please don't follow me

[verpasstzuleben]

[valianthideoutheart]

I'm gonna delete this blog one day and just hold all my thoughts inside my brain until i succumb to them and stop trying to figure out what the fucking reason for everything is

[chronically-inflamed]

Um can we go back to pre-covid time pls. Id really like my sustainability and decent health back. Not to mention being able to work without feeling my body fall apart. Y’all I’m scared. I don’t like where this hellride of a train is going. Someone let me OFF.

[lucylied]

病気！ 病気！ 病気！

[darklittlecorners-blog]

The demons are crawling through my headspaces again. And I feel possessed by evil, nasty, cranky-at-best thoughts about myself and others. As if the thoughts are living creatures that wear out every angle of my mind and I have become them. I feel as if I have to pretend to the outside world that they aren’t there. Staring into people’s eyes engaged in conversations, continuing to smile and act neutral. While I could feel the darkness filling the blood vessels of my brain.

I suffer..

[transfaguette]

it feels like I just rediscover the fact that I'm disabled every few weeks. Like I'm hit suddenly with my limitations and the consequences of those limitations and I'm like oh yeah lol

[valianthideoutheart]

By the time i may be able to go to bed i will have been up for well over 30 hours..

[doggosource]

[valianthideoutheart]

That one mitski song that ends in just..louder and more feral screaming... that's how i feel

[valianthideoutheart]

We know why those guys are all dormant now.. so..great.

[valianthideoutheart]

1. who posted this

2. What..why??

[valianthideoutheart]

Mmmm i forget a lot like.. people don't say what they mean and mean what they say... and that allistics can use my lack of understanding to take advantage of me.. i put myself in this position so many times, yet every time wonder how did i end up here.. I'm not good at.. decisions with meeting people.. i assume often that people are genuine in their requests.... it never crosses my mind to even consider, no matter how hard i try.. it's like my brains broken and doesn't know how to hold on to social and relationship rules.. like it's writing it in invisible ink... I promise I'm trying to read it... but the light keeps messing up and i keep having to start from the beginning just to read them....

[angelcommunist]

looking at old photos of myself thinking not only is that girl dead but i killed her

[emlynns]

a comic about trauma

[sickteeth-archive]

DONT LET ME DIE HERE

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[sourburialground]

*depersonalizing and derealizing so severely and consistently that I legitimately feel high sometimes- and not in a nice way*

Well this totally won’t end poorly

[traumaxprincess]

an oc

[bitten-dog]

Does seeing my body repulse u so much