Darkness and Starlight

My name is Valeria. If you knew the truth about me, you wouldn't want to be anywhere near me, I'm sure. [Indie FFX-2 post-game RP blog for a humanized Vegnagun, fc is Shay Mitchell.] This RPer took the Roleplay Anti-Hate Pledge

[valerialacrimosa]

What Val is wearing to Wolf and Ashling's wedding

[valerialacrimosa]

My fiance and I wish to know if you would like to attend.  We have sent invites to your children and beloved as well.

Val gggled and nodded. "I'd love to, and I already have the perfect dress."

"Moooom don't wear that little red and black number it'll just distract dad."

"I'm wearing it Kali and you're not."

"Dammit."

[jekyllryou-hydebakura]

What kind of "charactershaming" sign would you hang around my muse's neck?

[valerialacrimosa]

       I’ve got a BAD case of the 3:00 am { g u i l t s } ——           you know, when you lie in bed awake and replay                                                   all those things you didn’t do     r i g h t ?                 Because, as we all know,                                                                   ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ                                                                                              solves insomnia like a nice warm glass of                                                       ɍɇǥɍɇŧ,                                                       depression                                                                              and                                                                                                                              ｓｅｌｆ－ｌｏａｔｈｉｎｇ.

[deusexluna-blog]

All in the Cards: @valerialacrimosa

You walk in to a store called ‘The Moon Lilly’- a metaphysical bookstore and herbphorium that is also advertising for tarot card readings.  Curious you approach a figure sitting on a couch, decked out in robe like garments, a thin transparent veil over their face.  You can see their gaze through the material, as it is just thick enough to provide an air of mystery.

Before them is a low ebony table covered in a black velvet cloth.  In their hands is a worn deck of cards.  At first they sit there shuffling the cards.  Before long they break the stack into three piles and shuffle each pile.  Then each pile is fanned out before them on the surface of the cloth.

They spend some time in meditation and contemplation before their hand hovers over each fan, eventually drawing forth a card from each.  They lay the cards before you in the order they were drawn and individually turn over each one.  

Your spread looks as such:

Nine of Cups (reversed)

The Empress (reversed)

The Hanged Man

With a glance behind them the beckon forth their partner, a young man with sandy blond hair, who happens to sit in a wheelchair.  He grasps the beveiled persons hand in theirs, speaking for them.

"Nine of Cups Reversed: Normally this card speaks of emotional riches multiplied forward to produce a good quality of life. Reversed they caution you to continue to enjoy such fruits of life but it would be prudent to practice self-restraint.  Good things come to those who wait."

"The Empress Reversed: This is a card related to issues of personal power.  The empress is a sovereign asking you to take leadership and nurture others in ways that she would.  Reversed she implores that while giving yourself to others is always good, you need to take the time for yourself as well.  In order to please others you must please yourself."

"The Hanged Man:  This card urges you to step back and put things in perspective before you come to a decision.  Step back.  Weigh all perspectives.  You don’t need to make rash decisions."

[valerialacrimosa]

Val sat down and tapped her fingers against her bottom lip as she mulled over what they could possibly mean. Maybe her relationship with Bahamut? Possibly, or maybe the fact she wants kids....she just kept quiet as she looked at the other card and pondered what it meant on her life.

Chewing on her bottom lip, she stared at the second card and let out a soft hmm. Well whenever Bahamut was gone, she always did distract herself from worrying about him by helping the healer that first took care of her, maybe overworking herself? 

The third card though...the future...maybe...her eyes widened when a thought suddenly came to her. What if Shuyin wanted her child since he couldn't use her? Shaking her head briefly, she chewed on her bottom lip. 

If her hunch was right and he would try to use her child against her...maybe the rash decision would be whatever she'd do to get him or her back...

[in-the-world-below-blog]

"Ah..you're Rydia right?" ((HERE WE GO lol))

"Ahn? Oh, yes ma’am, My name’s Rydia. Is there anything I can do to help you?"

[in-the-world-below-blog]

"Uhn.." A small frown appeared on the woman’s forehead, it was hard to read her expression thought: was she upset? Was she just confused? "May…" for once the woman tried to hide her emotions, yet a small hint of hostility could be heard in her voice "may I ask the reason you’re telling me this?" She could only suspect the real reason was…. to fight for some kind of rank in the eidolon family? Pft, it made no sense, the alpha females definitely were Shiva and Asura, not her…

[valerialacrimosa]

“Because he’s been meaning to introduce me to you, and I decided to beat him to it,” Valeria said rubbing the back of her neck. “I mean since he’s your father and all, I thought it was only fair I introduce myself and stuff, since you might be seeing a lot of me.”  

[in-the-world-below-blog]

"And now you introduced yourself." she almost wanted to add a ‘and now can leave’ but… managed to control herself. It was her father’s mate, she wasn’t… allowed to be hostile. yet.

Wait! Was the last sentence some kind of… threatining? And why in the name of Ramuh’s beard had Bahamuth to find a female… now? Mmh… she definitely was a suspicious female, Rydia had to… err… keep her eyes open.

[valerialacrimosa]

"Yeah..." Val said quietly, tucking some of her hair behind her ear. "I'm uh...I think I"m going to go...it was nice meeting you..." she said as she started to take a couple of steps back. 

[sharlayanslegacy]

((If Alphi and Ali die in an upcoming patch I am going to make a Die Young audio post, I’ve decided))

[valerialacrimosa]

((WHAT THE FRICK NO I DON'T EVEN PLAY THE GAME WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME))

[in-the-world-below-blog]

"Ah..you're Rydia right?" ((HERE WE GO lol))

"Ahn? Oh, yes ma’am, My name’s Rydia. Is there anything I can do to help you?"

[valerialacrimosa]

She had the distinct feeling this wasn’t going to end well, but she had to be honest. “Um..yes,” she said fingers still twisting the hem of her shirt.

[in-the-world-below-blog]

"Uhn.." A small frown appeared on the woman’s forehead, it was hard to read her expression thought: was she upset? Was she just confused? "May…" for once the woman tried to hide her emotions, yet a small hint of hostility could be heard in her voice "may I ask the reason you’re telling me this?" She could only suspect the real reason was…. to fight for some kind of rank in the eidolon family? Pft, it made no sense, the alpha females definitely were Shiva and Asura, not her…

[valerialacrimosa]

“Because he's been meaning to introduce me to you, and I decided to beat him to it,” Valeria said rubbing the back of her neck. "I mean since he's your father and all, I thought it was only fair I introduce myself and stuff, since you might be seeing a lot of me."  

[in-the-world-below-blog]

"Ah..you're Rydia right?" ((HERE WE GO lol))

"Ahn? Oh, yes ma’am, My name’s Rydia. Is there anything I can do to help you?"

[in-the-world-below-blog]

"Oh, of course, the honorable Bahamuth-" even thought she started being informal around him Rydia still had issues in talking casually about her ‘family’ with other humans. But her sentence was cut short anyway, the young girl just offered her a llong blank stare.

"… so… he picked you as his mate? Is that what you’re trying to tell me?" 

[valerialacrimosa]

She had the distinct feeling this wasn't going to end well, but she had to be honest. "Um..yes," she said fingers still twisting the hem of her shirt.

[songofthestarwhale]

everybody has that one fictional character that they irrationally adore above all others and will defend to the death and you just get super happy and excited whenever you see their face on your dash

[in-the-world-below-blog]

"Ah..you're Rydia right?" ((HERE WE GO lol))

"Ahn? Oh, yes ma’am, My name’s Rydia. Is there anything I can do to help you?"

[valerialacrimosa]

"Um..I’m Valeria, I um…I know your father," she said, fidgeting slightly. How the hell was she going to react when she found out the truth?

[in-the-world-below-blog]

"Really?" Rydia blinked offering the woman a long, surprised stare "My apologies, I… probably have to ask you which one: are we talking about King Leviathan or the great father of us all Bahamuth?" Daddy or Daddy? Even thought Rydia didn’t know her biological father she could still count on two adoptive ones.

[valerialacrimosa]

"Bahamut," Valeria siad fidgeting with the hem of her shirt. "I uh..I'm....I'm his girlfriend," she said, chewing on her bottom lip.

[in-the-world-below-blog]

"Ah..you're Rydia right?" ((HERE WE GO lol))

"Ahn? Oh, yes ma’am, My name’s Rydia. Is there anything I can do to help you?"

[valerialacrimosa]

"Um..I'm Valeria, I um...I know your father," she said, fidgeting slightly. How the hell was she going to react when she found out the truth?

[valerialacrimosa]

"Well technically you already have," Valeria began hesitantly. "Y’see…Bahamut has another human form besides the kid and…well…it’s him," she muttered, blushing profusely as she looked aside. It was the best way she could explain it really, if she wanted to know exactly how that had happened, maybe she’d have to talk to him.

[eternalcalms-blog]

                             Bahamut? Is that even… possible?

"W-well! That’s… that’s what I call news, huh?"

                                                  Valeria’s boyfriend was one of her aeons.                                                   In a sense, it wasn’t her aeon. Not any longer, anyway.                                                   It was… a human version of him.                                                    In an attempt to not appear too confused,                                                   Yuna began to question the young girl about him.

                                     ”So… where’d you meet, hm?”

[valerialacrimosa]

"Ah...well there was a candy hunt for the kids in Bevelle, he was watching, and I was watching and we got to talking and it went from there." Poor Val felt so awkward and nervous, it pretty much showed.

[valerialacrimosa]

"I don't wanna introduce my boyfriend to my mom."

[eternalcalms-blog]

I believe in your Zanarkand.

[eternalcalms-blog]

                                 ㈪ — years & years of rp experience, on tumblr & off.                                  ㈪ — flexible with length and format for threads/plots                                  ㈪ — able to play yuna at any point in time.                                  ㈪ — lookin for hot young singles in my area  chill partners for a chill time.                                            no drama llamas preferred. 

                  independent roleplay account for final fantasy x/x-2 — yuna.

[valerialacrimosa]

"I know!" Valeria giggled, chewing on her bottom lip and looking aside as she toyed with the red crystal pendant around her neck. "And ah…I um..have a boyfriend…" She peeked up at the other woman from under her eyelashes, trying to figure out just how the heck she was going to take it when she heard just who he was.

[eternalcalms-blog]

                              “A… boyfriend?”                                       Yuna asked. Confused, initially — the last she had seen Valeria,                                                             she was still a child!                                                              No longer, it seemed. She smiled.

                                      “Am I gonna get to meet him?”

[valerialacrimosa]

"Well technically you already have," Valeria began hesitantly. "Y'see...Bahamut has another human form besides the kid and...well...it's him," she muttered, blushing profusely as she looked aside. It was the best way she could explain it really, if she wanted to know exactly how that had happened, maybe she'd have to talk to him.

[crimsonbellatorarchive]

                              { i’m a nightmare, a disaster }

                    that’s what they always say;

                                            i’m a LOST CAUSE

                                 not a hero.