I SWEAR TO GOD I’M NOT INSANE [ . . . ] the voices only say his name ----- 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒'𝚖 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢'𝚛𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕 .
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I SWEAR TO GOD I’M NOT INSANE [ . . . ] the voices only say his name ----- 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒'𝚖 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢'𝚛𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕 .
feel free to change pronouns / wording !
warning for bad language.
“ you have to hide. ”
“ you have to get the fuck out of this terrible place. ”
“ guard your life, son, you have a calling. ”
“ you have to help me ! ”
“ you can’t make me. ”
“ don’t hurt me anymore. ”
“ who’s there ? ”
“ i want to share something with you. ”
“ just another ghost. ”
“ i didn’t want to have to do this to you. ”
“ you can’t leave. ”
“ accept the gospel and all doors will open before you. ”
“ get the fuck away from me ! ”
“ don’t you dare look at me. ”
“ i would like to kill him. ”
“ you look like you’ve seen a ghost. ”
“ what the fuck is the matter with you ? ”
“ what, you like to watch ? ”
“ just shut up and let me think for a minute. ”
“ i’d like you to stay quiet. ”
“ i detect sarcasm. ”
“ i need to tell you a secret. ”
“ i’m gonna need some help getting clean. ”
“ if you showed a caveman our technology, he would think it was magic. and if you showed modern man magic, he would think it was technology. ”
“ we have faith in all the wrong things. ”
“ you don’t have to be scared of me. ”
“ you must be exhausted. ”
“ heavier than you look. a little cardio wouldn’t kill you. ”
“ nose to the grindstone, i like that. ”
“ people get scared, they’re as like to turn to god as anything else. ”
“ don’t pass out on me. ”
“ you can’t control it. ”
“ if there’s one thing i cannot goddamn stand, it’s quitter. ”
“ i don’t make the rules. ”
“ you fucking sick motherfucker ! ”
“ you think i’m scared of anything ? ”
“ nobody cares about a few forgotten lunatics. ”
“ you are no longer in any danger. ”
“ mind over body. ”
my wife can stab me a little bit i dont care
✨𝙺𝚈𝙻𝙾 𝚁𝙴𝙽 ✨ is ben’s alter ego , who he tries to become as he loses himself in his anger / pain / hatred :) it’s an image painted in the eyes of the empire , a persona that is worthy in their eyes ( because ben never thought he could ever be a good enough jedi , like his master was , but with snoke enticing him to the dark side and using his own insecurities as a way of bribery , he felt he could finally be worthy enough for someone , something under his guidance ) . like , the level of manipulation was so undeniably strong that as a young jedi , he could not resist the pull - much like his grandfather couldn’t either . ben lacked the emotional control , and that ended up being his demise . not to mention ... his own family keeping his heritage a secret and unknowingly comparing him to darth vader :)))) they never meant to , but it was there . so yeah , the image of kylo ren emerged as a culmination of his own deeply rooted insecurities and the desperate need to feel validated in his pursuits , as well as snoke and palpatine using his own emotions against him as they successfully turned him against his own family , and even himself .
saintslips:
❝ 𝑰𝑭 𝑰𝑻’𝑺 𝑨𝑳𝑳 𝑰𝑵 𝑴𝒀 𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑫, tell me now. ❞
“ no . ” 𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚊𝚜𝚙𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚑 , the excruciating truth bleeding forth from a traitorous tongue . a bead of a cold sweat manifests along the nape of his neck , the incessant voice in his head mocking him as he presents himself before her / a scared boy come undone by the rage that flows through his veins . his next breath is shallow ; a whispered betrayal . “ it’s not . . . this is who i am . ” ( correction : this is who they need me to be / a devil in disguise ) .
@saintslips !
“ master luke told me he had . . . some diplomacy business to take care of , which is why i am here . ” IT IS STATED MATTER - OF - FACT , like one would describe the weather ; cool and detached . ben was never one for flowery small talk , much to his master’s chagrin , and found himself hovering in awkward silence against the outer pillars of the royal chateau . luke had tasked him with overlooking the princess while he was away , despite ben feeling he was not quite yet ready to be alone with one of the planet’s royals .
( what he wouldn’t admit , however , is how her kindness tugged on the shackles of his soul ; threatening to unravel the pain he’s buried deep and replace it with gentle affirmation ----- THE THOUGHT ALONE LEAVES HIM TERRIFIED / how could anyone care for a monster like you ? )
BEN CLEARS HIS THROAT , shoving the intrusive voices back into the depths of his psyche , stance unnaturally rigid as he regards her royal highness with feigned stoicism . they don’t speak for some time ( for how long he does not know ) but the incessant look she wears plainly upon features leaves the young jedi furrowing his brow with heightened confusion . “ what is it ? ”
“i have been every voice you have ever heard inside your head”
me:
serial killer by lana del rey? big shipping vibes with kylo
if you don’t think that Scene in the mando s2 finale was hot.... u need ur eyes checked
rpnzel :
“ i mean , ” she’s irritated , the saber hilt in her hands is slick with sweat from use , UNTAMED ENERGY FLOWING FROM HER CORE INTO ITS BASE . her fingers feel raw , muscles aching . “ i got this thing a month ago , so forgive me for not knowing too much of the history that my family decidedly kept from me . ”
“ i see . ” HE RELENTS AS DARK EYES OBSERVE HER QUIETLY , as if she were a relic herself , and not so much the saber in hand . it astounds him that she comes from an impressive lineage of jedi knights , however it does not show in the sloppy form she presents in training . ben may be her fellow pupil , however , he had mastered the art of the saber , and suddenly finds himself offering his help long before he can keep his mouth shut ( a characteristic that often got the young padawan into all sorts of trouble --- much like his grandfather ) . “ your form is weak . a simple droid could take you out with a single shot like that . . . here , let me show you where to improve ----- maybe you could learn a thing or two . ”
this video lives in my head RENT FREE
saintslips :
- ̗̀ STARTER CALL ━━ @vadeheir·· ♡ ̖́-
𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒏, from his helmet to his bodice, & he requires no use of the force to create pressure her in her throat; his aura, and the flowers grown there do all the inhibiting for him. ❝ i have nothing left, ❞ is this a plea for life, or simply the admission of a fact, the same as stating one’s favorite color ? ❝ anything you do to me is unnecessary further cruelty. ❞ another phrase lies unspoken ; even letting me live.
“ lies ! ” IT IS SPAT WITH ICY VENOM , the robotic shrill of his helmet muffling the lingering ire settling into each and every syllable . boots echo against the metal of the ship as he paces to and fro , gloved hand pointed outright ; an unspoken threat for what’s to come the longer she resists . kylo must obtain the information , no matter what it takes . “ you still have something i need , and you know exactly what that is . you will give it to me . ”
HIS CAPE BILLOWS BEHIND HIM as kylo swoops in closer to his prisoner , probing into the force in order to tempt her mind to lay bare the truth . what he is met with is unexpected , however ; a tremor of resistance in the force , something of which he hasn’t felt . . . since he was a jedi . palm recoils in disgust , no longer shielding his frustration with the captured princess any longer . “ you . . . ! you’re one of them , aren’t you ? ”
Are you alive
Don’t ask me no personal shit like this
@xenovair sent a transmission : ❝ Do we have to do this? Must we? ❞
“ you tell me. ” NONCHALANCE OOZES BETWEEN THE SYLLABLES , a stillness akin to poison as it pours out from his lungs . he’s grown used to the hostility , no longer fearing the outcome of their targeted rage . the grip on the saber tightens as his dark eyes trains on hers , the ire sprouting in the flecks of stars . “ i see no reason ; i only wish to talk ----- but i will not hesitate to raise my saber . ”
CRIMSON PEAK SENTENCE PROMPTS . accepting .
it’s interesting to think about how kylo is.... essentially the anti-hero where he is the result of where he cannot bear the weight of the world upon his shoulders ... so instead of becoming the hero, he becomes his own villain... much to think about.
like... he grew up in a relatively normal household, but his family had kept their history and the truth of their identities (re: skywalker bloodline) from him for literally damn near two decades. but the betrayal he feels when he finds out the truth of his family, how they compare him to anakin and fear he will be just like him, and then the whole luke skywalker thing... he really succumbs to the anger and hatred that consumes him. not to mention snoke coaxing him to these darker ideologies in hopes to turn him to the dark side, it was only a ticking timebomb from that point y’know? especially after he was consumed by such raw, negative feelings... its like he couldn’t even escape his own demise. he acknowledges that he IS a monster, he KNOWS the things he has done (yeah he DOES have a conscious, but his morals i do question). His views are so warped and so wrong, that he is essentially the product of his own trauma. he embodies all of those negative traits, and snoke and the other dark side leaders really dug their heels into controlling him by controlling these emotions. it’s... kinda sick, actually. like the sith are really sick individuals who would stop at nothing to achieve their goal of ruling the galaxy, even at the expense of other people. kylo is just no exception to that. he thought he had the power during the sequels, but really.... no he didn’t.
✧ CRIMSON PEAK SENTENCE PROMPTS !
* A MIXTURE OF CRIMSON PEAK PROMPTS , TRIGGERS MAY APPLY , CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS AS NEEDED .
❝ They take the heat from the sun, and when it deserts them, they die. ❞
❝ They’re dying. ❞
❝ You’re monsters. Both of you! ❞
❝ It’s a world of everything dying and eating each other right beneath our feet. ❞
❝ Surely there’s more to it than that. ❞
❝ Beautiful things are fragile… ❞
❝ At home we have only black moths. ❞
❝ Formidable creatures, to be sure, but they lack beauty. ❞
❝ They thrive on the dark and cold. ❞
❝ What do they feed on? ❞
❝ You’re so… different. ❞
❝ Ghosts are real, that much I know. I’ve seen them all my life… ❞
❝ It is a monstrous love and it makes monsters of us all. ❞
❝ But the horror… The horror was for love. ❞
❝ The things we do for love like this are ugly, mad, full of sweat and regret. ❞
❝ This love burns you and maims you and twists you inside out. ❞
❝ There are things that tie them to a place, very much like they do to us. ❞
❝ Will you still like to know my thoughts? ❞
❝ The aches that you describe with such earnestness, the pain, the loss. ❞
❝ In fact, you only seem to know what other writers tell. ❞
❝ You clearly have not lived it at all. ❞
❝ Where I come from, ghosts are not to be taken lightly. ❞
❝ You are nothing but a SPOILED CHILD! ❞
❝ What do you dream of? A kind man? A pure soul to be redeemed? Perfection? ❞
❝ I advise you to return to your ghosts and fancies. ❞
❝ A house as old as this one becomes, in time, a living thing. ❞
❝ It starts holding onto things… keeping them alive when they shouldn’t be. ❞
❝ Some should never be spoken about again. ❞
❝ You will stay here, with us… won’t you? ❞
❝ A man that feeds off land that others work for him. ❞
❝ This parasite is perfectly charming and a magnificent dancer. ❞
❝ I cannot leave you here. ❞
❝ I find myself thinking about you even at the most inopportune moments of the day. ❞
❝ I feel as if a link exists between your heart and mine. ❞
❝ The first time I saw one I was ten years old. ❞
❝ There were to be no parting kisses. No goodbyes. No last words. ❞
❝ You lied to me! ❞
❝ You poisoned me! ❞
❝ You said you loved me! ❞
❝ I’ve always closed my eyes to things that made me uncomfortable. ❞
❝ I don’t want to close my eyes. I want to keep them open. ❞
❝ It makes everything easier. ❞
❝ I heard you the first time. ❞
❝ It’s an excellent likeness. ❞
❝ The more the house sinks, the worse it gets. ❞
❝ Goodness. How many rooms are there? ❞
❝ We must do something about it. ❞
❝ Others that hold onto an emotion. A drive. Loss. Revenge. Or love. ❞
❝ The spilling of blood. A terrible crime. ❞
❝ I don’t know. Would you like to count them? ❞
❝ Do we have to do this? Must we? ❞
❝ She stopped drinking her tea, but I poisoned the porridge. ❞
❝ That’s exactly what our mother told us in her last moment. ❞
❝ This is your home now. You have nowhere else to go. ❞
❝ Perfection has no place in love, [Name]. ❞
❝ You know precious little of the human heart, or love, or the pain that comes with it. ❞
❝ I can’t. I can’t. ❞
❝ This place is hundreds years old. Souls come and go. ❞
❝ Some of them are good; some of them bad… ❞
❝ You insist on describing the torments of love when you know NOTHING about them. ❞
❝ I’M NOT DONE YET! ❞
❝ How do you manage this house? ❞
❝ Actually, I’d rather be Mary Shelly; she died a widow. ❞
❝ Perfection has no place in love. ❞
❝ Perhaps we only notice things when the time comes for us to see them. ❞
❝ In [Country] we bank on effort, not privilege. ❞
❝ The men at this table, all of us, came up through honest, hard work. ❞
❝ Well, maybe not all of us. [Name] here is a [Occupation]. ❞
❝ If there’s one thing I know, it’s the importance of the right tool for the job. ❞
❝ I’m a builder, dear. ❞
❝ Everyone falls in love, dear, even women. ❞
❝ There are things that tie them to a place. ❞
❝ The marriages were for money, of course. ❞
❝ You need a measure of bitterness… Not to be eaten.. ❞
❝ Nothing gentle ever grows in this land. ❞
❝ My heart would cease to beat and I would die. ❞
❝ I won’t stop… until you kill me… or I kill you! ❞
❝ So it’s all out in the open. No more secrets! ❞
❝ I feel as if a link exists between your heart and mine. And should that link be broken either by distance or by time, then my heart would cease to beat and I would die. ❞