  fearing  the  outcome  of  their  targeted  rage .   the  grip  on  the  saber  tightens  as  his  dark  eyes  trains  on  hers  ,   the  ire  sprouting  in  the  flecks  of  stars  .          “     i  see  no  reason  ;   i  only  wish  to  talk   -----   but  i  will  not  hesitate  to  raise  my  saber .     ”

CRIMSON  PEAK  SENTENCE  PROMPTS .   accepting .

[vadeheir]

it’s interesting to think about how kylo is.... essentially the anti-hero where he is the result of where he cannot bear the weight of the world upon his shoulders ... so instead of becoming the hero, he becomes his own villain... much to think about.

like... he grew up in a relatively normal household, but his family had kept their history and the truth of their identities (re: skywalker bloodline) from him for literally damn near two decades. but the betrayal he feels when he finds out the truth of his family, how they compare him to anakin and fear he will be just like him, and then the whole luke skywalker thing... he really succumbs to the anger and hatred that consumes him. not to mention snoke coaxing him to these darker ideologies in hopes to turn him to the dark side, it was only a ticking timebomb from that point y’know? especially after he was consumed by such raw, negative feelings... its like he couldn’t even escape his own demise. he acknowledges that he IS a monster, he KNOWS the things he has done (yeah he DOES have a conscious, but his morals i do question).  His views are so warped and so wrong, that he is essentially the product of his own trauma. he embodies all of those negative traits, and snoke and the other dark side leaders really dug their heels into controlling him by controlling these emotions. it’s... kinda sick, actually. like the sith are really sick individuals who would stop at nothing to achieve their goal of ruling the galaxy, even at the expense of other people.  kylo is just no exception to that. he thought he had the power during the sequels, but really.... no he didn’t. 

[vaememes]

✧     CRIMSON     PEAK     SENTENCE     PROMPTS    !   

*  A MIXTURE OF CRIMSON PEAK PROMPTS , TRIGGERS MAY APPLY , CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS AS NEEDED .

❝ They take the heat from the sun, and when it deserts them, they die. ❞

❝ They’re dying.  ❞

❝ You’re monsters. Both of you! ❞

❝ It’s a world of everything dying and eating each other right beneath our feet. ❞

❝ Surely there’s more to it than that. ❞

❝ Beautiful things are fragile… ❞

❝ At home we have only black moths. ❞

❝ Formidable creatures, to be sure, but they lack beauty. ❞

❝ They thrive on the dark and cold. ❞

❝ What do they feed on? ❞

❝ You’re so… different. ❞

❝ Ghosts are real, that much I know. I’ve seen them all my life… ❞

❝ It is a monstrous love and it makes monsters of us all. ❞

❝ But the horror… The horror was for love. ❞

❝ The things we do for love like this are ugly, mad, full of sweat and regret.  ❞

❝ This love burns you and maims you and twists you inside out.  ❞

❝ There are things that tie them to a place, very much like they do to us. ❞

❝ Will you still like to know my thoughts? ❞

❝ The aches that you describe with such earnestness, the pain, the loss. ❞

❝ In fact, you only seem to know what other writers tell. ❞

❝ You clearly have not lived it at all. ❞

❝ Where I come from, ghosts are not to be taken lightly. ❞

❝ You are nothing but a SPOILED CHILD! ❞

❝ What do you dream of? A kind man? A pure soul to be redeemed? Perfection? ❞

❝ I advise you to return to your ghosts and fancies. ❞

❝ A house as old as this one becomes, in time, a living thing. ❞

❝ It starts holding onto things… keeping them alive when they shouldn’t be. ❞

❝ Some should never be spoken about again. ❞

❝ You will stay here, with us… won’t you?  ❞

❝ A man that feeds off land that others work for him. ❞

❝ This parasite is perfectly charming and a magnificent dancer. ❞

❝ I cannot leave you here. ❞

❝ I find myself thinking about you even at the most inopportune moments of the day. ❞

❝ I feel as if a link exists between your heart and mine. ❞

❝ The first time I saw one I was ten years old. ❞

❝ There were to be no parting kisses. No goodbyes. No last words. ❞

❝ You lied to me! ❞

❝ You poisoned me! ❞

❝ You said you loved me! ❞

❝ I’ve always closed my eyes to things that made me uncomfortable. ❞

❝ I don’t want to close my eyes. I want to keep them open. ❞

❝ It makes everything easier. ❞

❝ I heard you the first time. ❞

❝ It’s an excellent likeness. ❞

❝ The more the house sinks, the worse it gets. ❞

❝ Goodness. How many rooms are there? ❞

❝ We must do something about it.  ❞

❝ Others that hold onto an emotion. A drive. Loss. Revenge. Or love. ❞

❝ The spilling of blood. A terrible crime. ❞

❝ I don’t know. Would you like to count them? ❞

❝ Do we have to do this? Must we? ❞

❝ She stopped drinking her tea, but I poisoned the porridge. ❞

❝ That’s exactly what our mother told us in her last moment. ❞   

❝ This is your home now. You have nowhere else to go. ❞

❝ Perfection has no place in love, [Name]. ❞

❝ You know precious little of the human heart, or love, or the pain that comes with it. ❞

❝ I can’t. I can’t. ❞

❝ This place is hundreds years old. Souls come and go. ❞

❝ Some of them are good; some of them bad… ❞

❝ You insist on describing the torments of love when you know NOTHING about them. ❞

❝ I’M NOT DONE YET! ❞

❝ How do you manage this house? ❞

❝ Actually, I’d rather be Mary Shelly; she died a widow. ❞

❝ Perfection has no place in love. ❞

❝ Perhaps we only notice things when the time comes for us to see them. ❞

❝ In [Country] we bank on effort, not privilege. ❞

❝ The men at this table, all of us, came up through honest, hard work. ❞

❝ Well, maybe not all of us. [Name] here is a [Occupation].  ❞

❝ If there’s one thing I know, it’s the importance of the right tool for the job. ❞

❝ I’m a builder, dear. ❞

❝ Everyone falls in love, dear, even women. ❞

❝ There are things that tie them to a place.   ❞

❝ The marriages were for money, of course. ❞

❝ You need a measure of bitterness… Not to be eaten.. ❞

❝ Nothing gentle ever grows in this land. ❞

❝ My heart would cease to beat and I would die. ❞

❝ I won’t stop… until you kill me… or I kill you! ❞

❝ So it’s all out in the open. No more secrets! ❞  

❝ I feel as if a link exists between your heart and mine. And should that link be broken either by distance or by time, then my heart would cease to beat and I would die. ❞